Wow, more reviews! I will reward you with the third chapter of the day!
Thanks for your compliments ally and kirstencohen, v. happy now!
Have actually started another fic (naughty - I have a German exam paper to do!) but this time I'm actually thinking about it rather than scribbling it down so it might be less poetic, or not...we'll see!
Review again soon and I'll be back!
Old Ghosts
One word, five letters, one man
It was easy for him; he had no reason to doubt me.
Oh God, I'm doubting my husband. I'm doubting my husband?
No, I just…
I let Jimmy go long ago, I mean things were over long before he cheated on me, got Julie pregnant and I met Sandy.
We went to different colleges, I didn't go home for months, we didn't visit, we hardly talked, it was a high school romance,
it was over.
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I don't know why Jimmy held on, I don't mean to sound a bitch, but that's all it was.
The ex-thing wasn't an issue. I had Sandy, nothing more to be said.
That's my world, everything I need, one word, five letters, one man; S-A-N-D-Y.
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Rebecca however, is another matter. They never said goodbye, there wasn't closure, just question, speculation and twenty
years of not knowing and not having any answers or reasons why.
That has to mean something doesn't it?
The uncertainties, the question marks stopping her being let go.
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This is crazy.
Rebecca Bloom is not a threat. Repeat. Rebecca Bloom is not a threat.
But she is.
She could destroy my marriage, she could destroy me.
Perhaps that's what she wants, she doesn't just want to take Sandy but destroy me. And it would, I don't function without Sandy, I don't sleep.
That's why I'm still up, it's 3am and I'm being neurotic and cynical and paranoid.
