I Love You, but I Want You Dead
Rinny Leonheart
Disclaimers: I don't own Gundam Wing. Wait a sec, yes I do! I own the series, but that's as far as I can go on the owning issue. I used some quotes from Party Night (Episode: 6), so I don't own those either.
Summary: Just Heero's thoughts into a small song before he kills Relena.
I Love You, but I Want You Dead
Your eyes captivated me the fist time we met
Your voice spoke to me and made me regret what I did with my life
Times became tough and I had to leave you
I tried to protect you, and I got scared
Why did I save you?
I'd have been better off if you died
I didn't know how I felt til now
You asked why I couldn't do it, I said I was gonna when we were dancing
What's wrong with me?
I love you, but I want you dead.
Death is my calling, so why do I care?
You helped save my life, made me feel again
I tried to kill you numerous times
I tried to die, but your voice called to me, and I couldn't depart this life
I saved your life when I went back to space
I saved you from death a few years ago
But I can't save you from myself
Which is why now, I have to do what I should have done when we met
I love you, but I want you dead.
My feelings are strong
But my missions are tough
I don't want to do this
But I have no choice
I cannot go on
Living like this
I have to do this to become what I am
I love you, but I want you dead.
These times we have shared together
Have become too much for me
I don't want tomorrow
You'll be gone by then
Let me have now
So I can prepare
To have you ridden from my life
I'm sorry
I love you, but I want you dead.
I can't change who I am
Not even for you
We both have our missions
But I'm not a pacifist like you
You were out for revenge
Because of your father
My mission was revenge I knew nothing about
I followed my missions, without care of myself
I've avoided death so often, and my card hasn't come up yet
I will survive
But you can't
I won't let you
I love you, but I want you dead.
Relena believe me, I didn't want this
This is my mission
I have orders to follow
You keep getting in my way
I have to stop you doing it again
Which is why, I have to
Let you go
Farewell, Relena
I'll never forget you
I love you, but I want you dead.
Goodbye…
Author's Note: Crappy, eh? Figures. It only took me ten minutes to write, so it has to be rubbish. Let me know if you liked it, or hated it. Use the little box below and let me know.
Rinny Leonheart
