I lied. This isn't going too be gorey...I'm not THAT consistent...

Warnings: The usual. A lil' shounen ai thing...yeah, a hug. Ooooh! I'm so scared! Violence, maniacal ness, uh-huh

Disclaimers: Man, what I always say! Don't own SSBM, FE 1,3,7,6.

Chapter 14

Beautiful.

I placed the cloth over his mouth. His eyes filled with fear.

So sadistic I was.

I heard him mumble through the tattered, bloody cloth.

I lifted my dagger to my mouth and shushed him.

A smile formed on my face.

Why was I doing this?

Why wasn't he stopping me?

I sighed happily and slowly proceeded to his dull blue eyes.

I lowered my face to his ear and whispered:

"It's only because I care..."

/Ness' POV/

I saved my story and started to print it out. I was done.

It was long, and pretty good, if I do say so myself.

I sighed and I watched the papers come out.

All the things that were happening to Roy, I couldn't help but to blame myself.

If I didn't interfere, maybe Roy would just have been better off.

No.

He was ready to kill himself.

Maybe it was a good thing.

It was around 3am. No one was awake.

Or so I thought.

I heard a door slam and someone rushed to the bathroom.

I thought it was a woman, because the feet padding on the floor were soft.

But I felt a sudden chill.

Down at the west wing, it was only Roy, Link, Marth and me.

I wonder...

I opened my door and heard someone throwing up in the toilet.

I decided not to go in.

"My gosh, Roy..."

I heard the person groan.

It was Marth.

I heard him wash his face and step out of the bathroom.

He didn't look to well.

Marth stared down at me.

"Ness..." He shook his head and went back into the bathroom.

Roy was coughing very loudly in his room.

Maybe he could explain this.

I padded over to his room, knocking.

"Yeah?"

Angry.

"It's me, Ness."

He sounded so angry.

"Oh, what do you want?"

Marth clambered out of the restroom again and scurried over to my side.

"I suggest that you leave him be." He whispered.

Roy threw the covers off himself.

"Marth, you promised."

"Yeah, I did. But you can't blame me for feeling so..." He wrapped his arms around his stomach.

Roy laughed.

"Guess not."

"It's nothing to be laughing about." Marth snapped.

Roy quit at once.

"Guess not."

What?

"What are you guys...?"

Roy gave me a quick glare.

"It's none of your business."

Marth gave me an agreeing nod.

"Tell me."

"No, you couldn't even take the story about that girl."

Yes I did.

"Just tell me!"

Marth put his hand on my shoulder.

"Just leave it alone. You can't handle it."

I nudged him off.

"You can't tell me what I can't take."

Roy tapped his chin.

"Marth? What about Daisy?" He placed his hand over his shoulder, something he always did.

I squinted. "Roy? Is that blood...?"

The red-head frowned and laid back down.

"What if it is?"

"Just tell me! Please?" I begged, getting on my knees. Roy shook his head.

"I can't let anyone else know." He closed his eyes and Marth turned out the lights in his room.

"Yeah, Roy, you need some rest. I'm sorry."

Roy murmured a reply, and I closed the door. I kept on begging Marth to tell me, but he said no.

"It's a secret..."

"It's just because I care for you guys. So much..."

I played with his dark blue hair.

"It's so pretty..." I acknowledged, smiling.

But that didn't last for long.

His eyes, something about them.

They were never filled with fear, even my father had told me that. I couldn't help but to shiver.

"You must be getting tired of me sitting on you huh? Aren't you angry that I caught you by surprise?"

"Roy, you're sick."

I was stunned he was able to talk. I shrugged.

"You're father must be ashamed."

My eyes twitched.

"You're making me angry. At least I had a father."

His eyes flashed. The hands that I thought I tied to his back became undone, and he over powered me. He his hands around my neck and started choking me.

"You little brat. How dare you say something-"

I brought up my dagger and cut his fingers clear off. He started to scream.

"Make anymore noise, and I'll tear out your voice box."

It was around twelve midnight. And Lilina could be awaken at any time.

"Kill me. How are you going to cover it up?"

"Easy, I'll just frame one of your servants."

"You have this all figured out, don't you?"

Lord Hector.

I couldn't stand the sight of him.

Even with four of his ten fingers missing, he still mocks me.

I growled.

"I just want you dead!" I whispered loudly, aiming for his face.

I plunged the dagger into his right eye. It slid in easily.

I laughed as his blood poured all over me.

It was beautiful.

Just plain beautiful...

Hector was stunned, he threw his hands to his face and rolled back and forth on the floor.

"Get over it!"

I smirked, I dove it into his back and repeatedly stabbed him.

"You can't take much more of this!"

I skillfully flipped the dagger in my hand and targeted his skull.

"No last words for you...!"

"Why are you doing this?"

"You should know!"

In a few seconds, he was dead.

I stood up and called a servant over to Lord Hector's room.

"When Lilina comes into this room, kill yourself. I implore you."

The servant's eyes widened, so I threatened him.

"Do it, or your family will suffer!"

I winked and called Lilina to the room.

We still weren't on speaking terms, so she took forever.

I pushed the servant over to his lord's body and handed him the dagger.

"Li...lina! I, I heard your father screaming. And I..."

She walked in.

"Father?"

She passed me.

"Father...?"

I smiled, and looked over at the servant.

"Father?"

She rushed to his body, with me directly behind her.

"FATHER!"

Lilina cried, falling back. I caught her and glared at the servant.

"How could you?"

The servant just stared.

Lilina pushed me away and pointed. Her eyes filling with tears.

"You!"

The servant shook his head but I gave him a look. So he brought up the dagger and stabbed himself weakly. I clenched my fists and ran over to him. But Lilina beat me to him, and thrust the knife deeper into the attendant's body.

"May you burn in hell!"

Lilina turned to me and held onto me.

"Roy..."

I rested my head on top of hers and cried softly.

What have I done?

"Lilina..."

Her tears soaked my shirt.

What have I done?

/Roy's POV/

The memory was vivid.

Every time I thought of it...

Me lying to Lilina...

Leaving her in the palace...

Coming here just to escape reality...

It just made me hate myself more.

And now Marth knew.

I was a weakling.

I killed my father.

I killed Hector.

I killed so many people, ones that looked up to me...

I didn't have a right to shed any tears.

I sighed into my pillow.

Even when I came here, no one seemed to like me...

My stomach growled.

Maybe I should eat some food.

Breakfast.

I never had that in a long time.

I took a shower, despite my wound and put on a t-shirt to cover it.

I quicky zipped my jeans and walked downstairs.

It wasn't quiet.

Everyone was up.

The thought of what I did to Daisy still lingered in my mind.

Anger was one thing I needed to control.

I walked into the kitchen and the talking stopped.

I didn't care, I was just staring at the floor, thinking.

"He still has the guts to come down here."

"Well you have to give him props."

Captain Falcon and Luigi said.

I lifted my head and headed to the fridge, but Mario blocked my way.

"Looneys like you aren't allowed to eat here."

Pichu made a sound and nodded.

What did it know.

"Mario, get out of my way."

I never actually talked to him before, this would be the first time in a long time.

"Shut-up, you sadistic moron. Can't you show any remorse?"

"No." I curtly replied, pushing him away. I opened the refrigerator and looked for something to eat.

Mario angrily slammed the door on my head.

That hurt.

I pulled back and held my head.

"Quit it."

"No."

I frowned.

Why didn't I kill him when I had the chance?

My stomach made some more noises. Everyone laughed at me.

"Yeah, I'm hungry, so what?"

They were starting to anger me.

So, being logical, I walked away. But I didn't get far.

"Hello, masochistic boy." Fox slid in front of me.

"I'm not masochistic." I said.

"You wanted to kill yourself, right suicide boy?"

Everyone giggled.

I felt my face turn red.

"What? Are you embarrassed?"

I blushed even harder.

Why won't they leave me alone?

I was feeling faint.

"What do you want to cry?"

Fox was desperately trying to conjure up new jokes, but they were getting old fast.

"Wah, wah! Right, baby?"

That was lame.

Everyone's giggling erupted into laughter.

"That was the most retarded joke!" Mario laughed.

"I can't tell what's more retarded! Roy or that joke?" Falco smirked.

"That was mean!" Zelda and Samus said in unison.

I frowned again, was my face going to be stuck like this, forever?

I made my way passed Fox and climbed up the stairs, where I fell.

Everyone crowded around the staircase and laughed.

Was their soul purpose in life just to mock me.

I just laid there, I was too tired.

"Get up!" Mario yelled, kicking my head.

"Would you guys quit it!"

Someone yelled. Everyone quieted down.

It was Marth.

I heard him march down the stairs, with someone behind him.

"Mario. You are so weak."

Link.

He pushed Mario off the stairs while Marth helped me up.

"I'll take you to my room, alright?" He whispered.

I didn't bother answering back.

/Marth's POV/

Yeah, Link was taking care of everything.

Roy was on my bed.

I think he had fainted.

But it didn't take him long to come to.

I had taken his temperature and it had said 102.3.

"You have a fever."

Roy mumbled a reply.

He looked so ill...

His face was flushed, but then again, it always was.

"Mm...Marth? Thanks..."

"No prob." I said back, putting a cold hand towel on his forehead.

His story still stunned me.

Roy sighed.

"I, have something to say..."

I nodded.

Roy closed his eyes;

"The three hardest things to say in life are; I'm sorry, I love you, and help me. Yeah...Marth. I want you to help me, and I'm sorry."

This was going nowhere.

"About what?"

"I need your help. I, want you to be there with me when..."

"Uh-huh?"

"I die..."

"Oh, why?"

"You just don't get it, do you? I want to die."

"I can kind of see that..."

"Yes, I don't want it to be old-age, or some ailment that does me in."

"So, basically you're saying you want to kill yourself?"

Roy nodded.

"You've already tried that!"

"Yeah, but this time I won't fail. Marth, think about it. I've done so much and the only way act of redemption for me, is to take my life. An I for an I."

I held Roy's hands.

"Yeah, but two wrongs don't make a right! Wouldn't you want to see Lilina again?"

Roy's eyes opened partly and he smiled a broad, rarely seen one. "Yeah...I would. But she probably knows that I killed her father."

"So!"

"Marth, if you had someone you cared about, and you did something to hurt them, would you want to see them again? Let them remember the horrible thing you did?"

Sheeda...

"Roy, it doesn't matter. That's just cowardice."

I really do miss her.

"I guess you're right, but still. Marth."

Roy sat up and hugged me. I blushed.

"I still want to do this...for her..."

/0/

Yeah, I just wanted to bring in Sheeda. Thanks to the info I. C /nickname for Icy Chinoumi/ gave me, I learned about Sheeda...that whore...

Anyway, I decided not to make this chapter gorey. Because, making this a higher rating, I probably couldn't meet the standards.

Something I have noticed, there is hardly any romance...only anguish and violence...

Huh...and I'm a big romance freak...

One person who reviewed asked me this: "Does Marth love Roy?"

Um, before he did, but now...I guess a little bit. Ok, a lot.

I.C- do I think the new rating system is gay. I dunno. I kind of like it...but it confuses me a bit. Like, I would NEVER write a little 2nd grade story! That would be an insult. /sorry, so lazy, I can't email, actually I can't get there..damn school./

Oh, school's coming to a close

And so is Eyes of Sorrow.

Gundam Seed was done last Saturday.

They better air Gundam Seed: Destiny!

That: 3 hardest things to say crap, I got that from some chain mail I got.

Roy killing Hector, I love them so much.

Maybe Lilina will make a cameo..

Who knows? This chapter is LONG!

Gosh, I wrote so much!

Hrm, I have to make a Tales of Symphonia fic...

Yeah...

Well, thank you all reviewers! I hope this story can live up to your expectations!

Au revoir, mon amis!

P.S: No flames, but there will probably be a shounen-ai thing, next chapter. Maybe yaoi...I'm NOT consistent! I maybe LYING! You know ME!