A week later

Randy and I had to make the hardest decision in our live we took Brooklyn off the machienes we figured if these were the only things kepping her alive that would be unfair. To our suprise she started breathing on her own which was a really good sign we still weren't allowed to hold her yet but I was there with her everyday. One day I was sitting with Brooklyn just talking to her like always when the doctor that was taking care of her came in and asked me if I wanted to hold her. He told me she now weighed 5 pounds which was a healthy weight for a newborn baby. Granted she was almost three weeks old I took the news well. He handed her to me she was so tiny but she was beautiful she had Randy's blues eyes.

"Hey baby girl" I said to her. She was looking up at me then she grabbed my finger. She had a really strong grip.

"You got to hold her and you weren't going to call me?" Randy asked from the doorway.

"Hey where are the twins?" I asked him

"The hellians are with my parents" he replied

"Brooklyn you wanna go see your daddy?" I asked hading the baby to Randy.

He took a seat next to me.

"She is so beautiful" he said

"You are only saying that beacuse she is your child" I said

"No, I'm saying it because I almost lost her so she is all the more special" he replied

"Yeah you're right I don't think I could have gone through what we went through with Adam" I said

"We made it throught that and we would have made it through whatever happened this time but luckily we didn't" he said

"I love you Brooklyn" I said