Dear Takuya

Dear Takuya Kanbara,

The way I feel about you

Cannot be put into words

Your sparkling eyes,

Bright personality

And yet there's still so much more to you

And I love them all

Whenever I feel everything's falling apart

You're always what stops

The blade from taking

The life from me

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To see your smile

That blows me away

Every single time

Sometimes I see you and I want

To hold you

To be with you

The urge is so strong

I can't even begin to explain

There's an ache in my chest

That I know would disappear

If I could tell you how I feel

Can't you see?

You're the source

Of so many feelings from me

Pain, happiness, love, sadness, anger, confusion

I want you so bad

You're so close to me

Yet so far from my grasp

Please stay at least

Don't ever leave me

I don't know how you feel about me

But my feelings for you are clear to me

And I'd do anything

To make them clear to you

But you still don't realize

That I want so badly

To be so much more than friends

Have you ever wondered why

I treat you so differently?

You deserve so much

And I give it to you

But I'm turned away

With nothing but a "Thanks"

My love for you will never end

Even if we are to part

So please promise me this

If you don't love me

Don't pretend you do

I'd understand

But if I never have the chance

To admit my feelings verbally

I want you to know somehow

Sincerely,

Kouichi Kimura