I waited for you today
But you didn't show
No, No, No
I needed you today
So where did you go
You told me to call
Said you'd be there
And though I have not seen you
Are you still there?
Here she was. She was still waiting. And he would never come. He promised. He pinky promised her that he would see her again and that they would be together! He never came. No matter how many times she called out his name. She needed him so much. She was lost. They had tried to comfort her when it happened. Nigel, Hoagie, Abby and Lizzie. It didn't help. And now, ten years down the line, it still didn't help. She still mourned him. She still loved him. She still needed him. But was he there for her?
I cry out with no reply and
I can't feel you by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
Your here and I'm never alone.
Her tears trickled down her solemn face. "Why Wally? Why did you leave me! Why aren't you here! Why didn't you run from the bottle!" It happened quite often. She would scream out for him to save her. "But you promised," she whispered to the picture when they joined the Kids Next Door. Thatday they all promised each other that they would be there for each other. Nigel, Hoagie and Abby were there for her now. But he wasn't."You promised you'd be here for me. Are you?"
And though I cannot see you
and I can't explain why
Such a deep, deep reassurance
You've placed in my life
We cannot separate
'Cause your part of me
and though your invisible
I'll trust the unseen
She trusted him. His love for her, his sprit, the fighter inside of him. She trusted his rich Australian accent, his bright orange sweatshirt, his empty green eyes. They were empty from his father but had a faint light from her.She knew that he would keep his promise. But she had to die first. Why couldn't she die? Suicide would be a quick solution. A slit of the wrists, an overdose, a hanging.But he wouldn't do that so why should she? "Never take the easy way out," he told her. "What doesn't kill you will make you stronger." She trusted those words. She would listen to them and heed their meaning. After all, he always trusted her.
I cry out with no a reply
And I can't feel you by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
Your here and I'm never alone
We cannot separate
'Cause your part of me
and though your invisible
I trust the unseen
I cry out with no reply
and I can't feel you by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
Your here and I'm never alone
He would always be there for her. She knew it. She would not doubt it. She would live by it. She would always cry for him. She would always love him. She would always call out for him. She would never hear him but she would know in her heart that he was there for her. He was waiting and he was proud of her. Proud that she wouldn't take the easy way out like he told her never to do.
The song is "Never Alone" from BarlowGirl. Thank you for all the reviews. We've got one chapter left! I'm glad you all like it!
