Disclaimer thingy:
Rin Sessys Girl: I don't own InuYasha and co. though...I wish I was owned! XD
InuYasha: You are owned! T.T ;pouts holding paper work that says she's owned by...Sesshoumaru!;
Sesshoumaru: ;grins; Well you know me...I have to take away everything InuYasha shows an interest in...
InuYasha: I hate you! T.T
Rin Sessys Girl: O.O;
Sessylover-chan Aww that's ok InuYasha you can own me! ;throws herself at InuYasha;
Rin Sessys Girl: Er...well.. On to chapter two! .
Summary: This is a fic about Sesshoumaru and his mate Sessinai, who is of course an original char (so please do not take) and how things go for them from beginning to end (sorta). Please enjoy and feel free to review.
'thoughts' "talking"
Last time in Rin's Mother Sesshoumaru's Mate: (is just going to put what you read last for this ok! XP ( ;Sounds like a announcer dude or something...kinda amusing..; )
Sesshoumaru raised an eyebrow, but his back was to Sessinai so she couldn't see it. "Oh? Will you now? That insolent tongue of yours could get you killed you know." He let the sentence drag, the threat hung in the air between them.
Her eye twitched in annoyance. "And why would you care if I was killed in the first place, Sesshoumaru-sama..." She said in a calm voice.
"I don't. Rin might though, and I do not want to expose her to such." Sesshoumaru spoke quietly so that Rin could not hear, but loud enough for Sessinai to hear.
She crossed her arms a bored look on her face but did not respond.
Stopping for the night, Sesshoumaru sat on a boulder while listening to the on going argument between Jaken and Rin. Still, Sessinai seemed to refuse to even look at Sesshoumaru, but he found the silence coming from her to be nice. Were it not for his excellent hearing and sense of smell, he wouldn't have known she were there. Sesshoumaru wondered how long that angry silence would last before she snapped at him for his insulting words towards her brother, and his other offenses. He hoped it would be after Rin fell asleep, so that if it got rough or violent, she would not see.
Rin yawned tiredly before sitting down on the ground near the boulder Sesshoumaru sat on.
"Rin, here." Sesshoumaru said, dropping his pelt by the girl. "You can bathe in the morning."
"All right Otokooya-sama..." She fell over with a 'thud,' before wrapping the pelt around herself to keep warm. "Good Night Okaa-san, Otokooya- sama..."
Moments later Sesshoumaru didn't respond, but stood, careful not to disturb the sleeping Rin, and started walking away from the small group. "Jaken, I shall return shortly. Don't let Rin out of your sight."
"Hai, Sesshoumaru-sama! Should your humble retainer Jaken lead the child and woman to the castle or wait?" Jaken called after.
"You may lead Rin at dawn. I will meet up again tomorrow night." Was all Jaken received for a reply, but Sesshoumaru did talk to Sessinai. "Woman, come with me. There is much to be discuss and much you will have to know."
Sessinai didn't respond, but quietly followed after with a court nod in his direction.
Sesshoumaru led Sessinai away for miles before speaking a single word. Around dawn he finally stopped at another boulder and turned to Sessinai, watching her momentarily, his stare bearing into her, piercingly. "I do not want anymore surprises. You will tell me exactly who you are. Or I WILL be forced to kill you." His face betrayed none of his many hidden emotions as he spoke, monotonously.
"I am Sessinai a noble under the care of the Southern Lord and daughter of Koroshiya (original character do not take!) and sister of Ishii."(again original character do not take!) She spat out his name in disgust. "What more do you want to know Sesshoumaru-sama?" She said dully.
Sesshoumaru walked over to Sessinai, smiling coldly. He tipped her chin up so she was directly facing him, looked at her for a moment, then whispered, "Everything. This Sesshoumaru HATES surprises."
She blushed and shuddered from the closeness of his body. 'God could he be any closer! O.O;' She thought. 'Any closer he'd be talking against my lips!' She looked into his eyes shyly, her lips slightly parted from her shyness or maybe from wonder. "I-I-I..." She stuttered her blush becoming darker. Her mind screamed at her to get away to close, while her body said different... 'Oh God he's breathing on me too! How does he keep his breath minty clean like that?' (lmao I'm sorry couldn't resist. XP -Rin Sessys Girl-) "I'm...I'm cursed!" She blurted out quickly, shyly, her silky lips unconsciously brushing softly against his, when speaking, feathery like.
Sesshoumaru walked around Sessinai, frowning to cover the fact that a small blush had crept to his cheeks at the contact between himself and Sessinai. With his back to her, Sesshoumaru fought to keep his heart from pounding and the blush from spreading further and succeeded, thankfully. Sessinai wouldn't know that the briefest touch from her, however accidental, had made his blood rush. 'I'm...infatuated with...HER? That could be the only reason for my heart and blood to react as they are. How the hell did this come about? I'm suppose to be in control, and no matter how beautiful this woman is, I must not let her get to me. I am in control!' "Woman, what do you mean by 'cursed'?" Sesshoumaru's voice was slightly shaky at first, clear indication that the slight touch had affected him in some way, but he fixed his voice so it was not quite so shaky and had it completely under control by the end of the sentence. Unfortunately, this wasn't soon enough.
"Sesshoumaru?" His name dripped from her lips like honey, in worry at hearing the shaky voice of Sesshoumaru. "Are you all right?" She stepped toward him, unconsciously out of worry, before registering his question into her mind. "What I mean by being cursed is that the first man that..."She paused, "that takes me is the only man I can bare a child for." She blushed at the indication that she is a virgin and untouched. "If...I was raped...I wouldn't be able to bare," She paused again, "your child Sesshoumaru... and even if you did take me I might not even bare a child the first time if my body is not ready or...if I'm afraid I won't bare a child either..." She took another step towards him, her arms moving out towards him to touch him and comfort him, but she didn't know why she had this urge to comfort this cold-hearted man.
Sesshoumaru jerked away from her outstretched arms, that he'd seen out of the corner of his eyes. The gray light of dawn made his blush stand out against the paleness of his face. "I'm fine. If you are so cursed as you say," Sesshoumaru turned and stared piercingly at Sessinai, "then you are useless to me. I need an heir, and obviously cannot conceive one myself. Give me one reason not to kill you now, and I MIGHT let you live."
She huffed up in anger. 'He's such an arrogant ASS!' Her mind screamed. "I don't have a reason so KILL me now and explain to Rin what happened to me cause I'm leaving!" She turned around with a growl and began to walk away in her outrage.
"Stop..." Sesshoumaru said, quietly, slightly unsure of what to say to the woman. He didn't want Sessinai to leave for Rin's sake and because it would be hard to find a youkai like her. (meaning that he didn't want to get rid of her because she can converse with humans well...)
She growled. "And why should I stop?" She spoke while still walking away in anger.
"Why are you so obstinate I said stop!"
She ignored his command to stop and kept on walking.
Sesshoumaru sighed heavily. "Please?"
She stopped and looked over her shoulder with a bored look. "And why should I stop for the likes of you?"
"Do you want me to be perfectly frank with you, Sessinai?" He asked, saying her name for the second time ever, his voice was slightly angry.
"Hai..." She murmured.
"I've never dealt with a woman before, other then my mother, my half- brother InuYasha's mother, and Rin. I...the truth is, I'm insecure about how to deal with you..." His reply was soft, almost completely silent, so as not to be there at all and he wasn't even sure she heard it at all. "You have confused me, unnerved me, and angered me, all in a ridiculously short period of time." 'Why am I telling her this!'
She stopped, listening quietly to his words, before looking over her shoulder at him with lifeless eyes and a pale face. "And yet you consider me useless to you? So are you saying my mother was useless?" She looked away. "Are you saying she was useless when she bore two children for my father even if they had to do it more then twice for that to happen? And yet I'm still useless to you..." Her shoulders slumped forward and her head hung low like a broken lost puppy that has lost its way.
As the sun reached high in the sky Sesshoumaru realized it was noon already. He wondered where the morning had gone as the wind blew past them, taking with it many cherry blossoms and creating a soft effect on Sessinai's person. He watched as the wind took the cherry blossoms in a twist around her. "I'm not a very social person, as you see. I'm not very good with women unless I'm fighting them, and they die for opposing me." He paused, wondering what else to say. He was quite unused to explaining himself to anyone.
"What I mean to say is... I guess I cannot stop you if you wish to leave because- for Rin's sake – I can never kill you. Human or not, she is my daughter. I...spoke harsh...I know I did..., but...I do not know how else to deal with anyone. I am harsh even to Rin. Leave if you will, I will not stop you. If you stay, I will probably not make an exception for you, so remember this." He walked over and leaned against a tree, sighing inaudibly, closing his eyes and resting his head against the trunk of the tree he crossed his arms over his chest. He was upset at himself for saying any of that. He hated himself for it and for not knowing why he said any of it.
She paused in her movements to look over her shoulder at him before turning around to slowly walk towards him and without warning wrap her arms around him and placed her cheek on his chest softly in a comforting position. She seemed to sense his anger at speaking so much. "Sesshoumaru...I won't leave if you don't want me too..." Her voice was soft as she spoke. 'Why'd I say that?" She wondered.
Sesshoumaru's heart started to race, he wondered what this woman was doing hugging him. "What are you doing?" He asked, a blush beginning to stain his cheeks pink. He said it harsh trying to drown out the sound of the blood rushing in his ears. "Let me go at once!" But he made no effort to push her away, which he could have done, easily. 'What has brought this damn infatuation on me? She has only to bare my children nothing like this!'
"What does it look like I'm doing?" She said softly, shifting into a more comfortable position, gently rubbing her check against his chest while looking innocently at him. She suddenly noticed his face was slightly darker on the cheeks but wasn't sure if it was the shadows on his face or if he was blushing. 'It must be the shadows...' She thought to herself. 'I don't see why he would blush; he doesn't seem to be the kind of person who would. After all he's always locking up his emotions...'
Sessinai removed her cheek from his chest, leaning closer to him, trying to figure out if he was really blushing or if it was indeed the shadows on his face. Initially, this caused her body to press into him while she stood on her tiptoes. "Sesshoumaru..." She placed her hand gently on his cheek to find it surprisingly warm. Her eyes widened in amazement. "Are you really blushing?" She placed her cheek against his to confirm if she was right or not. His cheek was hotter than it should be. "I guess you really are..." She looked up at him in surprise and a twist of shock. "I would have never guessed...you of all people blushing..."
Throughout the entire time, Sesshoumaru fought to keep his face from getting hotter as the crisp afternoon breeze fluttered around them. Trying to keep from blushing was a difficult thing to do, even for the emotionless Sesshoumaru. His heart would pound in his chest and he felt as though her body against his was the only thing keeping it from bursting right out of his chest and through his armor.
Sesshoumaru moved to wrap his arms around Sessinai in the pretense of pulling her closer, but instead he spun her around quicker then the naked eye could see and twisted one of her arms up behind her back and pinned the other to her stomach, holding her right up against his body. As he did this, his heart seemed to slow down and relax, no longer trying to force it's way out of his chest. "What spell have you cast upon me witch!" His voice somewhat despairing, showing all who could hear of his uncertainty. His voice showed none of the anger that the harsh words seemed to imply, but need to have an answer to something long in coming.
"You've ruled out all logic and sense...you make me...different..." His grip on her loosened enough that she could get away from him as he tried to make sense of all the jumbled and new emotions he now felt. "How could you change me so quickly? More over, how did you change me at all?" Now his voice became soft and confused, but he did not know whether Sessinai would answer him or if she would remain a mysterious heart racing entity yet. The woman seemed to have an uncanny ability to unsettle him, to make him uncertain about everything. He both hoped she would answer him, but also hoped she wouldn't. He was uncertain about that as well.
"Sesshoumaru...?" She said softly. "What are you feeling? What troubles you Sesshoumaru?" She looked off to the side innocently, before looking up at him for a moment. She slipped her arms out of his never taking her eyes off of him while she did. "I do not cast spells Sesshoumaru..." ' Hell I wouldn't know how to start one to begin with!' "Just tell me what troubles you please, so I can understand what's wrong..." She looked up at him pleadingly, while her back rested against his chest. She suddenly turned so she was facing him again, softly pressing her body against his.
Gently, she placed her hand on his armor griping it softly in her palm, while running her index finger along one of the spikes rough edges. Moving her finger along the curve of the spike to stop at the tip of it. Abruptly, the moment she did this she jerked her hand away just as fast as she placed it there. Innocently she slipped her finger in her mouth sucking on the small wound she had inflicted upon herself. She moved her other hand up his arm slowly before cupping his cheek softly "Sesshoumaru...you can tell me anything..." She said softly while rubbing his cheek with her thumb. "You can tell me everything Sesshoumaru...you can TRUST me." She paused before speaking firmly, but kindly. "I'll never leave you Sesshoumaru..." She then rests her head on his chest softly, gently hugging him.
Thoroughly angered by his own confusion and mixed emotions, Sesshoumaru pushed Sessinai away from him. "It's simple. You thoroughly unsettle my emotions and I dislike it." He looked down at her. "Just because I won't kill you doesn't mean I like you at all." ( little does he know himself... Sessylover-chan )
Of course from the unsuspected action she lost her balance and fell down on her butt. (Sessylover-chan: Rin Sessys Girl shoulda put "ass" instead of butt! HA!) (Rin Sessys Girl: Fine! She fell on her "ASS" ok? Will now use the word ass instead... -.-) She groaned out loud, before rubbing her abused ass. "Fine," She murmured a cross between a purr and a murmur. "Be that way..." She lifted her body off the ground in a crab like stance looking underneath her. (Wow that must seem inviting! . -Rin Sessys Girl- ) She slapped away the rock she landed on before collapsing back down on her back murmuring. "Ow, my poor back..." She sighed, sitting up to rub her back wincing in pain as she did.
Sesshoumaru paid her no attention, ignoring her for the rest of the day. Jaken and Rin met up with Sesshoumaru at sun set and Rin gave back Sesshoumaru his pelt. They camped there for the evening then continued towards Sesshoumaru's castle with no other mishaps or anything.
Rin Sessys Girl: Well that's all for today! XD Hope you all liked! Please review! XD
InuYasha: ;is still crying over the fact Sesshoumaru owns Rin Sessys Girl instead of him owning her; T.T
Rin Sessys Girl: Er..
Sesshoumaru: ;smirks; Oh RSG...
Rin Sessys Girl: Uh oh... O.O;
Sessylover-chan: O.o; Do I want to know what you are going to do?
Rin Sessys Girl: Shut up muse!
Sessylover-chan: Why should I shut up!T.T
Rin Sessys Girl: Cause your moronic...
Sessylover-chan: Why is everyone saying that to me lately! T.T
Sesshoumaru: Cause your dumb...
Sessylover-chan: You're so cruel to me! T.T ;breaks down into tears;
Rin Sessys Girl: Well er...Gotta run! O.O; ;runs away;
Sesshoumaru: HEY! Where do you think your going! ;chases after;
Sessylover-chan: ;Still crying...;
InuYasha: ;sniff sniff; Well join us next time ;sniff sniff ; for the next chapter ;sniff sniff; It's not fair I wanted her! ;Breaks down crying again;
