Disclaimer thingy:
Rin Sessys Girl: I DO NOT OWN INUAYSHA AND CO.!!! T.T but Sessy owns me!! XD
InuYasha: T.T It's not fair!! I wanted to own her
Rin Sessys Girl: Um... well...your brother got to me first...and you know how he likes to take things away from you that you like! .'''
InuYasha: Yeah I know... -.-'''
Sessylover-chan: I want to be owned by Sesshoumaru!! T.T
Sesshoumaru: I don't own you I own RSG...
Hiei: I own you...damn it -.-
Sessylover-chan: I don't want to be owned by you I saw you with Kaiko in the closet!! T.T
Hiei: So...I still own you...
Sessylover-chan: Well...it's not fair!!! T.T
Rin Sessys Girl: Um...can we get to the story now!! O.O;
'thoughts' "talking" scene change
One week later found Sessinai in the middle of getting dress to have Jaken walk in on her, while she was HALF naked..."Iiieee!!! Get out you hentai!!!" She screamed, grabbing the nearest thing and throwing it at him. "Get out!!!! GET OUT!!!!!!"
The nearest thing happened to be a lamp, which shattered on Jaken's head. "Sess...shou...Maru...sama...wishes to...see you in...the dojo..." ' He fainted then.
She cursed under her breath before finishing getting dressed. She walked out of her room, but not before stepping on Jaken on the way out. "Opps..." She grinned before heading to the dojo.
"Your late." Sesshoumaru said monotonously.
"Well sorry I was rudely disturbed, when getting dressed, by Jaken. It's not the greatest thing to have a toad walk in when I'm half naked." She said in a mumble with a bored look on her face.
Sesshoumaru smirked. "Did he like what he saw?"
"I wouldn't know. He passed out after I threw a lamp at him..." She returned the smirk playfully.
"Ah...I see...Jaken."
"Hai, Sesshoumaru-sama?"
"You and Sessinai will dance. I want to be sure she can."
Jaken paled if that were possible. Gulping, he said. "Yes, Sesshoumaru- sama."
Sessinai raised an eyebrow at him as if asking silently Your kidding right? "And why can't I dance with you?" She said while giving him a curtsy.
Sesshoumaru nodded at Jaken and he grumped over to Sessinai. "Wench, pick me up."
She rolled her eyes before throwing Jaken in the air and catching him when he comes back down, kneeling down, teasingly rubbing her nose against Jaken's. She then stood back up smiling. "Ready?"
"What are you doing to me wench! Put distance between us!"
"Just dance." Sesshoumaru whispered an eerie smile on his face.
"Just shut up Jaken and dance with me..." She said seductively to get on his nerves, batting her eyelashes at him.
The hair on the back of Sesshoumaru's neck stood on end as he listened to Sessinai's words. 'This is all going wrong...' He felt jealously prickle deep in his gut as he watched the scene.
Jaken puffed up his chest in anger. "If I had my staff I'd hit you now!" He yelled.
"Mind telling me 'where' you'd stick it after words?" She purred to further anger him.
Jakens jaw dropped to the ground in disbelief and shock, his eyes bulging out even more, if that was possible. "You...you... YOU WHORE!!!!" He yelled angrily.
She twitched in annoyance, dropping Jaken to the ground. "Your just easily angered that is what amuses me...but me a whore? I'd never dream of being something so low!" She slapped him upon the head. "You couldn't get a woman if your life depended on it." She turned away from him, walking a small distance her hips swaying angrily with her movements, an unnoticed action that happens unconsciously. She turned to face Jaken again. "Now if you don't mind, I think I'd like to dance alone this time." She said firmly, she held out her arms, one floating, possibly where her hand would rest on the mans shoulder and the other where she'd hold his hand. She stood like this for a moment, eyes closed in silence, before picturing a beat to dance to. She began to dance in a rhythm with that unheard beat, dancing beautifully alone, slowly, her motions being fluid like water. (I guess there's a lot of things Sesshoumaru could react to right about now huh? ' hehehe I'm so bad! XD ( Rin Sessys Girl)
Sesshoumaru, his movements going unnoticed by Sessinai who looked to be in her own world, looked at Jaken, then pointedly at the door. Jaken left immediately, leaving Sesshoumaru and Sessinai the only ones in the dojo, closing the door behind him.
Watching Sessinai, he congratulated himself on a job well done. He had successfully gotten her to do what he'd wanted using his pathetic servant Jaken. She was dancing on her own, he could watch her and correct her when she messed up, giving him a reason to dance with her, to hold her.
Sessinai suddenly stopped dancing for a moment. She was changing the tune in her mind to a faster beat. She began to dance faster and twirl, but not capable to do moves that involved a man.
Sesshoumaru smiled, seeing Sessinai faulter in her step, then walked over to the woman, taking her left hand in his right and placing her right hand on his shoulder, his left hand going to her waist. Before long they were dancing together, her seeming not to notice him yet.
Sesshoumaru leaned her head forward to rest it along the arch of his neck and shoulder, yet seeming to not notice her own action, or that he was there to begin with. She softly began humming an unknown tune, suddenly. Her voice sounded like an angel as she hummed louder unconsciously, before breaking out in song, her voice sounding like a goddess from above. " Ikutsu namido o nageshitara, every heart sunao ni nareru darou. Dare ni omoi tsutaetara, every heart kokoro mita sareru no darou. Nagai nagai yoru ni obieteita, Tooi hoshi ni inotteta. Meguru meguru toki no naka de, bokutachi wa ai o sagashiteiru, tsuyoku tsuyoku naritai kara. Kyou mo takaisora miageteiru. Donna egao ni deaetara, every heart yume wo fumidasereruyo hitowa. Kanashimi no mukou ni, every heart shiawase ukabete nemuru. Itsuka itsuka subete no tamashii ga, yasuraka ni nareru youni. Meguru meguru toki no naka de, boku tachi wa ikite nanika wo shiru. Toki ni warai shugoshi naite, kyou mo mada aruki tsuzukete iku. osanai kioku no kata sumi ni, atatakai basho ga aru soushi. Hoshi tachi ga hanasu mirai ga, itsumo kagayaite ita, so shine. Meguru meguru toki no naka de, bokutachi wa ai o sagashiteiru, tsuyoku tsuyoku naritai kara. Kyou mo takaisora miageteiru. meguru meguru toki no naka de, boku tachi wa ikite nanika wo shiru. Toki ni warai shugoshi naite, kyou mo mada aruki tsuzukete iku." (Ok I know most of you probably can't read Japanese or understand it, so I'm going to be nice and give you the English version below...( Rin Sessys Girl)
(English version of Every Heart)
If there were many tears falling down,
every heart would become gentle.
If everybody expresses what they think,
every heart can be satisfied. I was frightened by the never-ending night,
so I prayed to the distant stars. In endlessly repeating time,
we were searching for love,
because we wanted to become stronger.
We look up to the faraway sky. The two of us, smiling, meet here,
every heart has a habit of receiving its dreams.
Sadness has no effect on us,
every heart gains happiness when it flies. Someday our souls will unite,
we will give peaceful approval. In endlessly repeating time,
we know why we are living.
We go through the nighttime laughing,
both of us are mourning, yet we walk on. Memories of everything has settled,
this is a warm place to be.
The stars separate us from the future,
we are always so brilliant,
so shine. In endlessly repeating time,
we were searching for love,
because we wanted to become stronger.
We look up to the faraway sky. In endlessly repeating time,
we know why we are living.
We go through the nighttime laughing,
both of us are mourning, yet we walk on. Ok I hope all of you are happy now! Anyway... back to the story! ( Rin Sessys Girl)
Sesshoumaru wrapped her in his arms sighing contentedly. Suddenly Sesshoumaru felt a slight weight on his foot. He looked down at his foot and saw another foot on it. Sighing again he distance himself from Sessinai and corrected her foot position.
Sessinai suddenly paused in her movements and opened her eyes, to be startled at seeing Sesshoumaru in front of her. She jumped away from him in her startlement letting go of his shoulder and hand taking a few steps away. "What are you doing? "She said in a panicked voice. Her heart was racing, while she blushed softly.
Sesshoumaru grinned a look that seemed very out of place on his face, "Isn't it obvious?" he asked.
Her blush deepened. "Why are you dancing with me then?" She asked her heart starting to slow down.
Sesshoumaru knew he could close the distance between them in less than a heart beat if he so desired, but stood where he was for now. "Your stance was incorrect, you stumbled. I was correcting you." He made it sound like it was the most obvious thing in the world.
"Oh..." Was all she said as she blushed. 'I can't believe I didn't notice him either and I was singing too! I wonder what he thinks of that...' She thought before getting back into a dancing stance. "Shall we continue then?" She asked as calmly as she could. She held out her left hand for him while letting her right float where her hand would rest on his shoulder.
He laughed, outright. "You think I actually want to dance with you? I was only correcting you, Sessi...woman." He suddenly got mad at himself for the slight error. He shouldn't have said her name because it means he recognized her as an equal and he wasn't sure he was ready for her to know that.
A smile flickered on her face, but left just as quickly as it came deciding she liked the sound of his laugh and wanted to hear it more often. "Fine...royal dog..." She murmured, before dancing again on her own while humming a tune that won't leave her mind.
In an instant he was in front of her, catching hold of her waist and stopping her in her tracks. "It is this royal dog that has your respect at all times though." He said in a demanding whisper though not with as much meaning that he would have liked. He found he actually liked her disobedience and that fact seeped into his voice as he spoke.
Sesshoumaru pulled Sessinai closer to himself and, upon seeing her lips, full and pink, he decided he wanted to taste them once again, swooping to claim them, but sure to kiss her as though it were a demand not something he wanted himself. But as we know, with Sessinai, things don't always end up like we want them too and Sesshoumaru found himself kissing her out of pure want and need rather than showing her that he was in charge.
Sessinai's point of view
I jumped out of startlment when I felt his hands on my waist, but I was grinning inwardly at hearing what he had to say. I noticed the way his eyes moved down to my lips, the way he, eyed them it was as if out of hunger. It surprised me more then I let on and before I knew it he was kissing me out of need and want, my breath hitched as I closed my eyes and responded back softly with my own kiss. Why didn't I pull away? I did not know that myself is what scared me...before I melted into him willingly.
Normal POV
Sesshoumaru pulled back from the kiss, a slight noticeable blush gracing his cheeks. "Forgive me. I was out of line." He said, turning in hopes that she did not see his blush and letting go of her. ' What came over me? I let my control slip for a second and look what it has done to me! Damn it! This woman has placed a spell on me I swear it!'
She moved towards him. "Sesshoumaru?" She asked softly, a gentle expression on her face if he were to be looking at her. She moved her hand out to touch him gently caressing his arm. "Sesshoumaru...answer me..."
Sesshoumaru said nothing, making to leave the room. Whether or not Sessinai was going to stop him, he didn't know.
Sessinai ran after him grabbing on to his sleeve. "Sesshoumaru...don't leave me...please..." She said with a pleading voice. ' If I have to pounce at his legs and make him trip so he doesn't leave I will no matter how the position may look!' She thought.
Sesshoumaru turned to face Sessinai, a slightly guilty feeling in his gut and his face completely unreadable. "What are you after?"
"Nothing." She said softly before turning away, her head hung down, before walking to the center of the room to get into a dancing stance, but weakly and clumsily.
He growled at her lack of grace and went to reposition her feet and show her how to properly dance.
She jerked away from his touch, moving out of his grasps to walk to a different area of the room and get into another dancing stance, but weakly done, that her body shakes as if she were to cry.
Sesshoumaru appeared in front of Sessinai quicker than one could say the word 'quick'. He had an annoyed expression on his face. "Would you just let me help you? Or do you want me to look like I have a human for a mate?"
"Aren't we a already pitiful couple? ...You can't stand to be in a room with me to begin with..." Her voice was shaky, before she turned away from him, not wanting to face him at the moment.
"I told you I would not make any exceptions, not even for you." He said quietly not at all harshly.
"Then what's the point of having me as your mate when you don't like me to begin with, and most likely don't even want to have me bare YOUR child or children at all..." Her shoulders went limp from there usual up right position.
He growled. "I have to have you bare my heir."
"And whys that?" She said firmly. "You could have someone else do it..." She spoke in a shaky voice softly.
"You are a youkai and decent with handling humans. I will not lower myself to be with a human for Rin's sake!"
"Who said you had to be with a human?" She murmured.
"I would not be with a hanyou!" He said angrily.
"Who said you'd be with a hanyou either?" She said under her breath.
"Not many youkai like humans!!" He was angry, almost hollering.
She winced under the loudness of his voice, before she said something she hadn't said before. "Sesshoumaru..." She turned her head towards the side. "I was arranged a marriage with a man I disliked... Why do you think you found me out in the forest alone? It was because I wanted to get away from it all, I didn't want to marry him or be his mate..." She looked away. "Don't make me dislike you either, cause I will not hesitate to leave you..." She said softly.
"You're really frustrating, you know that?" Sesshoumaru said, voicing his emotions for the second time in over a hundred years.
"I don't know if I should take that as an insult or a compliment..." She said softly.
He looked at Sessinai, letting his eyes reflect the infatuation he had for her. "You don't understand me at all, and I do not see how you could, when I do not even understand myself. Dance now." He tried to cover the words up with harsh order.
She sighed inwardly before getting into a dancing stance and begin dancing.
Sesshoumaru watched as she danced, the grace returning quickly. He almost smiled at her form. She was a good dancer, he could see that much. Soon, her movements entranced him watching her raptly, no detail of her form going unnoticed. 'She is definitely who she says she is. I will have to find a way to break off this other betrothal to her and make her my own.' He thought sourly. The thought of another man with her made him angry.
Sessinai continued to dance while contemplating on if she should tell him whom she was arranged to marry, if it was wise to say the hanyou's name in his presence... She glanced at him every now and then, opening her mouth slightly, before closing her mouth again. 'Would it be wise to tell him?' She thought. 'No probably not...he looks upset to begin with, to know I am legally someone else's.' She shuddered at remembering the hanyou. 'He was handsome, I'll give him that, but... he had this sinister look in his eyes all the time, like he was planning something...something terrible...' She shook her head violently her hair flying wildly and glistening in the sun light, like an untamed horse, to get her mind off of the hanyou, stopping in her dance in the act. She sighed inwardly, before correcting her stance and dancing once again.
Sessylover-chan: HAHAHA! Fly hair, fly
Rin Sessys Girl: you worry me some times... no wonder you are stupid...and moronic...u.u'
Sesshoumaru quirked an eyebrow, "What is the matter now?" he asked. "Why did you pause?"
"Just...just remembering that hanyou..." She murmured.
"What hanyou?"
"I...I believe his name was Naraku...but I'm not sure I might be wrong..."
A scowl formed on his face. "Naraku!" He uttered the word angrily. "He is not dead?!" The scowl turned to a frown as he thought about ten years earlier when the Miko named Kagome had channeled her power through Rin to defeat Naraku. He had been dead. 'We were all sure he was.'
"Yes..." She said with a confused look crossing her face. "He is alive... why would he be dead if I saw him with my own eyes?"
He growled. He couldn't see how the hanyou could still be alive. Not after the immense power the Miko had channeled. "Impossible." He said, refusing to believe it. "It couldn't be the same hanyou."
"What makes you think that? He had long wavy black hair, flawless skin, red eyes, and a spider shaped scar on his back. This sound like the Naraku you know?" She asked, questioning him.
"Yes. That is he." He frowned yet again. "I saw him destroyed with my own eyes ten years ago though." He turned to leave once more, looking thoughtful. "I will have to check into this."
She stopped dancing when seeing him leave. "Where are you going?" She asked, curiously.
"I have a letter to write," His frown was back. "He won't like this information though." He was already by the dojo door, opening it.
She followed after him. "Who are you writing to, Sesshoumaru?" She asked softly, grabbing onto his sleeve from behind with her left hand, while she placed her right hand on his waist, placing her cheek on his back. "Can't it wait?" She said softly. "Stay...please. Can't the letter wait? Stay and dance with me..." Her voice becoming softer that it came out more like a purr. She sidestepped taking him with her, bringing him closer to her that her breasts pressed into his upper back. She rested her cheek along the back of his shoulder, smiling softly, while breathing in his scent deeply, taking in the musky scent of vanilla and roses.
He smiled though she couldn't see it and pulled out of her grip. (Sessylover-chan: playing hard to get eh Sessy? ) "I am writing to my brother of a matter of utmost urgency." He left the room then, closing the door behind him.
Sessinai sighed after he left, pondering if she should follow him or not. She moved to the doors opening them, deciding to go after him after all. Sessinai looked down the halls in hopes of seeing him. She sighed again when she did not see him down either hall. "Well..." She murmured. "I guess I can use my special sense to seek him out, though father said I shouldn't use it often for my own safety... Well father isn't here to stop me though." She smirked, before tapping into an ancient sense that only the ancient race of Inu Youkai could use, Her eyes changed to a dark yet bright blue from her usual rich gold with a hint of silver. (Rin Sessys Girl: Bet you'd like to know what this sense does huh?) (Sessylover-chan: Don't ask me why she didn't smell him out... :P) (Rin Sessys Girl: Because she's practicing this eighth sense of hers it would be no fun smelling him out! Also...when you think about it all the halls obviously smell like him so I think it would be pain to do so...XP) Her sense searched out the body heat of a person, but it also allowed her to see things that she wouldn't have seen before. She looked down at the ground to find his freshly left footprints that were still slightly warm. Sessinai quickly followed them to stop in front of Sesshoumaru's study room, after going down twists and turns in the halls, she tapped out of her sense then, before opening the door. She said nothing to him, but looked around the room in curiosity, until something caught her eye. She reached out to it and picked it up, opening it she was surprised to find it in the ancient tongue of her race, without thinking she unconsciously asked him... "Can you read this, Sesshoumaru?" She said softly, walking towards him and placing the book in front of him.
"Hai. I was schooled in many languages by, believe it or not, Jaken." He said, not looking up from his task. He had smelled and heard her coming. "Mostly that language is forgotten, but- unlike the rest of the world, my father wanted to keep it alive. I am suppose to teach it to my son, and he to his son." He dipped the brush in the inkpot and looked at her. "Did you need something? And why do you want to know?" He wondered if she was going to have him translate it for her like her father and mother once had him do years ago.
Sesshoumaru had still been a young pup back then, and he doubted if Sessinai had been born at the time because Ishii had been so young then that it just seemed unlikely.
Koroshiya had been talking to Sesshoumaru's father Inutaisho, when the subject had come up.
Flashback
"Inutaisho-sama, how are you?" Koroshiya called. "Ah, you brought the lovely Lady Miyaki!" Koroshiya said flirtatiously, kissing Sesshoumaru's mother's hand.
She giggled. She had always loved Koroshiya's attentions. They had been childhood sweat hearts before the arranged meeting of Miyaki to Inutaisho.
Koroshiya's mate frowned, obviously not liking this exchange. Inutaisho knew of the relationship between Koroshiya and Miyaki, but also knew nothing went on between the two so he let it slip.
After that, conversation wandered and somehow the talk got to ancient languages. Sesshoumaru had long since gotten bored by this time.
"So would you teach Ishii the ancient language of our ancestors?"
"Most certainly!!" Inutaisho boomed. "Besides Sesshou could use company. Can't you?"
"No. I'm fine." Truth was, Sesshoumaru and Ishii hated each other.
"Well, there you have it! I'll teach him if he's willing to learn!"
And Ishii had been all too willing to. He was a mean kid, always starting fights with Sesshoumaru. But he was also the reason Sesshoumaru became such a good fighter.
Later that evening, Sesshoumaru was given a book in the ancient dog youkai tongue by Koroshiya. "Here." He said, grinning. "You can keep it if you can translate it for me and give me the translation of it."
End Flashback
It had taken years to translate it but he'd done it and given the translation to Koroshiya about thirty years ago. Thinking about that now, and looking at Sessinai, he guessed it had been just before birth because when he'd seen Koroshiya, his mate had been quite pregnant at the time.
He repeated his question once more after receiving no answer. "Did you want any thing?"
"No..." She said softly, taking the book back to sit down behind him and read it. As she read she used her eighth sense again, her eyes turning back to a deep dark blue yet brilliantly bright at the same time. Her eyes danced like flames first a dark deep blue with a bright dancing flame along the middle, both colors seeming to switch places, if Sesshoumaru were to look at her. She kept aware of her surroundings, seeing the heat from Sesshoumaru's body, and many other things. Sessinai's skin seemed to glow a pale moon light color while using this sense, but if she were to move she would stop glowing, as she read.
Sesshoumaru, however, did not turn around and kept writing the long letter to his brother. As supper rolled around, Rin came to the Library with a large tray of food.
"I made supper. Otokooya-sama."
"Thank you, Rin."
"Aren't you gonna eat?"
"Going to, not 'gonna' and no, Rin. You and Sessinai enjoy yourself."
"But-"
Sesshoumaru silenced her with a glance.
"Alright...Okaa-san, will you eat with me?" When Rin saw her 'kaa-san glowing she thought she was glowing, but then decided it was logically a trick of the rooms lighting and spoke nothing of it, not wanting to disturb Sesshoumaru again and set that disapproving look again.
"Hmm?" Sessinai placed her blue eyes on Rin with bright blue flames dancing within the deeper blue. She was so deep in her reading that she had not been listening at all to the conversation that transpired. "What do you want Rin?" She asked.
Rin was startled at seeing Sessinai with deep blue eyes and light blue flames within them. She assumed once again her eyes were playing tricks on her and it was the lighting in the room. "Will you eat with me Okaa-san?" She asked again.
"Of course Rin!" Sessinai said cheerfully, while placing the book down. "Come. Sit down." She patted the spot next to her for Rin to sit down.
Rin went and sat down, while Sesshoumaru ignored them both.
"Did you cook this Rin?" She asked with a smile on her face.
"Yep!"
She smiled. "Well...if you cooked it, I think Sesshoumaru should have some too." She grinned, before giving Rin a wink in her direction. She took a mouth full in her chopsticks, walked over to Sesshoumaru, swung her leg over his hips and straddled him. "Come on Sesshoumaru open up it's time to eat." She purred softly, holding the food up to his mouth with the chopsticks. Her dark blue eyes with bright blue flames within them getting into his face while smiling.
Sesshoumaru frowned and put his brush away, his heart beginning to pound. "I said no. Do you understand?"
"Oh come on!" She begged playfully while switching out of her 8th sense, her eyes going back to their rich golden color with hints of silver in them. "Please just a little..." She said with a pout.
Sesshoumaru frowned. "Rin, what did I say to Sessinai? Do you recall? Was I clear enough?"
Rin sighed, slightly upset to have been dragged into this, but doing her best not to show it. "You said that you said no."
"Thank you, Rin. Now get off me woman."
"No. I think I like it here where I am now, quite comfy and if you won't eat willingly I'll feed you like a child," She paused. "Mouth to mouth if I have to..." She said with a grin. "And trust me I won't hesitate not to..."
Rin's eyes widened. She had a pretty good idea what was going on. "Do you...want me to leave, Otokooya-sama? Okaa-san?"
Sesshoumaru paled and thought. 'Rin, don't leave, don't leave!'
"Only if you want to Rin..." She said warmly with a smile. "You can stay if you want to see your Otokooya-sama get baby fed." She grinned.
Rin sweat-dropped and left the room, muttering about how Otokooya- sama needed to grow up a little.
Sessinai grinned at hearing Rin's muttered words before turning her attention back to Sesshoumaru. "Well are you ready to eat like a big boy or do I still need to mouth feed you?" She said while holding the food near his mouth, while at the same time tightening her grip on his waist with her thighs so he couldn't push her off.
Sesshoumaru glared at her angrily. "Get off of me before you regret being born."
"Fine...kill me while you can, don't blame me if Rin comes into find the library a bloody mess." She said without moving an inch.
He sighed heavily, knowing full well that he couldn't kill her. "Damn you woman...How is it that you can set off each and every one of my nerves!?" He asked, frustrated.
"Hmm... well I can't answer that question lets just hope I don't set off your lust nerves then..." She said holding out the food under his nose yet by his lips. "Now are you going to eat or am I going to have to get up close and personal?" She said while whispering softly to herself, making it even hard for Sesshoumaru to hear. "I would have been better off with that Naraku character..."
He growled. "Do not say that bastards name!! Off of me now!!"
She sighed before slipping out of his lap and placing the tray on his desk. "Help yourself..." She whispered. "I've suddenly lost my appetite..." She turned and left the library and went down the twists and turns of the halls to her room to collapse on her bed.
Sesshoumaru sighed, relaxing finally once she was gone. "You've set a fire in my heart, what the hell do I do?" He whispered. Then he finished his letter and left it to dry.
She sighed before murmuring "I think I'll just avoid him for now on." She sighed again. "Whatever I do I only seem to make him angry, frustrated, and upset. I'll just avoid him if I can't make him happy at all..."
He left the library to the master bedroom, which was where Sessinai's room was- as she was supposed to be his mate. Seeing her on the bed he sighed inaudibly. 'Jaken could have given her a room to herself...but no, he loves to torture me...' He took off his shirt and readied himself for bed, then climbed into the large bed, staying as far away from her as possible, then blew out his bed side lamp and lay down to sleep.
Rin Sessys Girl: Well...that's all!! So review please???
Everyone: ::still arguing about who owns who::
Rin Sessys Girl: ::sweat drop:: Um...see ya later! .'' Oh and I promise it will get better later on if you want a little mush XP ::grabs popcorn and watches the show:: XD
Rin Sessys Girl: I DO NOT OWN INUAYSHA AND CO.!!! T.T but Sessy owns me!! XD
InuYasha: T.T It's not fair!! I wanted to own her
Rin Sessys Girl: Um... well...your brother got to me first...and you know how he likes to take things away from you that you like! .'''
InuYasha: Yeah I know... -.-'''
Sessylover-chan: I want to be owned by Sesshoumaru!! T.T
Sesshoumaru: I don't own you I own RSG...
Hiei: I own you...damn it -.-
Sessylover-chan: I don't want to be owned by you I saw you with Kaiko in the closet!! T.T
Hiei: So...I still own you...
Sessylover-chan: Well...it's not fair!!! T.T
Rin Sessys Girl: Um...can we get to the story now!! O.O;
'thoughts' "talking" scene change
One week later found Sessinai in the middle of getting dress to have Jaken walk in on her, while she was HALF naked..."Iiieee!!! Get out you hentai!!!" She screamed, grabbing the nearest thing and throwing it at him. "Get out!!!! GET OUT!!!!!!"
The nearest thing happened to be a lamp, which shattered on Jaken's head. "Sess...shou...Maru...sama...wishes to...see you in...the dojo..." ' He fainted then.
She cursed under her breath before finishing getting dressed. She walked out of her room, but not before stepping on Jaken on the way out. "Opps..." She grinned before heading to the dojo.
"Your late." Sesshoumaru said monotonously.
"Well sorry I was rudely disturbed, when getting dressed, by Jaken. It's not the greatest thing to have a toad walk in when I'm half naked." She said in a mumble with a bored look on her face.
Sesshoumaru smirked. "Did he like what he saw?"
"I wouldn't know. He passed out after I threw a lamp at him..." She returned the smirk playfully.
"Ah...I see...Jaken."
"Hai, Sesshoumaru-sama?"
"You and Sessinai will dance. I want to be sure she can."
Jaken paled if that were possible. Gulping, he said. "Yes, Sesshoumaru- sama."
Sessinai raised an eyebrow at him as if asking silently Your kidding right? "And why can't I dance with you?" She said while giving him a curtsy.
Sesshoumaru nodded at Jaken and he grumped over to Sessinai. "Wench, pick me up."
She rolled her eyes before throwing Jaken in the air and catching him when he comes back down, kneeling down, teasingly rubbing her nose against Jaken's. She then stood back up smiling. "Ready?"
"What are you doing to me wench! Put distance between us!"
"Just dance." Sesshoumaru whispered an eerie smile on his face.
"Just shut up Jaken and dance with me..." She said seductively to get on his nerves, batting her eyelashes at him.
The hair on the back of Sesshoumaru's neck stood on end as he listened to Sessinai's words. 'This is all going wrong...' He felt jealously prickle deep in his gut as he watched the scene.
Jaken puffed up his chest in anger. "If I had my staff I'd hit you now!" He yelled.
"Mind telling me 'where' you'd stick it after words?" She purred to further anger him.
Jakens jaw dropped to the ground in disbelief and shock, his eyes bulging out even more, if that was possible. "You...you... YOU WHORE!!!!" He yelled angrily.
She twitched in annoyance, dropping Jaken to the ground. "Your just easily angered that is what amuses me...but me a whore? I'd never dream of being something so low!" She slapped him upon the head. "You couldn't get a woman if your life depended on it." She turned away from him, walking a small distance her hips swaying angrily with her movements, an unnoticed action that happens unconsciously. She turned to face Jaken again. "Now if you don't mind, I think I'd like to dance alone this time." She said firmly, she held out her arms, one floating, possibly where her hand would rest on the mans shoulder and the other where she'd hold his hand. She stood like this for a moment, eyes closed in silence, before picturing a beat to dance to. She began to dance in a rhythm with that unheard beat, dancing beautifully alone, slowly, her motions being fluid like water. (I guess there's a lot of things Sesshoumaru could react to right about now huh? ' hehehe I'm so bad! XD ( Rin Sessys Girl)
Sesshoumaru, his movements going unnoticed by Sessinai who looked to be in her own world, looked at Jaken, then pointedly at the door. Jaken left immediately, leaving Sesshoumaru and Sessinai the only ones in the dojo, closing the door behind him.
Watching Sessinai, he congratulated himself on a job well done. He had successfully gotten her to do what he'd wanted using his pathetic servant Jaken. She was dancing on her own, he could watch her and correct her when she messed up, giving him a reason to dance with her, to hold her.
Sessinai suddenly stopped dancing for a moment. She was changing the tune in her mind to a faster beat. She began to dance faster and twirl, but not capable to do moves that involved a man.
Sesshoumaru smiled, seeing Sessinai faulter in her step, then walked over to the woman, taking her left hand in his right and placing her right hand on his shoulder, his left hand going to her waist. Before long they were dancing together, her seeming not to notice him yet.
Sesshoumaru leaned her head forward to rest it along the arch of his neck and shoulder, yet seeming to not notice her own action, or that he was there to begin with. She softly began humming an unknown tune, suddenly. Her voice sounded like an angel as she hummed louder unconsciously, before breaking out in song, her voice sounding like a goddess from above. " Ikutsu namido o nageshitara, every heart sunao ni nareru darou. Dare ni omoi tsutaetara, every heart kokoro mita sareru no darou. Nagai nagai yoru ni obieteita, Tooi hoshi ni inotteta. Meguru meguru toki no naka de, bokutachi wa ai o sagashiteiru, tsuyoku tsuyoku naritai kara. Kyou mo takaisora miageteiru. Donna egao ni deaetara, every heart yume wo fumidasereruyo hitowa. Kanashimi no mukou ni, every heart shiawase ukabete nemuru. Itsuka itsuka subete no tamashii ga, yasuraka ni nareru youni. Meguru meguru toki no naka de, boku tachi wa ikite nanika wo shiru. Toki ni warai shugoshi naite, kyou mo mada aruki tsuzukete iku. osanai kioku no kata sumi ni, atatakai basho ga aru soushi. Hoshi tachi ga hanasu mirai ga, itsumo kagayaite ita, so shine. Meguru meguru toki no naka de, bokutachi wa ai o sagashiteiru, tsuyoku tsuyoku naritai kara. Kyou mo takaisora miageteiru. meguru meguru toki no naka de, boku tachi wa ikite nanika wo shiru. Toki ni warai shugoshi naite, kyou mo mada aruki tsuzukete iku." (Ok I know most of you probably can't read Japanese or understand it, so I'm going to be nice and give you the English version below...( Rin Sessys Girl)
(English version of Every Heart)
If there were many tears falling down,
every heart would become gentle.
If everybody expresses what they think,
every heart can be satisfied. I was frightened by the never-ending night,
so I prayed to the distant stars. In endlessly repeating time,
we were searching for love,
because we wanted to become stronger.
We look up to the faraway sky. The two of us, smiling, meet here,
every heart has a habit of receiving its dreams.
Sadness has no effect on us,
every heart gains happiness when it flies. Someday our souls will unite,
we will give peaceful approval. In endlessly repeating time,
we know why we are living.
We go through the nighttime laughing,
both of us are mourning, yet we walk on. Memories of everything has settled,
this is a warm place to be.
The stars separate us from the future,
we are always so brilliant,
so shine. In endlessly repeating time,
we were searching for love,
because we wanted to become stronger.
We look up to the faraway sky. In endlessly repeating time,
we know why we are living.
We go through the nighttime laughing,
both of us are mourning, yet we walk on. Ok I hope all of you are happy now! Anyway... back to the story! ( Rin Sessys Girl)
Sesshoumaru wrapped her in his arms sighing contentedly. Suddenly Sesshoumaru felt a slight weight on his foot. He looked down at his foot and saw another foot on it. Sighing again he distance himself from Sessinai and corrected her foot position.
Sessinai suddenly paused in her movements and opened her eyes, to be startled at seeing Sesshoumaru in front of her. She jumped away from him in her startlement letting go of his shoulder and hand taking a few steps away. "What are you doing? "She said in a panicked voice. Her heart was racing, while she blushed softly.
Sesshoumaru grinned a look that seemed very out of place on his face, "Isn't it obvious?" he asked.
Her blush deepened. "Why are you dancing with me then?" She asked her heart starting to slow down.
Sesshoumaru knew he could close the distance between them in less than a heart beat if he so desired, but stood where he was for now. "Your stance was incorrect, you stumbled. I was correcting you." He made it sound like it was the most obvious thing in the world.
"Oh..." Was all she said as she blushed. 'I can't believe I didn't notice him either and I was singing too! I wonder what he thinks of that...' She thought before getting back into a dancing stance. "Shall we continue then?" She asked as calmly as she could. She held out her left hand for him while letting her right float where her hand would rest on his shoulder.
He laughed, outright. "You think I actually want to dance with you? I was only correcting you, Sessi...woman." He suddenly got mad at himself for the slight error. He shouldn't have said her name because it means he recognized her as an equal and he wasn't sure he was ready for her to know that.
A smile flickered on her face, but left just as quickly as it came deciding she liked the sound of his laugh and wanted to hear it more often. "Fine...royal dog..." She murmured, before dancing again on her own while humming a tune that won't leave her mind.
In an instant he was in front of her, catching hold of her waist and stopping her in her tracks. "It is this royal dog that has your respect at all times though." He said in a demanding whisper though not with as much meaning that he would have liked. He found he actually liked her disobedience and that fact seeped into his voice as he spoke.
Sesshoumaru pulled Sessinai closer to himself and, upon seeing her lips, full and pink, he decided he wanted to taste them once again, swooping to claim them, but sure to kiss her as though it were a demand not something he wanted himself. But as we know, with Sessinai, things don't always end up like we want them too and Sesshoumaru found himself kissing her out of pure want and need rather than showing her that he was in charge.
Sessinai's point of view
I jumped out of startlment when I felt his hands on my waist, but I was grinning inwardly at hearing what he had to say. I noticed the way his eyes moved down to my lips, the way he, eyed them it was as if out of hunger. It surprised me more then I let on and before I knew it he was kissing me out of need and want, my breath hitched as I closed my eyes and responded back softly with my own kiss. Why didn't I pull away? I did not know that myself is what scared me...before I melted into him willingly.
Normal POV
Sesshoumaru pulled back from the kiss, a slight noticeable blush gracing his cheeks. "Forgive me. I was out of line." He said, turning in hopes that she did not see his blush and letting go of her. ' What came over me? I let my control slip for a second and look what it has done to me! Damn it! This woman has placed a spell on me I swear it!'
She moved towards him. "Sesshoumaru?" She asked softly, a gentle expression on her face if he were to be looking at her. She moved her hand out to touch him gently caressing his arm. "Sesshoumaru...answer me..."
Sesshoumaru said nothing, making to leave the room. Whether or not Sessinai was going to stop him, he didn't know.
Sessinai ran after him grabbing on to his sleeve. "Sesshoumaru...don't leave me...please..." She said with a pleading voice. ' If I have to pounce at his legs and make him trip so he doesn't leave I will no matter how the position may look!' She thought.
Sesshoumaru turned to face Sessinai, a slightly guilty feeling in his gut and his face completely unreadable. "What are you after?"
"Nothing." She said softly before turning away, her head hung down, before walking to the center of the room to get into a dancing stance, but weakly and clumsily.
He growled at her lack of grace and went to reposition her feet and show her how to properly dance.
She jerked away from his touch, moving out of his grasps to walk to a different area of the room and get into another dancing stance, but weakly done, that her body shakes as if she were to cry.
Sesshoumaru appeared in front of Sessinai quicker than one could say the word 'quick'. He had an annoyed expression on his face. "Would you just let me help you? Or do you want me to look like I have a human for a mate?"
"Aren't we a already pitiful couple? ...You can't stand to be in a room with me to begin with..." Her voice was shaky, before she turned away from him, not wanting to face him at the moment.
"I told you I would not make any exceptions, not even for you." He said quietly not at all harshly.
"Then what's the point of having me as your mate when you don't like me to begin with, and most likely don't even want to have me bare YOUR child or children at all..." Her shoulders went limp from there usual up right position.
He growled. "I have to have you bare my heir."
"And whys that?" She said firmly. "You could have someone else do it..." She spoke in a shaky voice softly.
"You are a youkai and decent with handling humans. I will not lower myself to be with a human for Rin's sake!"
"Who said you had to be with a human?" She murmured.
"I would not be with a hanyou!" He said angrily.
"Who said you'd be with a hanyou either?" She said under her breath.
"Not many youkai like humans!!" He was angry, almost hollering.
She winced under the loudness of his voice, before she said something she hadn't said before. "Sesshoumaru..." She turned her head towards the side. "I was arranged a marriage with a man I disliked... Why do you think you found me out in the forest alone? It was because I wanted to get away from it all, I didn't want to marry him or be his mate..." She looked away. "Don't make me dislike you either, cause I will not hesitate to leave you..." She said softly.
"You're really frustrating, you know that?" Sesshoumaru said, voicing his emotions for the second time in over a hundred years.
"I don't know if I should take that as an insult or a compliment..." She said softly.
He looked at Sessinai, letting his eyes reflect the infatuation he had for her. "You don't understand me at all, and I do not see how you could, when I do not even understand myself. Dance now." He tried to cover the words up with harsh order.
She sighed inwardly before getting into a dancing stance and begin dancing.
Sesshoumaru watched as she danced, the grace returning quickly. He almost smiled at her form. She was a good dancer, he could see that much. Soon, her movements entranced him watching her raptly, no detail of her form going unnoticed. 'She is definitely who she says she is. I will have to find a way to break off this other betrothal to her and make her my own.' He thought sourly. The thought of another man with her made him angry.
Sessinai continued to dance while contemplating on if she should tell him whom she was arranged to marry, if it was wise to say the hanyou's name in his presence... She glanced at him every now and then, opening her mouth slightly, before closing her mouth again. 'Would it be wise to tell him?' She thought. 'No probably not...he looks upset to begin with, to know I am legally someone else's.' She shuddered at remembering the hanyou. 'He was handsome, I'll give him that, but... he had this sinister look in his eyes all the time, like he was planning something...something terrible...' She shook her head violently her hair flying wildly and glistening in the sun light, like an untamed horse, to get her mind off of the hanyou, stopping in her dance in the act. She sighed inwardly, before correcting her stance and dancing once again.
Sessylover-chan: HAHAHA! Fly hair, fly
Rin Sessys Girl: you worry me some times... no wonder you are stupid...and moronic...u.u'
Sesshoumaru quirked an eyebrow, "What is the matter now?" he asked. "Why did you pause?"
"Just...just remembering that hanyou..." She murmured.
"What hanyou?"
"I...I believe his name was Naraku...but I'm not sure I might be wrong..."
A scowl formed on his face. "Naraku!" He uttered the word angrily. "He is not dead?!" The scowl turned to a frown as he thought about ten years earlier when the Miko named Kagome had channeled her power through Rin to defeat Naraku. He had been dead. 'We were all sure he was.'
"Yes..." She said with a confused look crossing her face. "He is alive... why would he be dead if I saw him with my own eyes?"
He growled. He couldn't see how the hanyou could still be alive. Not after the immense power the Miko had channeled. "Impossible." He said, refusing to believe it. "It couldn't be the same hanyou."
"What makes you think that? He had long wavy black hair, flawless skin, red eyes, and a spider shaped scar on his back. This sound like the Naraku you know?" She asked, questioning him.
"Yes. That is he." He frowned yet again. "I saw him destroyed with my own eyes ten years ago though." He turned to leave once more, looking thoughtful. "I will have to check into this."
She stopped dancing when seeing him leave. "Where are you going?" She asked, curiously.
"I have a letter to write," His frown was back. "He won't like this information though." He was already by the dojo door, opening it.
She followed after him. "Who are you writing to, Sesshoumaru?" She asked softly, grabbing onto his sleeve from behind with her left hand, while she placed her right hand on his waist, placing her cheek on his back. "Can't it wait?" She said softly. "Stay...please. Can't the letter wait? Stay and dance with me..." Her voice becoming softer that it came out more like a purr. She sidestepped taking him with her, bringing him closer to her that her breasts pressed into his upper back. She rested her cheek along the back of his shoulder, smiling softly, while breathing in his scent deeply, taking in the musky scent of vanilla and roses.
He smiled though she couldn't see it and pulled out of her grip. (Sessylover-chan: playing hard to get eh Sessy? ) "I am writing to my brother of a matter of utmost urgency." He left the room then, closing the door behind him.
Sessinai sighed after he left, pondering if she should follow him or not. She moved to the doors opening them, deciding to go after him after all. Sessinai looked down the halls in hopes of seeing him. She sighed again when she did not see him down either hall. "Well..." She murmured. "I guess I can use my special sense to seek him out, though father said I shouldn't use it often for my own safety... Well father isn't here to stop me though." She smirked, before tapping into an ancient sense that only the ancient race of Inu Youkai could use, Her eyes changed to a dark yet bright blue from her usual rich gold with a hint of silver. (Rin Sessys Girl: Bet you'd like to know what this sense does huh?) (Sessylover-chan: Don't ask me why she didn't smell him out... :P) (Rin Sessys Girl: Because she's practicing this eighth sense of hers it would be no fun smelling him out! Also...when you think about it all the halls obviously smell like him so I think it would be pain to do so...XP) Her sense searched out the body heat of a person, but it also allowed her to see things that she wouldn't have seen before. She looked down at the ground to find his freshly left footprints that were still slightly warm. Sessinai quickly followed them to stop in front of Sesshoumaru's study room, after going down twists and turns in the halls, she tapped out of her sense then, before opening the door. She said nothing to him, but looked around the room in curiosity, until something caught her eye. She reached out to it and picked it up, opening it she was surprised to find it in the ancient tongue of her race, without thinking she unconsciously asked him... "Can you read this, Sesshoumaru?" She said softly, walking towards him and placing the book in front of him.
"Hai. I was schooled in many languages by, believe it or not, Jaken." He said, not looking up from his task. He had smelled and heard her coming. "Mostly that language is forgotten, but- unlike the rest of the world, my father wanted to keep it alive. I am suppose to teach it to my son, and he to his son." He dipped the brush in the inkpot and looked at her. "Did you need something? And why do you want to know?" He wondered if she was going to have him translate it for her like her father and mother once had him do years ago.
Sesshoumaru had still been a young pup back then, and he doubted if Sessinai had been born at the time because Ishii had been so young then that it just seemed unlikely.
Koroshiya had been talking to Sesshoumaru's father Inutaisho, when the subject had come up.
Flashback
"Inutaisho-sama, how are you?" Koroshiya called. "Ah, you brought the lovely Lady Miyaki!" Koroshiya said flirtatiously, kissing Sesshoumaru's mother's hand.
She giggled. She had always loved Koroshiya's attentions. They had been childhood sweat hearts before the arranged meeting of Miyaki to Inutaisho.
Koroshiya's mate frowned, obviously not liking this exchange. Inutaisho knew of the relationship between Koroshiya and Miyaki, but also knew nothing went on between the two so he let it slip.
After that, conversation wandered and somehow the talk got to ancient languages. Sesshoumaru had long since gotten bored by this time.
"So would you teach Ishii the ancient language of our ancestors?"
"Most certainly!!" Inutaisho boomed. "Besides Sesshou could use company. Can't you?"
"No. I'm fine." Truth was, Sesshoumaru and Ishii hated each other.
"Well, there you have it! I'll teach him if he's willing to learn!"
And Ishii had been all too willing to. He was a mean kid, always starting fights with Sesshoumaru. But he was also the reason Sesshoumaru became such a good fighter.
Later that evening, Sesshoumaru was given a book in the ancient dog youkai tongue by Koroshiya. "Here." He said, grinning. "You can keep it if you can translate it for me and give me the translation of it."
End Flashback
It had taken years to translate it but he'd done it and given the translation to Koroshiya about thirty years ago. Thinking about that now, and looking at Sessinai, he guessed it had been just before birth because when he'd seen Koroshiya, his mate had been quite pregnant at the time.
He repeated his question once more after receiving no answer. "Did you want any thing?"
"No..." She said softly, taking the book back to sit down behind him and read it. As she read she used her eighth sense again, her eyes turning back to a deep dark blue yet brilliantly bright at the same time. Her eyes danced like flames first a dark deep blue with a bright dancing flame along the middle, both colors seeming to switch places, if Sesshoumaru were to look at her. She kept aware of her surroundings, seeing the heat from Sesshoumaru's body, and many other things. Sessinai's skin seemed to glow a pale moon light color while using this sense, but if she were to move she would stop glowing, as she read.
Sesshoumaru, however, did not turn around and kept writing the long letter to his brother. As supper rolled around, Rin came to the Library with a large tray of food.
"I made supper. Otokooya-sama."
"Thank you, Rin."
"Aren't you gonna eat?"
"Going to, not 'gonna' and no, Rin. You and Sessinai enjoy yourself."
"But-"
Sesshoumaru silenced her with a glance.
"Alright...Okaa-san, will you eat with me?" When Rin saw her 'kaa-san glowing she thought she was glowing, but then decided it was logically a trick of the rooms lighting and spoke nothing of it, not wanting to disturb Sesshoumaru again and set that disapproving look again.
"Hmm?" Sessinai placed her blue eyes on Rin with bright blue flames dancing within the deeper blue. She was so deep in her reading that she had not been listening at all to the conversation that transpired. "What do you want Rin?" She asked.
Rin was startled at seeing Sessinai with deep blue eyes and light blue flames within them. She assumed once again her eyes were playing tricks on her and it was the lighting in the room. "Will you eat with me Okaa-san?" She asked again.
"Of course Rin!" Sessinai said cheerfully, while placing the book down. "Come. Sit down." She patted the spot next to her for Rin to sit down.
Rin went and sat down, while Sesshoumaru ignored them both.
"Did you cook this Rin?" She asked with a smile on her face.
"Yep!"
She smiled. "Well...if you cooked it, I think Sesshoumaru should have some too." She grinned, before giving Rin a wink in her direction. She took a mouth full in her chopsticks, walked over to Sesshoumaru, swung her leg over his hips and straddled him. "Come on Sesshoumaru open up it's time to eat." She purred softly, holding the food up to his mouth with the chopsticks. Her dark blue eyes with bright blue flames within them getting into his face while smiling.
Sesshoumaru frowned and put his brush away, his heart beginning to pound. "I said no. Do you understand?"
"Oh come on!" She begged playfully while switching out of her 8th sense, her eyes going back to their rich golden color with hints of silver in them. "Please just a little..." She said with a pout.
Sesshoumaru frowned. "Rin, what did I say to Sessinai? Do you recall? Was I clear enough?"
Rin sighed, slightly upset to have been dragged into this, but doing her best not to show it. "You said that you said no."
"Thank you, Rin. Now get off me woman."
"No. I think I like it here where I am now, quite comfy and if you won't eat willingly I'll feed you like a child," She paused. "Mouth to mouth if I have to..." She said with a grin. "And trust me I won't hesitate not to..."
Rin's eyes widened. She had a pretty good idea what was going on. "Do you...want me to leave, Otokooya-sama? Okaa-san?"
Sesshoumaru paled and thought. 'Rin, don't leave, don't leave!'
"Only if you want to Rin..." She said warmly with a smile. "You can stay if you want to see your Otokooya-sama get baby fed." She grinned.
Rin sweat-dropped and left the room, muttering about how Otokooya- sama needed to grow up a little.
Sessinai grinned at hearing Rin's muttered words before turning her attention back to Sesshoumaru. "Well are you ready to eat like a big boy or do I still need to mouth feed you?" She said while holding the food near his mouth, while at the same time tightening her grip on his waist with her thighs so he couldn't push her off.
Sesshoumaru glared at her angrily. "Get off of me before you regret being born."
"Fine...kill me while you can, don't blame me if Rin comes into find the library a bloody mess." She said without moving an inch.
He sighed heavily, knowing full well that he couldn't kill her. "Damn you woman...How is it that you can set off each and every one of my nerves!?" He asked, frustrated.
"Hmm... well I can't answer that question lets just hope I don't set off your lust nerves then..." She said holding out the food under his nose yet by his lips. "Now are you going to eat or am I going to have to get up close and personal?" She said while whispering softly to herself, making it even hard for Sesshoumaru to hear. "I would have been better off with that Naraku character..."
He growled. "Do not say that bastards name!! Off of me now!!"
She sighed before slipping out of his lap and placing the tray on his desk. "Help yourself..." She whispered. "I've suddenly lost my appetite..." She turned and left the library and went down the twists and turns of the halls to her room to collapse on her bed.
Sesshoumaru sighed, relaxing finally once she was gone. "You've set a fire in my heart, what the hell do I do?" He whispered. Then he finished his letter and left it to dry.
She sighed before murmuring "I think I'll just avoid him for now on." She sighed again. "Whatever I do I only seem to make him angry, frustrated, and upset. I'll just avoid him if I can't make him happy at all..."
He left the library to the master bedroom, which was where Sessinai's room was- as she was supposed to be his mate. Seeing her on the bed he sighed inaudibly. 'Jaken could have given her a room to herself...but no, he loves to torture me...' He took off his shirt and readied himself for bed, then climbed into the large bed, staying as far away from her as possible, then blew out his bed side lamp and lay down to sleep.
Rin Sessys Girl: Well...that's all!! So review please???
Everyone: ::still arguing about who owns who::
Rin Sessys Girl: ::sweat drop:: Um...see ya later! .'' Oh and I promise it will get better later on if you want a little mush XP ::grabs popcorn and watches the show:: XD
