Part 2: Tomorrow
I was walking to Katie's house when I heard a song from a store. Billie Holidays. Damn! I really wanted to talk about us the other day but... she didn't/she forgot all about me, yeah right, whatever. The point is... Why? Why did we have to break up?
Flashback
"Hey Billie" Katie said coming in my room.
"Hey" I returned.
She was going to kiss me but I turned my head.
"Oh, I didn't expect that. What's the matter?" She asked afraid of what I could say.
"We have to talk, Katie..." I wanted to go on but she interrupted me.
"Oh Jess, please, I didn't do anything this time..." She started to say.
"Katie, it is not that... I want to tell you that I just... I... I... I don't... I don't love you. Lie. I just want to be your friend. I want you to have a better person who can make you happy."
"Jessie, you make me happy, you know that". She tried to make me hers again.
"No Katie, I've already thought about this decision and I won't change my mind".
"So... I guess we broke up Jessica. Good luck in your life." She said as she went out of my room.
Yes, I remember. Since that day, we didn't talk again. But I will remember all about us, how we met, our times together, and our break too. Why? Because I loved her and I still do. I wasted all. I just broke up with her because I was afraid. Yes, afraid of what people could think and I had to lie to her. Now I realised that she's more important than anything.
"Hey Jess, come in" Mrs. Singer offered.
"Hey Mrs. Singer, thank you". I came in the house that I have been sometimes before, where Katie and I had a lot of good times together.
"Katie is in her room, I will be here in case you need me, ok?"
"Ok". I said and then I made my way to her room.
I didn't know what I would say but I just wanted to see her. Be with her.
Three knocks.
"Come in" she shouted.
I entered the room. She turned off the radio and said "Oh hey... Jess, I wasn't expecting you."
"Oh.. I... I just... " I babbled.
"Hey it's ok! I love your company!" She said, surprised of what she had just said.
"Well, I love your company too. I came here because I wanted to see you".
"Oh, that's so sweet! Look, I have some movies that I rented today, we can see them if you want to". Both of us were really surprised of the way she was acting with me because she barely remember my name!
"Ok, that would be nice" I said. We both sat in her bed in front of the tv. I don't remember what movie was because I wasn't paying attention. I mean, I wasn't paying attention to the movie but her. Suddenly, in the middle of the movie, she asked
"What did she say?"
"Huh?"
"I guess you weren't paying too much attention either". Either? Silence. We were looking at each other eyes. Wow, It has been a long time since the last time I saw these eyes. I almost forget how beautiful they are. Slowly we both leaned and kissed. It was a long and a sweet kiss. I felt happy, in love, but I also felt the sadness and the time I'd been without her, all created by our break. When we moved away to see each other faces, she said
"Oh my god..."
"What?" I asked a little afraid of what she tried to say.
"I just..."
"I know" I answered, sure of what she wanted to say now. We were looking at each other eyes again when she said
"I have to tell you something".
I was walking to Katie's house when I heard a song from a store. Billie Holidays. Damn! I really wanted to talk about us the other day but... she didn't/she forgot all about me, yeah right, whatever. The point is... Why? Why did we have to break up?
Flashback
"Hey Billie" Katie said coming in my room.
"Hey" I returned.
She was going to kiss me but I turned my head.
"Oh, I didn't expect that. What's the matter?" She asked afraid of what I could say.
"We have to talk, Katie..." I wanted to go on but she interrupted me.
"Oh Jess, please, I didn't do anything this time..." She started to say.
"Katie, it is not that... I want to tell you that I just... I... I... I don't... I don't love you. Lie. I just want to be your friend. I want you to have a better person who can make you happy."
"Jessie, you make me happy, you know that". She tried to make me hers again.
"No Katie, I've already thought about this decision and I won't change my mind".
"So... I guess we broke up Jessica. Good luck in your life." She said as she went out of my room.
Yes, I remember. Since that day, we didn't talk again. But I will remember all about us, how we met, our times together, and our break too. Why? Because I loved her and I still do. I wasted all. I just broke up with her because I was afraid. Yes, afraid of what people could think and I had to lie to her. Now I realised that she's more important than anything.
"Hey Jess, come in" Mrs. Singer offered.
"Hey Mrs. Singer, thank you". I came in the house that I have been sometimes before, where Katie and I had a lot of good times together.
"Katie is in her room, I will be here in case you need me, ok?"
"Ok". I said and then I made my way to her room.
I didn't know what I would say but I just wanted to see her. Be with her.
Three knocks.
"Come in" she shouted.
I entered the room. She turned off the radio and said "Oh hey... Jess, I wasn't expecting you."
"Oh.. I... I just... " I babbled.
"Hey it's ok! I love your company!" She said, surprised of what she had just said.
"Well, I love your company too. I came here because I wanted to see you".
"Oh, that's so sweet! Look, I have some movies that I rented today, we can see them if you want to". Both of us were really surprised of the way she was acting with me because she barely remember my name!
"Ok, that would be nice" I said. We both sat in her bed in front of the tv. I don't remember what movie was because I wasn't paying attention. I mean, I wasn't paying attention to the movie but her. Suddenly, in the middle of the movie, she asked
"What did she say?"
"Huh?"
"I guess you weren't paying too much attention either". Either? Silence. We were looking at each other eyes. Wow, It has been a long time since the last time I saw these eyes. I almost forget how beautiful they are. Slowly we both leaned and kissed. It was a long and a sweet kiss. I felt happy, in love, but I also felt the sadness and the time I'd been without her, all created by our break. When we moved away to see each other faces, she said
"Oh my god..."
"What?" I asked a little afraid of what she tried to say.
"I just..."
"I know" I answered, sure of what she wanted to say now. We were looking at each other eyes again when she said
"I have to tell you something".
