Chapter Three
Worries, Ron and Tears
I woke up and I suddenly felt the emptiness in my arms. Where's Hermione? I finally convinced myself that she probably left to do something but don't want to disturb me that woman never stop working. She is a bloody work-alcoholic. She even brings her paper work here at our apartment. I mean, work is supposed to be in the center not in the house.
Sigh…..
That woman just never stopped working. I yawn wide and sit up from the couch. A white paper neatly folded and the diamond ring I gave Hermione in our first anniversary lay on top. I frowned I was hoping for a note but why did she have to leave the ring together with it? Suddenly, out of nowhere the emotion of fear fills my chest. The same fear in fifth grade when a death eater fired an unknown spell straight on Hermione's chest, the fear of losing her.
With a shaky hand I picked the ring and observed it for a minute. The reason I found this ring so perfect for her is because of its simplicity. Just like Hermione simple but surpass others in beauty. I put it carefully on top of the table and picked the note on the table. I slowly unfold the folds and read the note:
Dear My Most Beloved Harry,
First of all I want to say is that I love you...so much. You brought joy to my world. You set me so free I want you to know you are every breath that I breathe. I always thought that my opportunity in entering Hogwarts is the most magical thing that happens to my entire life. When I was a kid I hardly believe in magic I always think logically. But as years gone by every hour, every minute, every second, every moment I spend with you is the most magical of all. Even the most powerful witch or wizard can't compare their magic in what I see in you. Not the magic that comes out of your wand but the magic of your love for me. Thanky you for all of the sacrifice, time, attention, love you gave to me. I was alone on this journey of life before but you came along to help, comfort and save me. Everything I want in life is in you. Thank you also when you stand by my side when my parents died I feel so lonely then but when I look at you I feel like I'm home. You made me complete, without you I'd die and that's what happening right now. I'm sorry I have to leave it's over between us. I have to leave for a big reason. Don't worry I didn't ran off with a man. Never in my life have I imagined cheating you. You're still the one that I love, the only one I dreamed of. You're still the one I'd kissed goodnight for life. I don't want you to suffer the same thing that's happening to me right now. I can't be a burden. I'm sorry...so sorry but I can't stay. Don't try to find me. I love you.
With all of my love,
Hermione Jane Granger
By the end of the letter I was sobbing like a girl. She left me and didn't tell me the reason why? All I want is this love to last forever but she walked away. She is my sun, stars, moon and earth. My breath, life, magic and my love. I can't live without her. Ever since she enters in our compartment looking for a lost toad I was mesmerized by her. When I save her from the troll, in second year when she was petrified, when we saved Sirius together in third year, when she was by my side when Ron didn't believe me, when she was thrown like a rag doll in fifth grade and so on. Why did this have to happen? We have a great relationship. I have to find her. First I need somebody to help me…..
"Ron…" I whisphered
After 10 minutes of freshening up I Apperated to Ron's apartment. I found him sleeping on his black sofa snoring I gently nudged him on the shoulder. I'm finding my voice. The shock is so intense and fresh.
"Ron…wake up……I need you." I whisphered tears threatening to fall from both of my eyes
He slowly opened one of his eyes and opened them both when he saw me. He stood up yawning.
"Harry! What brings you here?" he asked cheerfully going toward the kitchen getting a drink.
I sighed as I sit from the sofa. I put both of my elbows on each of my knee and put them on my face.
"Oh yeah! Where's Her--?" he was cut off
"Hermione left me." I said gently.
He rushed to the living room and took the seat beside me I look at him teary.
"What did you say?" he asks with a slight frown on his face.
I sighed and lean back on the couch.
"She left me, man."
He frowned completely this time. "Why? You have a great relationship before. Why, are you cheating on her? Wait don't answer if you don't want to be beaten in to a bloody pulp. Why did she leave you?"
"First of all I didn't cheat on her and I don't know why she leaved me. We have a great relationship before. We could beat the odds together." I said disappointingly.
"Is she acting strange before?" he ask and suddenly I had a flask back.
Flashback
"What are you doing?" he whisphered looking at her eyes.
"Memorizing your facial features." She whispered toughing his lips with her cinnamon eyes are watering.
"For what!" snorted Harry turning his head and focusing his attention to the movie.
"In case……I'll never…….see you……again." Whispered Hermione with pauses, after that she turned her head and focus her attention to the movie.
End of Flashback
"How could I've been so stupid?" I yelled.
Ron look shocked at my sudden out burst.
"What is it man?" he ask curiously.
"She is showing signs before and being the dense man that I am I didn't take the hint. I am so stupid!" I exclaimed hitting my head.
"Hey don't hurt yourself. The only thing we can do is to find her." Ron said.
I look at Ron few tear falling from my eyes.
"We have to Ron. I can't live without her." I whispered as he laid a comforting hand on my left shoulder.
