Title: Electric blue eyes

Rating: PG-13 (R soon)

Pairing: Clark/Lex

Author's note: Hey I don't know if people are reading this anymore. If anyone wants me to continue this please let me know.

Looking back at me I see That I never really got it right I never stopped to think of you I'm always wrapped up in Things I cannot win You are the antidote that gets me by Something strong Like a drug that gets me high What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold To you I'm sorry about all the lies Maybe in a different light You could see me stand on my own again Cause now i can see You were the antidote that got me by Something strong like a drug that got me high I never meant to be so cold I never really wanted you to see The screwed up side of me that I keep Locked inside of me so deep It always seems to get to me I never really wanted you to go So many things you should have known I guess for me there's just no hope I never meant to be so cold

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Clark woke with a start. He sat up quickly. Beads of sweat clung to every part of his body. He panicked slightly. For a moment he completely forgot where he was. Then he heard a low murmur and a hand on his arm.

"Clark?" his name was muffled slightly by Lex's pillow. He was in Lex's bedroom. He was in Lex's bed. His heart started to race again as the memories came flooding back. "Hey." a soft voice whispered into his ear. "Calm down. Your alright."

Clark could hear the sleep that flooded Lex's voice. Lex planted a light kiss on Clark's shoulder. He felt himself start to calm down. "I'm fine." he whispered. He felt himself start to stand and his legs almost gave way underneath him.

He fumbled his way to the bathroom and searched for the light. The dull yellow light filled the bathroom and Clark looked at himself in the mirror. "Oh God." he whispered softly. Everything was starting to rush back to him.

They had done things that Clark thought he would never do. Let alone with Lex. He saw the slight blush rising in his cheeks. Clark wandered back into the bedroom and opened the doors to Lex's balcony. A large rush of wind filled the room and Clark stepped out.

He wrapped his arms around his bare chest. Clark was afraid to go back in that room. He didn't know why. He was just afraid. "Clark?" He quickly turned around to see Lex staring at him. "Yeah?" he mumbled.

Lex walked to his side. "Are you alright?" Clark looked out over the manor ground and sighed. "Yeah I'm fine." Clark found himself shivering again. Lex planted another soft kiss to his shoulder.

Clark had entered unknown territory. And he knew there was no going back. And he honestly didn't know what to do. He was scared to death.

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Clark sat quietly in class all day. He barely spoke a word to his friends. He had already been reamed by his parents for walking in at 6:30 that morning. He said he'd been studying at Chloe's and forgot to call.

If they had known where he'd really been his dad would have gotten the shotgun. Chloe had offered him a ride home but he really just wanted to walk. His life was so odd now. Now he had even more secrets that he had to keep.

There was no way in the world that he could ever tell anybody about Lex. Sometimes he couldn't even tell himself about Lex. Clark stood still for a moment and realized that he had ended up at Lex's mansion.

He hadn't even been conscienclessly thinking of it. He had just ended up here. He was nervous as hell but he knew that he should probably go in there.

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Lex sat quietly behind his desk. He was mulling over paperwork for the tenth time. The same boring shit that he did everyday. It was really getting tiresome. Lex put a hand over his face as one of his security guards entered the room.

"Mr. Luthor. There's a Clark Kent here to see you." Lex had to laugh. Clark had always just barged in when he felt like it. He must really be afraid of him. "Let him in." he said.

Lex watched as Clark walked into the room. Somedays he could just look so damn innocent. It really made him feel like a pervert. "Have a seat Clark. You look like your about to faint."

Clark let out a slight laugh and sat down in the chair next to Lex's desk. "What can I do you for?" Lex had an amused look on his face. He was in a taunting mood and he really wanted to play.

Lex got up slowly from his desk and walked over to pour himself a cup of scotch. "So Clark. Is there something you want or did you just want to see me?" He saw the boy gulp and then stand up from his seat.

Lex wanted to have fun. And he knew Clark was giving him the perfect opportunity. Lex took a swig of his scotch and walked up real close to Clark. "So what did you come here for? You haven't said a word since you came in."

Lex planted a small kiss to the side of Clark's jaw. Clark felt his knees start to buckle. "Lex what are you doing?" Clark asked almost out of breath. "Playing." he replied. "Lex please." the words came out as a strangled whimper on Clark's mouth.

Lex only smiled and continued to kiss Clark's neck. Clark slowly felt himself being pushed against the wall. His head was swimming. He swore that moan did not come from his mouth. He was on the verge of breaking when Lex stopped.

Now Clark knew that Lex was teasing him. Lex grabbed Clark's hand and Clark followed him to the bedroom.

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"Clark are you alright?" Clark quickly turned his attention to Chloe. "Yeah I'm fine. Why?" Chloe frowned slightly. "You've just seemed a little distant lately. I wanted to make sure you were alright."

Clark slowly nodded his head. "You know I'm always here if you need somebody to talk to." Clark put on his usual lopsided grin. "I'm fine Chloe." She frowned. "I'm serious Clark." He smiled back at her. "So am I."

Clark stretched his arms over his head and got up out of the chair. "Well if you don't mind I gotta get home. Chores." he smiled and walked out of the Torch.

Chloe sighed and sat down in her chair. She slowly clicked open a file and looked at the picture displayed on her computer screen. In the picture Clark was pinned against a wall with his eyes closed. Lex Luthor was kissing his neck.

Chloe found herself in the Luthor mansion yesterday. She was doing a favor for Lana by dropping off the monthly tax bills to Lex. That's when she had seen him with Clark. She had stupidly taken a picture and run off.

She had no idea how she was going to break to Clark that she knew about him and Lex. Being a reporter sucked.