I was lying down on my bed, still thinking about the kiss. I put my finger to my lips…… Hey it was my first kiss! Of course I'm still thinking about it! Any ways, I could still feel her lips against my own. My lips were actually kind of tingling from it. Was that normal? I could as Ulrick, but then he'd know that was my first time kissing a girl and that I wasn't expecting it. I sighed. Why do girls have to make the littlest things complicated? I mean, they're complicated enough as it is, but then just a little thing like a kiss turns everything upside down!

Wait a sec…She still has my wallet!!! She distracted me by kissing me! Why didn't I realize that before??? Gah! She made me think so much about the kiss that I forgot she had my wallet!

        I ran out of the dorm and back to the ally where she kissed me. I never noticed, but every time I thought of that kiss I blushed. I'm just glad the others didn't see. They'd never let me hear the end of it! I was looking for something to give me a hint as to where she might have gone, and to my surprise I found something! It was her hat! And there was an address inside! I fallowed the address but when I got there I couldn't believe what I found; An old house that was literally falling apart.

        I looked in the window and I saw the girl. But something was different. She was….crying… Why on earth would she be crying?

"Stupid bitches." I heard her say as I caught something shine out of the corner of my eyes.

        It's a dagger. She started twirling the dagger in her fingers and that's when I saw what she was looking at. It was a picture. She took the dagger and started stabbing the picture. I herd a muffle noise, then a sound that sounded like "ptt…sptt". I saw what the noise was, she had cut herself. Blood was on the dagger now and blood was running down her wrist and onto the picture. She glared at the picture and threw it across the room. There was a crash as I heard her begin to whimper.

        The blood was now running onto her shirt as she started carving something in her skin. H….O….P….E…."Hope"….. She started to underline it, but I couldn't take it anymore.

"Stop it!" I jumped through the window and was now in front of her, "Will you stop cutting yourself?!"  

        The dagger fell to the ground as she stared at me in shock….