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Xiaolang's Ying Fa: Thank you all for the reviews!!!! They are very wonderful! I am eternally sorry for the rather late update...My mom kicked me off and I'm really sorry but I wont be able to update for I don't really know how long...I have a study hall next tri in school but...that's not until the end of November...So I'm very sorry, but this wont be updated until I can...persuade my mother into giving me more hours on the computer...I want to say one thing though...*inhales* SETO WILL NOT KNOW ITS JOU!!!!!!!!! I DONT WANT HIM TO KNOW!!! NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO...NO!!! *exhales* Now that that has been said...All you guys think alike...like me and like others...erm...that was kind of a problem...but that's ok! Thank you all very much for reviews and helping out with this fic!! AND ANOTHER THING! MAJOR THING HERE PLEASE READ! SETO DOES NOT, I REPEAT NOT KNOW IT IS JOU THAT IS TSUYA! HE WAS OVERWHELMED WITH THE POSSIBILITY! SAME WITH JOU! And his emotions got to his head. That's all that happened. If anybody wants me to write a companion fic to this just stating what happened at the party cuz I didn't get time to actually say what everyone was and what happened to everyone...So, give me your ideas on that.
Gomen for the typos if there are any, I never had a beta to begin with and still don't so...Its all me here!
These are probably not all the reviewers but I don't have time to go look up every one, I'm sorry again!
Kinsako: Yesh, this fic is one of my better ideas if I do say so myself! I'm glad that you like it so much!
ColeyCarissa: Well, yes Seto is very worried about his pup, wouldn't you be if your secret love came in with a limp? And no it wont be Seto who makes the Christmas plans, it will be Yami. Yami's basically gonna say 'go to the X-mas party and be Tsuya, Seth will be there' and 'go to the X-mas party as Seth, Tsuya will be there'. So yea...Honda does get angry in this chappie so that's for you...maybe some, troubles between him and Mokuba but I'm not sure...This is kinda a fic about Jou/Seto only. I'd be happy to be your beta if you'd like, ya know just for some help. I don't trust my writing until I've been staring at the screen for at least a half an hour...O.o brain freeze. I really like your fic so I hope you update soon!
BluJay: Ok, so you listed them, here ya go
1.) No way.
2.) Yup!
3.) Yami does know...*Says slowly and looks at BluJay like she's nuts*
4.) Yup!
LOL ^-~ Thanks for your input! Sorry I couldn't e-mail you my mom just put the compie I've been working on up in my room and now I cant go on the Internet and that's why I've been away! I'll be sure to e-mail you soon though...I love new friends! Do you have yahoo messenger? My names Ying_Fa_Sakura if you do! (Concerning I get my time back online...)
Jadej.j: Hey! *points* I've read your fics!! Didn't you write one about Jou and Seto and you had a bunch of Egyptian words and stuff? JAHI! *looks confused* Erm...maybe it was a different story...or well I recognize your name! Thanks for review and reading! And this is what's gonna happened next!
Demon and Hell: *blushed deeply* You really think it's...the best?! *blushes more* no death, sorry...Cant stand death fics...I once read one where Seto was this dude that really did have problems then he pretended to love Jounouchi after he found out he liked him then he lead him on while his plan was to break him and then have him kill himself and suicide! Then Jou gave him his Red Eyes card and had sex with him then Seto ripped the card and told him to get out of his house! I was sooo depressed after I read that fic! Seto died in the end and Jou had tried to kill himself but he couldn't. Yes my form of denial is kinda kinky but ya know...that's what we all like. What does BDSM mean? I know SM means Sex and Mutilation but...You've only read them 3 times? Try like ten...I'm so sad! No body writes that anymore! *anger mark*
Nicole: Yesh happy endings rock! I hate sad endings! See like the one I described in the response above yours...
Alostblackcat: *eyes wide* EEP! I kept spelling your name wrong! I'm sorry! Instead of writing 'alostblackcat' I wrote 'almostblackcat'! Gomen, gomen! Ish okie, I know it is like routine! Thanks for reviewing!
SoulDreamer: Yes mistakes rock...especially if they go through so much to fix them!
Beady: Nah, Beady-chan ish okie! As you can see my hikari half has decided to take over the reply to the reviews...So, its okay that you don't have any ideas, if you do though, please tell!! Ja! Thanks for reviewing!
Dark_Light18b: In the famous Joey's words; "I dun like ya."
Dai-Nemesis: How's this chappie for mistreat? Mwuhahahahahaha thanks for that idea! I'm happy you like this fic so much! I'm glad you think the lemon was okie...I tried my hardest! Yesh, Yami is gonna be a bastard a little...You have good ideas thank you lots!
***********Last Time***********
Honey golden eyes widened as cerulean deepened. Emotions showed through and Seto shook his head, his eyes hardening to a brutally cold degree. He shoved the shirt at Jou's chest, pushing him backwards slightly.
"You can't be him." He hissed cruelly. Seto growled and stalked away firmly. A distinct thought crossed Jou's mind before he brushed it aside. He slipped on his shirt and walked back to Honda.
'I am him...I am Tsuya...Seto...Seth.'
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~*~Jou's POV~*~
What the hell am I thinking? How could Seto ever be Seth? They...They are nothing alike...The night I shared with Seth was like no other. There's simply no way that Seto Kaiba could ever hold that much emotion...let alone show it...I don't know what I'm thinking...Those eyes...They seem to hold the same power...the same adoration that Seth's held for me...But...Seth had said they were brothers...Their eyes are probably the exact same...But then...Nobody's eyes could be the same as Seto's...Not in a million years.
I walk over to the benches and sit down quietly. I had already told the teacher I wasn't going to be participating...She seemed to understand...I told her that I had gotten hurt. She...well, she reads Gravitation so I'm sure she knew what I was talking about. Come to think of it...Yuki and Shuichi's relationship seems very similar to mine and Seto's...More dominant constantly harassing the less dominant...But still showing slight emotion through the eyes...Yea, I read Gravi too...I'm a major sucker for yaoi. I love it! I just wish it was Seto and I that were together...If only everything in reality could be as happy and romantic as those mangas...I could get lost in those fantasies...And I think I did because the next thing I know Honda is shaking me awake, I hadn't even realized I was asleep.
"Jounouchi...Are you okay? Would you like me to take you to the nurse?" he asks. I shake my head and sit up. I yawn and stretch, my joints popping loudly.
"Nah, I'm fine. Thanks though." I say lightly looking around for some sign of anything. When I first wake up I'm always wondering where the hell I am...I'll be out of it for the next twenty minutes.
"Alright...Class is over...We have Chem. next, c'mon, let's get going." Honda says as he takes my arm and leads me into the boy's locker room. We both changed silently. When he was done, he turned to me. "I'm going to go to the bathroom, wait for me, ok?" he asks. I nod and he walks off. I pull up my pants just as a shadow looms over me from behind. I feel a sharp heat on my bareback and shudder involuntarily. I feel a small sense of fear begin to built within my being...So many bad things could be done to me in my vulnerable state. I snort inwardly, no telling how many people have it in for me...Old grudges never die...I cautiously turn around, piercing azure eyes meet me as I do. The never wavering always-sturdy body of the young CEO of KaibaCorp presses against me. His face and eyes are as emotionless as always, the glare he has specifically reserved for me was plastered onto his face as he stared down at me. He seems to have noticed my fear and took a great liking in it. I hate showing my weakness around him, it just gives him new ways to taunt me... I growl and sneer at him, backing up a few steps so our bodies weren't touching. Why he would want to touch me is beyond my comprehension. So why was he? He moved in farther and pressed me into the lockers at my back.
His hard blue eyes are empty, lifeless. I look around, seeing no one, if he were to attack me, I would be defenseless...The fear fills my eyes again and he smirks. It usually never goes this far...our fights hardly ever end in physical violence...He's never gone so far as to touch me like this... He's never been the one to provoke me...he's trying to scare me...I try to hold my ground and return the over powering glare but he saw through it. His hands come up to my shoulders and push them against the lockers. My chest juts upward slightly at my shoulders being brought back, my head tilts to stare at him. He was directly above me now...His eyes are so...alluring...deep and dangerous...cruel, those eyes. My eyes twitch in a squint as he lowers his head so close my vision blurs.
I move my head back and it hits the lockers, much like the rest of my body. His nose brushes against the side of mine and his lips touch mine ever so gently. Its then that I feel his leg between my own...I lock my jaw, trying to hold in the moan I want to let out. His leg moves upward against me lightly, pressing against my groin, nearly lifting me off the ground, my feet move to stand on my tiptoes. I'm practically sitting on his knee. The pleasure that suddenly flows like fire through my veins is like no other, although I can't help but notice that slight pang of discomfort as his knee moves underneath me...He doesn't move after that, though. His eyes are all mine can see. The beautiful sapphire seeming to tell me everything but at the same time leave me begging for answers.
"Who do you think you are?" he asks me, voice so icy. His breath is the same as his eyes. Sharp, cold. I can feel it against my lips and cheeks. His eyes harden farther as the question falls from his lips. His hands also feel cold against my shoulders, I hadn't noticed before...I look at him in confusion. What does he mean by that? I glare at him.
"I could ask the same to you. Who do you think you are, grabbing onto me like that?" I ask, a hint of amusement in my voice. He sneers at me, obviously displeased by my answer.
"Answer the question, mutt." I frown. I'm not a mutt.
"I am Jounouchi Katsuya." I say with defiance.
~*~Normal POV~*~
Seto turned his head slightly, squeezing his eyes shut, wincing, and growling softly, his teeth showing in a snarl. The name haunting him fervently. Jounouchi Katsuya. He had to get the boy out of his head. He reopened his eyes and mashed his lips to the smaller teen's beneath him. He closed his eyes once again and moaned lightly, tilting his head to the side to get more of the blond boy's soft supple lips. Jounouchi's eyes widened and he made a soft sound to signify his shock. His hands came up against Seto's chest as he tried desperately to push him away. A bright red blush soon found its way onto his cheeks as he was kissed so passionately.
His eyes slid closed as he slowly began respond to Seto's kiss. His hands sifted upward against Seto's tight silk shirt, rubbing his taut muscles lovingly. His hands soon found their way behind his brunette attacker's neck. His nimble fingers played with the soft overly grown hair at the nape of his neck. The soft, dry kiss suddenly turned hard and wet as Seto's tongue drove deep into Jounouchi's mouth, seeking his taste to claim for his own. Seto pushed his knee harder onto Jounouchi and the blond haired boy groaned throatily. He had tried to hold it in but...it didn't exactly work the way he had planned. Seto grunted in realization that Jounouchi tasted the exact same way Tsuya did...Why was he kissing the mutt? Better question yet...Why was the mutt kissing him? It was all so confusing...He shouldn't be doing this...He shouldn't be here...here kissing the dog. A soft whimper sounded out from beneath Seto and he was shocked to notice he had bitten him. Not hard, mind you, but he had bitten him nonetheless. Seto pulled away just in time to see beautiful chocolate brown eyes open and peer up at him in utter confusion and sadness.
"K...Kaiba...Why...?" Jounouchi asked out, voice sounding small and meek. Seto growled viciously and pushed the smaller boy to the ground harshly. Jounouchi cried out as he hit the ground sharply. He turned soft; hurt eyes onto Seto's cold, almost evil cerulean.
"Don't look into it. You're nothing but a simple minded, worthless mutt to me." Kaiba's cold voice cut through Jounouchi's warmth like icicles. Kaiba turned and walked away stiffly, his trench coat swaying lightly with the long strides he took. Tears filled Jou's eyes as he watched the one man he knew he'd always love leave. 'What did I do...?' he thought as the tears fell over the border. He squeezed his eyes shut and curled within himself best he could on the while ground. He broke out in sobs, emotions driving him crazy. He loved Seto so much...but what about Seth? The man he'd made love with so passionately...the man who haunted his dreams...The man he thought he'd said goodbye to...Then there was Seto...What had he done to anger him?
Honda raced towards Jou's fallen body the minute he stepped out of the bathroom. His hands were still slightly damp as he cradled Jou's body tightly to him.
"Jounouchi...What happened? Are you all right? Jounouchi!" Honda screamed. When Jou didn't answer and only cried more he held him harder. There was something odd going on here...and he intended to find out.
~*~After School Kame Yuugi-ou~*~
"You've got to tell me what happened! Jou's already decided to leave!" Honda cried out, the need to know about his best friends predicament rising with every second leading him nowhere. Yuugi's eyes widened.
"What do you mean, 'Jou's leaving'?!?!? He can't leave!" Yuugi cried out. Honda huffed.
"Yea, well, he is! He's already decided! He can't stay here he said! What's going on? Why won't anybody tell me!? He's my best friend! Please tell me what happened to him that caused him to make such a big decision!" Honda begged.
"It's all my brother's fault." A voice said behind them. Mokuba appeared, still in his school uniform looking sad, the usual genki aura that always seemed to surround him was nowhere to be seen. Honda's expression softened at the entrance of his boyfriend.
"Nonsense...What does Kaiba have to do with this? We couldn't even find him the night of the party." Honda said walking over to his fluffy haired koibito.
"That's because he was with Jou...or rather...Tsuya..." Mokuba said sadly. Ryou looked up, shocked.
"No...That was Kaiba Seto?" he whispered gravely. Mokuba nodded, tears gathering in his eyes.
"I didn't think that this would happened...I didn't think it would be this bad...I never thought Jou would go through so much to make himself look so different...I never thought he'd go thought that much trouble for my brother...I didn't think...I didn't think about what could happen had my brother not recognize Jou...like he hadn't..." Mokuba said, sobs wracking his body. Honda was confused, what did this have to do with Jou wanting to leave and him being nearly raped? (In Honda's case...)
"Mokuba...Please tell me...What does this have to do with why Jou wants to leave?" Honda asked.
"The night of the party...I had dressed Seto all up so nobody would recognize him unless they'd been told and even then they probably wouldn't...He...His mission was to find Jou and show him how good he can be...instead of constantly being cruel and cold...he didn't want to fight...he wanted Jou to see the real him...The only way he could think for that to work was if Jou didn't recognize him...His plan was to always know it was Jou...But he hadn't...And I found this in his bedroom...It's in Jou's handwriting...apparently neither had recognized the other and it had gone too far for either to handle the results..." Mokuba said handing a piece of Seto's personalized paper to Honda. Honda's eyes widened as he read it.
"It was him wasn't it...? Mokuba...The vampire hunter named Seth...It was Kaiba wasn't it? And Seth took Tsuya...I saw them...They were kissing and heading up the stairs seeming very much in a hurry..." Ryou said. Mokuba nodded.
"You mean that nice man that laughed with Jou and hugged him...was...Kaiba Seto?" Anzu asked. Mokuba nodded.
"He hadn't known it was Jou...Jou had the same plan we did...They both didn't want to fight...They wanted to get to know each other...Their lust overrode their senses...Both wanted the other to be Seto and Jou so badly...That's what happened." Mokuba said. Honda set the note down when he finished and growled.
"That sick bastard took my best friend?! Didn't he know he was a virgin?! We're only sixteen!" Honda screamed. Mokuba glared at him. Yuugi looked sheepish.
"Not a good argument Honda...I lost my virginity when I was fourteen..." Yuugi murmured, blushing. Honda rolled his eyes.
"Yea, but you've known Yami for years! You two know each other inside and out!" Honda countered, "Kaiba didn't even know it was Jou! And Jou didn't even know it was Kaiba! That bastard just used him! All he wanted was to get laid! It didn't matter to him!" He yelled.
"My brother may be a bastard sometimes but he would never, ever hurt someone like that! He obviously felt something for Tsuya...enough to make him want him like that...he's no minuteman! He would never just up and fuck someone out of the blue!" Mokuba screamed.
"That doesn't make up for the fact that he ruined Jou's life! Not to mention the sexual tension that he's created for them both now!" Honda yelled. He face Yami-tachi. "What?! Don't tell me you haven't noticed!? Everything is different now...And Jounouchi will never be the same..."
"They love each other! You've got to see that! Ask him...I'll bet that if you just ask Jou he'll tell you how far in love he is with my brother...And Seto feels the same way...But maybe a break would be good for them both...Just for a breather..." Mokuba concluded.
"Mokuba...It seems you are the only one who believes Kaiba to be a better person that he lets on...I'm sorry...But we just cant believe that...Even when I knew it was him at the party...He had used his Ancient Egyptian name...He looked at me as if he had won something by him being there...Then I realized what exactly he had won...and that had been Jou, or Tsuya...I'm sorry, Mokuba, but I can't believe you...I don't think any of us can...whether Jou loves your brother or not...Frankly I don't think Kaiba is capable of that emotion." Yami stated coldly. Mokuba growled at him.
"Of course he's capable of love! You don't even know him! You don't know how hard it is for him! He loves Jounouchi so much it hurts him! It hurts him so bad sometimes! You don't know him like I do...You'll never know him like I do! And its not because he won't let you, it's because you don't even bother to try! My brother's a good person!"
"Your brother's a horrible person." Jounouchi said on his way inside the game shop. He hadn't heard but just one bit of the conversation and all ready he didn't like there it was going. Yuugi-tachi gaped at his statement. Mokuba's eyes were the most confused. This didn't help his case at all...
"B-But Jou...Why?" he asked.
"Well first he acts all nice like he really cares about me then I actually think there's a chance for us, right? Wrong! He shot the only hope I had for us the second he attacked me..." Jounouchi murmured, looked down at the ground. Yami's eyes narrowed.
"He attacked you?! Jounouchi, what did he do!?" Yami asked angrily. Jounouchi flushed and the group became even more confused. They anticipated an outburst of some sort but a blush? That was most highly unexpected.
"H...He um...Well when Honda was in the bathroom he...um...pushed me into the lockers and...he um..." Jounouchi's voice became substantially quieter near the end of his sentence. "kissed me..." he whispered. Mokuba grinned and the rest of the group's eyes bugged out and their jaws dropped to the ground. Honda snarled.
"Is he the reason you were crying so heavily?!" he asked angrily. Jounouchi looked away.
"Its because of what he said...He...He doesn't even care about me...all he wanted was to break me and see what would happen...He makes me so confused..." Jou mumbled. "But that's okay...I'm just going to leave and everything will be okay from now on..."
"Jounouchi, you can't just leave and never come back! I wont let you!" Yami said, desperate for his friend to stay. Jounouchi looked up to gaze into one of his best friend's darker half's crimson red eyes.
"I'm not going to be gone forever...Just long enough to sort things out...Don't be angry, Yami...I'll be back soon and I'll keep in contact at all times!" Jounouchi said smiling. Yami sighed in defeat.
"Alright...But you have to e-mail us at least twice a week!" He said. Yuugi smiled.
"Have a good time, Jou!" he said, hugging his tall blond friend. Jou smiled.
"Thanks you guys!" he said, obviously happy. Honda looked forlornly at his oblivious friend. 'He doesn't know...' He thought. Jou turned to him and smiled sadly. "This is the first time we'll be apart bud...Ever since we met, ya know..." Jou said. Honda nodded, his smile becoming sadder by the second. He walked up to Jou and wrapped his arms around the blond's waist holding him tightly.
"Take care of yourself! Don't let anyone boss you around." Honda murmured. (Erm...didn't I promise this wouldn't be like Mou Issho? Or was that a different story...? Erm...Me thinks I forgot about poor little Mokuba watching this didn't I? Oh well...this may or may not have a tinge bit of Honda/Jou...I'm not keen on that couple...But...Me thinks its kinda cute!*sweatdrop*) Jou smiled against his best friend's neck, his arms wound tightly around the brunette's shoulders.
"Don't worry! I'll be fine!" Jou said. Honda smiled but held him tighter still. Mokuba was turning green with envy. He knew they had a rather...odd relationship but still...that was his boyfriend! Honda pulled back but still held Jou at the waist.
"Watch out for...you know who..." He warned. Jou smiled.
"Don't worry, I'm not going that way..." Jou said, his hands resting on Honda's shoulders. Jou felt warm inside. He was so glad to have a friend like Honda. "Ja." He said as he walked out of the Kame Yuugi-ou.
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Ying Fa: That's it...I do have the basic jest of what I want this to be now, so thank you all for the suggestions...I could still use some, but its not as needy as before. If you want to see something in this fic, you could always let me know! You fans are the best! I wouldn't want to deprive you! Honda was talking about Jou's old gang in the last sentence by the way...
Kame Yuugi-ou means "Turtle Game King"
Things that I do not own from this chappie:
Gravitation: I just couldn't resist putting this in here! Now as much as I am obsessed with this...I do not own it...*cries* But who here has noticed the similarities between Seto/Jou and Yuki/Shuichi? They are very similar! It's awesome! I love Gravi so...If anyone here loves Gravi or doesn't know what it is and wants to know please come and talk to me!!
I also do not own the part where Seto puts his knee in Jou's...erm...I actually got that from another Jou/Seto fic...Only there it wasn't so graphic...Then Jou got really scared and he thought that Seto was gonna rape him. It was a good story but it hasn't updated in awhile. Seto was reading the Gravi manga in that one so I had to put Gravi in here! My favorite line from that fic was "What the hell is this? Porn?" or something like that when Jou saw Seto's "book". But I do own most of that part...just the basic idea of that scene was put in here, otherwise it belongs to me completely.
