Xiaolang's Ying Fa: Well, I think this was the quickest I've ever gotten a chappie up…Go me! I hope you guys like this fic…Its one of my favorites! I just hope I'm not dragging it on…Am I? Please tell me if I am…I'll try to shorten it if I am…*smiles*
My reviews to fics I have read:
Hm…I read this fic but I cannot remember the name…It's about Seto Kaiba turning into a dog, on Mokuba's birthday, Joey's (or is it Jounouchi is that fic?) sent out to find him. He finds a brunette haired dog with stunningly blue eyes along with Seto Kaiba's clothes. Of course, being Joey (Jou) he didn't make any connections, even when he calls him Seto. Anyways Seto find out about Jou's home life, saves his life twice, so far, and slowing but surely begins to fall in love with his new master. Personally I think it's the dog instincts that are making him feel that way…Ya know, loving master, being master's best friend. Meh. I like this fic a lot! Some body go tell the author that!! Te-he! It's one of my favorites so far…Basically cuz I just love Seto/Jou! So keep it up if you're reading this you mysterious author that I cant remember the name of!
Snowed In: THIS IS MY FAVORITE STORY OF ALL TIME RIGHT NOW!!!!!!! IT IS TOTALLY ORIGINAL AND I LOVE IT TO DEATH! Te-he! Insight-to-insanity, you are the bomb, I f'in love you!! So much! I especially loved Mrs. 'Shindou', ne? So…how's Shuichi involved with all this? He-he! Please continue! I really really liked it! I really loved the snowed in at the Kaiba mansion! That part was awesome! I liked when Jou kissed Seto and he thought he was asleep but he wasn't! Mwuhahahahaha! You are evil! I loved Seto's ahem, wet dream!! It was…nice…Te-he. You seem to take an interest in grinding as well as I do! He-he…Although I'm sure Seto would have liked there to have been a little less clothes in that dream. I loved when Mokuba walked in…I'm just glad Seto was done by the time Mokuba found him! Traumatized child…lol. And then in chappie nine, when Seto actually told him he was awake…I kinda expected him to blush a bit more then he did…but that's okay. I also VERY much like the part when they got to Jou's house…Very nice pictures created in my head…I like Seto's teasing him. "Are you frustrated, Jou? If you are I can fix that!" te-he…(or he said something like that…I don't have a copy of this fic…I wish I did!) Man I love this fic! I cant wait until the next chappie! I also read your fic the Joys of School Projects, I didn't even know you wrote that one! I reviewed and read that one before…well I cant really remember if I reviewed it…but I sure as hell loved it! Poor Joey…being beaten then abandoned…SAD! But with a nice lemony ending! What everybody wants! YAY!
Nikushimi: Yup…I actually read this one…Erm…I liked it up until about the part when Joey went to live with Seto. I love the whole Otes and Yeoj thing but…It kinda seemed like Joey wasn't really sad or depressed anymore once he went to live with Seto…and I know he's supposed to be going back to normal but…I really don't think he would act that way right after he'd been raped so many times and then just the previous night had sex with his crush. I think he'd act a little more like Seto's pet than his enemy, especially after such an incident occurred. And poor little Mokuba thinks he's in love with Niku?! WHY?! Jeez…first he hates the guy now he's blushing at his compliments…I mean…he raped Joey! Jesus Christ! Also, the time when Joey says "If it means anything at all, I love you." Or something like that, that was the first time he had ever even said that he was in love with the brunette. I was like HUH?! So…Yea…But in all I really did like this fic. It gave me inspiration to write a gang fic of my own! So, thanks! Although I want to kill Niku…And how is he a Kaiba? Jeez that guy's almost as fucked up as Gozaburo…He scares me…Good work though!
Lying in Bed: I like this one. Its…simpler. Although I want to smack Joey for trying to leave Seto like that! ARG! You cant just leave him! But that's good. You should have had Seto do something to Jou while he had him all tied up in the hospital. I loved the collar. Te-he. Jou liked it and he doesn't know why! Its because you love Seto and you want to kiss him!! Mwhuahahahaha!! Anyway, I liked the one kiss but there has to be more!! More I tell you more!! Lots and lots of kisses! Need a little bit more description in the kisses, but I liked how you said 'when his lips left it felt as if a part of his soul left as well.' And how it felt cold…mm…Or something like that. Te-he. Good work!
That's it for me…So, can somebody send these to the people they're intended for? Just one person, I don't need a lot of people…Maybe if Coley-chan has some free time or something…He-he put you on the spot, Coley? Lol
Reviews!
Kat: I love Gravi too!!! I thought Shu-chan was a chick the first time too…*looks down in shame* Cuz the first pic I saw of him and Yuki was one where he was wearing a shoujo fuku, so what am I supposed to think? SAD! I saw a music clip for the first time of seeing them animated other than pics and that was my first knowledge of a real yaoi anime. I was like…'I don't want to pray and get my hopes up but…I think that's a guy…' But I absolutely love that anime! I finally saw the whole thing too! I own it!! And I love it to death! Mwuhahahahaha!! Yeah, it okay, a lot of people spell it Suichi, but if you've seen the show you can hear the 'Shu' in it so its Shuichi. I've known people to spell it Shuuichi and Shuiichi but the sub version I have says Shuichi so that's what I use. Even though I call Yuugi, Yuugi when his name ish spelled Yugi, I wouldn't do that with Yuki unless Shu-chan was screaming his name. He-he "YUUUUUKI!! TADAIMA!!" Te-he! Or unless I really felt like changing it…I probably would, and I might…I'm writing a Gravi fic right now…hm…Yuki, Yuuki. Which do you think looks better? Meh, that was a pointless conversation! Gomen!!
Beady: THAT'S MY PET PEEVE TOO!! DAMN IT TOUYA JUST KISS HIS DAMN LIGHTS OUT!! Yuki: I wouldn't object…Touya: *eyes widen* Yuki: well I wouldn't…Touya: *kisses Yuki* Me and Beady-chan: YAY! Te-he. I know White Day is for the boys, you get white ribbon and give it to the girl you like, or boy!, since Valentines Day is kinda for girls, white day is supposed to be more 'manly'. Thanks for telling me the date! That's what I really needed to know.
Hime no Ichigo: I HAVE A CD OF GRAVI AND IT HAS ALL THEIR SONGS ON IT! I love it! I got it at the fair! I love that song too! But my favorites are Blind Game Again and Shining Collection. Shining Collection is a GREAT song! You gotta hear it! It's sung by Kotani Kinya (Shu-chan's singing voice) but it's not an official Bad Luck song. Ooh and Spicy Marmalade! Yeah! And Love Stuff! Jeez I love Gravitation way too much…I finally got the whole series and watched it…I cried when Eiri-sama was raped!! It was SO sad! SO, SO, SO, SO SAD!!! I wanted to just die! S'no wonder Eiri killed him! The-the things he said! *cries* Yes Kaiba shame, shame! You like this fic? Thanks very much! I'll try just for you to add more Y/YY k? Not in this chappie but hopefully in the next, k? I already had this chappie typed up before I read my reviews. Jounouchi didn't want to take the depressants, his doctor made him. So…yea. Thanks for reviewing!!
Kastuki: Are you absolutely sure its legit? Is it from a Jap site or could it be just some shit made up by WB? But yea, I would like it very much! Please e-mail them ALL to me, all characters and all their stuff!! I'm Ying_Fa_Sakura@yahoo.com. Thanks so much! Thanks for reviewing too! Luv you! JA!
Chineko no Miko: O.O you listed them all…Jeez…I haven't even seen all of those animes…I only have heard of them…and seen maybe the ending and opening and maybe a short clips but…jeez…Okay…Why the hell are you singin the ENGLISH theme from Digimon?!? It's Gokigen kake cho ni nate! Mirai kuka senii nate! Yea! The Butterfly! Wada Kouji ish a hot bish! And Akira freaked me out too…I just watched it the other night and I was so grossed out I almost puked…I had a music video I saw before the anime and when I saw it I thought it was a lot more head slicing. *shrugs* Meh. What's a female mech? I've heard of Saber Marionette but I've never seen it. I don't really like Rayearth that much, well I haven't seen it yet to judge it but I have a shit load of pics and I heard that it's one of CLAMP's more…slow…animes. But yea, CLAMP is god, we all know that. I really just take interest in Rayearth because that main character with the pink/red hair looks like Syaoran. And I am Xiaolang's Ying Fa! Lol. Tagalong? Freaky. I didn't even know that Yu Yu Hakusho and Poltergeist Report where the same until like…a couple months ago…Te-he…You're not a fan of Sailor Moon?! I lurve Sailor Moon! *dreamy sigh and gleaming stars fill eyes* It was my first anime…Inuyasha? *pokes inu-chan's ears* Yup, they're real. Te-he! And soft too! I don't know that much about Rurouni Kenshin and I swear to god if one more person tells me that Ken-kun is older than Sano-kun I'll go psycho on their asses! I KNOW ALREADY!! JESUS CHRIST! I knew that when I wrote the fic too…I just…forgot temporarily…yea, that's it. Escaflowne…Van's wings are hot and sexy…RAVE…You know about RAVE? Again, I've only seen the endings and openings but…I didn't think anyone knew about it…hm. Utena is Yuri? Damn I wish I would have known that…I would've made Bakura and Abunai choose that instead of my presuming that Steel Angel Kurumi is a yuri…I saw Kurumi kiss a girl so I assumed…Nako-chan was her name…and Kurumi called her, her 'Husband'. Hm…weird. There is nothing wrong with Yuri! *huggles all shoujo characters except Anzu Mai and all the annoying ones, especially Kaoru* Ryo-ohki tastes like cookies! I have one, really well actually it's a Keno-ohki…same thing kinda. But really she tastes like cookies. My friend's boyfriend that is really hot took him away and started eating him!! He put him ear in his mouth and growled when I tried to grab it away! And then my creative writing/anime club teacher, Mr. Corey tried to strangle it! I don't care how funny it was…it still wasn't nice! But…Keno-ohki now tastes like cookies. Heero-chan ish mine! You've heard of Galaxy Angel?! Wow…you get out a lot don't you? Again, sigh, I've only seen the ending and opening…And Fruits Basket I've only seen a music video and it wasn't even directed at them! Of course! No one can tell the beautiful bishies from girls! They're too hot! Yum yum! Yesh we all hate Marlene's English voice…Die! I actually thought this anime was a movie and I bought the first volume thinking it was…eep oops…oh well. It was good except the sex part…ew…Meh, space usage, so what? How long was this fricken answer to your review? Meh. I just like to talk. Te-he! This fic makes your heart pound?! Really!?!? Th-thank you so much! *blushes immensely* I love J/S too! So much!
Leaf Zelindor: Yup, yup! You gots to type more up, you're really good! We ALWAYS need more J/S!!
Crystal the Demon-Touched: Hey, you a new reviewer? Hm, don't recognize your name…hm…Oh well! Don't worry, Seto and Jou will get together! I'm not that kind of an authoress where I wouldn't get them together! Aren't they cute!? Very.
Dai-Nemesis: Dai-chan! I love you still!! Thank you for sticking with me!! Yea, that was the bomb part! I love writing that part(I'm missed you too Kaiba!), it wasn't in my head in the first draft, but neither were the depressants, they were a last minute decision. I thought it would be cute, besides I didn't know how he'd act right when he came back, so I put him on drugs. He-he. Arigatou for liking my humor! I try so hard on it but…I'm really having trouble trying to be funny. Well, until next time! Love you lots! Don't get discouraged! ^_~
White Wolf Youkai: Wow I haven't heard the word youkai for a while…isn't it from Yu Yu Hakusho? Hm…I think so…oh well enough rambling! He shouldn't be abusive? But that was a great idea from one of my rabid fans! They speak and wear the pants in this relationship! Te-he! I cant remember off hand whose idea it was but I liked it, don't worry, he wont be too abusive anymore. And it will have a happy ending! I swear!
Shadow-demon18b: So, question, are you a guy? Or a girl? Cuz you sound like an overprotective brother…NO offense! I swear...too many years of being an overprotective sister myself and too much CCS! So, I said I didn't like your sis because after I elaborated on saying, 'DON'T SAY UPDATE SOON I'LL GET MAD, PLEASE GIVE SUGGESTIONS, AND I CANNOT GO ON AND UPDATE SOON BECAUSE OF MY MOTHER' and on and on and on…I hate it when people don't read my notes then they miss things. So that's why I said that. I thought I had made myself clear that I could not update soon and then that was all she said in the review, not anything else but 'Update soon'. Dah! Read the notes child read! But nah, I'm not mad so…Sorry for ranting. Thanks for reviewing. I'm glad you like my fic.
Yaky: Well there is supposed to be suspense you know, I cant just openly tell you when they're going to find out!! ^_^ That wouldn't be fair to the others who've stuck patiently with me to find out! Te-he. Thanks for reviewing, I'm glad you like Seto/Jou as much as I do! ^_^
Malvilio 1342: A sister and…a brother?! A-a guy!? Reading a yaoi fic?! *get's stars in eyes* I LOVE you! Are you yaoi!?!!?? SQUEEEEEEEEEEL!!!!!! Yesh I know how Vicadin is, my mom has to take it for her back. So, depressants are horrible but…Seto's an ass so that's why. Te-he. Thank you for reviewing! And giving input on White day! It is greatly appreciate!
Kiawna: *points* I've heard of Get Backers! There are a lot of animes I've heard of but didn't list…the list would have gone on for half of the chappie. Te-he. You're not alone! Thanks for reviewing! I'm glad you like the fic! And, I didn't mean to leave it there but that's where I actually didn't have anymore written at the time! Te-he.
Bunnychan Goddess of Yaoi: Thanks for the review! Yesh…it would be good if all was out in the open and then they could proceed to screw each other like…rabbits. Okay so that wasn't the best phrase to use by you, but I wasn't thinking…Te-he! But yea…It'll get out there soon! Don't worry!
Coley-chan: Hey, babe! Gomen I haven't been on! Yea…so, have you updated to Cabin Fever yet? You better have! Te-he! Yesh, the Christmas fic is good! I liked it at first then I didn't like it now I like it! Cuz we actually know where its going now! He-he…Its about what would happen if Kaiba really left? It's kinda like Onegai Dame but then, not at all. It takes place after everyone has abandoned Jou and he's all alone.(I just have a sinking feeling that's what really would happen to him…) He destroys himself and is very depressed. As I said, Kaiba left a few years earlier, and Jou is confused at why he continues to think of him, why he haunts his dreams and why he feel so close yet so very far from him. Jou moves from Japan after Yuugi gives him to boot and goes to live with yours truly. My roommate is my friend, Sakari, or Saka for short. We go to the Mall of America, a mall here in Minnesota. We go to Camp Snoopy and everything…But things start to get weird as Jou begins to see a familiar brunette in a blue trench coat…I'll leave it there. Te-he. I just got done with finals so I'm happy! I never had finals in Jr. High so its scary…I failed my foods class but the teacher is such a bitch that I failed it just to get away from her! Die! I hate her so much! ARG! Te-he. Have fun with your finals, hun. Ja, love you!
Thanks everyone! I still need info on White day!! Is it true that the boys give their sweethearts a white ribbon or is that just a myth? Thanks all and I now know its on March 14!! Arigatou!
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He hadn't brought a jacket to school with him…which was pretty stupid now that he thought about it…But…He hadn't been in his right mind that morning. He shrugged internally. Oh well…maybe if he had frost bite Kaiba would leave him alone. Hn…Jounouchi snorted, only in a warm blue moon would Kaiba ever leave him alone…
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He sighed and turned to Honda.
"C'mon, lets get going…I have to do a couple of things before Kaiba gets to my house…" He murmured.
~*~Later, like at 4:45pm~*~
Jounouchi flew around his house frantically. He had fallen asleep when he had gotten home…He told his dad to wake him up in ten minutes…obviously it didn't turn out that way. So now, the blond haired duelist was running around his house gathering as much information he could about the anime and manga of Gravitation. He owned Ep. 1&2 and Vol. 1 of the manga, the rest he knew off the top of his head. He'd long since memorized that story line. The doorbell sounded as he screamed down for his father to get the door and that he'd be down in a second.
"No rush mutt…I know how long it's going to take us on this project anyway…" Seto Kaiba's voice rang out through his house as he stepped inside. Jounouchi's head poked up from around the corner at the top of the stairs.
"Are you calling me stupid?!" he accused. Seto contemplated that theory.
"Not stupid entirely…Just very unintelligent." His cocky voice cut through Jounouchi's heart sharply. He winced lightly at the emotion, or lack thereof, in Kaiba's voice. Jounouchi growled and turned away from sight.
"I'll be down in a minute." He said flatly. 'Looks like the drugs have finally worn off…' Kaiba thought idly. He was somewhat disappointed…He had liked that version of bouncy-happy-Jounouchi very much. Although he would never, ever tell him that. Jounouchi trudged down the stairs reluctantly. He did not want to do this at all…He had already practically admitted to the brunette he was gay…he might as well announce to him that it is, was, him that he loves…loved. He had his backpack slung over his right shoulder nonchalantly. The funny part was, his backpack was heavier now than it was in school. He knew he should really start doing his homework…It was just…unworthy of his time. He sighed exasperatedly and glared half-heartedly at the stoic CEO standing in his doorway.
"Well? Ready to go or what?" he asked, walking to the door. Kaiba huffed and pouted slightly as if he'd been caught with his hand in the cookie jar. Jounouchi thought it was the weirdest thing he'd ever seen, who'd ever think Kaiba would pout and almost blush? He turned on his heel swiftly and led the way to his car. The limo thing was overrated, especially for something this small. He didn't want to waste that much gas just for picking up Mokuba and the mutt. He'd dropped Mokuba off at the mansion, it had been right on the way for picking up Jounouchi and, for some reason, Mokuba decided to stay behind…Seto rolled his eyes at that thought, of course Mokuba would want him to be supposedly alone with the mutt…He'd only been bugging him about the blond haired dog for the past month and a half…Seto sighed. Even if he once was in love with Jounouchi…Tsuya had been in his thoughts as well…he wasn't sure who he loved…Was it love he held for Tsuya or just plain old conceited lust? He knew he loved or once loved Jounouchi…More than everything…But…Ever since Halloween things had been so hazy…In the course of his thinking he had somehow managed to drive them both to Kaiba mansion without becoming the next road kill special at school for lunch. Once they were inside, Kaiba led the way to his library.
"As you know, Jounouchi, I have little to no information on Gravitation, so, you'll have to enlighten me of the plot line and what happens in the series and manga. Basically everything you know about the show." Kaiba said, opening the library door for the blond pup. Jou walked in and set his backpack at a table in the middle of the room.
"Alright. You have a fast computer, download the episodes so we can watch them at a later time. I haven't seen all of them anyways…I can tell you what I know about the plot line but…even my knowledge is limited." Jounouchi murmured. Kaiba nodded.
"Will do. So, what do you know?" he asked, in a cocky manner.
"I am so going to regret this…What am I saying? I regret it already…" he muttered.
"What was that pup? Dogs don't talk to themselves you know…" Kaiba taunted. Jounouchi growled.
"Shut up! Don't make me feel worse about going to school intoxicated! Jeez! I don't even remember everything I did…I coulda done some really messed up shit and I wouldn't know it…" Jounouchi graded out. Kaiba smirked evilly.
"You mean like hugging me?" he asked, knowing it would scare the shit out of the boy. Jounouchi's eyes doubled in size and he blushed brightly.
"Eep…I-I did?" he asked, innocence radiating off him in waves. Kaiba chuckled lightly.
"And then you said that you missed me too." Kaiba said crossing his arms and closing his eyes.
"Well…I-I didn't mean it!!" Jounouchi tried to defend.
"That's real productive." Jounouchi growled at the dancing blue eyes in front of him, he could just see the man's ego growing to an impossibly huge amount.
"Whatever, lets just hurry this up…I don't want to be here longer than I have to." Kaiba smirked farther.
"Hm, so the big gangster Jounouchi can actually talk without the accent, eh?" Kaiba mocked. Jounouchi winced, his eyes blurring lightly.
"Lay off! You have no idea what I've been through! Don't you dare mention that in my presence!" he snapped, turning hurt and swollen eyes onto Kaiba's icy blue orbs. Kaiba was taken aback by Jounouchi's sharp reply.
"What happened to you?" he asked. He figured something must have happened to him during his gangster days. He had a tight feeling in his gut that told him exactly what had happened to his blond pup. Jounouchi's bright amber eyes looked confusingly into Kaiba's dark, not nearly as cruel as before, cerulean eyes. Jounouchi quickly averted his eyes before he could blurt out his whole life. He didn't want to do that to someone he knew could never care…
"Nothing." He muttered.
"C'mon pup, tell me what happened. I wont hurt you, I swear." Kaiba's voice was unusually soft. Jounouchi hmph-ed.
"Like you haven't already…" he whispered. Kaiba's eyebrows knitted together in worry.
"What did you say?" Kaiba was confused, how had he hurt his blond puppy? He couldn't have only been talking about what happened in the locker room…that was too subtle for the kind of tone his voice had dipped into. Jounouchi's eyes flashed up and looked directly into Kaiba's.
"I was hurt alright?! They hurt me…I've been hurt since before I can remember…Never stops…Even though I've been away from them for more than two years…They find some way to sneak into my soul and torture me…" Jou's broken voice whispered out. His hand came up and his cupped it around his mouth, pushing some kind of substance through his lips and into his mouth. He swallowed roughly without the help of water. "I don't care what you say…I need these." He murmured. Kaiba looked down, seeing the antidepressant bottle in the blond's lap.
"How many are you prescribed to take?" he asked. Jounouchi looked up, surprised he wasn't angry.
"Two." He said.
"How many did you just take?"
"Three."
"That's bad. You shouldn't ever O.D. on depressants…Tylenol maybe, but this is doctor prescribed stuff...It'll work if you give it enough time to." He said. Jounouchi blanched. Kaiba giving him advice? For free? What kind of drugs was he on? "How many did you take before you got to school?"
"Four." Jou answered. He didn't know what Kaiba was up to but…He was looking pretty friendly right about now…
"Un. Did you bring any tapes to watch?"
"Yea, in my bag." Jou said digging through his bag for a minute. He then pulled out videotape and handed it to Kaiba. "It has two episode on it. You can borrow it." He said, his eyelids drooping. It seemed the medicine also made him tired.
"Nah, if it only two episodes we can watch it now." Kaiba said, standing up. "C'mon, we can watch it in the den." Jou nodded and followed after Seto, nearly falling into the wall as the hallway descended. They made it to the den unharmed, Kaiba having to hold onto Jounouchi's shoulder to keep him standing.
"Gomen." Jou murmured. He felt bad…Seto had told him not to take the depressants and he did…It was his own fault he let himself fall into that hole, not Seto's, and now he'd have to deal with a half high Jounouchi once the depressants kicked in. Jounouchi sat down in the couch and Kaiba popped in the video. He sat down beside Jou, not too far but not too close. He was in touching distant only if Jou leaned over a bit plus the arm span. He looked over at the blond haired puppy, his eyes were coming close to closing and his was about to fall over. Kaiba smiled.
"Jounouchi, you can go to sleep if you want…I'll wake you up." Kaiba said. Jounouchi turned to him, eyes opening a bit as he was alerted to the other man's speaking.
"Nah, um fine…" he said as his eyes closed and he fell forward, straight into Kaiba's lap. Kaiba's eyes widened considerably as he caught the sleeping boy in his arms. He was out like a light. Seto smiled and grabbed a soft pillow from behind him. He set it on his lap and then situated Jounouchi's body to lay across the couch with his head on then pillow, which was on Seto's lap. The CEO of KaibaCorp smiled and brushed a few strands of hair away from the blond boy's face. He was so beautiful, Seto notice for the hundredth time. He was everything Seto would expect from his wildest dreams, not reality…But he did, he was real. Seto's stomach fluttered as his thumb smoothed over Jounouchi's softly parted lips gently. He could…Jounouchi wouldn't wake up…He…could…Seto leaned down slowly, as to notice if Jou moved. He was close now…he could feel the smaller boy's breath fanning over his lips heatedly. A small primitive blush covered Seto's cheeks as he closed his eyes and pressed his lips to Jounouchi's. His lips were so soft…Seto felt his lips twitch lightly and he almost flinched away before he realized that Jou was responding. Actually responding to Seto's kiss…And he tasted so good…
Tsuya…
Seto pulled back abruptly. His stomach twisted into a painful, sick feeling. He had the sudden urge to shove Jounouchi off his lap and kick him out of his house, he pushed that thought aside. He could never do that to Jounouchi…But gods Tsuya…He knew for as long as he lived…he would never forget that playful raven haired boy with amber eyes…He looked back up to the TV screen as a song started to play. The episodes were starting. He suddenly found he didn't really like the guy's voice that much. Today wasn't turning out too good. Seto chuckled in irony, how he wanted a new world too.
When the episodes were over Seto reluctantly began waking the sleeping beauty on his lap. Jounouchi groaned in protest at first as Seto's unusually soft hand shook his shoulder.
"No…" he whined.
"I promised I'd wake you up, now c'mon." Seto urged. Jounouchi shook his head against Seto's thigh.
"Uh uh…" he murmured. Seto blushed. He stared at Jounouchi's peaceful face for a while before it seemed he fell back into his dream filled sleep. His face relaxed and Seto was oblivious to his subconscious staring. Again, he was amazed at how beautiful the boy was. The way his soft blond hair rested lightly on his delicate skin. His smooth pink lips parted lightly, showing into his velvety caverns narrowly. All that was missing was the shimmering amber orbs looking up at him. Seto looked down at the boy as his eyebrows knitted together in worry. A faint grunt fell from Jounouchi's mouth and his hands fisted at his sides, his knuckles turning white with the force. His mouth opened as to speak.
"S…Se…" he trailed off lightly. Seto looked down at him oddly. Was he going to say his name? He'd never said it…Was he dreaming about him? …Or someone else? Seto's heart constricted as Jounouchi tried to push the word out a second time. "S…Se…f…" his voice was muffled. Seto didn't know exactly what he had heard, but it wasn't his name the boy was calling. "S…Seth…" Seto's eyes widened considerably. Jounouchi moaned gently, his voice turning Seto to mush with the magnificence, his voice sounding like the most beautiful of all melodies. Regardless of Seto's reaction, that had not been his name…it was his…brother's. Anger raged inside of Kaiba, starting from his heart and spreading throughout every nerve and every vein in his body. His eyes darkened and his face grew cold. He grasped Jounouchi's collar in his fists and hoisted him up and out of his sleep.
"How do you know that name?!" he shouted. Jounouchi's eyes snapped open in shock as he was jolted from his serene sleep and into the cruel realities of life. Seto shook him roughly and Jounouchi's hands came up to grip his own.
"Wha-wha?" he asked, his eyes squinting down into slits, precautious to the bright light. He was suddenly aware of Kaiba's cold cerulean eyes glaring into his own. Fear filled him like before. Again Kaiba had the advantage over him, this was his house…This time nobody would hear him scream. His feet twitched and he realized he was being held over the ground. Jou's eyes widened. Kaiba growled in extreme irritability.
"How did you know that name?!" he screamed in Jou's face. Jou shrunk away.
"Wha-What name?" he asked. Had he spoken a name while he was asleep? A name that would bother Kaiba? What could that have been? Jou's eyes widened as realization dawned on him. He…no he couldn't have...not when Kaiba was right there…
"You said Seth! How did you know that name?!" Kaiba yelled out, his eyes piercing deep into Jounouchi's soul. Jounouchi squeezed his eyes shut and blurted the first thing that came to his mind.
"M-My friend told me! M-My friend told m-me about h-him…" he said, his light chocolate eyes looked up fearfully.
"Impossible! How could any of your friends know about him!?" Kaiba screamed.
"M-My friend went out with him!" Jou shuttered out again. He wished Seto would stop shaking him…
"When?!" Kaiba yelled. Jounouchi's eyes began to fill slowly with salty tears from being shaken so much. His head was really staring to hurt…
"H-Halloween…" Jou whispered. "K-Kaiba…please let me g-go…" Kaiba's eyes widened as he gazed into Jounouchi's tear filled eyes, his face contorted and twisted into that of pain and hurt. Kaiba's hands slipped and dropped the smaller boy to the ground. Jounouchi cried out softly as he hit the ground. He sniffed, the depressants he took finally kicking in with his emotional side. He shrunk within himself and let the tears fall. Seto felt his heart break at the sight. But instead of being helpful, he sneered at the blond on the ground.
"What was his name?" he asked.
"Tsu-Tsuya…" Jounouchi whimpered. Kaiba growled again and knelt beside the fallen boy.
"You never told me you knew him…"
"All you had to do was ask…" Jounouchi's beaten voice whispered out. Kaiba's eyes widened as he realized Jou was right. He set a strong hand on Jou's shoulder gently. The blond boy looked up, knowing this was the closest he'd ever get to an apology from the brunette. He tried to smile, but it came out in a sob.
"C'n…c'n I…" he trailed off, feeling extremely stupid as a red blush seeped onto his face. He looked away then quickly looked back, feeling a slight spark of courage. "Can I have a hug…?" he asked. Seto's eyes widened but he was not at all surprised by the question. The need of simple human contact as a reassurance was something Seto found himself wishing he had when he was younger…he could never deny someone's desperate cry for contact, especially if the one crying was a delectable looking blond tenshi who just so happened to look beautiful while doing so. Seto nodded and scooped the boy up into his arms. Jounouchi's voice cracked and he sobbed into Seto's arms. He couldn't believe what he was doing…This was Kaiba Seto! The man who'd hurt him the exact same way before…Why was he being so open to him? He should be open to Honda or at least Yuugi…but Kaiba? That's when Jounouchi pulled away. He didn't care how inviting Seto's warmth was…He could never accept him if he ever found out…He'd shun him even more than he did now…not to mention what he'd do to Seth if he ever did find out…Kaiba's hand came up to cup the side of Jounouchi's face.
"What's wrong Jounouchi?" he asked. Jou turned away, unable to face him. He couldn't tell him…He had no legible excuse to give him…Seto lifted his head back to face him. "Hey…It's okay…You don't have to tell me, just…Get better, okay?" Seto said, smiling a rare smile at Jou, azure gazing fondly into amber. Jounouchi smiled back at him, looking absolutely ethereal as the tears continued to flow. He nodded.
"I will...Someday." he promised. Seto nodded.
"That's all I'm asking." He murmured, holding Jounouchi close. Jou sighed contentedly. He always wanted to be held in Seto's strong embrace...
~*~
"Onii-chan! What's for dinner?" Mokuba asked for the fifth time since he had walked in on his brother and a blushing blond hugging in the middle of the living room. They had literally jumped apart when Mokuba giggled to alert them of him presence. "After dinner I'm going out on my date with Honda, remember?" Mokuba asked. Seto growled, he still didn't like the idea of his little brother going out with someone like Honda. But he couldn't really voice his opinion because he was in love with someone just like Honda. (Although much, much prettier…) Even if they were obviously very different…they still came from the same line of hoods.
"Yea, I remember. Jounouchi, are you going to stay for dinner?" Seto asked. He grinned suddenly. "We can give you a doggy dish and everything." He said. Jounouchi's eyes narrowed.
"No thanks…" he said in a disrespectful way. "I'll be leaving now actually." He said. He got up and began gathering his stuff. Mokuba panicked.
"No, Jounouchi, Seto was just kidding! You can stay if you want!" he said straining a smile. This tension was really bad…He finally noticed what Honda was talking about, the way they would move…Swaying their bodies subconsciously in very provocative ways…all just to entice the other. He noticed how their eyes flashed lightly when they would make eye contact or how they would move when one noticed the other was looking. Jounouchi smiled at Mokuba, at least one Kaiba didn't hate him…He ruffled his hair lightly.
"Nah, I'm sure Kaiba would like me to be out of his hair…It's okay." Jounouchi said, he leaned down to whisper something in Mokuba's ear. "That just means he thinks he's too good for the rest of us…" he said, loud enough for the elder Kaiba to hear. Mokuba giggled at his brother. This was certainly entertaining to watch.
"Looks like the mutt needs a little breaking in, don't you think, Mokuba?" Seto sneered, crossing his arms and smirking down at Jounouchi. Jounouchi smirked right back.
"Looks like the dragon needs a little head reduction." (Means he's got a big ego…) Jounouchi laughed heartedly and waved to Mokuba as he stepped to the door. "Ja ne, Mokuba! See you later!" he said as he ran out the door.
"Ja ne!" Mokuba yelled. He smiled. "I like him. If you don't want him Onii-chan, I'll be sure to take him off your hands for a bit…" Mokuba tempted. Seto growled again.
"What about Hiroto?" he said. Mokuba looked like he was thinking for a second.
"Oh yea…Hm, threesome sounds pretty good to me…" he said giggling. Mokuba backed away at the murderous look in Seto's eyes.
"You will do no such thing!" he bellowed.
"Relax, Onii-chan, I was just kidding! Jounouchi is all yours!" Mokuba assured, waving his hands in front of his face innocently. Seto blushed a little.
"That's not what I meant! I meant you will not be doing stuff like that until you're at least seventeen!" Kaiba demanded. Mokuba whined.
"Well, what if he's seventeen?" Mokuba asked, already knowing the answer. Kaiba growled.
"I don't care about what he does, I care about what you do!" Mokuba waved his hands in front of his face again.
"Don't worry, Onii-chan! I wouldn't dream of it!" he assured. Kaiba smirked.
"Then as long as you're at it, I don't want you taken on your first time either!" he said. Mokuba frowned.
"Okay, Onii-chan, now that's too far!" Kaiba chuckled.
"Alright, but make sure you use—"
"I know I know, lubricant I know…" Mokuba cut him off waving his hand at his brother as if he knew everything already. Kaiba raised an eyebrow at his 'innocent' younger brother.
"Yea…" Kaiba cleared his throat uncomfortably.
"Saa, Onii-chan, what scent of lube would you like to use on Jounouchi?" Mokuba asked, grinning evilly as Seto's face went bright red.
"Mokuba! I cannot believe you just said that!" he nearly screamed. Mokuba shrugged and smirked farther.
"So? What scent?" he asked. Seto blushed even more at the tone Mokuba's voice suggested.
"What scent would you use on Honda?" Seto asked, coming up with a quite come back, although he would quite willingly not have this conversation with his own brother if he were given the choice. Mokuba blushed lightly but shrugged again.
"I dunno, I like the idea of him taking me rather than me taking him, so you'll have to ask him that question." Seto blushed again, realizing it was his turn to reveal…
"I guess…a scent that would suit him would be…chocolate…" Seto murmured. Mokuba's eyes widened lightly.
"They actually have that scent?" he asked. Seto's face went completely red this time.
"I-I don't know! I'm just saying that scent would do him well…" Seto said, the red that was now adorning his cheeks complemented his eyes nicely.
"Onii-chan, if I didn't know any better, I'd say you'd be the uke with the way you're blushing!" Mokuba goaded.
"No way…It's just…a very embarrassing subject to be talking about with my brother…" Seto mumbled.
"Brother, you're a control freak." Mokuba stated. Seto blanched.
"N-No I'm not!" he denied.
"Yes, you are. You want to control Jounouchi! Just admit it!" Mokuba said, knowing he caught Seto with the biggest fetish of his life. Seto hung his head low.
"Yea, s-so what?" he muttered. Mokuba jumped up and grinned.
"So go and do it!" he said. Seto's face went bright red again.
"N-No! I couldn't ever do that!"
"Why not?"
"Because he obviously doesn't like me like that! And…I'm not even sure if its him I want anymore…" Seto said, his head turned away from Mokuba's intent stare. He sighed. "Tsuya…" he whispered. Mokuba gasped.
~*~Kame Yuugi-ou~*~
"You guys…I really don't know what we're going to do…This is getting really bad…" Yuugi said dejectedly.
"I know what you mean…I can practically see sparks of lust bouncing off each other…I don't like this one bit…not one bit." Honda muttered.
"I know what you mean…But as much as we don't like it, its not our choice to make…It's Jounouchi's…Looks like Halloween's the love night for all of us…" Yami murmured. Honda sighed.
"And Jounouchi and Kaiba aren't the only ones who're having trouble with their relationship either…" he muttered.
"Is it Mokuba?" Shizuka asked. Everyone had begun to gather at the Kame Yuugi-ou after school to try to deal with this issue.
"Yea, it is…I keep making rips about Kaiba…I mean I know he's his brother but Kaiba and I were enemies before we even got together…Its only normal we should act the same regardless of how intimate Mokuba and I are…He…wants me to stop ripping on his brother…But he should know, especially with what he did to Jounouchi, that I cant! I hate him more than ever because of how he's destroyed Jou…" Honda mumbled. Shizuka sighed, she had been brought into the loop a bit late but…at least she knew what happened to her brother now…She'd been wondering what could have caused him to be that upset for over a month…
"Katsuya doesn't know that Seth is Kaiba, and vice versa, right?" everyone nodded. "Maybe we can use that to our advantage…What do you think?" she suggested.
"Yea, but how?" Ryou asked. "I've known about Jounouchi's crush since the 8th grade…I don't think he would just up and tell Kaiba he loves him, or tell him he's Tsuya…Odds are, he thinks if Kaiba found out what he did with his 'brother' then he'd hurt Seth and him…The pain inflicted by the one you love most…is the worst kind of pain…" Ryou whispered. "That's why he left right after Kaiba did that in the locker room…His heart must have been ripped to shreds…" The group nodded, understanding the situation very well.
"We can try to have another get together…And lock them both in a room at Kaiba's house or something…" Bakura suggested.
"That's it! Bakura I think you've actually done it!" Yami shouted. Everyone looked at him in surprised confusion. Bakura glared at his rival.
"I didn't do nothin'!" he shouted.
"No really you did! What holiday is coming up?" Yami asked, unable to hold in his excitement. Yuugi caught on quickly.
"Christmas…" Anzu murmured lightly, not understanding.
"A Christmas party!" Yuugi shouted. Many pairs of eyes widened considerably. The door to the game shop opened and in came Mokuba along with a gust of cold winter wind. He shivered and Honda ran over to him.
"Mokuba! What are you doing here?! I told you I'd pick you up at eight!" he scolded. It was only seven thirty now…
"I know but…Some complications came up with Seto…You guys…" Mokuba sneezed softly.
"Bless you…" Yuugi whispered, wanting him to continue with what he had to say. Mokuba smiled.
"Thanks…Seto…he's doubting his love for Jou…He…He thinks Tsuya is a whole different person! If his head makes him believe that…I think he'll go back to hating Jou…A-and hurt him…like he did in the locker room…And if Jou does ever tell him he is Tsuya…I don't think his head will let him believe him…I think that if Jou ever did decide to tell him…Seto would lash out irresponsibly and…All I know is that Seto would end up thinking Jou is the bad person and he'd hurt him...badly." Mokuba whispered. "T-That's just the kind of person Seto is…" he stuttered.
"You mean basically take out his anger on the one he loves cause he's confused…?" Yuugi asked softly. Honda growled.
"I wont let him do that!" he said. Mokuba whimpered.
"I don't want this going on anymore…Jou is on depressants because of my brother and Seto's confused at who's who…" Mokuba fisted his hand into his short hair tightly. "Arg! It's so obvious they love each other! When I walked in this afternoon to tell Seto it was time to make dinner he…he was hugging Jounouchi…They were both in their knees on the ground…I think Jou might have been crying but as soon as I said something they flew apart as if they'd been burned…" Mokuba whispered. He looked at Honda, seeing he was angry. He wrapped his arms around his lover's shoulders and hugged him tight. Honda gasped lightly but quickly hugged his small lover back.
"Mokuba." Yuugi said. Said boy looked up from Honda's shoulders to look in the direction his name had been called.
"Yes?" he called meekly.
"Christmas." Yuugi said, smirking much like his yami would. Mokuba cocked his head to the side cutely.
"What about it?" he asked.
"A Christmas party." Yuugi said. Mokuba looked confused for a few more seconds before he too smirked evilly.
"No kidding…At Seto's house again?" Mokuba asked.
"No other." Yuugi answered. Mokuba smiled.
"And then we lock them in a room together?" he asked. Bakura grinned.
"That's what I said!" Yami shook his head.
"No, sadly I don't think it's that simple…They have to get together on their own…if they don't want to see each other, which is highly unlikely, then that's that but…" Yami grinned. "We all know they're dying to see each other. I bet it will be embarrassing and both will need a bit of a push…so that's what we're there for. Hm…Maybe I can punch Seth while I'm at it..." he thought aloud. He received a murderous glare form Mokuba. "Just kidding Mokuba…" he murmured. "I wouldn't dream of it…" he murmured. Mokuba rolled his eyes.
"Sure you wouldn't…" Mokuba muttered. "I'm watching you…" he said grinning to show he was just kidding. Yami smiled as well.
"On Christmas or on the eve?" he asked.
"Not Christmas…I have plans…How about the eve? That works for me." Honda said. Yami nodded.
"Alright, lets start planning for a Christmas party on the 24th!"
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Ying Fa: So? So, so so so? I'm soooo happy!! I finally broke one hundred!! I LOVE YOU ALL SOOOO MUCH! SO VERY MUCH!!! Thank you so much! I never thought I'd ever get that many reviews! *cries* It makes it all worthwhile! Please leave your input, suggestions comments…ya know, basically anything you want to say, no flames though, I'll cry…
ATTENTION!!! *looks teary eyes* Does anybody have any yaoi pictures? I'll love you forever and ever if you give me some!! If anyone has hentai or anything Seto/Jou! Please! I'm willing to trade and I'll take bribes! Pretty please!!! Doujinshi's are good too!!!!! PLEASE!?!? *looks ready to cry*
OH! ATTENTION again! Does anybody know the anime that has a man with long silver hair and another man with short brown/black hair? It's a yaoi anime…I have a music video from the song "What's this?" from Nightmare Before Christmas…its very…hentai. And I was just wondering if anyone knew from which anime they were from…Cuz…they…yummy…Is it FAKE? Or something else? The only yaoi animes I know about are Yami no Mastuei, FAKE and Gravitation…So please help my deprived self! Thanks much!
