Ok ppls I have to tell you one thing before I write this story; under no circumstances do I hate seto Kaiba! Oh and this story has suicide thoughts and violence.
I DO NOT OWN YUGIOH, but as everyone knows, PLEASE WRITE ME IN A PICE OF YOU WILL IF YOU DO OWN YUGIOH!
Seto's POV
"Kaiba, your heart is covered in ice! How could I ever love someone like you!"
The words replayed in my mind; Tea Gardner, the only person I had ever loved, trusted sense Mokuba, had left me for my rival, Yami Motou. But that had been months ago, and now the eyes that had struck fear into the hearts of the human soul had turned dull and lifeless. There was no reason to live anymore, no reason to keep fighting the forces that wanted him dead, hell if a murderer came into the room with a gun, I'd tell him to shoot me before he said one word. I was nothing, and will never be anything, no one could ever love me, no one. I sighed as I stood up from my bed and walked over to my desk, a few old pictures and a laptop sat ontop of it's mahogany silky surface, and instead of reaching for the laptop that only six months ago would have been his best friend, he reached for one of the old pictures, one with him, Mokuba, and tea eating ice creamout in the garden, that was the day before Mokuba left. I looked into his gray-blue eyes and unwantingly remembered my last moments with him.
Flash back
"Seto, how could you? How could you!" Mokuba was standing on the balcony of the third floor, tears streaming down his face, his black locks of hair plasered to his face as the rain pelted down, yet I did nothing except stare at a computer screan, trying to block out his little brothers acusations.
"Seto I trusted you! I TRUSTED YOU! And what do you do! You tell me that you don't have 5 minutes for your little brother! Seto,if you don't have time for me, then maybe I don't have time for you, maybe I should just leave, that way you'd have all the time in the world for your girfriend and your computer! HA! I bet you wouldn't notice my body for weeks if I lept off this balcony right now and died, in fact seto, I bet that you wouldn't care if I was dead."
I looked upfrom my computer screan only to see Mokuba at my bedrooms door, tears streaming down his face, as he said his last words, "Good bye Kaiba, I hope your happy." Then he ran out of my room and slamed the door.
End Falshback
"I'm so sorry Mokuba, I'm so sorry." I said as one of my may tears fell onto that picture of Mokuba eating his ice cream.
Serenity's POV
I saw him yesterday, at lunch. He seams more dead than alive, I wish I could talk to him, but Tea, Yami, Joey, Tristan and Duke forbid me. I wish they could see how much he hurts inside, I can see it, and I want to make the hurting go away, I want to fill the hole that Mokuba and Tea left, and even though it seems like an impossible task, I know I can do it. But Joey attacked me last time I said his name in front of him, and I really can't afford to be kicked out of the house right now, I mean ever sense mom and dad died, life's been really hard. Joey works at the pizzaria so he can pay for dates with his girlfriend and pay the bills on the appartnment, while I use every spare minute of my time doing odd jobs for neighbors or looking for a job in the paper, so I can help joey with the bills, and it usually doesn't get us much.
But sometimes I wonder, is it worth having your brother support tea's leaving kiaba just after Mokuba left him. I know it's not right. And I know I need to help him before things get worse, unless they already have, the thought makes me shiver in fear.
"Seto hold on, I'm coming" I whispered into the air as I ran out of our small apartment, ignoring the crys of my brother and his friends as I made my way to the Kaiba mansion, oblivious the screams and shouts of the civilians around me as I ran though the busy sidewalks.
Kaiba's POV
I stood infront of the bathroom mirror, stareing at my reflection, thinking, 'is this really the man that said he could live without them? Is this really the man who ignored his brother for months on end and gave some girl his heart while she stomped it into pieces on the cold cement ground?' "No," I said, "this is the man that has no reason to live, and therefore is obsolete." I reached into my pocket and pulled out a knife, it's handle shaped like a dragon with sapphire eyes and a pitch black body, and this would be the item that would finally end his never ending nightmare. I immeadiately pressed the knife into my wrist, the faint outline of past cuttings visible on his wrist. I pulled the knife away and watched as the cool crimson liquid immerged from the pale white scar covered skin on his wrist. 'it will all be over soon,' I thought as I made my way over to my computer to type one last thing before I died.
To everyone I ever knew-I'm sorry for all I have done wrong, I hope now that I'm gone you'll be able to forgive me, and if you ever find Mokuba again, tell him he was right, and I wish I could have been the brother he deserved, Tea, I wish I would have been better to you, your right my heart was covered in ice, but then youalready knew that, I hope your love life with Yami is all you wish it to be, even if I loved you with all of my heart, but I woun't cry anymore as my breaths get shorter and my body goes numb, I just have one more thing to say to you all, I am sorry I tried to love, and I'm sorry I hurt the ones I loved the most, good bye Mokuba Serenity Joey Tea Yami Yugi Ryou Bakura Mai .
Seto Kaiba,
A man living without a life
A man with a heart of ice
A man with no one to love
Ever
And then everything started spinning and I blacked out, but not before I saw an auburn haired woman run into the room.
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