Chapter Three- Back from the grave
I woke up earlier then normal expecting everyone to be asleep, Inu Yasha wasn't by my side when I woke but I assumed he just went for a walk. Then I noticed Sango wasn't at the camp either, I knew there was something fishy going on. Just what I was never prepared for. I took a walk heading towards a stream, I planed on taking an early morning bath, my heart shattered at the site before me. Just days ago Inu gave me a ring saying we will marry, now I see whom I though was my best female friend riding my man. I just stand there staring not knowing what else to do or say, slowly the tears start to form in my eyes, I let out a quiet sob and gets Inu's attention. Right away he knows he was caught. Right away he knows that he lost my trust, but he doesn't plan on losing me, he knew what he'd do once I caught him. He had it all planed out.
Pushing Sango off of him and doing up his pants he starts to walk over to me, in response I run away from him. The tears stream down my face as I run through the forest, I don't care for a destination, just to get away from there. But my speed can not compete with his and he quickly catches me. He grabs on to both my arms and pushes me against a tree, I don't face him, I can't, the tears keep coming. He shakes my body to get me to look at him, as I do through tear soaked eyes. "I though you loved me" I managed to whisper.
"I can't live without" he tried to kiss my lips but I turn from him as much as I can while still being held on to by his strong hands. I felt dirty, and used.
"If you did then you never would have done that.." my voice is barley a whisper but he still hears each word that comes out of my mouth
"You will not leave me" he demanded "you will not tell a soul of what you saw"
"Why would I stay with you?" my voice is almost gone from my sobbing
"If you value your life…" he smirked at me with pure evil in his eyes "and those of your loved ones you will still marry me, you will still be my little trophy"
"You just killed my heart there is nothing left of me"
"there is always your brother" pure evil eyes look a pond my body "and you still have that firry spirit that draws attention to you"
"You are threatening my family?" now in shock my words are more coherent
"I'm saying that you will never want any hard come to them now will you?" my eyes meet his, the man I fell in love with are not seen in those golden orbs "you belong to me" he tells me "you are mine, you have been since I first stuck my big dick in you" he licks his lips smiling "I don't care if I no longer have your heart, but you will give me your body whenever I ask for it." Where was the man I fell for? I question myself. Where is my hero? The one to save me and protect me from monsters? I realize that I don't have a choice, I must stay with Inu Yasha weather I like it or not. I will protect my family anyway possible, even if it means giving up my freedom to the worst demon ever. I never spoke of what I saw to anyone, I saw who the true demon was, when Koga showed up I pushed him away for good. I had to or else Inu Yasha would have killed him, just to prove his point that I belonged to him.
Miroku started to drift away because I closed myself off to everyone. Inu Yasha just said that I was feeling home sick. Then she came back into his life. Kikio. I was hoping that his obsession with me would go and I would be free, but that never happened. He told everyone that we broke up but where still greatest of friends, ya right, being told if I ever reject him of my body he'd let me watch him kill all those I love. First he killed my heart and then he killed my soul. After hearing that Inu Yasha had a new (well old) girl in his life Koga decided to try his luck with me again, true I did like Koga, but I remembered Inu's warning. I pushed Koga away farther and farther till he just stopped coming around, even Miroku left. Sango disappeared and would show up every once in a while for a good fuck from Inu Yasha. Kikio was dense for she never suspected that Inu Yasha was cheating on her. And I was trapped, by fear, to stay beside the monster.