Disclaimer- I do not own any Yu Yu Hakusho characters used in this fic.
Hello! I truely hope that you enjoy this little ficcy I put together of Hiei's thoughts...I know that it's very short, but it's over a page on the paper infront of me! Anyway please enjoy!
I'm Here...
"I love you Hiei…" Those words continuously run through my mind, his voice carried with them. I stare at him everyday through his always open window, but never go in. I watch as he sits at his desk doing his homework and I watch as he peacefully sleeps in his bed.
I knew that I'd never be able to see him again; I knew that the day I left. Though I watch him and look after him. I know that he can't see that I'm around and I know that I can't say even a single word to him; though I long to whisper, "I love you too…" into his ear while he's sleeping, but I can't interfere.
I know that we can't be together, it just wouldn't be right to have him hold me every night, though I wish to be there, cradled in his strong arms as he whispers, "Everything's going to be fine, I promise you my love" But that can never happen. He needs to live a proper life one without my cruel, unforgiving heart.
Cruel? Unforgiving? Hah! To him I only seem this way… To him I want to be loved and I want to be cared for. But I don't need to be taken care of! I'm perfectly fine on my own…What am I saying? Of course I'm not fine… I'm miserable, lonely, and unloved… I so desperately want to be loved by him! I want to be in his arms every night! But still I force myself to stay away, for he is not for me… He deserves netter than me and I will make sure he gets better than me.
Kurama I'm here to help you…