A/N more reviews more reviews. Thank you all who took the time to review!

Chrissy430- Hehe I'm glad you liked how I portrayed Lucius. I know he is mean in the books and movies...but I plan on having that just be his facade...or something of that sort.

Oryssa V- Hehe Sorry for keeping you in the dark...I was still(and still am) trying to figure some stoof out...(I kinda just go with the flow of things...I never really plan what I write ahead of times--)

Leek A.--Glad you reviewed! I know its a little slow and not many Draco/Lucius scenes but I'm still trying to get the entire feel of the story ya know Anyway don't worry your not being too harsh....you and I share the same thoughts and i am going to put more Draco/Luciusness in future chapters(specially this one as it is lucius pov)

GaBrIeLa2-- I'm glad you like it so far! As you wished this one is in Lucius POV!

Lithuim diamond- Wow thank you so much for the postive feedback. I agree the thought of Draco having wet dreams is quite sexy. I think Lucius will know how he feels, as he most definitely mature enough to admit it, but hasn't acted on them for many obvious reasons on many different levels.

Thanks to all my reviewers for their time and comments. This chapter is in Lucius POV! Woohoo!!

Here I sit in my cell. I'm beginning to see why people go mad here after a while...there's nothing to look forward to...all hope is ripped from you the moment you step in. The only sounds I hear are the cries of the other men and women in cells nearby and the voices inside of my own head. Oh sure they lost the dementors but they brought in replacements. A creature so rare and horrible that a single glance from its horrible glowing eyes that tears into your soul causes horrible hallucinations. They only last for a few moments, but the more you are exposed to these creatures, the longer the hallucinations last and the worst they get.

These creatures are called Sandefluas. These creatures are very rare, only found in one part of the world...I can't seem to recall from where at the moment...They are sickening looking creatures, emitting sounds of loud screeches and wails of anguish that chills your soul.. They are short...up to my mid stomach and have slimy skin and a weird purple and gray tinge. They look into your soul and find out your worst fears and turn them into hallucinations. I have already seen my Draco...my Dragon die 3 times...in different yet horrible ways. The first time he appeared in this cell and had stabbed himself. The second time the cell changed to look like his room and he had looked at me and smiled, but then Narcissa ran in and had stabbed him with her nails. The third time he appeared in the basement of our house and had been tortured and killed by Voldemort. I cannot take it much longer...but I must!! I must for Draco...he's why I live...he's why I have not given in yet. If only I hadn't became a death eater...we could all still be living happy. But I know that no matter what I cannot change what I have done...

I remember the blessed day Draco was born. I was at the end of my rope by then. What with me beginning to doubt Voldemort and Narcissa being even worse than usual with those damn Mood Swings. Her complaining was a horrid thing. Nothing was ever right for her. I was lucky I was away at work most of the time, leaving the poor house elves to care for her. Then one night I came home and found out she had given birth. I remember walking into the room where the medi witch was. Narcissa was drowsy, complaining about 'the baby's horrid crying.' Obviously she knew nothing about children...then again neither did I...but I at least knew that they cried. The medi witch handed me Draco. Never could I imagine anything making me feel so happy. He looked at me with his steely gray eyes and I knew then and there he was my reason for everything. He was and still is my only ray of hope...

I hear the person in the next cell sobbing and babbling incoherently about the worms eating him alive again. I shudder, praying to whomever was out there that I wouldn't get that bad. I had to stay sane...for my son. Hopefully Snape will get me out of here. If not I'm just going to have to break out. I already am beginning to form a plan...Oh my Dragon...how I wish I could know if your alright. If your mother does anything to you and I find out...there will be no Narcissa anymore which you to deal with. I wish you could hear me now...know that I'm alright. I wish....wish you knew how I felt about you...

I've known I felt something special for Draco for a few years, but never even considered telling him. At first it was extremely weird and I was in complete denial...telling myself it was because I had too much sexual needs pent up inside...obviously I'd never even consider having sex with Narcissa....in fact it was only once I did and that was because it was necessary for conceiving a heir...and even then...it's not like...I felt anything. I've had a few affairs, but they never did that much for me...just meaningless one night stands that were soon forgotten. But Draco...I seriously think....I...I love you...but there's no way I can tell you...after all theres so much wrong with this. The last thing I want is you to be uncomfortable around me...

I've already done so much harm for you. You have to keep this facade of coldness up for one thing. I knew Voldemort was coming back...he was too strong and intelligent not to...he told me of his plans of resurrection before he was destroyed by Harry Potter. I knew he'd be back and take me back....if I didn't at least pretend to play along, he would've killed you my Dragon...and if you didn't act the way you did, your peers that actually want to become death eaters would've told Voldemort about it and you would've been severely punished...I know I've explained this to you time after time and you tell me you understand...but I still feel horrid about it...

But feeling bad about this won't help the situation. What will is a plan, which I am already forming. Sirius Black isn't the only unregistered animigus...I am as well. But the thing is...security here is extremely tight...I need to work on a distraction...Perhaps Severus will be able to come visit sometime. I have told him specifically not to tell of my help to the light...but perhaps he can at least help with a distraction.

Severus has been my one and only friend for the longest time...I had been friends with him for a while before we both decided to join the dark lord.... After a while, we both came to realize how much we wanted to quit...for our own reasons of course. Mine because I had had my fun and had felt the rush of power, but it had came to make me sick and I was tired of bowing down to that sick bastard.

Sev had joined because he felt he had nothing else....no one else...besides me of course. I hope to the gods though that he didn't just join because I did. He always did have a tendency to try and make me happy no matter the cost on him. But we both eventually learned the horridness of the dark lord and how unfair he was. Severus quit first. He decided to go to Dumbledore, but I...I was stupid. I stayed loyal...figuring it was just another sociopath who would soon be destroyed...then he told me of his plans in the case of his destruction. He had read up on how to reincarnate and had shown me all of his little plans to do so...And then I knew that there was no way I could truly escape him. I remember it scaring me half to death...because there was no turning back. I knew I couldn't turn back because he told me his plans the night my son was born...and I knew then that if I left the dark...he would not hesitate to kill Draco.

I really shouldn't be thinking about the past...the regret will only make me lose sanity faster. I have to start to think about good things...have to remember the good times...

I remember one time I took Draco to a muggle beach when he was a bit younger...maybe around 13. Thank god Narcissa didn't want to go...but it wasn't like I was gonna let her come anyway. I took him to a muggle beach because we were able to act like our true selves there. I remember going into the ocean and the waves were so high, they almost knocked Draco over. I held him close and tight, preparing for the force, but it wasn't enough for we both managed to fall over. He landed on top of me and we layed there laughing on the shore. We must've just stayed like that for the longest time, laughing and splashing each other with the water. I remember how close I came to kissing him, but luckily I was able to stop myself. I would never take advantage of my son like that. Soon we had gotten up and I had helped wipe the sand off him. I hugged him close and told him that I loved him and that soon he'd be able to act however he wanted. He grinned and leaned over and whispered

"Oh really...even if I did...this?" And with that he picked up a bucket of sand and threw it on my chest(a/n sorry nothing sexual--0). I smiled, laughed and picked him up and held him over the waters edge. He screamed gleefully before I dropped him in. He stood up, covered in seaweed, mock glaring at me. I smiled innocently.

"Oops sorry...accident." I said, still smiling. He threw a piece of seaweed at me and I fake scowled.

"How very unMalfoyish of you. I just may have to go Narcissa on you....but I don't think I can act like I'm pmssing every single moment of my life..." I say with a grin. He laughs and I hug him closely. We reluctantly went home soon after, but not before watching the sunset on the beach. That was one of the best days of my life...

Oh god those damn Sandefluas are coming back. I can hear there sickeningly high pitched screams. I know the hallucinations will start soon...I see one stop outside my cell and look in at me. Immediately the room is becoming a bit fuzzy and everything is now a reddish tinge. And there like in all these hallucinations is Draco...this time he is covered in blood. I know its not him but oh god his cries are so real!!

"YOU'RE NOT REAL!!" I hear myself shout. 'Draco' looks at me with hurt in his eyes...It's so fucking real...I cannot take it. I go over to hug the hallucination, but when I get close, blood begins seeping out of his eyes. He looks around in confusion, a face of agony. He cries out in pain and then his whole body begins to seep with blood. I have to remind myself he's only a hallucination...that the real Draco is at home sleeping peacefully in his bed. The hallucination calls out to me...

"FATHER HELP ME!!!" It cries. Why the hell does it have to be so real?!..I feel tears running down my own cheeks as I start to run over to him. But the moment I get close enough to hug him...tell him its alright...pretend thats it's real and that everything really will be ok...the hallucination literally blew up, blood that I knew deep down wasn't really there splattering everywhere and what remained of Draco's body falling to the ground. I am sobbing loudly now. Because everythings tinged red, my tears look like blood. Moments later though, the red tinge goes away and so does Draco's body and the blood, the the memory of it lives on. As I fall to my knees, still sobbing, the same thought penetrates through my head. This place must make hell seem like a picnic.

A/N--whee! Wow I'm hyper...especially after what I just wrote...Anyways I hoped you liked that...I got all the bg info for Lucius and Draco done now! Well anyway please review please please pleeeaasseeee!! Thank you!!