Disclaimer: Not mine.

Author's Note: Okay, It's one-sided yaoi. I don't usually write yaoi, (being raised as a good little Baptist girl'll do that to you), but I've become such a shipper lately, I had to do something. If you don't like the idea of boys liking boys howvere, I suggest you skip this drabble.


I love him.

I have for a long time, ever since we were little. Everyone has always passes it off as mere friendship, but it foes far deeper than that.

How can they not see the truth of it?

How can they be oblivious to the looks I give him, the seemingly innocent touches?

I guess it doesn't matter in the end.

He loves another.

She doesn't know it, though. Perhaps I should tell her…I just want him to be happy. He deserves it, and if she would make him happy…

Perhaps it's just meant to be the rat and the onigiri, not the rat and the cow.


I'm currently very deeply immersed in a Yuki/Haru stage right now. I had to do something with it myself. Sorry if it sucked. There is a reason I generally stick to het. pairings.

Oh, and thank you, Kerry, for my CowPals wrapper! It's in my box of happy memories!