Don't Cry
D/G
Disclaimer: Don't own anything, bla bla bla...
Summary: Ginny hates her life, she hates everyone in it, will suicide be the answer to her problems, and how will a certain Slytherin fit in?
Chapters
Depressed
Am I dead?
Why
Get of my CASE!
I love you
Am I dead now?
Is it the End?
NOO
I love you too
A/N
~
Chapter Five: I love you
WARNING: GINNY IS A VERY DRAMATIC PERSON IN MY FIC. ~
Draco banged his head against the cold stonewalls, of his private dorm.
"Ow!" He cried out loud.
Trying to make yourself forget hurt.
Forget about what?
Forget about her.
Ginny. She was haunting him. When he slept he dreamed of her, when he looked around he saw her, when he thought he thought of her (One time he found himself thinking 'Why do I love her so much')
Love her.
He couldn't even like her.
She made him smile and laugh, and all the things no one had before. He had never felt this way about someone. Never.
The little Weasel was crazy though; no one in their right mind would kill themselves without reason.
But she dared.
And that made him long for her even more.
He didn't know what to do...
All he knew was that she'd have to find out sooner or later.
She might try to kill herself yet again.
She had to know and soon.
He walked over to his closet, and took out a large black coat. He put it on and decided to go on a walk, he'd feel better.
Obviously that's not what happened.
~
The cold breeze of the night sky hit his face.
It felt good. He felt free. He walked, looking at the sky, admiring the stars and the moon.
He stopped under a tree with perfect view of the lake. He slid down the tree and sat down with his head resting on his knees, he closed his eyes for about a second when he heard:
"Mafloy?" From above.
~
'I'll just hide from Ron... But where, he and his big prat friend will be looking for me...' Ginny thought.
Four hours had passed since she had ran out of the Three Broomsticks. She paused and looked at the sky, the sun was lowering.
'It's so beautiful.' She thought to herself.
The pink shadow of the horizon fell on her face, and that's when she noticed she'd been standing there for a while now.
She looked around. The Hogwarts grounds where pretty big, there where lots of places to hide.
She kept walking.
She stopped at the lake. It was glistening, and it looked pink, and orange.
She'd stay outside.
She leaned back and found herself leaning against a tall tree.
A TREE!
That was it; she'd climb a tree and admire the beautiful day. At least she'd have something to do. Pretty soon, the moon had risen, and the stars where twinkling brightly.
Ginny sighed.
She had made up her mind, she wasn't going to kill herself, she wasn't going to get anywhere by running away from her problems.
That is until she heard the crunch of feet steeping on dry leaves.
'Oh no! Who's coming?' Ginny thought as she moved further up the tree.
The wind was starting to pick up; she'd have to leave soon.
The person was coming straight towards her. Just her luck, the person sat down at the edge of the tree.
That person had white blonde hair.
He reminded her of...
"Mafloy?" She asked. The guy looked up, steel gray locked with brown. It was him.
Part of her wanted to climb down the tree and sit with him, and the other half wanted to run away.
She didn't do either.
"Ginny we need to talk." He called up to her.
"Okay." She replied.
Seeing that she wasn't going to move Mafloy stood.
"Down here." He yelled.
"Do I have to?"
"YES!"
She slid down a branch and lost her balance.
'Oh no.' Mafloy sighed. He knew what he had to do, problem is he didn't want to. He held out his arms, and Ginny landed softly in his arms. He set her down.
"So..." She said.
"I... I think I..." He stammered very un-Mafloy like.
"No, you can't possible mean what I think you do." She said. Even though she knew that's exactly what she needed someone to like her.
"Ginny, I think I love you." He said looking straight into her eyes.
Half of her wanted to say that she loved him too, but the other half won again.
"You can't love me, you can't even like me. It can't HAPPEN. IT JUST CAN'T!" Ginny cried. Then the tears came, and boy did they come.
She didn't think, she just ran. She didn't know where she was going and right know she really didn't care.
Somehow she wound up in the Gryffindor common room, where she sprinted through the portrait hole and ran to her private dormitory, then one she'd had ever since she was found in the Chamber of Secrets.
That's it.
She's had enough.
She went into her closet and took out a shoebox, she opened to reveal, her old stuffed bunny, her dairy, her favorite candy wrapper, and a glistening silver knife engraved with the words, "I will love you for ever." This was the box of her most treasured things.
The candy wrapper, because it was the first one she had ever ate. The bunny because, it has been with her since she was born. The diary because, it was proof of her existence. And the knife because, her grandma had given it to her the night she died.
And it was with that knife that she would die.
She opened her dairy, and with the pen she always kept in there she wrote the date and scribbled "Today I die." She shut the dairy and took out the knife then she placed the shoebox on her bed, and with the same pen she wrote on the box, "The first person that finds this, please tell everyone I love them, and that I had my reasons, give these items to my parents, and tell them to read my dairy. With love Ginny."
She got the knife and with a shaky hand she cut one writs, she cried in pain, and slit the other one.
Then she laid on her bed, and thought.
It wouldn't be long now.
~
'Should I follow her?' Draco thought when Ginny ran out.
He hesitated.
'If I really do love her then I should.' He walked behind her watching her run.
He would get to her in time.
~
What will happen next find out next time in Don't Cry.
P.S. this time I mean it REVIEW! Hehe thanx, but remember that you don't have to only review if you like it and No flames!
D/G
Disclaimer: Don't own anything, bla bla bla...
Summary: Ginny hates her life, she hates everyone in it, will suicide be the answer to her problems, and how will a certain Slytherin fit in?
Chapters
Depressed
Am I dead?
Why
Get of my CASE!
I love you
Am I dead now?
Is it the End?
NOO
I love you too
A/N
~
Chapter Five: I love you
WARNING: GINNY IS A VERY DRAMATIC PERSON IN MY FIC. ~
Draco banged his head against the cold stonewalls, of his private dorm.
"Ow!" He cried out loud.
Trying to make yourself forget hurt.
Forget about what?
Forget about her.
Ginny. She was haunting him. When he slept he dreamed of her, when he looked around he saw her, when he thought he thought of her (One time he found himself thinking 'Why do I love her so much')
Love her.
He couldn't even like her.
She made him smile and laugh, and all the things no one had before. He had never felt this way about someone. Never.
The little Weasel was crazy though; no one in their right mind would kill themselves without reason.
But she dared.
And that made him long for her even more.
He didn't know what to do...
All he knew was that she'd have to find out sooner or later.
She might try to kill herself yet again.
She had to know and soon.
He walked over to his closet, and took out a large black coat. He put it on and decided to go on a walk, he'd feel better.
Obviously that's not what happened.
~
The cold breeze of the night sky hit his face.
It felt good. He felt free. He walked, looking at the sky, admiring the stars and the moon.
He stopped under a tree with perfect view of the lake. He slid down the tree and sat down with his head resting on his knees, he closed his eyes for about a second when he heard:
"Mafloy?" From above.
~
'I'll just hide from Ron... But where, he and his big prat friend will be looking for me...' Ginny thought.
Four hours had passed since she had ran out of the Three Broomsticks. She paused and looked at the sky, the sun was lowering.
'It's so beautiful.' She thought to herself.
The pink shadow of the horizon fell on her face, and that's when she noticed she'd been standing there for a while now.
She looked around. The Hogwarts grounds where pretty big, there where lots of places to hide.
She kept walking.
She stopped at the lake. It was glistening, and it looked pink, and orange.
She'd stay outside.
She leaned back and found herself leaning against a tall tree.
A TREE!
That was it; she'd climb a tree and admire the beautiful day. At least she'd have something to do. Pretty soon, the moon had risen, and the stars where twinkling brightly.
Ginny sighed.
She had made up her mind, she wasn't going to kill herself, she wasn't going to get anywhere by running away from her problems.
That is until she heard the crunch of feet steeping on dry leaves.
'Oh no! Who's coming?' Ginny thought as she moved further up the tree.
The wind was starting to pick up; she'd have to leave soon.
The person was coming straight towards her. Just her luck, the person sat down at the edge of the tree.
That person had white blonde hair.
He reminded her of...
"Mafloy?" She asked. The guy looked up, steel gray locked with brown. It was him.
Part of her wanted to climb down the tree and sit with him, and the other half wanted to run away.
She didn't do either.
"Ginny we need to talk." He called up to her.
"Okay." She replied.
Seeing that she wasn't going to move Mafloy stood.
"Down here." He yelled.
"Do I have to?"
"YES!"
She slid down a branch and lost her balance.
'Oh no.' Mafloy sighed. He knew what he had to do, problem is he didn't want to. He held out his arms, and Ginny landed softly in his arms. He set her down.
"So..." She said.
"I... I think I..." He stammered very un-Mafloy like.
"No, you can't possible mean what I think you do." She said. Even though she knew that's exactly what she needed someone to like her.
"Ginny, I think I love you." He said looking straight into her eyes.
Half of her wanted to say that she loved him too, but the other half won again.
"You can't love me, you can't even like me. It can't HAPPEN. IT JUST CAN'T!" Ginny cried. Then the tears came, and boy did they come.
She didn't think, she just ran. She didn't know where she was going and right know she really didn't care.
Somehow she wound up in the Gryffindor common room, where she sprinted through the portrait hole and ran to her private dormitory, then one she'd had ever since she was found in the Chamber of Secrets.
That's it.
She's had enough.
She went into her closet and took out a shoebox, she opened to reveal, her old stuffed bunny, her dairy, her favorite candy wrapper, and a glistening silver knife engraved with the words, "I will love you for ever." This was the box of her most treasured things.
The candy wrapper, because it was the first one she had ever ate. The bunny because, it has been with her since she was born. The diary because, it was proof of her existence. And the knife because, her grandma had given it to her the night she died.
And it was with that knife that she would die.
She opened her dairy, and with the pen she always kept in there she wrote the date and scribbled "Today I die." She shut the dairy and took out the knife then she placed the shoebox on her bed, and with the same pen she wrote on the box, "The first person that finds this, please tell everyone I love them, and that I had my reasons, give these items to my parents, and tell them to read my dairy. With love Ginny."
She got the knife and with a shaky hand she cut one writs, she cried in pain, and slit the other one.
Then she laid on her bed, and thought.
It wouldn't be long now.
~
'Should I follow her?' Draco thought when Ginny ran out.
He hesitated.
'If I really do love her then I should.' He walked behind her watching her run.
He would get to her in time.
~
What will happen next find out next time in Don't Cry.
P.S. this time I mean it REVIEW! Hehe thanx, but remember that you don't have to only review if you like it and No flames!