Dusclaimer: Again i don't own anything. But i wish i did.

Pairings: Speed and Calleigh

Narcotics 5

"Tim, Tim, wake up, honey wake up!" yelled Calleigh as she shoke Tim awake.

"What, what happend?" asked Tim

"You were having a nightmare." said Calleigh "Tim honey what happend up there?"

"No- Nothing, happend." said Tim rolling back over

"Tim, you never have nightmares, now tell me what happend."

Tim sighed heavily and opend up his mouth to speak but a little girl tottered into the room.

"Momma." said Maggie

"Hey sweetie. did you sleep good last night?" asked Calleigh. Maggie nodded

"Daddy!" said Maggie jumping on Tim

"How does she even know who I am?" asked Tim

"Well when I thought you were gone I showed her a picture of you everyday, so she would always know who you were."

"Daddy are you going to leave me and mommy again?" asaked Maggie with her wide blue eyes

"No sweetheart, I promise that i will never, ever leave you again, ok i promise." said Tim bringing tears to his eyes

Calleigh got up and walked out of the room.

"Calleigh, Calleigh." said Tim standing up and putting Maggie on his hip

"Why did you tell her that?" asked Calleigh

"What are you talking about?" asked Tim

"Why did you tell her that you might never leave her again?"

Tim took Maggie off his hip and set her on the floor. "Honey why don't you go crawl up into Mommy and Daddy's bed and watch t.v. while me and Mommy talk ok." said Tim

"Ok." said Maggie and she scrambled up the stairs

"Calleigh were is all of this coming from?"

"Because Tim you and I both dont know whats going to happen out there on the field, anything can happen, you know that you've seen it" said Calleigh

"Calleigh, honey i'm (sighs) i'm not going anywhere i promise you-

"You don't know that Tim, you don't know if some guy is just going to walk into a crime scene and shoot you, or stab you, or knock you through a window, you don't know that, Tim i already thought i lost you once, i don't want to have that feeling again." said Calleigh crying

"Calleigh, I-

"Let me see your gun?" asked Calleigh

"What?" asked Tim

Let. Me. See. Your. Gun!" yelled Calleigh

"What why?"

"Speedle, let me see it?"

Speed walked over to the side table by the door and picked it up and handed it to Calleigh. Calleigh sat down next to Tim at the Kitchen table. Calleigh took the slide of the gun off and the magizne, and took a flashlight and looked inside of the gun.

"How do you expect me to believe that you will never leave me and Maggie again when you don't even clean your gun.'

"Calleigh if thats what your worried about, me not cleaning my gun, then why don't you clean it." said Tim frustrated

"Because Tim. I'm the mother of your child, and your wife, i shouldn't have to hold your hand, and help you clean your gun, god damn it, Tim, your a big boy your more then capable of cleaning your own gun. I mean god Tim do you know by not cleaning your gun your taking the chance of me dying or Eric, or Horatio, every day you go out on the filed you take that risk, Tim!"

"Calleigh, what are you saying?" asked Tim worridley

"I'm saying either you clean your gun and take care of yourself or you can say goodbye to me and Maggie right now, i swear we will walk through that door right now and we will never look back!" said Calleigh

"Calleigh i don't believe you."

"No Tim i don't believe you." said Calleigh as she walked up the stairs into the bedroom and grabbed Maggie

"Alright Tim i say to you again, either you clean your gun, or were gone."

"Mommy what's going on?" asked Maggie

"Maggie shh." said Calleigh

Tim just stood there at the door frame and folded his arms. Calleigh walked over to the door.

"Lat chance Speedle, what's it gonna be, i'm not going to go out on that filed and know that you couldn't protect me if something happend." said Calleigh and Tim still just stood there and didn't move

"Fine i'm leaving me and Maggie will be staying at Maxine's if you change your mind.

Tim stuck his hand on the other side of the door blocking Calleigh from leaving.

"Tim, move your hand!" said Calleigh angrily

"No! I'm not letting you leave."

"Move your hand right now, Speedle." And with that Tim did excatly what she said he moved her hand and watch his daughter and wife walk out the door, Tim stood there for awhile and then Calleigh came back in. Tim thought she was going to say something like never mind i won't leave you. But she came in set Maggie down and took her right hand with the left hand and slid her ring off her finger and set it down into the table. Calleigh took one last look at Tim and walked out the door.

"Calleigh please don't go." said Tim walking out the door. but Calleigh didn't stop driving.

S/C S/C S/C S/C S/C S/C S/C S/C --- 3 WEEKS LATER

"Calleigh, come on open up." said Tim pounding on the door

"Tim what are you doing." said Valera

"Is Calleigh here, please come on let me see her, please Valera."

"She doesnt want to see you and besides she's at the lab."

"Well is Maggie here, can i atleast see her?"

"Tim."

"Valera please?" said Tim with pleading eyes

"Alright fine but only for a little while Calleigh will be home soon"

"Ok thank you." said Tim walking into Valera's house

Tim walked up stairs and into the room where Maggie was playing.

"Dadda!" yelled Maggie as she ran up to her father and into his arms

"Hey sweetheart."

"Daddy?"

"Yeah."

"Are you and mommy going to get a d- d."

"A divorce?" said Tim

"Yeah, thats it."

"No honey, me and Mommy arn't going to get a divorce. I will never let that happen ok." said Tim and Maggie nodded

"Tim what are you doing here?"

TBC...