...Wow, long time since I've written, right?
Heh, haven't written since I wrote "Love Thy Enemy." Well, time to go write again, since I feel like I am going to implode...
Griever: -Frets- Oh, Lady Hitomi... I wish you didn't have to go through this much...
I know, my guardian angel, I know... But I must do what I need to do. This is dedicated to someone... Someone who I care about very much, who is going through a lot as well as my other friends... All because of parents/school. Mostly parents. I swear... -Grips hands into fists- I swear, I am going to lose my sanity, whatever's left of it, all because of what's happening. So don't be surprised if I start plotting.
Seiya: Oh no, you don't!
Saiyou: Shut up for once, Saint. Let her do this.
Seiya: But-!
No buts, shut up. This is dedicated to someone who does write here... Who is also my boyfriend. I am writing this because... I feel like I haven't been very caring towards him, so I want to dedicate this to him.
Standard. Disclaimers. Apply.
From The Heart
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I have sworn to protect.
In my mind, I had made a silent vow.
A silent vow that I will not admit out loud.
An oath that I will. . . Make you happy.
Ironic, isn't it. . .
You're the one who made the oath. . .
To be the one who will make me feel safe,
No matter what. . .
About time I returned the favor. . .
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I wonder now, day after day, day in and day out.
If I had made a mistake.
If I had made a mistake on making that vow,
Which I had binded with knife, flesh, and blood.
What if I am not able to fulfill it?
What then?
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Day in and day out, I see you suffer.
Going through more hardships than I ever would.
Sometimes, I wish I wasn't so lucky.
Sometimes, I wish I can just take your place.
Or, at least, be in the same predicament(s) as you have been in.
So that I can feel the same pain you're in,
So that I can even protect you from the suffering of it all.
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But is it possible to do that?
No, you cannot turn back Time. . .
Though I wish I can just take away the pain. . .
I can't take it anymore.
Regrets have been coursing through my mind,
Wishing I had not worried you so,
Wishing I didn't say things in a harsh matter.
Right now, I am slipping off the edge,
Just hanging by a thread I need to hold onto. . .
I just want to start everything over, so to take away the hurt,
The hurt that etches deeply into your scarred heart, even as a child.
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I'm trying to hold on. . .
Onto a time, this time, when nothing mattered. . .
When nothing had mattered at all, just you.
I want to erase the things I've done,
The things I've said and done that had hit you verbally,
That had made your heart surge a pain that is more searing than anything,
Hell, even more sharp than a dagger or lance, or any other sharp weapon.
You told me yourself it hurts. . .
To see me sad or to hear me say such foolish things. . .
. . .I'm sorry. . .
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Have I made you very happy?
Have I been good enough for you. . .?
How I wish I knew,
Although you've always reassured me that I have. . .
I still hold onto you, even now. . .
My life thread. . .
My other self, my half, my polar opposite. . .
Though we may be very different, we're also very alike, in a way. . .
Ironic, isn't it. . .?
Forgive me of what I've done,
For I never meant to do those things to you. . .
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I'm afraid, very afraid to lose a reason,
My reason.
A reason for everything,
And for this. . .
You are my reason,
And for that, I. . .
. . .I won't let go. . .
Until the end of Time, I won't let go of you. . .
...And Seiya, shut up, don't tell me I've overdone the sappiness.
Seiya: n.n; -Edges away-
Griever: -Enthralled- Angsty... Yet very sweet. Good job, Lady Hitomi.
Saiyou: n.n This wasn't overdone, I'm sure... It's very lovely... And sweet...
XD Eh, I sounded too noble, and this was so angsty! Well, you guys can guess which pairing is this, for I am still trying to figure it out. And I am glad I wrote this... Okay, I am not saying what pairing this is, either you can use your imagination, or try to figure out; either way.
Inspiration of What Made Me Write This: Hoobastank's, The Reason. Simple Plan's, Untitled (yeah, it's really called that). And some J-Pop got me thinking also. And, of course, the person I care about.
Hope you guys like it. Review please.