Moving On

Author's Note- Sorry for the LONG, LONG update.


"Eric is you going to go to your daughter or what? If you don't make up with her, I will never speak to you again." All the kids walked into the room and sat on the bed. "Dad this is your entire fault, yours, all yours, only yours. If you did not be so harsh on her, she would still be here. She made a tiny mistake, and you can't apologize her, god dad!" Mary yelled and ran out of the room. "Annie I don't know, I just don't believe her." Then sighed that his wife would be deadly mad at him.

Each time I look at Kevin he astounds me. Just not like any 'other guy' that I have known, met or knew. Kevin is different; he is not like the others. He is ordinary, he seems, well, perfect. More perfect then I ever pictured a man to be, or just any person. When I look at him, I just could not picture the thought of being with another man right now. Like my ex-boyfriend Jeremy. Ugh, I hated him! He was so selfish, so obnoxious, ignorant, but mostly anything, that does with hatred. Sometimes when I used to look at him, I thought that I could have him, but back then I never knew wishes we truly believable. Now as I look into life, I cannot condemn that one feeling, that feeling I had towards him for about three years. I thought it was just a phase that would go away, but it never did. I just could not comprehend it, after I broke up with Jeremy, I feel more, and more intimate towards Kevin then me ever been, or ever been towards another man.

"God, why, why god? Tell me; please tell me what is happening to my husband. He is acting like a physic manic. Could life get any worse than it already is?" I kept repeating to myself inside my head. Then my husband came in. All I wanted to do right now is punch him, scream at him, or anything. "Annie, I am sorry." Annie rolled her eyes. "Sorry? Just sorry? Eric, that's not going to cut anything, I want you to GO to OUR daughter and fix things before they get any worse than they are. I am still mad at you, and I will stay mad at you until you unfix what I want you to fix with our daughter. If not, you'll be sleeping on that couch until you do."

I walked into the room looking at Lucy. Boy is she beautiful. "Hey Lucy." I told her and put my arms around her waist. She smiled and kissed me on the cheek. "Hey." We continued talking.

I have to go and get my relationship back with Lucy, if not Annie will hate me forever. Therefore, I am driving to Kevin's house. I am still mad.

As I walk up to the door of the house, I breathe, sigh, and ring the doorbell. Kevin answers. "Hi sir." The man said. "Can I speak to Lucy please?" "One moment please." he said and shut the door.

I walked into the room where Lucy is and told her that her father was here. She went to the door. "Hello father." she said in a very, very mad tone. "Can your forgive me?" He asked almost begging. "No, sorry." Then she slammed the door in my face. Therefore, I went and left.


Author's note- what is going to happen next?