Taking over me

An/ the follow is fan fiction so digimon does not belong to me it yaoi you've been warned. It so a song fic the lyrics belong evanescence. Now on with the story. The lyrics are in italics. From Tai pov

You don't remember

But remember you.

I lie awake and try so hard

Not to think of you

I stand in the darkness of the club looking up at the stage. I don't think he sees me or remembers me for that matter. I wish I could forget him. I stay awake all night with Yamato on my mind I try so hard not think of him...

But who can decide what they dream?

And dream I do…..

Yamato even in my dreams and in those dreams we are lovers once more, and he was never drawn away my fame spot light. And has not lost his way.

I believe in you

Ill give up everything just to find you

I have to be with you to live to breath

You're taking over me.

I don't think he even knows how much of my life he consumes. I feel like he's the only reason I am still breathing , The gut that is on stage is not my Yama, he's just the shell that's left over.

Have you forgotten all I know and all we had?

You saw me mourning my love for you ,and touched my hand

I knew you loved me then

I think he sees me and is acting like he does not even remember me I feel tears forming in my eye, it makes me wonder if he remembers another time he saw me crying for him and took my hand. He led me to his room where he kissed my tears away and we made love until we were spent. It's so different this time he walks right past me like I am not even there.

I believe in you

Ill give up everything just to find you

I have to be with you to live to breath

You're taking over me.

He is lost to me now, I gave up everything for him and now I leave the club with one last look at my reason to go on breathing. He belongs to the spot light now.

I look in the mirror and see your face

If I look deep enough

So many things inside like you are

Taking over.

I look in the mirror and see him I also se dark thoughts telling me to end it,

Then I press the razor to my wrist there no reason to go breathing with out him.

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