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Day 3
Ellie's POV
I had gone through so many emotions yesterday I didn't know where to begin. So I confronted Sean while he was most vulnerable; in the shower. He jumped when I flung the curtain back revealing all of him but he continued to wash his hair. It was so hard to be mad at him when I watche deach of his muscles act in turn and making him even more gorgeous then I already percieved him to be. But I had to talk to him about Emma and what he was thinking/feeling. I couldn't put it off, there was too much at risk.
"Sean," I asked, flicking the rubberband against my wrist.
"Hmm?" He replied rinsing the shampoo out of his hair.
"Is there anything...going on between you and Emma Nelson?" I put my head in my hands and sighed waiting for the answer. Instead I heard the shower shut off and the rustling of the shower curtain. I looked up and saw Sean putting a towel around his waist and running his hand through his hair.
"Sean...did you hear me?" Ia sked. Wondering if he was ignoring me or if this was his way of saying yes. He turned his back to me and splashed cold water on his face waking him up officially. I sighed and left the bathroom and entered the bedroom. On the bed was my bag...and a note. I walked over and picked up the note with shaking hands.
Ellie
Today at some point I know you're going to ask me if there's anything going on between me and Emma. The answer is no nothing is going on. Now I could be like most loser boyfriends and ask why you want to know but I already know that. The way I was acting yesterday would make anyone think that. Yes I may still love Emma, but very deep down. I hurt her bad and I doubt she'll ever forgive me for a lot of things The point is I'm with you and that's the I want it.
Love Sean
I held the piece of lined paper to my heart and let out a huge sigh. No one could know how relieved I was. I went into the kitchen expecting to see Sean there instead I found no one just another note. I grabbed it wondering what I'd find.
Here's the keys, I took the bus c u l8er
-Sean
The one thing on the note that stood out to me was that instead of a love Sean it was -Sean. Looking down I saw the red convertible's car keys. The first thing that ran through my mind was the thought he had left to meet Emma. But as I reread the first note I didn't believe it and ignored my gut. I grabbed the keys and ran out the door choking back tears that at any moment could break into full out sobbing. As I drove to school I realized that I had not put my armbands on that hide my scars. Panicking I searched the car, after it parked, for a jacket of some sort. The only thing I could find was a jean jacket that looked remarkably like the one that Emma had had two years back, but it wasn't Emma had destroyed that jacket for some reason...no one ever knew why.
I walked by all the familiar faces and people smiling in reply to their waves and smiles. I arrived at my locker which was right by Mr. Simpson's room. While I twisted the lock to the correct numbers I looked into the classroom. Emma and Sean were about a foot apart and were talking. Then they began to fight. As Emma started to yell something Sean leaned down and kissed her. She was sstunned and then when he didn't pull away she wrapped her arms around his neck, one of his hands placed itself on her waist...the other on her cheek. I felt my knees go weak as they stayed locked in that kiss, not moving. With their eyes closed and their arms around eachother they did not notice me hurridly leave running down the hall. Then I stopped and thought for a moment then ran back. Slamming the classroom door open Emma and Sean swiftly turned their heads and looked at me.
"Oh..Ellie...Umm" she looked at Sean and bit her bottom lip, pulling away Sean stepped towards me, putting his hand on my shoulder, I shrugged it off.
"Ellie..this it was nothing." He said quickly. I saw the hurt cross Emma's face and I knew that to her it meant something.
Emma's POV
We were fighting again. But this time, it wasn't over what we did or did not do. It was how we felt and what we were going to do about it.
"Sean you have Ellie, you don't need me!" I cried trying to stop tears.
"Emma, I always loved you." He said looking me in the eye.
"Sean, you and Ellie are for eachother. Not me and you. It's not meant to be." I yelled.
"And why not!" He cried. He ran his hand through his hair frusterated.
"I'm sorry, we're just not meant for eachother...I..." I was cut off. I opened my eyes and looked into the face of Sean, his face so close to mine, his lips on mine, suddenly everything fell out of view except for us two. When I was sure he would not pull away I put my arms around his neck and he put his hands on my waist and cheek. We remained in that kiss until the door slammed open and there stood Ellie.
I pulled away from Sean and tried to think of something tos ay but there were no words. Then he stepped forward and told her that it meant nothing. My hear broke when he said that and by Ellie's face I knew she saw it on mine. I swallowed my tears and grabbed my bag off of the desk.
"I...I have to go." I said and started to the door. "I...I'm sorry Ellie." Wasll I managed to say before squeezing between the door and Ellie. I ran down the hall to the bathroom. Hanging my bag on the door and drawing my feet on the toilet seat I stayed there.
Sean's POV
Her lips felt so perfect on my lips, like a pair of pants that fit just right. When Ellie walked in I was mixed with emotions. Being with Emma I had felt so complete but when I placed my hand on Ellie's shouler I felt nothing. The anger and hurt on her face was unbearable so I said said something idioticand so stupid it could have cost me Emma forever. I said it was nothing. Not only was that stupid...but it was also a lie. I could not believe that I had said that. But as Emma ran away and Ellie glared at me with unbearable pain I could not stop my emotions for Emma and I couldn't take back that kiss. Emma and I had been goin' off about me and Ellie and how we were meant to be not me and Emma. I couldn't take it. So I kissed her. I could tell she was hesitant but soon went into it like me.
Ellie stared at me waiting for a real explanation that I knew I had to give. I sighed and took her hands.
"Ellie..I" She cut me off and pushed me away. I was shocked but that didn't stop me from saying anything, "Ellie I...listen it..." I stammered, I couldn't get my words together.
"What Sean what? What are you going to say?" She snapped, tears brimming her eyes. I stood in disbelief as she went off. "Don't tell me that kiss didn't mean anything. That it was nothing!" She yelled. "I know damn well that you still love her!" I opened my mouth to answer but she continued. "I saw the way you looked at her yesterday and I saw how you kissed her today. You kissed her like you meant it with you whole heart. You never kissed me like that...not once." She whispered the last sentence as a tear fell down her cheek.
"Ellie listen..I did mean it when I kissed you..I did." I sighed I had nothing.
"No Sean don't Ellie me..you know what has to happen." She said quietly. I nodded and waited for her to say it was over.
"Choose," She said simply, tears disappearing.
"What?" I asked taken aback.
"Choose...me or her." She said, turned on her heal, and walked down the hall.
As she exited the school I could see er snapping her rubberband violently. I saw her grab her wrist tightly as she ran down the stairs.
Thanks for all the gr8 reviews I've been getting! Keep reviewing and I'll keep updating! R&R
Love Roxy
Preview for Day 3
Sean's POV
I walked into the bathroom. Ellie had left the shower curtain half open. I pulled it all the way open. She didn't move from washing her face.
"I have a decision." She rinsed her face and looked at me.
(OOooh what will he say? R&R enough and you'll find out :D lol hehe )
