A/N: Ok, so I thought about not writing anymore to this story, but I didn't feel like it, but after this chapter and maybe one more I'm going to put it on hold until like late January, I have another story That I'm working on that's a Chriatmasy one, but it will be back.

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Disclaimer: All of that on the first chapter.

Rating: PG-13

Summary: "You know if Gibbs was here he would have done it."

(Gibbs POV)

I walk out of the bullpen after I've given my team members their assignments.

Having this case and the things it's bringing back is enough to deal with, but Jessica being back was more than I could take in a lifetime.

We had so many things we needed to discuss, and so many things left open when she transferred.

I could have taken one or the other one it's own any day, but knowing she would bring up everything from the past I knew I would have to get out of there for a while to prepare myself for what could happen.

I unlocked my car, got in, and drove away.

"Mr. and Mrs. Gibbs," called the doctor from the door.

"Yes," I said as he walked into the room.

No, I won't let this memory come now, I can't take this one.

I got Abby to disable the radio, I don't have anyone to talk to, and it'll be five minutes till I can get to the coffee place I like.

"Lillian has severe brain damage from the lack of blood," he stopped for a moment, "It's very unlikely she'll ever come out of a coma."

"Jethro," was the only thing his wife could say as she cried into his chest.

He held her there for a while, not giving himself the advantage to cry, trying not to fall apart, trying the best he could to hold her in his arms and hold back the tears that threatened to fall.

"Lilly," she called out her name as she cried.

He couldn't help it, he couldn't stop the tears this time, he just cried there with her, crying for her, calling out her name, hoping that she would just wake up and everything would be the same.

I pull up to the coffee shop, wiping away the single tear that managed to escape the wall that I had put up between me and the world.

I got out of the car, knowing the worst was over and that maybe the rest wouldn't be so bad, but I knew it would.

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"Tony, we've been working on this for four hours, how many time do I have to tell you I don't want to hear about 'what you ate for dinner' or 'what movie you saw last weekend' or any other idiotic thing you might think of, okay!" yelled Jessica.

"I was just trying to get a good conversation going, this search is taking forever." Tony tried to defend.

"How is 'I saw this movie one time where the one guy cut the other guys head off' a good conversation starter."

"Well..." he was interrupted by the beep indicating the end of the search.

"Great, nothing on Jeff Fields either." Jessica huffed as she typed in the next name.

"So whose next on are list?" Tony asked as he tried to look at the sheet with all of the alias' they were trying to find stuff on.

"Were on the next year, 2002, Mayport FL, David Sanders." she said as the search started.

"So, you ever see Halloween 8, it's the best one......" he stopped after he saw Jessica's face, "What?"

"It's like it goes in one ear and out the other, or does it even go in one."

"Would you two stop fighting, I'm trying to read through these files and profile these guys, could you be any louder." Kate interrupted one of the many fights they had gotten into that day.

"We aren't fighting Kate, I'm just trying to start a conversation and Jessica is getting mad that there...."

"Unintelligent," Jessica finished for him.

"No, just not your type of conversations."

"Kate," she turned the only other woman on her team, "Unintelligent?"

"Tony, she is right. Now just do your work and be quiet so I can do mine."

"Great, two Kates," Tony mumbled under his breath.

Being right beside him Jessica easily heard what he had said and smacked him in the back of the head.

"Hey!"

"You know if Gibbs was here he would have done the same thing."

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