Prolog

Haleys pov.

Its my senior year at tree hill high and a lot has changed in my life, ive been through so much and ive grown so much and I was really happy with where my life was going and then my English teacher called me into his office and everything came crashing down. He wanted to talk to me about this paper he had the whole class writing the topic was write about you first relationship where you were in love. The whole class was really excited because we thought it was going to be an easy A, haha right we didn't realize that our teacher was satin and this was just a ploy to ruin all of us. Let me start from the beginning and then you will understand why im being so dramatic.

ch 1

About a month ago are teacher announced that weren't going to have a final, but in its place we were going to write one story, each person topic would be different that he would choose and that this project would be the defining peace of our high school lives. I was so excited because the one thing that I did very well was writing, he passed around papers for each person and on the sheet was an appointment time in which we would meet with Mr. Meadows so he could give us our topics. I was excited because mine was that day so I would have to wait.
Flashback
Knock Knock Knock
T: come in
H: hi mister meadows
T: oh hi haley Im glad you're here, come on lets get started
H: okay I really excited about this project I hope I do well on it
T : im sure you will do fine, as long as you put everything you have down on that paper.
H: oh I will, so what is my topic
T: haley before we get to that I feel I should explain to you what I want to accomplish with this project, see I know how overwhelming college can be especially for you kids who have been in this small town for so long I feel like you're at a slight disadvantage then the rest of the college freshman next year because they actually have been in a more diverse environment, but I know all of you will do amazing because you are all amazing people. Now getting to the point I noticed that this year all of you did really well and haley your writing is really very good you are vry talented and I feel like if you wanted to persure writing as your future you would really get somewhere.
H: oh wow mr. meadows Ive wanted to be a journalist for so long and Its just I didn't think you thought I was a good writer I mean you haven't gave me an A on any of my freelance projects so far this year.
T: haley its not that I don't think your papers are well written they are and on your essays on other books your really reach me with your words, but your free peaces that you choose to write they are just so safe I don't see the passion its like your afraid to show you care and that is one of the most important things I writer needs to have is emotions and you just lost that this year so I want to help you try to find that again.
H: I know that I have changed a lot but mr. meadows im better now I was just going through something their for a while but Im better now and Im really gonna try to put more emotion in this project I promise
T: im glad to here that haley but I think that the topic I have chosen for you is perfect to help you bring back your passion. Ive decided that I want you to write me a story, a short story of course of the most intense love you have ever felt for someone of the opposite sex, now it doesn't have to mean you have had a relationship it could be a crush even but It has to be the about the strongest love you have felt for someone who is a boy.
H: umm okay that's kind of different but I think I can do it
T: im glad cuz I think you can too, now you have till graduation to complete this but If you want to start it now and kind of show me where your going I can help you out on the way because I want this to be the best thing you have done so far and I expect nothing less than an A paper from you.
H: okay mr. meadows thankyou for the help bye.
T: bye

General pov.(still flashback, the whole story will be in flashback Unless I tell you its present)
Haley walked out of class and it was after school already so she started walking to work. She finally got off and 6 and went home. She sat at her computer desk and started writing she decided she was writing about lucas he was the best friend that she had ever had and their was nobody that she loved like him other then her brothers and sisters. She started writing Monday and she just couldn't stop she was determind to leave her heart on the paper she worked on it for a whole weak even on the weekend and finally Sunday night she finished. She couldn't believe how quick she had finished it but she was so proud of it because it was the realist thing she had written in a long time, but she didn't want to think of the past because that would just take her back to that dark place.

Monday morning she went to first period which was her English class and she walked up to mr. meadows. "mr. Meadows I have the ruff draft to my paper I worked on it all week and I cant wait for you to read it" haley said with the biggest smile. "wow haley im impressed when did you have time to finish it didn't sleep this week" he said jokingly "harldy I just couldn't stop" " well how about I read this during lunch and my free period and you come see me today after school and we can talk about it" " wow that would be great mr. meadows thanks"

Halys pov
The whole day I was so excited I could wait to see what mr. meadows had to tell me about my paper and how much he liked it. Finally it was 3:25 and the school bell would be ringing in 5 min and then it rang and I got my stuff together put them in my locker and their I was in front of mr. meadows office. I knocked
T: come in
H: hi its me haley
T: haley im glad you came please take a seat
H: thanks wow I have been nervous all day I could wait to see what you think of it, I think its some of the best stuff ive written in a long time
T: haley please have a seat I think we need to talk
H: okay that doesn't sound to good
T: haley I read your paper and I think its very well written and I really felt what you were saying , but if I was to grade this paper I would have to give you an F.
H: AN F why
T: because haley although this paper was good haley its not what I asked from you
H: but you said someone that I felt a lot of love for that was a boy and that is what lucas is
T: haley this is a story about two best friends if I took lucas's name and replace it with the name Brittney the emotion of the story would change. Haley I know how hard you worked on this paper but it is a cop out.
H: how is it a cop out
T: look haley I know you have felt love towards a guy that was more than friendship because I remember you being own of the most passionate and emotional people the last 3 years and that comes from being in love and I noticed you change this year and im not saying its wrong but I just want you to tell me about that time in your life and I know you are talented enough to make me feel what that felt like.
H: look mr. meadows I get that you want me to be a better writer and that you want to bring the emotion back into my writing, but that part of my life is closed and I cant go back their.
T: cant or wont haley , look im not asking you to tell me personal details of what you guys shared if you don't want to ultimately that's up too you how much you want to give me but I do want to see that fire inside you so I can see just how good you are
H: how is telling you about a past love going to show you im good
T: because haley if you could who me with you your words how you felt and if you can show me your love then ill know how good you are because I can feel it just by your writing and if you could do that , it means you have a gift and I feel you have that power your just afraid to go inside of your self to achieve it.
H: okay ill think about it, that's all I can promise you mr. meadows
T: well haley that's a start

I left his office and I almost wanted to just get the F because it would be a lot easier then going back to those feelings and those thoughts of me and him.

please tell me what you think bc this is kind of about some real experiances that ive went through and i really hope you guys like it thanks for reading kris