Title: Only You Can Save Me
CH: 1 Meetings
WARNING: contains self-mutilation
Pairings RXS, others to be revealed later
Flashback
"Hey, you look stupid".
"Yeah you with the stupid white hair".
"Stop it'…
"God What a freak"!
"Hey, leave him alone".
"Oh, look its Sora come to play hero".
"What are you going to do Sora"?
"AHH"!
"Hey get this freak off me".
"Let's get out of here"
"It's okay their gone now", "what's your name"?
"Riku".
"That's a pretty name". "You shouldn't let those older forth graders pick on you"
"Okay","Sora …Do you want to be my friend"?
"Sure"
"Hey Sora you coming to play or not"?
"Ok I have to go now". "See you later Riku"
End Flashback
POV: Riku
That was the first time we meet, and from then on Sora was my one and only friend. Of course he had other friends, but I didn't. I just don't get along with other people, but Sora was always trying to get me to be more social and get more friends.
In the 3rd grade I had a total of 4 friends. Sora, Wakka, Tidus, and Selphie. I also had 1 enemy. Kairi. Just the sound of her name makes sick, because Kairi was always trying to take my Sora away. Those right my Sora. I had placed my claim on him back in 1st grade, and there was no way in hell I was going to let that bitch get her claws into him. Though at times now it seems my efforts were for nothing, because over the summer of 3rd grade Sora and his parents packed up and moved away. I never saw him again. I got a random postcard every now and then but tat soon stopped after about a month. You may think it wrong that I have been in love with my best friend since I meet him in 1st grade, but Sora and I just had this connection that made me feel safe and loved just that first day when he protected me from those bullies.
Even after this 15 year separation, I can still remember the color of his cobalt eyes, the sound of his laugh, and the pure joy he just seemed to give off, and even though 15 years has past I find that I am still in love with my best friend. I don't think I know how not to be in love with him, but this doesn't matter because he is moving back to the island today to live in his old house, across the street from mine. Everything will be like it was before. It will be as if their wasn't a 15 year separation, and maybe I will be able to tell him of my feelings for him. If you haven't figured it out yet I am gay. I think I first found out that one night Sora slept over right before he was about to leave for his new home.
Flashback
"Do you want to go"?
"You know I don't Riku", "I want to stay here, with the people and places I grew up with".
"Will you forget about me"?
"No, Riku never say that", "Your in my heart, and once your in their there is no way of getting out, no matter what you do".
"Sora… I think I...Lo"
"Don't worry Riku I will be back someday and then we can go on all those great adventures we talk about".
"I'll miss you Sora, a lot".
"I know Riku I'll miss you a lot too"," here Riku I want you to have my crown necklace".
"No, Sora it's your favorite, it's so special to you".
"Not as special as you are to me, take it".
"Okay, Sora I'll never forget you"
"I won't forget you either Riku"
End Flashback
Yes I think I will finally be able to release all the feelings inside of me…I wonder if Sora has changed much.
POV: Sora
It has been 15 year since I have been on this god forsaken piece of land. Being here makes me feel…it makes me feel what I want dead…myself. I feel the cold knife in my hand and press it to my skin, not enough to pierce it, but just enough to block the images of his green eyes out. For all I know he has already forgotten me, even though we said we would never forget each other, but that's life I guess. You can only depend on yourself.
But sill part of me wonders what happened to the boy inside me, the one who was once…happy. I don't think I have ever been happy any where else, surely not in the city. I guess I have only one more shot for myself, my last resort to. Feel anything, something besides the pain.
AV: Okay I don't exactly know where this came from but, here it is. I personally think it could have been better but, that's just me.
Alec: You can say that again.
Lynx: Yeah.
AV: I don't know whether I will continue this or not. This is kind of a personal issue of mine. It all depends on the reactions I get in my review, if there are any.
Alec: So once more hit that review button and review.
Lynx: Yes please do.
AV: I guess that's all for now if I update it the story soon it means I will probably continue on with it, or that I am just taking a break writing my other stories, which everyone should read. All for now. Review! Amas Veritas