Love can Kill Chapter 5: pyscho and savior, an inuyasha fanfic

Ch. 5: Yeyness a new chapter! I know I am soooo slow. Heh heh….the good stuff is coming.

Kagome stood back and marveled at her work; she had truly outdone herself this time. Her dress was simply beautiful with a little of her own personality. She hoped she looked as good in it as it was by itself.

She had dropped of Souta at Kohaku's house, and briefly spoke to Sango telling her she need to hurry and finish her dress. She now sat in front of the mirror fixing her make-up and hair. She wore black eyeliner, onyx eye shadow, a little shimmer blush, shiny blood red lip gloss, and blood red nail polish. Her hair was twisted into an elegant bun with a few pieces of hair hanging on her face. She then proceeded to put her mother's favorite jewelry; a beautiful black chandelier necklace, and a pair of matching earrings.

After she proclaimed herself ready she slipped into the dress and pair of shoes she had made. She knew that she looked beautiful, but couldn't help being self-critical. The one thing that crossed her mind was, 'Will Sesshomaru like how I look?' She was startled when her doorbell rang. Kagome opened it to find a man in a chauffeur's uniform. "Wow! You look amazing Miss Higurashi! I am Kail I will be escorting you to the business social. Mr. Hatario asked me personally."

"Well then I thank you Kail."

"It is no problem at all, no need to thank me." He brought her down the stairs to find a black stretch limo in front of the building.

Kagome handed the driver a large duffel bag, "Can you put this in Sesshomaru's room? I am supposed to spend the night at the mansion."

"Sure thing Miss."

Kagome held her breath as they pulled up in front of the Hatario mansion. Kail got out and opened the door for her. Taking his hand he led her to the base of the front steps. "Thank you Kail. I think I can find my way from here." Kagome climbed the steps, and once she was on the top she saw him, she saw Sesshomaru. He was dressed in a white haori (sp?) with red sakura flowers and matching pants. (I don't know the Jap. word for pants :P)

He had two very real swords attached to his hip also. She had to admit he looked silly, but he was still stunning. She saw that he know she was there and he took her hand, and they walked inside the mansion together.

Sesshomaru hated the fact that his father made him wait outside, and greet each guest until his date got here. He hoped that the stupid driver he hired isn't late. Kouga and Ayame were already there. Sesshomaru also hated that his father made him wear this ridiculous outfit. 'Kagome will probably laugh at me.' He had been so wrapped up in his thoughts he only noticed Kagome was there until she reached the top of the steps.

For a moment Sesshomaru thought he couldn't move or breathe for the matter. Kagome looked absolutely astonishing. She wore a blood red dress that was a laced corset on top and the skirt hung in strips, but it was still conservative, and her shoes were stilettos with blood red strips of cloth criss-crossing up her calves. He walked up in front of her, took her hand, and guided her inside. He looked at her and said, "Don't even…"

She burst out laughing at him, "I'm sorry Sesshomaru; it's just you look so silly."

"Well I actually do feel silly in this…thing"

"Well that thing looks very nice on you."

"Thank you, but you look absolutely beautiful. I think even my father would be attracted to you."

She shuddered, "Disgusting."

"Yes, it is."

They walked into the ball room to find it fairly full. Right away they saw Sango and Miroku. Sango was stunned, "Kagome you look amazing."

"Yes, Lady Kagome? Would you consider barring my children?" Before anyone could do anything Sesshomaru was growling, and held by the neck of his shirt.

"Do that again and you'll wish you had never existed on this earth."

Kagome gently laid her hand on his arm. "Sesshomaru, it's alright. He always does that with any girl." He gave a low growl in defeat, and guided her away from the pervert to be pulverized by Sango.

Sesshomaru groaned loudly as he noticed his father making his way toward them. "Ah, Sesshomaru! This must be the fabulous Kagome that I've heard so much about." He took her hand, kneeled, and kissed it. "It is a pleasure to meet you."

She nodded her head, "It is mine as well Mr. Hatario."

"Oh come now! None of this Mr. nonsense, please, address me as Inutaisho."

"Hai."

"My am I curious wherever did you find such an incredible dress in such a short time?"

Sesshomaru chimed in, "She made it Father."

"Oh really? That is wonderful." He whispered in her ear, "You know you never see that kind of act around here, quite a shame really. Anyways…Am I to suggest that you will lead in the first dance?"

"If Kagome doesn't mind." They both turned to her; Sesshomaru looking grave, and Inutaisho pleading. Oh what the heck?

"I don't mind really."

"Excellent, Oh, and Kagome? I was wondering if you could sing a few slow songs so the guests could catch some of the things your band is about."

"I don't mind. Actually I had a new song in mind that Ayame and I were working on."

"Wonderful, alright I'll see you two later."

'Where is she?'

'God damn it where is she!?'

Inuyasha had been searching for Kagome for over an hour now. He was getting impatient. This was getting ridiculous now. Word was busing around that Kagome looked extraordinary on Sesshomaru's arm. 'Grrrrrrrrr' He even heard whispers that she looked so beautiful it was like seeing a fallen angel. Inuyasha had caught up to Sesshomaru before, but Kagome was in the toilet. (Inuyasha's rude way of thinking it) Then he watched as his father caught the room's attention he was announcing the dancing to start. He finally saw her; she was standing with Sesshomaru 'the bastard' holding his hand. She was even more beautiful then he had ever imagined her. He was so engrossed in her beauty that he noticed he had become hard. 'Shit! Can't have that with all these demons around.' So he left to take a quick cold shower.

"Good evening everyone! We are celebrating another wonderful year of our corporations trading. This year to start the dancing instead of Inuyasha; will be my son, Sesshomaru and his date, Kagome Higurashi."

Sesshomaru took her hand, and they approached the center of the room together. He took her left hand in his right, and placed his other hand on her lower back. A familiar tune to them both started; a sad song of meaning, Hurt by Nine Inch Nails. Together with grace and deadly beauty they glided across the room oblivious to the people that watched. To them it was if the world didn't matter. All that was there at the moment was the love they had for each other.

Their souls were writhing in blessed torture of the fact of not confessing their own love for the other. They danced until the end of the song knocking them out of their mesmerized stature. Soon the crowd danced to the new song being played; the two best friends just stared into each others eyes. After moving out of the center they danced for the rest of that hour. Sesshomaru thought he couldn't be happier here, with Kagome in is arms, letting their bodies join in the rituals of the sin known as spiritual dancing.

Around 10:30, Sesshomaru's father approached them, "Kagome? Do you think you could sing now? I think the guests are growing a bit bored."

"Sure, did you find Ayame already?"

"Yes, yes, everything is arranged. I can't thank you enough for doing this."

"It's alright. I am privileged to sing in your guest's presents."

Kagome stood from where she had been sitting with Sesshomaru, approached Ayame, and began to prepare herself. Once she was ready, and Inutaisho had gained everyone's attention, she sang.(This used to be Hello by Evanescence, but I decided to change it to Falling by Lacuna CoilI find Lacuna Coil better than Evanescence no a days, as for the reviewer collecting rocks songs I suggest they are awesome!)

Stained, looking at my hands
I talk with these lines
It's not the answer
I'm crying and I now I know
Looking the sky
I search for an answer
So free, free to be
I'm not another liar
I just want to be myself...myself

And now the beat inside of me
Is a sort of a cold breeze and I've
Never any feeling inside
Around me...
I Bring my body
Carry it into another world
I know I live...but like a stone I'm falling down

Damned, looking into the sky
I can feel this rain
Right now it's falling on me
Fly, I just want to fly
Life is all mine
Some days I cry alone,
But I know I'm not the only one
I see that another day is gone
I don't want to die...
Please be here when I arrive, don't die...please

And now the beat inside of me
Is a sort of a cold breeze and I've
Never any feeling inside
Around me...
I Bring my body
Carry it into another world
I know I live...but like a stone I'm falling down

Falling down

Everyone clapped at her performance; she started right away with another song, Stars. The room was in awe at her talent to charm even the most stubborn youkai to follow her every move while she sang. (This was supposed to be Evanescence too)

Is it asking too much to be given time
To know these songs and to sing them
Is it asking too much of my vacant smile
And my laugh and lies that bring them

But as the stars are going out
And this stage is full of nothing
And the friends have all but gone
For my life my god I'm singing

We'll take our hearts outside
Leave our lives behind
I'll watch the stars go out

Is it asking too much of my favorite friends
To take these songs for real
Is it asking too much of my partner's hands
To take these songs real

But as the stars are going out
And this stage is full of nothing
And the friends have all but gone
For my life my god I'm singing

We'll take our hearts outside
Leave our lives behind
I'll watch the stars go out

We'll take our hearts outside

We'll take our hearts outside
Leave our lives behind
I'll watch the stars go out

Is it asking too much
Is it asking too much

Sesshomaru watched his fallen angel through her performance; she truly was heaven on earth. He was no paying attention to this new song she had written; he had never heard this one before.

I've been looking in the mirror for so long.
That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side.
All the little pieces falling shatter.
Shards of me,
to sharp to put back together.
To small to matter,
but big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.

Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well.
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.
Lie to me;
convince me that I've been sick forever.
And all of this
will make sense when I get better.
But I know the difference,
between myself and my reflection.
I just can't help but to wonder,
which of us do you love.
So I bleed,
I bleed,
and I breathe,
I breathe no...
Bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe-
I breathe no more.

If someone had been walking past the gate of the estate all you could here is a roaring sound of people clapping.

The rest of the party went by smoothly without a single problem. Sesshomaru and Kagome seemed to have danced the night away with their unspoken passion. Time seemed to stand still while they looked in each others eyes. The people who knew of his reputation, which was everyone, and watched him with Kagome, looked at him in a new light, for the cold-hearted youkai had found love, with a human no less.

His father stood on the balcony from above the ballroom, and watched with pride as his eldest son danced with the girl, no woman, of his dreams. It was amazing how much the woman brought out the Sesshomaru no one saw. It was a little silly, but he could imagine his grandchildren already. To the crowds everlasting disappointment the party was coming to an unwanted end. The guest slowly left the ballroom to wait for their cars to be pulled to the front.

"Kagome, do you think you can go on ahead of me? I have to stay here for the departure of the guests."

"Sure thing. Just tell me where to go."

"Climb the stairs that are in the front entrance, and go down the right corridor. My room is the last room on the right side of that hall, ok?"

"Yeah, see you in a few."

Kagome followed Sesshomaru directions and was now walking down the hall, it was so long already, and she was less than half way there! 'Damn they need a smaller house; it must be lonely in a house this big.' Suddenly she felt an aura spark somewhere. She found it familiar, but it was laced with evil and powerful lust. The aura made her shiver slightly. 'Some thing is going on. I can feel it in my very soul.' Having no doubts about the suspicious person she sparked her aura with a bit of her miko power to warn them off.

Too bad it didn't work. She started to walk faster down the hall; she couldn't see him, but he was following her every move. She could not do anything to protect herself; because she was a guest of the house she couldn't harm a single person in its confinement. This person must have known because he followed her closely as she ran faster and faster to reach to reach Sesshomaru's bedroom. She was thirty feet from the door before she sensed the person land behind her, also before she could turn around she was hit hard, slammed into the wall, and fell unconscious drifting into a blissful duality with her soul.

End Chapter

No I couldn't leave you hanging like that its cruel.

When Kagome woke she found herself in a room that was elaborate but a pastel gray, with posters of punk bands and rappers. This was definitely not Sesshomaru's room. 'Shit what's going on?'

A door to her left opened, a man walked out, but she couldn't see his face because of the steam coming from the room behind him. 'He was in a bathroom.'

"Who are you? What's going on?" her face never wavered for she was not scared; appeared to be the same as Sesshomaru, emotionless.

A lustful growl is what she received as an answer. Now she felt a flicker of fear rise in her. With the blink of an eye he was on top of her, and held her wrists above her. She was terrified now. Kagome gasped when she finally saw who it was who had her most likely locked in the room with him. She could feel the hard substance against her. 'He wants too….'

He was too impatient, and he started to rip her dress to a point where she was only in her black lingerie. He kissed her forcedly along her neck while he took his own shirt off. She tried to resist him and he only chuckled and slapped her. Tears sprung into her eyes. It was too much for her. She was slowly falling, falling to a point where only one person could reach her, 'Sesshomaru please help me. Once again, just like four years ago, she escaped into her own little world full of paper flowers and candy clouds. He approached her slowly, and then snatched her wrists and forced her body against his. She could once again feel his penis in between the folds of his pants.

Kagome whimpered as Inuyasha forced his mouth into hers to taste her. He thought she was ever so sweet. Kagome slightly woke from her world for a moment. She pushed away from him using her strength she found while training with Sesshomaru. Kagome fell back onto the floor, and screwed herself into fetal position, and rocked back and forth. Her breathing became irregular. He stood over her in worry, but then he was about to pick her up do the most unforgivable thing he could ever do to her when someone burst through his door.

"Get off of her you hanyou bastard before I rip your heart out, and squash it until it nothing remains."

"Get out of her you have no business being here!"

"Oh on the contrary."

Sesshomaru was fed up with saying fare well to all his father's guests. He just wanted to go to Kagome for tonight while they were alone he was going to confess his love for her. She was all he ever thought about night and day. The only other thing he thought about was his grades, which were slightly slipping due to his constant disregard for listening to the teachers and just watching Kagome.

By the time all the guests had left the mansion it had been well over an hour that Sesshomaru had sent Kagome to his room. He could say for this rare moment, he was deathly nervous. 'Would she reject my love and run away?' He couldn't wait to get to his room to speak to her, but he decided to walk slowly to calm himself, in more ways than one.

Sesshomaru was deep in thought when he was about fifty feet away from his brother's door he heard a whimper. He wasn't really paying attention as he passed the door, and kept on walking. About twenty feet passed Inuyasha's door his mind registered that the whimper he heard was familiar, 'Kagome!' To say that hell had frozen over did not even begin to describe the fury he felt.

At top speed he sped to the door, and burst through it using his claws. He was shocked when he saw that the son of a bitch that was his half-brother, was about to rape HIS Kagome. It took all of his self control not to just lash out and kill the bastard for touching her, and that was saying a lot. The tone of his voice was as if it was directed to you, you would instantly die a terrible death, and also tinted with disgust. "Get off of her you hanyou bastard before I rip your heart out, and squash it until it nothing remains."

"Get out of her you have no business being here!"

"Oh on the contrary." He raced to his 'sibling', caught him by the throat, and slammed him against the wall full force. He was glad to see that it was very painful for the hanyou. Sesshomaru was about to continue to beat the hanyou to a pulp, but he suddenly sensed that Kagome was so distraught that she was about to go into her fit of suicide again. He dropped Inuyasha, knelt in front of Kagome. He waited for her consent to pick her up, but she had jumped into his arms scared out her mind. Sesshomaru glanced at the hanyou on the floor holding on to his neck. He spoke with his voice so cold it could stab you, "I'm not finished with you yet."

Sesshomaru carried Kagome to his room, placed her on his large king-sized bed, and went to his closet. He came back with a metallica shirt, and a pair of his boxer short; he placed them next to Kagome. "I'll be right back, and go ahead and change into those clothes."

He turned to leave, but she quickly grabbed his arm, and held it to her chest, "Please, please don't leave me. Don't leave me alone."

Sesshomaru kneeled in front of her, and softly took hold of her chin, "I promise you that I will come back. You just relax ok I'll be back in ten minutes, tops."

"Do you have to?"

"Yes, I must put the hanyou in his place."

"Please hurry."

"I will." He did something he had never done before, he hugged her. He could tell she felt a little better.

So with his youkai speed he rushed into the bastard's room. He was sitting on the edge of the bed. 'Baka must have realized that it was useless to run.' He walked in front of him wearing his coldest mask he could possibly ever where. "Bastard. Why did you do it?"

For the first time in his life his brother's spirit was broken. "I don't know. Something came over me, I wanted her so bad, but I couldn't do anything to stop my self."

He saw the truth in his brother's eyes, and for once he backed down and didn't kill him. "Do you know why she reacted like that?"

"No, I was only able to pause for a moment, like the real me came out, and I was worried about her, but the monster came back out."

"It is because when she was thirteen her father allowed her to be raped by a sick little bastard, and he attempted again when she was fourteen, that is until he met me. Now you know why Kagome is the way she is. It has taken her this long to get over it, and destroyed it in that one single moment."

His brother broke down and cried right there in front of him. Inuyasha now bestowed with his guilt he left to check on his precious Kagome.

When Sesshomaru reached his room he found that Kagome had changes and was sitting with her face in her lap. Without her noticing, he slipped into his night clothes, and sat down next to Kagome, startling her in the process. He spoke to her gently, "It's all right it's me." He pulled her into an embrace.

"Kagome look at me please." She faced him puzzled. 'This is going to be hard.'

"What is it?"

"I wanted to tell you that Inuyasha was not truly himself when it happened."

Her eyes glazed over. "….And also……"

Their eyes were locked onto one another unable to even glance another direction from the intensity.

"I….I."

"What is it Sesshomaru?"

He told her in a voice that almost didn't reach her ears. Almost. "I love you Kagome Higurashi." She was shocked that he had said that, he started to think again that she would reject him.

"Sesshomaru…" 'Here it comes,' he thought, but he didn't see the softness in her eyes. "I love also." If you thought being in love felt great, but to know that they loved you back? It was the greatest feeling he had ever experienced.

He slowly pulled Kagome up to reach him. She had a tiny tint of fear, he fixed that. Sesshomaru kissed her gently, and placed her on the bed so that she was below him. "Kagome I love you so much that it tears at my inside to not be with you." She just smiled and he kissed her again. This kiss was longer, it went from being gentle to passionate on both parts.

And that is how the two friends came to know each other as their lover. For the rest of the night until they fell asleep; they kissed each other with their passion until they fell asleep in each others arms. Finally they both felt complete, no longer feeling that something was missing.

Everything is going according to plans. Nothing is out of place that I know of. Kagome will be mine. She is the most beautiful creature alive. That wench Kikyou is just a mere copy that will never compete with the real prize. Oh how he wanted to feel her writhing inside of him. Just thinking these thought made him so hard it was throbbing as though if it wasn't inside Kagome it would explode. He smirked, 'Time to call Kikyou.' It looked out of the window into the morose oblivion that was the sky. Isn't it quite ironic that I fall in love with the woman who caused my cousin's death? He wasn't mad at her for it, he hated the bastard any way; actually if it was quite possible it made him even harder. 'The wench better hurry up.'

End Chapter

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