AN: sorry I took so long to put this up but ya know how it is.
Kurt woke up a few minutes later with a pounding head ace. Well that was shier brilliance" he got up. "I had better tell the professor that I need a new inducer." He started towards his door. "Nah I'll take a walk first I need to clear my head." He teleported out side the hates. "I wouldn't go far" he assured him self. He has never taken walks off the grounds with out his inducer before. He started down the road and turned in to the forest after a few minutes. The area was lush and green. He couldn't help but feel at peace their. He walked on a small over grown path. The path lead to a large river. Along the river there was several large flat rocks along the side of the water. "Well this is new." He walked on a large flat bolder that was half in the water, but there was still enough room to sit or lay down. He sat down right next to the water. "Ya know, he said to him self, maybe kitty likes me the way I like her." Then he looked down in to the water. "Yea right look at me she's an angle a goddess and I'm…… I'm just an ugly demon who's not worthy of her. He smacked the water in frustration. He wanted to go up to kitty and tell her every thing but their was always a little voice inside him that he couldn't silence that always tole him that he wasn't hood enough or didn't even deserve to live sometimes. No matter what he did he couldn't make that voice go away sometimes it was so strong that he didn't want to live he even wondered what would happen if he was hone…. If he killed him self. He always fought against thought thought he would never do something like that but still. He wouldn't leave as long as kitty was still on this earth. The professor confronted him about this once. He had asked if there was any thing he wanted to talk about. Of course Kurt played dumb and asked it he wanted to join in the video game he was playing. But it didn't fool him and from then on he has kept a close eye on him. "Hm I wonder what kitty would think if she know that she was literally my reason for living. Oh well she will never know."
Kurt lied back and looked at the cloud pass over head. He started to drift off. Then he snapped back. "I have to get bach before I'm missed" with that he teleported back in his room it was late in the after noon and he was starting and he was started to feel abit hungry. He didn't feel to much like going down to the kitchen (even though he could be their in less than a second) he opened his night stand drawer so he could take something out of his secret stash of junk food. Then he plopped down on his bed with his CD player.
AN: so what ya think. Thanks for all the reviews. I love you all in a non-sexual way. Well if I get five reviews saying that you want me to continue I will. Until next time ^.^V
