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INSATIABLE
Part 2
It was a very strange and tiresome week. Everyone noticed that there was something going on between Hisoka and Tsuzuki but no one could figure out what had happened.
The younger Shinigami was acting normal but Tsuzuki seemed to avoid his partner for unknown reasons. It was as if he even refused to look in his direction, because he immediately averted his eyes and looked away. They were not even coming back home together because Tsuzuki always stayed longer.
And he wouldn't say a thing. Watari tried to talk with him but he failed; even Tatsumi couldn't take the information out of him. He was very strained and nervous, he almost flinched when someone approached him without a warning, at it was most curious as well as disturbing.
And so, the strange, silent play lasted.
The candy sweet scent of you
It bathes my skin I'm stained by you
And all I have to do is hold you
There's a racing in my heart
I am barely touching you
Tsuzuki opened the door with a sigh and entered the apartment. Hisoka was reading a book, but he said "Stop right there" as the man took a step into the room.
He put the book aside and stood up with a serious expression on his face.
"What do you think you're doing? Can you tell me why you've been acting like you had swallowed your tongue?" he started angrily, stabbing Tsuzuki's chest with his finger.
Then Hisoka's face softened, and by impulse, he grabbed the other man's hand.
"Why won't you tell me?" he asked, looking into his eyes.
"Because I think that the answer would hurt you." He replied slowly, and held his breath a little longer than always, because the touch of his partner made his knees weak again.
He fought off a strong urge to leave the common sense and embrace him tightly right now and then, and later kiss him until they couldn't breathe anymore. It was especially hard at that moment, to keep his emotions shielded.
Hisoka winced slightly hearing his answer, but tried again:
"Perhaps you should tell me nevertheless. It'd hurt me less than the fact that you're avoiding me."
"I'm sorry." he whispered
"Is that you last word?" he said and when he got a hesitant nod, he muttered "fool" and turned back, as Tsuzuki went to the bathroom, feeling sick again.
Few hours later, he woke up and turned around. Hisoka was soundly asleep and he found himself studying his beautiful face and almost touching those delicate cheeks. How was it possible to be so astonishingly beautiful and angelic.. He has always had an opinion that Hisoka was wonderful, but nowadays- it was almost hurting him.
He leaned to be just a bit closer, and stroked Hisoka's cheek with his own, his skin was inches from Hisoka's skin and he knew that it'd wake him up, but even that light caress made him forget about the consequences.
And then it was too late.
He cupped his chin with his hand and kissed him on the lips. It was light but he trembled at the sensation nonetheless. He wished for that moment to last longer and longer, to never end.
And a second after that, Hisoka opened his eyes and Tsuzuki broke the kiss.
"W-What!-" he started, but Tsuzuki hushed him.
"That was the reason."
"What reason?" repeated the boy, too surprised and still a bit sleepy.
Tsuzuki leaned forward once again and their lips met for the second time. Hisoka didn't answer to his touch but made no move to push him away either.
Meanwhile, Tsuzuki sent his shield to the hell and let him feel all of his deeply hidden thoughts and emotions. He was almost sure that his partner would hate him or be disgusted, but he needed him to know the truth.
The moonlight plays upon your skin
A kiss that lingers takes me in
I fall asleep inside of you
There are no words
There's only truth
Breathe in Breathe out
There is no soundThe time was frozen, as the two people were lost in their own perplexed feelings.
Finally, the blonde's arms pushed him away and he was breathing more heavily. Tsuzuki only helplessly fell on him, hiding his face in the space between Hisoka's shoulder and neck. The boy wrapped his arms around him and stroked him weakly.
"You don't have to worry so much, I'm not angry." he reassured
"But it won't be the same again." Protested the other man
"But we can't deny anymore that there is more." he said seriously and then just added hesitantly: "Let's go back to sleep"
After few minutes, Hisoka turned around once again, and told his partner, who still wasn't asleep, with a thoughtful expression on his face.
"But that's not a 'no'. That's only 'wait', you know."
To that, Tsuzuki smiled.
And nobody knows you like I do
The world doesn't understand
But I grow stronger in your hands
I feel like a better manJust being in the same room
Can't close my eyes when I'm with you
Insatiable the way I'm loving you
End of part 2
I just feel like adding more UST in the next part, so stay tuned!