Kurt left the bathroom 10 minutes later. He walked back to his room he looked around his room for something to take his mind off Kitty. He decided that the best way to do that was to blast his stereo. But that lasted all of 3 minutes before Scott was pounding on his door, yelling ant him to turn it down. Kurt growled in the back of his thought. He was not in the mood to deal with Scott so he turned off his stereo and ported up to the roof. He on his back and gassed up at the moon, his ears still pounding from the music. He liked it up there on the roof late at night. It seemed like that was the only place he felt safe. He felt so distant from every one and he liked it. Not that he wouldn't mind being around people but he thought "If they don't go out of there was to be with me than why should I." He sighed and looked at his wrist. He could barly make out the cut that the professor seemed to be worried about. It wasn't bleeding it was just raw. He grabbed this wrist with his other hand and ran his thumb across it. The pain was dull and he hardly even noticed it. He reached in his pocket and pulled out a small pocketknife and pulled out the blade. He liked the way it looked in the moonlight. "What if I… I mean it's already started. Its what every one expects right." He thought. He kept thinking of Kitty and how she ran from him to go meet some one else. He brought the blade to his wrist but then the jabbed the knife into the roof. Kurt sat up and looked that the knife sticking out of the roof. "God was I really going to do it." He asked him self. He let out a ragged breath. His mind was swimming of images of Kitty and his parents. He couldn't think straight. Without thinking he teleported to the place beside the river that he found. The sound of the running water calmed him. He walked to the shore and sat down with his back against one of the large flat rocks. He let his hand fall into the water. He suddly felt extremely drowsy. He pulled his hand out of the water and ran it over the face, then closed closed his eyes and let sleep consume him.

AN: hey every one sorry for the late update and all but I have had a case of writers block. So that's why this chapter sucks I mean really sucks bad. But if for some odd reason you like it then review and you know the drill send me 5 reviews saying that you want a nother chapter then I'll put one up as soon as I can and if you didn't like it please feel free to tell me and I'll gladly refund the time you wasted reading this bad story.