Kurt walked angrily around his room. "Why is this making me so upset?" He wondered. "Scott didn't do anything to me. Why did I just fly off the handle like that?" Kurt sat down on his bed and stared at the ceiling like he done many times before. He closed his eyes and slept.
Kurt wok up 30 minutes later. He tried to get up and move around but his muscles felt stiff. Slowly he sat at the edge of his bed. His muscles were sore and his joints ached. Kurt lifted his arm up. They had gotten bigger. The muscles could be seen under his blue fur. Kurt smiled to himself. "All those nights in the weight room is paying off." He thought to him self.
He looked up and saw his reflection in the broken mirror. A familiar wave of self-hatred washed over him. He heard the voices of his childhood calling him freak and monster. His face became hot with anger. He hated them for their ignorance he hated himself even more because he thought that he was the monster that every one feared back in his homeland. He was tired of hiding. He has been hiding all his life. Hiding behind the image inducer and a mask of religion. Tired of hiding his real feelings. All the anger, but he didn't want everyone to look at him differently. He would have to keep it up.
Kurt got up and walked down the hallway to the bathroom. On his way he passed by Kitty's door it was cracked open Kurt couldn't resist looking in. Kitty was lying there on her bed sleeping her eyes were all red and puffy like she had cried her self to sleep. Kurt looked away from her he couldn't stand to see her like that. It made him angry. "Maybe that's why I went off on Scott." He thought to him self. Kurt didn't think that Kitty was upset that Lance had broken up with her. He had a feeling that it was something else. He had no idea what but he would find out.
Kurt's thoughts were interrupted by Scott's voice. "Hey what are you doing?"
Kurt looked up at him "Nothing." He said in his false cheerful voice. Scott was taken back by this he thought that he would still be mad. "Look about after school I was just in a bad mood sorry man."
"Yea no problem. I can get like that to." Scott was relived that the confrontation was sorted out. "So what are you up to?"
"Nothing," Kurt said, "I think I'll go for a walk later."
AN: Hey I know its been a long time sense I updated sorry bout that but every things is all straighten out now so I should be updating sooner. So give me a review why don't ya?
