Dragonball Z- Broken trust
Author- Luna P aka Nikki
Rating- RRRRRRRRRRRRRR I said it once and I'll say it again RRRRRRRRRRR yes this fanfiction is an R rated fic if you are fearful it is time for you to leave otherwise enjoy…
Warning- Um lets see uh there was something…yaoi, rape basically mature content if you are immature and such situations offend you or repulse you I think it would be best for you if you leave before I damage your fragile psyche n.n
Summary- Truten Trunks has wronged Goten but he has no memory of it, Goten decides to suffer in silence rather than burden his best friend. Will he be ok or will it slowly tear him apart and will Trunks notice before it's too late?
Disclaimer- (Sniffs) No sadly the characters are not mine if they were there would be an entire series devoted to the relationship between Trunks and Goten and then perhaps another series devoted to the relationship between Goku and Vegeta but alas twas not meant to be (sniffs.)
Kiko cat- Thank you for your review and I knew that I knew you from somewhere, I just wasn't sure where. Yay now that I know that you're you it's great to see ya again, not many familiar faces (uh you know what I mean) around here so it's great to bump into someone that I've met before. Especially KaixRei fans, me love them...I've really got to start work on the sequel to Fallen, uh…after this maybe n.n well I hope that you continuing reading and that I see ya again soon…enjoy hon…
Love Kakarot- Yay you're still here and enjoying, I hope I don't disappoint youwith this instalment. Always kep one thing in mind when you're reading my work…I try my best and it's always so nice and so rewarding to see that people are enjoying. I hope you stick around it would really mean a lot to me. I'm having to fight for computer time at the moment so it's a struggle to get things done and school work is piling up but I view this as being more important so thanks for taking the time to review. n.n
ME WANT PREGY GOTEN- Well we'll have to see about all that won't we, ha ha, your review made me laugh it was one of those reviews that's a really good pick me up. I agree I would like it to but I'm not sure whether my writing muses are up for the challenge, I shall have to ask later. Well anyhoo thanks a million for your review and I hope you keep reading I shall say hints and one or two more chapters and let you figure that little hint out for yourself. Hope you keep reading and reviewing n.n
Smoondigiboy- Once again yay I'm glad you like I always work so hard to get these chapters up on time and this time round especially it was a real struggle so I hope that all that was worth it and that you think it was good enough to review to and continue reading. I really do hope you continue with it but if you find at anytime you have to drop out because it's become boring I suppose I could understand, but I really hope you don't and that you go on to review the entire fic. Pleease do n.n
Belgi- Whohoo I'm glad so many people are enjoying this my mind was going mad with all the fic ideas I was getting and I just had t write something and my first DBZ Truten fic seemed like the right way to go. I hope you enjoy this new chapter and continue reading it would mean soo much… hope to hear from ya soon n.n
GoTrinba- I agree I was making them cry a bit too much but Goten had just been raped and Trunks felt he was being pushed out of Goten's life without even a reason for it so it just felt like the right thing to do. Now I realise that I could have had them training or something like that but it's a little too late for that now isn't it? Oh well… I don't think they cry much in this chapter but if they do I'm sorry I just have these mental images of them crying and they're soo unbelievably kawaii. I'm glad that my explanation didn't confuse you I was soo worried that everyone was going to be sat there going 'WHAT!' And shaking their computers but thankfully not. Well I hope you enjoy this chapter and however many more there are to come thanks for all your reviews so far n.n
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Chapter 4- My vision of you doesn't change…
Normal POV
"Trunks, Trunks! Trunks snap out of if, are you ok? Oh no maybe you're ill did you catch it from your cousin?" Trunks sighed and rubbed his head; out of everything he could have done today he had called Mina and asked if she would like to go out on their first official date. Now he was cursing himself for it, she was driving him mad and then there was the overwhelming guilt. He found he couldn't stop thinking about Goten, couldn't stop worrying, he should have stayed at home he should have been there for his friend. But should have's were a thing of the past, he hadn't stayed there had he. He'd left Goten all alone, what kind of a friend was he?
"No I'm fine…cousin?" he asked, Mina giggled and scooted over in her seat draping her arm around Trunks' shoulders. He soon found himself flinching away from the touch but Mina didn't notice. Then the guilt resurfaced Goten was alone at home ill and he was outside a cinema waiting to see a film that he didn't care about in the slightest.
"You know, the one with black hair…G something…he's very good looking but of course not as good looking as you Trunksie!" She squealed in his ear much to his dislike, being a saiyan-jin meant that he had sensitive hearing and so the last thing he wanted was for people to go round screaming in his ears.
"Wait…do you mean Goten?" A quick nod from Mina as she mindlessly twirled a strand of hair around her right index finger. "Goten is not, I repeat is not, my cousin. He is my dearest closest and most loved friend do you understand?" A dumb nod, she hadn't even noticed that he was extremely annoyed at her. But why was that? Why had he been so defensive over Goten's title? And if what he said had been true then why wasn't he at home with him right now?
"Oh sorry koi…" she apologised and glanced down at the floor making Trunks feel guilty for loosing his patience and snapping at her.
"I'm sorry Mina, I'll make it up to you I promise." With a giggle she threw her arms around his neck, hugging him as tightly as she possibly could. He caught himself wishing that it were Goten in his arms and wondered where that thought had originated.
"Some friend you are" it was as if a dagger had just been thrust into his heart the blade piercing the pounding muscle and the hilt stopping just outside, unable to go any further due to the skin barrier that was his chest. In other words it stung like hell. Trunks pulled away from the embrace and turned to his left, his eyes locking with the crimson pools belonging to the slate haired Russian known as Kai. The crimson eyes that held abhorrence towards the lilac haired Prince.
"Kai, leave it…no good can come of being angry with him when we don't even know for sure what he has done." Trunks glanced at Rei as the boy made his plea to his friend grabbing hold of his arm and trying to hold him back. Trunks then glanced back towards Kai; it hurt to see these two they appeared to know more about what was going on with Goten than he did. And as far as he knew he still held the title of Goten's best friend. As far as he knew…
"But we do know that he has done something and I still want to know what!" A low growl that reminded Trunks of his father, a flash of Vegeta scowling at him earlier that morning jumped into his head. What was going on? "You did something to him that caused him pain. We are his friends and we care about him, you are constantly saying the same I want you to prove it!" Trunks tilted his head in confusion, what did he mean by that?
"I don't understand" Trunks admitted, Kai chuckled and Rei rolled his eyes never once relinquishing his grip on the elder boys' arm. Sighing Kai rubbed his eyes and stepped forward.
"Has it crossed your mind that you should not be here with that wench, rather at home with him helping him to overcome whatever obstacles are baring his path?" Mina's eyes darted from one side of the conversation to the next, watching how quickly the conversation changed from one thing to another and trying to keep up with the verbal fight as best she could.
"Uh…could you people make any less sense?" She asked either not noticing the 'wench' comment or agreeing with it so much that she didn't bother to object to it for the simple reasons that she herself believed it was true.
"Of course but no one wants me there" The lilac haired saiyan-jin explained turning his gaze to the floor, finally releasing his hold on the elder boys arm Rei stepped forward. Placing his hand on Trunks' shoulder as he thought about what he wanted to say.
"Is that true or is it an excuse? Do you say it because you truly believe it or could you not handle the pain of being on the outside looking in and so created it to prove that you were going out for a valid reason and not just because you felt like it? Either way it appears to be cowardly to me, you say he is your best friend doesn't that mean that you have to stand by him when he is in times of confusion or self doubt?" Staring into golden eyes Trunks gave a slow nod. They were right?
"So how exactly am I going to prove it?" Trunks asked, he didn't so much need to prove anything to them rather to himself and to Goten. He needed to prove to himself that that's where his loyalties truly lied and he needed to know about why he had kissed Goten when he had walked into his room and watched him sleep. But what he really needed to know was why he constantly felt the need to apologise to the younger, meaning he needed to know what he had done. "Well?"
"It's elementary Trunks, all you have to do is find out how to prove it…that will be all the proof we, you and Goten will ever need." Mina growled angrily and clapped her hands together in a desperate attempt to get everyone's attention on her. It failed miserably, after all the three boys appeared to be locked away in there own little world that she had not been allowed into. She truly hated not being the centre of attention.
"Truuunksss! The moooviiiie's starting" Mina whined and tapped his shoulder
"We shall see you later, I hope you will have figured out what makes you a true friend by then" Kai said turning around and placing his hand in the small of Rei's back as he led the younger boy away from the cinema.
"Later?" Trunks asked once again confused by what the other meant by that. A smile appeared on his face, after talking to Kai and Rei today he decided that they weren't as bad as he had originally thought. And he was finally able to admit to himself that he had only been jealous and now that he was seeing them without the green monster he saw that they were actually very nice and very caring friends. He even discovered that he thought Goten was lucky to have them.
"Yes, your mother invited us round for the welcome home meal…" Rei explained with a smile before stopping and running back over to where Trunks was stood, leaning in and whispering. "Trust your instincts on this one, k?" and after shooting the elder boy a seemingly all knowing wink he ran back over to Kai.
"Ah how rude coming and interrupting our date like that, and what's all this about a meal at your house? Trunks how come you didn't invite me? I'm your girlfriend and I really want to meet your family! Honestly and you call yourself my boyfriend," that wasn't strictly true he had never called himself Mina's boyfriend and if true he didn't feel like he was ever going to. It just didn't feel right between the two of them, what was all this about? "Well Trunks aren't you going to invite me!"
"Uh…sure…it's nothing fancy you see my dad just got back from," he thought about that for a while before finally settling on… "A business trip and so my mom decided to throw a welcome back meal for him and Goten's dad Goku. I didn't think you would be interested that's all." Mina huffed and growled at that remark.
"Of course I'm interested and I really want to meet Goten, you seem like such good friends. Oh Trunks you'll have to introduce me straight away!" Why did that thought make his stomach flip and why were there so many questions at the moment? He just wanted everything to be simple and easy to deal with but it never was when saiyan-jin's were involved. "Now lets go watch this film I've heard it's the best of the year" the blond explained grabbing Trunks' hand and dragging him into the cinema. He really wasn't looking forward to tonight.
Early evening
Ebony eyes slowly opened, taking in the view of the ceiling above as his blurry vision cleared. Rolling onto his side he glanced out of the window to see that the sun was beginning to set, with a yawn and a stretch his mind began to clear away the cobwebs that had appeared due to his lengthy sleep. Sighing he rubbed his eyes and tried to get back to sleep, still exhausted and in need of more rest. Before he had a change to return to his peaceful slumber he heard Bulma calling him down for dinner.
He really didn't feel like eating anything at the moment, he felt incredibly sick and way too tired to move. All he wanted to do was stay in his bedroom and sleep, was that really so much to ask? Still it was his dad's welcome home meal so he did feel as if his presence was a necessary thing. But he couldn't help wondering if his dad would even be there he was sure that Goku would rather spend his time locked away in his bedroom with Vegeta but then again the temptation of food had always been too great for his father to resist.
Yawning he pushed himself up from the bed but the sudden head rush and overwhelming dizziness sent him straight back onto the bed. Which was a lot nicer to collapse onto than the floor considering the simple fact that the bed was cushioned. Clasping his hands over his mouth he tried to think of anything except for being sick because he knew that if he didn't that's what would happen.
Taking a deep intake of breath Goten tried his luck at standing once again, succeeding this time though not without the sickly feeling forming in the back of his throat. He wasn't exactly sure of what he had to throw up because he hadn't eaten anything for at least two days. Maybe that was why he felt so weak and maybe eating wasn't such a bad idea. Although he probably wouldn't be able to keep it down and puking all over the dinner table would be, to say the least, off putting for just about everyone. Taking another deep breath he walked over to the door.
When he was in the hallway he almost collapsed for the second time that night but used the wall to save himself. He really didn't feel too good and knew full well that all he would be doing tonight would be drinking water, if that. He growled in annoyance when a sharp pain shot through his head, he had felt absolutely fine this morning and now he felt like, well anything but fine.
Somehow he made it downstairs without any major incidents or clumsy idiotic slip-ups. Bulma squealed in delight upon seeing him and ran over to his side, checking the mark on his neck and his wellbeing in general.
"Ten-chan, how are you feeling? That mark seems to be healing nicely…may I ask where you got it from?" His eyes widened, what exactly was he supposed to say? He really didn't want to have to tell Bulma what had happened, especially not infront of Kai and Rei who were sat at the table, pretending not to listen to what was being said when it was blatantly obvious that they were.
"Leave the boy alone women, don't you have cooking to do? Remember his private life is exactly that, private, everyone clear on that?" Glancing over at the table he saw Kai and Rei nodding and chuckled as he walked over to Goten, lightly patting the smaller saiyan's shoulder before motioning for Bulma to walk into the kitchen and leave Goten be. She did so with a growl, she was just concerned about the boy for Christ's sake; there had been no need for Vegeta to snap at her like that.
Goku smirked and rolled his eyes at his koi's behaviour as he yawned and stretched. Obviously shattered due to his 'earlier activities' giggling quietly he walked over to his son, gently placing his hand on his back and pushing the younger in the direction of the kitchen.
"I don't know about you Ten-chan but I'm starving, Dende's not that good a cook trust me on that." Smiling at his father Goten sat down in the seat next to Rei. "Oh I'm sorry you two are? I remember meeting you briefly this morning but…uh…I was… uh, other wise occupied"
"I'm Rei Kon" The raven-haired boy explained extending his hand in a friendly and polite greeting. Goku happily took his hand and shook it before introducing himself.
"I'm Kai Hiwatari" Kai didn't offer his hand, just nodded, acknowledging the existence of the other men in the room with him. Goku couldn't help thinking that Kai was like a young Vegeta, when and where had that boy been born? Had there been a mix up with Trunks at the hospital? Giggling to himself he soon felt Vegeta's hand make contact with the back of his head snapping him out of his daydream. This frightened Goku, had Vegeta learnt how to read his thoughts.
"Where's Trunks?" Goten asked suddenly realising that the elder boy wasn't there, he was sure that this had been a family get together. Yet His best friend and Vegeta's son wasn't there. Was Trunks avoiding him because he hadn't told him what was going on? He flinched in pain when he felt a sharp stinging in the wound on his neck, begging for it not to start bleeding and burning. Luckily for him it didn't but it did continue to sting, no, throb, a dull aching kind of pain that he soon found he forgot all about. Strange how that was happening.
"Yeah where is my baka son?" Vegeta asked with a low growl, Kai was also growling. He had made a deal, or a covenant, with Trunks Briefs and he intended that that deal would be kept for the simple fact that no one broke a deal with him. Especially not when a friend of his was involved, that was like signing your own death warrant. How clever Trunks was turning out to be…
"Oh…he's gone to pick up his friend…she's coming round for dinner" Goten glanced up from the cup that he had been staring at. Had Bulma just said she? He found himself praying that they would turn out to be nothing more than friends, he wasn't sure if he would be able to take the pain of finding out that Trunks had a girlfriend. It just didn't seem right after what he had done to Goten. Then again nothing seemed right after that. Sighing he clasped the glass in his hands and took a sip of the water. Even that made him feel sick.
"Hey I'm back…" Goten jumped as the sound of the opening door and the deep luring voice filled the air. Freezing his heart, body, and soul…was this when he would find out the truth? His mind wandered back to earlier that day, the morning, ten past five to be specific when Trunks had kissed him, thinking that the younger was still asleep.
"Hi uh…my name is Tsukino Mina and I'm really glad to meet you everyone!" The blonde squealed as she bowed, Trunks' eyes studied the reactions of the people in the room. Bulma was already stood next to Mina shaking her hand and welcoming her into their home. Kai was shaking his head all the while shooting Trunks a glare that promised pain. Rei's eyes just rolled, after everything they had done to try and help him sort things out with Goten he had brought HER here, what exactly had he been thinking? If anything…
Vegeta's eyes had narrowed dangerously and much like Kai's held promises of immense anguish. Goku…was…for the first time in his life emotionless and completely passive to the entire situation. However there was an air around him that screamed 'disappointment' as loud as it could without actually being voiced. Glancing at Goten Goku shifted in his seat covered his mouth with his hand and whispered something inaudible to the ebony haired saiyan-jin Prince sat at his side. Even with Saiyan-jin hearing Trunks couldn't hear what was being said but the nod Vegeta gave said that he agreed with whatever it was.
Of course there was only one person's reaction he truly wanted to know, and that was Goten's, he looked over at the table. Saw where Goten was sat facing away from him, his eyes studying the wall of the kitchen. Then he saw the small flinch of pain and witnessed Goten's hands clench as he tried to hide it. Shakily the younger saiyan-jin's hand reached for the glass of water. Sipping at it quickly before placing it back on the table.
"Come on Trunks, introduce me already!" She growled and latched onto his arm, with a sigh he began to walk towards the kitchen. Always keeping his gaze on Goten for fear that the other might collapse. He might not know what was going on but he could still sense that Goten's ki was weak and it didn't take a genius to tell that there was something wrong with the younger. He just wished to know what it was.
"Uh…well that's my mother Bulma, you've met Kai and Rei earlier today…" Goten wondered about that. That meant that Kai and Rei must have bumped into them on their way home, wait were Trunks and Mina alone? Was it like a date? Another sharp pain shot through him but he didn't flinch this time just bit down on his tongue until it subsided. "This is my dad's koi and Goten's dad Goku…"
"It's so nice to meet you sir" Mina said and extended her hand, now Trunks knew for a fact that if Mina was going to get a warm welcome greeting from anyone except Bulma it would be from Goku. But Son Goku didn't even turn his head to look at her just reached forward for his tea and began sipping at it. It was as if she wasn't even there. So if Goku had reacted like that then would anyone care to guess at Vegeta's reaction?
"Uh…yeah…moving on…this is my father, Vegeta…" A small chuckle escaped the lips of the Prince as he reached for his drink taking a sip and placing it back on the table before turning to face his son. A placid look on his face, but Trunks knew that it was a cover, the way his fathers ki was reacting meant that he was one extremely annoyed and pissed off saiyan-jin and that was not a side of his father that he liked to see.
"May I enquire as to the circumstances surrounding your relationship with my baka son" Mina just stared at him, with a sigh he propped his head up using his hand and shot her a glare that froze her to the core. "Maybe I should just point out that that wasn't a question and I expect one of you to tell me…now!" Mina giggled and began playing with her hair.
"Isn't it obvious? I'm his girlfriend" Vegeta's gaze shot to Goten, the ebony haired teens eyes were closed and both Vegeta and Goku could tell that he was in pain. Trunks followed his father's gaze to Goten then heard the snap of his neck as he quickly turned it back to Trunks, the threat of pain in the ebony orbs gone…replaced with a promise of death but why? What was wrong with having a girlfriend?
"How dare you bring that wench into my home…" Trunks' expression was filled with surprise he had expected for his father to say a lot but not that. "Don't look so shocked boy! I'm not the only one who feels this way, after all glance around the room, I know that at least four of us feel that way. Maybe even five but his mind is elsewhere at present…"
"That's enough Vegeta!" Bulma yelled angrily as she began to dish out the food, Vegeta shot her one of his glares that said 'do not tell me what to do women!' And so she quieted down and went back to what she had previously been doing. Goten could hear the voices talking but he couldn't work out what they were saying, the pain flowing through his body was too overwhelming and he was finding it hard to keep hidden. A sharp jolt in his abdomen made the pain disintegrate quickly, but he knew that it was only temporary.
"Ok…uh…last but not least, this is my best friend Goten. Goten this is my girlfriend Mina…" Death glares were exchanged between father and son as Trunks and Vegeta's eyes locked but Vegeta won hands down and Trunks looked away to see Goten standing, albeit shakily, from his place at the table.
"It's so nice to finally meet you Goten, Trunks is always talking about you…and you're bleeding…" Mina shrieked, every head in the room turned to face Goten, he just smiled and motioned for everyone to sit. Goku, Vegeta, Kai, Rei and Bulma all glanced at each other sharing the same look of concern. Trunks quickly appeared at his friend's side; his hand gently rested on Goten's shoulder. The younger shook his head and removed Trunks' hand from his side, taking hold of Mina's and then placing the two together so that her and Trunks were holding hands.
"Goten?" Trunks questioned as he watched his friend, catching sight of the wound on the younger's neck that had reopened and was letting blood escape. Yet it didn't seem to be effecting him and there was this odd ki coming from him. Was that helping him to avoid the pain?
"It's nice to meet you to Mina, as you can all guess I'm not feeling well so I'm gonna go to bed. You guys stay and eat, have fun…I hope to see you again Mina…I'm sorry dad, Vegeta, Bulma, Kai and Rei I just need to rest…" Vegeta glanced at Goten and stood from his seat, maybe he should have explained everything instead of giving tit bits of coded information.
"Goten there's something you need to kno…" Goku cut the elder off by grabbing hold of his arm and shaking his head, pulling Vegeta back down to his level he smiled and whispered a hushed 'not yet' to his koi who nodded. Respecting the younger's wishes, after all Goten was Goku's son so there fore it was his choice. And what he decided to do to Trunks was his.
"Oh, I hope you feel better soon" Mina said and smiled as she watched Goten walking up the stairs. Trunks watched him carefully and swore that he saw a tear glistening on the younger's face as he disappeared into the hallway. When he heard the door slam he took off, running after his friend, Mina followed like an obedient dog. Kai and Rei running after, Bulma went to go aswell but Goku and Vegeta said no and explained that there was nothing she could do anymore. Sure this confused her but she had taken to heeding the advice given to her by the saiyan's. After all when it came to other saiyan's they were the experts.
The minute Trunks walked into the room he noticed that Goten was no where to be found, the room was dark and there wasn't a trace of the younger boy's ki. Then he saw the light coming from underneath the bathroom door, sighing and running his hand through his hair he opened the door to see Goten cleaning off the bloodied wound. Tears streaking his face.
"Ten-chan…are you ok?" The younger nodded continuing to care for the mark on the side of his neck. Truth be told he was no where near all right and he bloody well knew what that mark was. Knew what Vegeta wanted to tell him and knew that there was nothing he could do about it. After all it was a mating mark, it symbolised that Trunks had claimed him and that he belonged to Trunks and only Trunks. Problem was Trunks didn't know that and therefore didn't know the side affects of dating someone else when you had already mated another.
"Go back downstairs Trunks, I'm fine…I don't need your help…I don't need anything from you anymore…you've done enough." He growled rinsing the towel underneath the water and then squeezing the excess liquid away before wiping the mark once again. Thing was because Goten hadn't claimed Trunks it wasn't a complete bond meaning that it was 'ok' for Trunks to date others, Goten couldn't because of the fact that Trunks had claimed him. And for this simple reason he would feel pain whenever Trunks was with another in a pre-bond way. Meaning a relationship of some sort. Because in essence Trunks was cheating on him and being rejected by him for Mina.
"What does that mean?" That made him think, Trunks didn't know what he was doing he didn't know what had happened and he didn't deserve to be treated in such a cruel manner. Or so Goten was beginning to believe. "Chibi? Don't push me away… please…" He was practically begging now, sighing Goten placed the wet towel in the sink and walked past Trunks into his room, where he collapsed onto the bed.
"I'll talk to you tomorrow Trunks, and I promise…I'll tell you everything you want to know, for now…just let me sleep…" Goten whispered. Trunks ran over to Goten and smiled thankfully placing a light kiss on the younger boy's forehead before leaving the room and leaving his friend to sleep in peace. Just one more day and then he would know…one more day…
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Nikki: And I must end it there for tonight because I am shattered and it has taken me what feels like forever to get this chapter finished. It's like half three in the morning over here and I'm so tired but I told myself that I wouldn't sleep until this was finished so that I could post it on time. And so if it makes no sense you know why…
Watari: Go to bed Nikki
Nikki: In a minute! I just wanted to say I'm sorry for the way this chapter panned out it looks like a train wreck to me but I've been having a bit of a bad time of things at late so…sorry
K: Nikki! Bed if you don't go to sleep then neither do we, have some consideration for your muses please
Nikki: Ok he's right I should really be getting to bed because I have school in a couple of hours, oh joy, I'm being sarcastic in case you can't tell. Roll on Easter holidays is what I say n.n
Chapter 5-The truth is heard
Trunks is finally told about the events of the past few days and reacts in one of the most bizarre ways. And Vegeta-san has one last surprise for Goten, will anything ever be the same again?