Dragonball Z- Broken trust
Author- Luna P aka Nikki
Rating- RRRRRRRRRRRRRR I said it once and I'll say it again RRRRRRRRRRR yes this fanfiction is an R rated fic if you are fearful it is time for you to leave otherwise enjoy…
Warning- Um lets see uh there was something…yaoi, rape basically mature content if you are immature and such situations offend you or repulse you I think it would be best for you if you leave before I damage your fragile psyche n.n
Summary- Truten Trunks has wronged Goten but he has no memory of it, Goten decides to suffer in silence rather than burden his best friend. Will he be ok or will it slowly tear him apart and will Trunks notice before it's too late?
Disclaimer- (Sniffs) No sadly the characters are not mine if they were there would be an entire series devoted to the relationship between Trunks and Goten and then perhaps another series devoted to the relationship between Goku and Vegeta but alas twas not meant to be (sniffs.)
Smoondigiboy- Thank you once again for your review and it's always good to know that someone's a loyal reader. I'm always worried about loosing reviewers because you feel as though you've done something wrong or insulted someone without knowing about it. Sorry I'm babbling, well I hope that I don't seriously disappoint you with this chapter cause that would just be too bad. So…yeah…read on and I hope that you enjoy n.n
Kiko cat- Yay! You're still here; I'm glad that people feel sorry for Trunks. You're right he doesn't remember any of it and I was really hoping that people would start sympathising with him for that. He's not a bad guy and I don't want to portray him as that, he just made a mistake and now he's trying to fix it. I think I was nicer to Trunks in this chapter than in most. I don't hate Trunks he's one of my fav characters but uh… you did read fallen so I guess you already know how much I love to torment my favourite characters. Well I hope you enjoy this chappie and I get a get to read a review from you soon n.n
GoTrinba- Thank god I still have reviewers I was really worried about what people's reactions would be to that chapter and this one coming up. I'm always scared that I'm gonna let people down. Well anyhoo before I worry myself senseless… again… I'm going to say that I hope you enjoy this chapter and that I hear from you soon. I love Truten but all that's going round at the moment is TrunksPan what the hell is going on? Ah I'm starting one of my lunatic rants…I hope you enjoy this chappie and review n.n ignore my insanity most people do…
Galacia- Ha ha, your review made me laugh so much and really lightened up my day. Uh…the threats weren't serious were they? But you don't have to worry I share your dislike of fics that just as they are getting good stop. I've read so many of them it makes me want to cry and uh…the suicide thing? Uh (nervously) would it really bother you that much if it was only attempted? And I put a bit more of Goku and Vegeta in this chappie all for you, I hope you enjoy…n.n…
Dragongirl- Yay I'm glad you're enjoying and here's the fifth chappie as promised, sorry I can't write any more to you but I'm really late for my dance lesson and my teacher and new partner are going to kill me as it is. So I shall just say that I hope you enjoy and I see ya soon and that then I can talk to you a bit more…uh… ja ne n.n till then
Belgi- That in itself is very encouraging, uh once again thanks and I wish I could say more but I've really got to go to dance class (look above at Dragongirl's reply) so I hope you enjoy and that I see ya soon n.n
DBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZChapter 5- The truth is heard
Normal POVRed flashes played out in the lilac haired Prince's mind. Quickly passing images that he was finding hard to keep up with. A red moon, blood, Goten, him, what did all of that mean? Why couldn't he work it out? Why couldn't, for once in his life, things be simple and self-explanatory? Why did they always have to be coded or riddled and confusing beyond belief? Why was there never and easy way out? He saw teeth bite into Goten's neck felt nails dig into his back and tear his skin. Could taste the sweet copper like blood in his mouth. And he wanted to wake up, he could see Goten arch in pain, hear the soft whimpers and see the tears as they slipped from the smaller saiyan-jin's eyes.
Gasping he jumped awake rubbing his eyes and trying to forget all he had just seen but he couldn't, he would never be able to forget that. It had all been way too real like it had actually happened, like he had actually been there. When he felt the hand on his arm he practically leapt out of the bed. Turning he saw Mina smiling at him, same dumb expression as always. He was at present having trouble believing that he had actually asked her to stay the night, what had come over him?
"Are you ok Trunksie? It sounds like you were having a bad dream? Want to tell me what it was about? Maybe I can help" shaking his head Trunks just growled. He really didn't want to talk about what he had just dreamed, not to anyone; they'd probably ship him off to the nearest loony bin, perhaps not a bad idea. Maybe he needed some time in isolation; all he seemed to be doing was making a mess of things at the moment. So giving everyone a little space might not be such a bad idea. Or was he just being foolish?
"No, it's ok…I'm ok…not really sure what it that was all about actually…uh what's the time?" Glancing around the room he caught sight of his alarm clocks. The red numbers flashing at him and telling him that it was almost seven o'clock, he had seriously over slept and had wanted to get on some training before they sat down for breakfast but now that was out of the question. Honestly what was going on with him at the moment, he just seemed to be making a mess of everything.
"Trunks! Goten! Breakfast's ready!" Bulma called from downstairs. Trunks chuckled he remembered when Goten used to sleep over and when Bulma called them for breakfast they would race each other downstairs. Trunks always used to cheat and fly over the banister. He had never been one to play by the rules and always wondered it he got that from Bulma or from Vegeta.
"I won't tell you again! Goku's been trying to eat it for the past five minutes and I can't hold him back for much longer!" Yeah she had always had to call them twice then to; same went for Chi chi when he stayed at Goten. He still couldn't believe that she was dead, it just didn't seem right. He had known her for so long and now that she was gone it just felt strange. The first few nights Goten hadn't been able to sleep without Trunks by his side. He just wished that they could be so close now.
Sighing he stood and threw on a pair of black trousers with a black vest top, brushed his hair through once and waited for Mina to get herself ready. Another smile he remembered always having to wait for Goten to get changed and style his hair, it seemed to take the younger forever to get anything done. Now wonder Trunks was always the winner in their races.
"Come on Trunks snap out of it!" Mina wailed grabbing hold of his hand and dragging him out of the room. He glanced at Goten's door as he passed it wondering if the younger was still asleep or if he had already gone down for breakfast. He really wasn't looking forward to eating breakfast with Mina at the same table as Goku and Vegeta especially. They just both seemed so hostile towards her and he wasn't sure why because she had never done anything wrong, to his knowledge anyway.
Sighing he soon found himself at the table and sat next to Vegeta, he passed his father a sheepish look receiving a glare in return. He was actually lucky that he father hadn't killed him right then and there. Dende knows the feeling was strong enough, after all he was one that took mating bonds very seriously and he knew that deep down Trunks knew what he had done to Goten. He just hadn't found a way to decode all the information yet. And Vegeta feared that when he did Trunks wouldn't know what to do and it would slowly destroy him from the inside. Because knowing Trunks and knowing himself he knew that Trunks would hate himself for what he had done.
"Where's Goten?" Bulma asked passing Trunks and Mina some breakfast and earning a look from Goku that begged for more. "Honestly Son Goku are you never full, hm, you're going to eat me out of house and home. Well at least I cooked extra!" She exclaimed placing another bowl of food infront of the hungry Saiyan-jin. Vegeta glanced at his koi as he shoved the food into his mouth, never once stopping for air or for a break of any kind.
"You're disgusting Kakarrot" he growled sipping at his tea and trying to look away from the train wreck that was Goku eating.
"Who's Kakarrot?" Mina asked, Trunks sighed and glanced over at her rubbing his head. Her voice was beginning to give him a huge headache and he just wished that she would shut up. Another thing that he kept doing was glancing at the staircase, every little noise that he heard, every little creak. He thought that it was Goten and so far everytime he had been wrong.
"Oh…uh that's what my dad calls Goku…" he explained causing Vegeta to send him a glare of a thousand deaths. Apparently Vegeta didn't like Mina knowing about his personal matters.
"Like a petname kinda thing?" She asked twirling a strand of hair around her finger as she began shovelling the food into her mouth, Vegeta growled and Trunks shook his head hearing a creak and turning to face the stairs to see, once again, that there was nothing there. With a heavy heart he turned back to face Mina answer to question on the tip of his tongue.
"Uh…no…if anything it's more like an insult, he has name insults for everyone." Trunks whispered sounding completely uninterested with the whole thing, truth was he was and he knew that Vegeta was plotting his death for discussing any of this with the girl he obviously had a great amount of dislike for. After all the saying 'keep your friends close and your enemies closer' had to be modified to fit Vegeta. When saying it in reference to Vegeta it became, 'have no friends and kill your enemies before they have a chance to cause any discomfort.' It made sense you couldn't deny that but maybe it was a little extreme.
"Oh…do I have a nickname Vegeta?" Trunks chuckled and Goku exploded in laughter, she had walked right into that one. And she was oblivious about it, which made it ten times more hilarious. Another thing that made it funny was the way she was sat there eagerly awaiting the answer to her question. The look on Vegeta's face said that he had the perfect insult lined up and he wasn't about to let an opportunity such as this slip by.
"I gave you one yesterday, then again it can't strictly speaking be called an insult now can it? After all you are a wench" Bulma stifled a laugh at the girls bemused expression. Goku smiled and went back to shovelling the food down his throat rarely stopping to chew. Glancing at Goku and the mess he was making with the small bowl of food he asked, "why am I dating you again? If truth be told you're revolting." Goku shrugged and smiled leaning in and lightly placing a kiss in Vegeta's cheek.
"Because you love me Geta-san" Goku explained, Vegeta's eyes narrowed and he began to shake his head. Trying to resist the urge to whack the younger saiyan-jin in a desperate attempt to knock some sense into him. Bulma growled at Vegeta and smiled at Goku walking over to him and passing him another bowl of food, which he gratefully accepted.
"Don't you dare deny that Vegeta everyone knows that you care about Goku, you try to hide it but it's very obvious. After all when Goku was still with Dende all you did was mope around the house. Talk with Goten, growl at Trunks, insult me and then mope some more. Admit it, you can't live without him!" Vegeta's left eye began to twitch and the vein on his forehead started pulsing. Meaning that he was pissed off. "And you obviously agree because otherwise you wouldn't be so angry, you see you don't like it when people know a lot about you but I know you like the back of my hand and that makes you mad doesn't it mystery man?"
"Uh…Bulma…I think that's enough" Goku smiled, glancing at his koi every few seconds to check that he hadn't exploded due to pent up rage.
"Oh and as much as you like to be in control when it's in the bedroom all of us know that Goku is the seme" she smiled walking over to him and poking his arm. "You like him to dominate you…" her eyes narrowed "and you like to be his bitch!" At that point everything that was in Goku's mouth was sprayed out at the wall. Bulma chuckled childishly and walked out of the kitchen to the foot of the stairs where she called for Goten once again. The twitching of Vegeta's eye had become like a clock, ticking down the seconds until he went mad and destroyed everything within a five-mile radius. It was true that Goku was the seme in their relationship but Vegeta really didn't like other people knowing that. And broadcasting it to a room full of people was a mistake you only made once because after that you were dead.
"Vegeta…" Goku said hesitantly as he slowly placed his hand on the elder's shoulder, trying to gain his attention so that he could desperately try and calm his koi down before all hell broke loose. "Vegeta?" He tried again, getting no response for the second time; he slowly slipped his hand to the small of the elder's back. Pushing gently at the base of his spine where his tail had once been. Massaging it sensitively and making the Prince arch slightly at the sensation.
"Kakarrot…" he warned, Goku just giggled and licked his lips. Great thing about Vegeta was since he had lost his tail so late in life his scar was a very sensitive and very sensual mark. Useful thing to know when you were trying to calm the elder or seduce him either was good. A small moan escaped the elder saiyan-jin's lips, followed by a low warning growl intended to make Goku back off but that wasn't likely. With an exasperated sigh Bulma walked back into the kitchen lifting her hands in defeat.
"I don't know what is going on with that son of yours Goku but his food is getting cold and no matter how many times I call him he won't come down." Every saiyan-jin in the room froze, each worried that something might have happened to the youngest, each praying that it hadn't. However each knowing that it was a likely possibility, after the way the younger had been acting, what had happened, who knew anymore? The saiyan-jin's around the table each rose from their seats intent on running or flying up the stairs to check on the smaller saiyan. When he appeared on the landing and began walking down the stairs they all breathed a sigh of relief.
"Chibi…" Trunks whispered quietly, there was something off about Goten. His ki was everywhere and somehow nowhere at the same time. It was his and yet it wasn't the pattern or structure seemed to change every few seconds. Fluctuate and then return to normal, it worried him immensely scared him…because he didn't know what was wrong and therefore didn't know how he could fix it. And that was what he wanted to do, fix it…fix everything, turn back time so that everything was as it was. So that their friendship was back to the way it had been…just a dream…
"Sorry Bulma I'm really not feeling so good" he muttered and within the blink of an eye his consciousness seemed to slip away causing him to fall forward. Before anything could be said or done Trunks was right beside him, holding him in his arms as he hovered an inch off of the staircase. His heart stopped and he gasped when he noticed that the younger had stopped breathing. Unsure of what to do with the small boy that he was holding in his arms. He had never seen Goten so still and he really didn't want to, not now and not ever again.
"Mom! Dad! Goku! Something's not right with Goten…he's not breathing…" Trunks practically screamed as he flew down the stairs and placed Goten on the floor at the bottom of the staircase.
"But…I…I checked him out the other day he was fine I couldn't find anything wrong with him other than a extraordinarily low amount of ki. So I gave him a sensu bean he should be back to normal by now…" stopping Bulma turned to Goku and Vegeta who were discussing something privately. Growling she walked over to the two of them, glaring at each one in turn. "You know, both or you know…I demand to know what is wrong with that boy and if you won't tell me then you can just get out of my house this instant! I promised Chi Chi as I watched her be lowered into the ground that I would care for Goten as if he were my own flesh and blood! I have not broken that promise yet and I DO NOT intend to do so EVER! DO YOU UNDERSTAND!"
"Women this has nothing to do with you there is nothing you can do to help anymore!" Vegeta growled, out of the corner of his eye he saw Mina stop eating and witnessed the smile slowly appear on her face. "May I ask what you are finding so funny!" She jumped at that and stuttered her answer. Mumbling that this situation reminded her of a scene she had seen in a film the other week.
"This is not a film, we are not actors, that boy in there is my son and I must stand here knowing full well that there is nothing Bulma, Vegeta or myself can do to help him! In essence I am stood here watching my youngest son die and you are sat there smiling about it…" tears began to well in Goku's eye's but he wouldn't let them fall. Just let the pain tear at him from the inside, refusing to let it show on the outside because that wouldn't help Goten in anyway.
"Get out…" Bulma whispered staring at the girl who still seemed oblivious to what was going on. "I said get out of my house…you are not helping matters at all, I love that boy as much as I love Trunks and I love Goku like a brother. You are being disrespectful to both now get the hell out before I throw you out!"
"Uh…guy's…can we shout later incase you didn't hear me Goten is not breathing!" Trunks screamed at the elder's, deciding there wasn't time to waste on waiting for the others he was forced to think back to everything that Bulma had taught him about CPR. Fifteen compressions to two breaths didn't sound too hard, growling to himself he started on the compressions counting each and every single one. "One… two… three… four…five…" Vegeta watched his son as he put everything he had into getting his friends heart beating. He would never admit it but at that moment he was incredibly proud of his son.
"Twelve… thirteen… fourteen… fifteen…" it never even occurred to him to hesitate before he went to give the younger the two breaths of air that meant the difference between life and death. He cared for Goten too much to worry about what others would think or say. Taking a deep intake of breath he covered Goten's mouth with his allowing the air to transfer from his body and into the younger boy's. Of course he had not expected what happened next. The minute his lips met the others they both turned super saiyan-jin, Trunks' ki flared up and slowly began to transfer to Goten.
"Vegeta, Goku an explanation would be welcomed with open arms at any moment…" Bulma said as she watched the two boys. After about a minute Goten's eyes opened and his body arched at the sudden amount of ki transferring from Trunks and into him. An unexpected surge of ki escaping from somewhere inside of Goten sent Trunks flying across the room and into the opposite wall. Gasping Goten sat up, trying to control his breathing and work out what was going on.
"Itai," Trunks groaned as he pushed himself up from the floor, steadying himself by using the wall to prop himself up. The sudden ki loss and the knock to the head he had sustained by being thrown across the room would have been enough to knock normal people out. Or at least keep them on the floor for a few minutes but Trunks was too eager to check on Goten and find out how the other was doing than to care about himself. "You ok Goten?" The elder asked lightly stroking Goten's arm,
"Goten…lab…now!" Bulma ordered pointing in the direction she wanted the younger to go. He nodded and turned, wondering as he walked over to the lab what had just happened and how. Last thing he remembered was walking down the stairs, then… nothing…well something that appeared to be nothing when it was really something. That was the only way he knew to describe it and even he couldn't understand it. After that he had opened his eyes to find Trunks straddling him and giving him mouth to mouth then he could just feel ki flooding into him and after a few minutes a large amount of ki started to swell in his stomach. Then it exploded and forced Trunks off of him and into the nearest wall. It was all rather strange.
Sighing he sat down on the bed in Bulma's lab, he didn't really want Bulma to do an examination on him because of what she might still be able to find out but there was another part of him that needed for her to check him over. It didn't take a genius to know that there was something wrong with him but it wouldn't hurt to have one diagnose it. Stepping into the lab Bulma turned to face Vegeta and Goku who were stood in the doorway. Placing her hands on her hips she growled and glared at the two saiyan-jin's.
"Now…am I going to be able to diagnose what's wrong with Goten or is it a saiyan-jin only matter?" She asked angrily and waited for a response from either of them. The prince chuckled and stepped into the lab walking over to Bulma and glancing Goten over, checking his ki at the same time to check that his suspicions were correct but Goku could sense it too the chances of them both being wrong was very slim indeed.
"Oh you could diagnose it women, anyone with half a brain could diagnose it, but you won't believe it. And you know very little of saiyan-jin matters such as these so you could not offer a single slip of help to this boy. Only Goku and I can do that and we are hardly experts on such things." Vegeta explained "Perhaps it's time you and Trunks left"
"No" Vegeta glanced back at his son; eyes narrowing in the traditional 'how-dare-you-defy-me?' look Trunks just ignored the glare. He was tired of being left out, tired of not knowing what was going on and tired of being treated in the way he was, like an outsider. "I'm not leaving until one of you tells me what is going on!" Trunks growled, Bulma nodded in agreement and stepped back so that she was in line with her son.
"I agree, you three have been keeping a secret for some time now and I for one would really appreciate knowing what that secret it" Goku and Vegeta glanced at each other, uncertain of what to do. Unsure whether Goten would actually be ok with them knowing. Some things were supposed to be kept secret and they both thought that this was one of those matters.
"I uh…I was uh…I was raped" Goten explained glancing at where his hands rested in his lap rather than into the eyes of any of the people that were stood around him. It was just easier to explain that way. Silence befell the room, some unwanting some unable to talk. Within minutes Bulma was sat beside him, stroking through his hair comfortingly and acting exactly like the surrogate mother she had become when his real mother had been killed in an unfortunate car accident.
"Oh Goten, why didn't you tell me?" She asked her voice not in anyway angry or annoyed but soft and caring. Now he felt bad for not explaining things to Bulma earlier, she didn't deserve to be left out of the loop like that. She had done nothing but be a great friend and caring mother to him, didn't that give her the right to know about everything that was happening in his life? The good as well as the bad? "Vegeta! Goku! How could you hide this from me like that? This is very serious and to leave me out in such a way could have been dangerous! I don't suppose you're going to tell me who did this?"
"No" Vegeta growled, it just didn't seem right to tell Bulma that the boy she was holding in her arms at this very moment. The boy that had just announced to a room full of people that he had been sexually assaulted had been raped by her one and only son. Hell Vegeta didn't even know how to react to the fact that his son had done such a thing to his koi's son and his best friend. So how was Bulma supposed to react? Goten hazarded a glance up at Trunks, the elder saiyan-jin's hair was falling over his face, shadowing his eyes from view. His hands were clenched tightly at his side and he was biting down on his lip as if trying to stop himself from saying something that he might regret.
"Vegeta! Honestly…how can you be so heartless? I just want to know what bastard did this to Goten" Goku glanced at Vegeta, than at Trunks and then at Bulma seeing the faces of each of them in turn.
"I'd watch the words you use Bulma, some things are more complicated than they appear to be." Goku practically shocked everyone with that little speech, it was one of pure wisdom and said in such a way that if you had not been there watching him speak them you would not believe that it had been him who'd said them.
"How can you say that Goku, this is your son…someone abused him in the worst kind or way and you stand there and tell me not to insult them. I'm sorry but I don't think I can do that." Bulma sighed, turning her attention back to Goten and stroking through his hair once again. Everyone jumped when they heard the loud 'thud' of a fist making contact with a wall. They turned to see Trunks' fist buried in the plaster as flakes of the substance broke off and fell away from the wall next to the doorframe. His eyes still cast downwards and his teeth gritted together as he tried to absorb all of the information that he had just received.
"One of you is going to tell me who did this to Goten and then I am going to go and kill them…got that?"
To Be Continued… DBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZNikki: I Know, I didn't really live up to the summary I did last chapter but everything that I said will happen then will happen in the next chapter. This just seemed like a great place to end it that's all…
K: Yeah right you just like to torment people
Nikki: No…well…(thinks back to other fanfictions) I only did that once and I even told everyone that it would be ok.
Watari: You still made people cry
Nikki: Yes but those were the people that didn't read the chapter title and the info before and after the fic, therefore it was there own fault.
K: Ever notice you only ever say that when it was your fault and in no way there's
Nikki: (pouts) but it wasn't my fault I put it in bold with exclamation marks and everything, then I gave away plushies. Oh that reminds me I haven't given away any of my infamous plushie sets for this fic…
Watari: how could you? It's like your trademark
Nikki: I know so that is why all the people that review to this chapter will be getting a chibi Truten plushie set. This is basically a chibi Trunks and a Chibi Goten that are all starry eyed and in love with one another…as with all my plushie sets I am keeping one for myself and the rest shall go to all reviewers…you will also get a cookie of your choice…but only if you review…
K: In case you can't tell she's hinting for anyone that's still reading to review n.n
Nikki: To put it in a nutshell yes…well short summary for the next chappie…
Chapter 6- Pain and Regret, is this justice?
Trunks and Bulma finally find out that it was Trunks that raped Goten, and if Trunks' reaction is strange then what do we expect from his mother? Will things ever be the same again and what's this surprise Vegeta and Goku have in store for Goten?
Nikki: I hope that will actually happen next chapter but you never know until you start typing do you? Uh please if anyone's left, review…