Dragonball Z- Broken trust
Author- Luna P aka Nikki
Rating- RRRRRRRRRRRRRR I said it once and I'll say it again RRRRRRRRRRR yes this fanfiction is an R rated fic if you are fearful it is time for you to leave otherwise enjoy…
Warning- Um lets see uh there was something…yaoi, rape basically mature content if you are immature and such situations offend you or repulse you I think it would be best for you if you leave before I damage your fragile psyche n.n
Summary- Truten Trunks has wronged Goten but he has no memory of it, Goten decides to suffer in silence rather than burden his best friend. Will he be ok or will it slowly tear him apart and will Trunks notice before it's too late?
Disclaimer- (Sniffs) No sadly the characters are not mine if they were there would be an entire series devoted to the relationship between Trunks and Goten and then perhaps another series devoted to the relationship between Goku and Vegeta but alas twas not meant to be (sniffs.)
Stargabe- I'm glad you liked it and I know, Mina was designed to be a stupid bitch that everyone disliked. Anyway once again I'm so glad that you like it and that this will be an ending worthy of a review. And about the baby, well you shall see… n.n I shall just say that in most M-preg fics the males have girls but I like to be different. Anyway hope to here from you again,
Kiko cat- Kami, what do I say to you? You've been there for the entire thing and are officially the most loyal reviewer; you get a plushie set for being so sweet. So I just want to say a huge thank you because seeing that you were always there reading kept me writing. I love ya hun (but not in some creepy stalkerish way) and something's telling me you won't feel sorry for Mina in this chapter and yes Vegeta was mean but oh well n.n Trunks is over it and yay they're together. Oh by the way the rules for 'Fallen' don't apply here so there may be a few tears… maybe… again one last huge THANK YOU because you gave me the courage and faith to keep going with this. Wow this was a really long thank you, well thank you and I hope to see ya again soon.
Galacia and Demons- Your reviews always make me laugh, and I want thank you for reviewing. Um…don't hurt me…is what I want to say…I have shinigami's…and Yami's and yaoi boys at my disposal so ha. (Runs and hide behind them) Just joking, once again a huge thank you for reviewing and keeping me entertained when I was down and confused and worried that no one liked my work so uh…yeah thank you and I hope you will review one last time and tell me what you thought of this chappie aka the finale.
Ok I'm sorry that this is late but I really didn't know what to do or where to go so uh I'm sorry and I hope that this in someway makes up for the lateness of the finale. I hope this is a good send off for the fic and that you like it enough to review. Once again I'd just like to thank everyone that reviewed it means a lot to me that you liked my work so uh thank you and goodbye.
P.S. this chapter was written to The Calling's CD 'Camino Palmero' I think it goes really well with the nature of the fanfiction so if you have it listen to it if not go buy it. It's well worth it trust me.
DBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZDBZ Chapter 8- Stigmatised Normal POVA lot had changed over the past nine months, a lot…but it seemed that things were finally as they should be. Everything was peaceful and happy but life is not a story or a fairytale and sometimes happily ever after isn't possible. Sometimes it's just not destined to be. Sometimes even stories end in tragedy and so you wait for the sequel in the hopes that everything will go back to being happily ever after because we know that if stories stop ending happily ever after then there is no hope for us. For our lives and the stories we play out by just being.
When we see a story end with a marriage and lovers riding off into the sunset, we begin to feel secure in our own self delusions but perhaps that's the most dangerous place to be. Happy and safe and knowing that this is the best it's going to get and that it's only a matter of time before we tumble and fall and everything we've ever cared for and wanted is gone. Truth be told as long as you live life to the full and make sure that every moment becomes a precious memory that rival's the beauty of any jewel. You'll find peace and happiness in the knowledge that you left behind a world with good memories and protected the one's you love as best you could…
The mind wanders when it is allowed time to think, when it's allowed to roam free and explore every possibility and every decision that you made in life. When it's allowed to judge if the choices you made were right or wrong but by the time it gets it's chance to tell you all of this. It's far too late and there is irony there, for the mind seems to shut off and leave us blank when we try to think too hard or too fast. Perhaps it's trying to stop us from coming to the wrong conclusion and making a mess of everything but by doing this we decide to act on impulse. Our bodies seem to move of their own free will this can put us in the line of danger but as long as we protect what matters it doesn't matter.
We tell ourselves that it was worth it and we pray that it was but after all is said and done we're not the one's left to suffer. We can only hope that the people close to us can go on without us, tears are shed and pain is felt but time heals all wounds and wounds of the heart are no different than those of the body. We want to help them through but obstacles are in the way and you see them sinking fast and you'd trade everything you own to help them out. Only problem is it's not up to you this time, you can't be the hero or their knight in shining armour. You have to watch from the sidelines and hope they save themselves.
We all have to say goodbye eventually, and we curse it for being so hard and for hurting so much…
"Ow!" A chuckle as Trunks placed a light kiss on the other boy's neck, running his hands over the bump that had formed on the younger saiyan-jin's stomach. The bump that was their child.
"What is it this time koi?" Trunks asked as he watched Goten frown and grimace at something that only he could feel. Goten sighed and moved one of Trunks' hand's to higher up on his stomach. A powerful thump from inside the other was undoubtedly the cause of Goten's discomfort.
"Your child keep's kicking me and it's incredibly uncomfortable." Goten growled, Trunks chuckled and moved closer to the younger, kissing the other's neck once again. Bulma's voice coming from the bottom of the stairs told them that it was time for breakfast. Sighing Trunks got up off of the bed, helping Goten up and pulling the smaller into a tight hug.
"Whenever it does something the annoys you it's always my child why is that chibi?" Goten giggled and leant up placing a soft kiss onto the elder boy's lips.
"I don't know, it just is," Sighing he let his head fall against Trunks' chest, he loved being so close to the lilac haired Prince. Who in their right mind wouldn't? Slowly and sweetly the two began to sway from side to side to a tune that only they could hear. Moments like this were priceless and irreplaceable and so we give them their own personnel spaces in the centre of our hearts and the back of our minds. It is them that help us through losses and heartache because they remind of when we didn't know that those two words existed. Reminded us of time's that will forever remain precious…
A shimmering tear, like a jewel or a droplet of water cascading in a waterfall…
"I love you chibi…" Trunks whispered running his right hand through the soft ebony locks, he loved that feeling, hell he loved Goten. He loved everything about him and he prayed that nothing would ever attempt to change the other because in Trunks' eyes he was perfect as he was. And any adjustments that anyone ever tried to make would only taint his flawlessness.
"So you say…" a small chuckle from both boy's "I love you too Tru-chan," they never tired of telling each other how much they loved each other and how much the one meant to the other. They just felt like they had to make sure that the other knew how they felt, after all happily ever after never lasts forever…
A heart that struggles with each beat, and memories that would never fade…
Another scream from Bulma reminded the two of where they were and what they were doing and in essence brought them back down to earth. It wasn't so bad being there anyway after all they had each other and it was magical just to be in each other's arms. Who would have thought that they would have made it this far? After everything that they had been through and fought against? Who saw happily ever after as a possibility for them? They certainly hadn't, but they were glad that was what it had been…
A love that grows stronger with everyday…even though… you're gone…
A sigh and another soft kiss as Trunks stepped forward, capturing Goten's hand with that of his own and entwining their fingers. They slowly made their way to the base of the stairs, kissing each other passionately once again and leaving the sensation to linger on their lips for what would be the rest of their lives. As with every other.
"Ok you two enough of that, I'm tired of fighting Goku off of your food…" Bulma growled and shot the middle aged saiyan-jin a glare. He smirked sheepishly and winked at the two boys who just shook their heads and giggled at the elder's antics.
Vegeta's left eye twitched slightly as Goku's hand slipped around his waist and in one swift almost unnoticeable movement his fist was in contact with Goku's head and Goku's head was in contact with the linoleum of the kitchen floor.
"You truly are an idiot Kakarrot and honestly, I've come to expect a lot from you when food is involved but stealing food from your son and his unborn child which is also your grandchild really does 'take the cake' so to speak." Vegeta snapped glaring at his koi who was whimpering in the corner of the room. Goten and Trunks chuckled, they loved this house and they loved being here with every one of the people that they held dearest to them and obviously they loved each other.
A pain rooted so deep that it and it's sufferer have become one…
"Goten, I'd like to do a check up after breakfast ok? After all you are a week over due, I think you've been taking such good care of that kid that it want's to stay right where it is instead of coming out to greet all of us." Bulma chuckled patting the ebony haired teen's head. He blushed slightly and stared down at the bump hidden, although not very well, beneath his shirt. Once again Trunks' hand found his and with a smile the elder brought his koi's hand to his lips, lightly kissing the soft nimble fingers.
"Aww, how romantic…" Goku cooed, over and done with, with his whimpering and now sat back next to his koi.
"You sound like some lunatic fangirl" (n.n aimed at me n.n I always do that when two of my fave characters share and 'intimate' or kawaii moment.) Vegeta growled reaching for his tea and blowing away the steam before taking a small sip and then replacing the cup on the table. Goku smirked and rolled his eyes at his koi's behaviour. Vegeta may act like romance makes him sick but he liked to be romantic every once in a while and he wasn't fooling anyone with that lame ass act. Least of all Goku…
"Oh Bulma, Vegeta and myself are going to go and see Gohan today so uh we'll be shooting off after breakfast ok?" Bulma nodded her head and smiled at the two, it had been a long time since any of them had seen Gohan. All that she knew was the last time they had heard from him he and Vidal (sp?) had had a massive fight which had ended up with him sleeping in a hotel. She didn't know about everyone else but she wanted to know how that had all worked out or if it hadn't which would be way more exciting.
"Oh and mom, granddad called yesterday he wants us to go and check out something at the company, he wasn't very clear about what it was though." Trunks explained running one of his hands mindlessly through Goten's hair.
"Hm, I'm not sure whether I'm comfortable with leaving Goten on his own so late in the pregnancy…" Bulma admitted sitting down at the table and smiling at the younger boy. "After all he is carrying my grandchild and I want to be the first thing that child see's."
"Poor thing, how traumatised it will be," Vegeta shot with a chuckle as he sipped his tea once again. Only Vegeta could deliver an insult so perfectly and at such the right moment that it made everyone chuckle. Even the person that was being insulted, of course afterwards Bulma shot him a glare of a thousand deaths.
"Don't worry about it Bulma, I'll be fine, trust me…" Goten whispered and winked at her as if to assure her that he would be ok. If truth be told her mothering, however nice it was, was killing him.
"Speaking of which, how is Goten going to give birth?" Trunks asked naivety seeping from his voice. Goten raised an eyebrow at the question then realised that he himself didn't know the answer. What a strange thing that was… sighing and rolling his eyes Goku pushed his food away from him, his gaze narrowing.
"Thanks Trunks, I was really looking forward to that until you asked for an explanation on how my youngest son is going to give birth and put a 'pretty' mental image in my head." Goku growled eyes narrowing even further until they were nothing more than slits leaving people to wonder if he could still see or not. Vegeta growled and hit Goku upside the head once again.
"Shut up Kakarrot, it was a very good question to ask when you think about it. For the love of Kami-sama, what? Did you want it to be a surprise? You really are an idiot…" Vegeta explained causing the younger of the two to whimper and pout, "why do I always get dumped with the explanations? Ok well the birthing will be similar to that of human females only because Goten doesn't have the right…'equipment' when the time comes for the child to be born a small hole will form at the base of the stomach. Then much like a female he will have to push the child out. Got it? Good, keep it."
"I don't think I want it…" Bulma muttered as her mind processed all of the information "you saiyan-jin's truly are a strange race" she muttered jokingly and ruffled Goten's hair pulling him into a motherly hug and lightly kissing his forehead.
"We could say that same of you humans," Vegeta growled, the whole table swore that these two were trying to start a fight. It wasn't surprising they did it every morning and it certainly was fun to watch…
A pain they'd pay to live without…
"Plus Kai and Rei are coming round later so…"
"Oh…that reminds me, how did Kai and Rei take the news that you were pregnant?" Bulma asked remembering that the other had called them a month or two ago to tell them of his situation.
"Exceedingly well actually, they've been really supportive wouldn't you agree Trunks?" The elder nodded and sighed.
"Infact they've been soo supportive that we're going to ask them if they would like to be God parents." Bulma smiled and nodded, she had always liked the two boys and was glad to see that Trunks and Goten weren't leaving them out of their lives just because they had each other. Everyone seemed to like the idea, even Vegeta and that wasn't something you saw everyday.
"Well in that case I suppose I will go with Trunks to capsule Corp, but promise me that you will call us immediately if anything happens," Bulma scowled, Goten nodded and smiled. He was really looking forward to talking to Kai and Rei he hadn't seen them in what felt like soo long.
Later
"Can we answer that now?" Rei asked clapping his hands together as he jumped up and down, Kai raised an eyebrow at his genki friend and tried desperately to get him to calm down. After a few seconds Rei managed to stop bouncing around and sat back down next to Goten, who was still amazed at how well the other boys had taken the news of his pregnancy. It wasn't like it was something you heard everyday and so he was happy that they had accepted it and him for being what he was. A saiyan-jin and in essence an alien.
"Uh…yeah I guess…" Goten explained and shifted up on the bed allowing the other two boys more room. Rei glanced at Kai and smiled almost asking if it was all right to answer, Kai smiled at the golden eyed boy and winked, which caused Rei's smile to grow even wider.
"Yes of course! We'd love to that would be soo amazing ooh thank you thank you thank you thank you!" Rei practically squealed throwing his arms around Goten's neck and hugging him tightly. Kai rolled his eyes at the other boy's antics. Once Rei had stopped hugging the other and had backed away allowing the mood of the group in the room to calm considerably.
"Hn, I'm going to be a Godfather…no one's ever asked me to be one before not even my sister. Thank you Ten-chan," Kai explained and lightly stroked Goten's shoulder the slate-haired boy then smiled and shifted closer to Rei allowing his arm to slip round the younger's waist. Goten watched as Rei's head dropped onto Kai's shoulder an all-knowing smile appearing on his lips.
"Are um…are you two…you know together?" Kai and Rei glanced at each other momentarily before turning their attention back to their friend who was sat with his eyes fixed on the two infront of him.
"Yeah, we have been for a while now we were just worried about how you would react so we didn't tell you. Then this whole situation arose with Trunks and I guess we just feel more comfortable now that's all…" Rei explained, Goten smiled and nodded understanding everything a little too well. Sighing he placed his hands on top of his stomach where the bump that was his baby was.
"I know exactly how you feel, after all it took me such a long time to get my courage and confidence up so that I could tell you about this. I couldn't even tell Trunks, not that I had the chance to, Vegeta just blurted it all out, that was it and here we all are."
"Yes, it's a very unique and interesting situation that we are in, don't you agree?" The other two in the room nodded, as they had said and thought time and time again it wasn't something that you saw everyday. Rei jumped when his cell phone went off in his pocket. Sighing he slid it out of his pocket and placed it against his ear, various positive murmurs could be heard. The 'yes,' 'yeah,' 'ok,' 'um hmm's,' after about two minutes of that Rei hung up his phone and turned to the others.
"My mum wants me home in five minutes and uh…" he passed a nervous glance at Kai "she want's to meet my uh…'girlfriend'," Kai raised an eyebrow at the younger who just blushed and turned away. "I had to tell her something, she kept asking me questions, I know she wouldn't mind that I like guys but my dad was right there and I know he'd have a problem with it so…uh…it just kinda slipped out. Gomen" Kai chuckled and rolled his eyes at his koi's antics.
"It's cool, I think, this is the kind of thing that makes me glad that I live alone," The Russian explained and stood up off of the bed, grabbing hold of the other's arm and pulling him towards him. "We'd best be going, call us if you need anything," Goten smiled and nodded.
"Or if the 'big event' happens, see ya soon Ten-chan" Rei waved and left the room, once again Kai's eyes rolled and he smiled and held up his hand in an action the meant 'bye.' As he left the room, with a sigh Goten threw himself back onto the pillows, he was finally getting some time to himself. Some much-needed time might he add? With a yawn he ran his hands through his hair and rolled onto his side. He jolted awake when he felt a sharp pain shooting through him, originating at his abdomen and spreading outwards. Slowly he sat up, holding his stomach in pain, eventually the pain became too much and he blacked out. Never even seeing the blond enter the room or the weapon concealed under her coat.
Trunks immediately stopped listening to what his grandfather was saying, there was something wrong with Goten. He could sense that the younger was in pain, immense pain and mentally cursed himself for leaving his side in the first place. Bulma turned to her son, noticing his distraction.
"Trunks…what is it? Trunks?" Said boy just growled under his breath he had promised to protect Goten, he had failed once but he wouldn't again, never again. Without saying another word he flew out of the open window to his right, when he arrived at the house he noted that the door was wide open, blowing back and forth in the wind. Cautiously walking forward he stepped into the house, glancing around he saw that everything was in its rightful place. Slowly he began his ascent up the stairs his heart was pounding and he was so terrified that his koi and his child could be in danger. Reaching the door to Goten's room he slowly pushed it open.
Stepping into the room he took a deep breath and surveyed the surroundings, Goten was on his bed, his eyes closed and obviously in pain. The elder was immediately at his koi's side, stroking the side of the others face and trying to console him. He jumped when he sensed someone else in the room, he knew that his dad and Goku wouldn't be back for another hour and it would take Bulma at least another ten minutes to get here from capsule corp.
A life of happiness long forgotten…
All because of one event…one moment of time…
A whimper escaped the younger boy's lips but Trunks was more worried about the whereabouts of this mysterious person. A small yelp made Trunks attention go back to his koi, he was suddenly wishing that he had brought Bulma with him instead of just leaving. This lapse in concentration may have been the worse mistake that he had ever made and ever would,
"You bastard" he turned in the direction of the voice to see Mina stood in the doorway, this alone would not have been enough to put the lilac haired Prince on edge. No, of course not, but the gun held tightly in her grip certainly was. Slowly he stood from the bed, trying to keep the direction the gun was being pointed in as far away from Goten as possible. Only to discover that the deadly weapon wasn't being pointed at him…no…it was being pointed at Goten. "What are you things anyway?" She sneered and tightened her grip on the gun. Trunks could hear his heart pounding in his head, all he wanted was to protect his koi, suddenly his dad's voice entered his mind whispering words that he had heard only once during his childhood, during his training. He hadn't understood it then; he sure as hell did now…
"Mina…don't do this, you don't want to hurt him," Trunks whispered, she just laughed and kept her gaze and her aim focused on the boy writhing in pain on the bed infront of them.
"No I don't, and I won't have to if you tell me that you don't love him... that you love me…" Trunks sighed and bit down on his bottom lip. He couldn't say that even if it would have just been a lie because he knew that it would be just like he was rejecting Goten and his baby. And that could mean that one of them, if not both would die…he couldn't live without them…he just couldn't…
A love wished for again and a prayer for strength so that they may carry on…
"I can't…I love him…not you…I never loved you…never… and I can honestly say that I never will," Tears welled in the girl's azure eyes but her face hardened. He sighed and took a deep breath as he watched her finger press down on the trigger. He glanced at Goten and smiled, he knew Bulma would be here soon, he would be ok…all he could think of now was his promise to protect Goten…he wouldn't break that promise…
We all wish for someone to be there for us…for someone to guide us…
"Then I have to get rid of him and that alien thing growing within him,"
"That 'thing' is my child and Goten is my koi I will not let you hurt either of them!"
"You won't have a choice!" She growled angrily her hand starting to shake, she was nervous and hesitating, stalling for extra time but Trunks could tell by her ki that she was prepared to murder. Prepared to go to jail for it, she was mad, and all of this was his fault because he had got involved with her. He had been stupid and now Goten and his baby would have to pay the price…not as long as he was around…
"Never die because of someone…die for them…"
The words echoed in his head, he had never found that to make much sense Vegeta had said that it was when he understood he had cause to fear. Yet he didn't feel afraid, determined, protective, love, hate, all of the above but he didn't feel fear. There was no need for him to. We all wish to go down in a blaze of glory, saving what we can and being written off as a hero. It's a dream everyone has even if they are not fully aware of it, it's there, buried deep down within our subconscious. Because no one wants to just go and never be remembered by anyone or for anything…we don't want to be alone and that's understandable.
He was taken aback when she released her grip on the trigger, before the bullet had even escaped the barrel Trunks was infront of it, consequently shielding Goten by using himself as a barricade. His eyes momentarily locked with Mina's before he pulled out the switchblade concealed in his back pocket and thrust it into her side. He cringed when the bullet shot into him, tearing through arteries, veins, and muscle before stopping somewhere in his body; Mina collapsed on the floor infront of him, holding her bloodied side in pain… if he was going down, he was taking her with him.
Sighing Trunks managed to gather all the strength he had left and walk over to Goten, slowly he brushed through the younger's hair. A smile on his lips as tears shimmered in his eyes; gently he placed his lips on top of Goten's and left his koi with a fleeting kiss before he to left. Whispering 'I love you' one last time and hoping that the only person he had truly loved had heard it. And that he would be remembered and that Goten and his baby would get by without him, he knew they would…they were strong…
"Never die because of someone…die for them…"
And we all hate to say goodbye because it hurts far too much…
The wind was freezing, isolating; it cut through him like a knife. Ripping him to shreds, how he was managing to stand was beyond him. He sure as hell didn't feel like it, no, he felt like collapsing on the floor and crying away all of the pain that had welled up within him but he couldn't. He had cried far too much already and there was nothing left to cry. His tears had run out an eternity ago and all that seemed to be keeping him sane was the little bundle snuggled in his arms. His baby boy, their baby boy. The others voice rang through his mind,
"I want to call it Malik, if it's a boy that is…"
"There you go Malik, there's your daddy, he named you and he loved you very much" Goten struggled to keep the tears out of his voice as he knelt down infront of the stone, placing the crimson rose on top of it. The baby in his arms gurgled happily and reached for the ebony hair belonging to it's parent only succeeding in reaching the black silk shirt because his arms weren't yet long enough. It was then that Goten couldn't keep it in anymore, tears began to stream down his face and his body began to shake with sobs. The pain was just too much for him to bear alone, hugging his son he ran his hand through the babies black hair. Grabbing one of the natural lilac highlights and twirling it around his finger.
The child had quietened understanding that something serious was going on and that it should be quiet. Looking down into the babies beautiful azure depths he smiled, Trunks was still alive…very much alive…in his son and in Goten's heart. Choking quietly on sobs he ran his hands along the engraving of his beloved's name… he would forever love him and he was cursing it for being so hard to let go of something that he loved so much. But he knew that Trunks would want him to be strong, for himself and for their son, standing he just stared at the gravestone…knowing one thing for sure.
The memories would never fade and their love would never die…
'Trunks Vegeta Briefs,
Eighteen years old,
A son, a father, a friend, a lover, a hero, and someone too perfect for this world, he will forever be remembered and eternally be missed…'
-Owari-
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Nikki: Gomen, I couldn't see another way to end it, it just didn't seem like a happy fic more tragedy, and death. Well the baby was a boy and if anyone can guess where I got the name from then they get a cookie cause I've ran out of plushie sets at the mo.
I just want to say a huge thank you to all of the reviewers, especially Kiko cat because you've reviewed to the entire thing so thank you and I shall be writing some more beyblade fanfiction soon. But yes thank you to every last one of you, it means so much to me that people liked it. And I would be a very happy authoress if you could review just one final time…
Farewell