Kagome and me had been walking, we got tired and decided to go to sleep. I watched her from a tree, she seemed so far away, And yet so close. The way she resembled Kikyo, but the way she was SO different drew me to her. What was it with the different personality difference? I stayed up all night wondering these questions, and then I came to the conclusion that I love Kagome. I heard a noise. I sniffed the air.

"Kikyo."

I ran to figure out how this was possible. Naraku killed her after she betrayed him and killed sota while he was on his way back with are jewel shards. Oh how I hated Kikyo for joining up with Naraku and trying to kill Kagome. I was finally to where her sent led. There was nothing. How was this possible? I felt it hit like a million ton of bricks. I saw it all like a horror film. Kagome weeping and being thrown around. Oh how I hated it. But I couldn't stop it. Then the scene changed to Kagome's time I watched it all happen. But didn't stop it. I failed, I couldn't stop it. I watched as her house fell and the shrine too.

"Sota, Kagome's mom, and her grandpa, slaughtered at merciless hands." I cried outloud.

But in my head I knew what hurt most. Kagome walking home turning the corner to see it all. Watching her cry and smelling her tears was all too much to bear. I could never fix it either. I always watched her. And I had to know what she carried in her bag now days. I found out where she lived, and got inside. I watched her sleep then opened her bag I read her poem. How could she say she never mattered? That's probably what she thought. I cried as I read the words over and over again. Flipping back and forth through the pages. I shut the book as I threw it on the other side of her. I watched her as she stirred. I was glad I had tied her hand down. I watched her read the poem outloud. I knew I would begin to cry so I went out of the room. Upon leaving I felt I was being watched as I dug up the box to see the picture. It was too late to undo what I did. I screwed up worse this time. I ran as a person approached and dug up the box I had barred the night before. Kagome was in trouble she would have been killed if I hadn't of run before the huge metal demand attacked her. I also watched as she ran to the well with the box? Mabey it was a new one? I followed her, when I got out of the well I ran so she wouldn't see me. Just watching her turn around and getting to see her face was a reward I did not deserve. I heard her call kouga's name and got out of there before he smelled me. And that's the last I've seen out of her since. It's been about a week now. I wonder where she is and what she's doing. Mabey she went back to her old time if so I would never find her. And as my luck was I probably wouldn't find her anyway. I had failed again.