Moving In And More Hatred

The next morning Yoko woke up and found that he was warm and he heard soft breathing behind him. He turned around and saw Nakada sleeping with a smile on her face. His eyes turned red as he remembered everything he had read in her Diary and all the other things she had done to him. His hand was at her throat and he closed his hand around the vulnerable part of it. Nakada continued to sleep with a smile on her lips and he gripped tighter wanting to rid him of her forever. She gave a gasp and opened her eyes and saw Yoko with his hand around her throat and she looked at him with confusion in her eyes.

He gripped her neck harder and harder until she felt like she was losing consciousness but she did not fight. Then she ceased breathing and her heart stopped beating. Yoko kept on holding her neck even tighter still and then the room faded away and Nakada was no where to be found.

Yoko found himself lying down in a dark room and the only light source was shining on him and he blinked and squinted at the bright light. He slowly stood up and saw Nakada in the distance and she seemed angry to him. He ran over to her but he couldn't reach her and he always seemed to be in the light. Then he saw himself only huge and his eyes were glowing blood red with hatred. It was Hatred and he began to reach down to Nakada. She gave out a loud scream as his hand grabbed her and picked her up. He began to squeeze tightly around Nakada and Yoko tried again to reach them but he couldn't.

Hatred gave an evil laugh and brushed Yoko aside with a swipe of his hand and he hit a wall. Yoko could still hear Nakada screaming in Hatred's hand and he tried to get up and leaned against the wall with his back to it. He reached into his hair and pulled out a seed and giving it some of his spirit energy it turned into a Death Tree as it stretched out to Hatred but he just laughed again as he breathed on the plant and fire came from his mouth setting a flame the branches of the Death Tree.

"If you want her so much then have her!" Hatred tossed Nakada towards Yoko and he caught her. He laid her down and sat on the floor beside her laying her across his lap.

"Don't worry Nakada," he said as he cradled her head close to his chest and stroked her hair away from her face, "I won't let him hurt you any more."

She looked at Yoko and the love that was once in those ice blue eyes were gone. Her eyes held something else and he didn't like it one bit. She stood up and said the three most hurtful words, "I…hate…you," his heart began to hurt so much as a tear fell from his eyes.

He was standing as well and he gently took hold of her shoulders and bent forward until he was at eye level with her, "Nakada I love you so much and I thought you did to. Why do you hate me?"

She moved away from his grasp and away from him, "Why would I love a thief, a murderer, a rapper and a demon all in one? You struck me when we first met, you helped Kelsey kidnap my parents, you bit me when I helped you with your nightmares, you kept a secret from me and had no intention of telling me, you read my diary, you tried to take me when I was asleep back at the camper while we were still on the road, you clawed me, you tried to mark me as yours when I was asleep, you killed me without hesitation and you are still keeping secrets from me."

Yoko's heart felt like a dagger had punctured it with every word she said against him it would twist while still inside his heart, "But Nakada I don't want you dead that was all of my hatreds doing. I thought you had forgiven me about those things and the reason why I can't tell you those secrets is because Kelsey will kill me and there would be no way to stop it," without thinking he took Nakada's hand and pressed it to his half bare chest over his heart, "Can't you feel the love I have for you and will only have for you? Can't you feel the pain you are putting me through Nakada with your words?" she placed a hand over her own heart and her legs began to shake as tears appeared in her eyes.

"Yoko please stop your hurting me," Yoko remembered that she had said she could get over whelmed with emotions and he instantly let her hand go and caught her as she fell to the ground.

He dug his face into her hair and pressed her head to his chest as she silently cried into it, "I'm sorry Nakada but I love you so much and what you are doing to me is killing me. I am sorry for all the things I have done to you but I have changed so much. I never wanted to kill you Nakada I couldn't control my anger and I lost control," he lifted her face up and wiped away the tears on her face and he could feel his own eyes filling up with tears and threatening to come down as well, "I love you so much Nakada and it hurts my heart so much to see and hear you say such things about me even if they are true. Because no matter what you say about me I will always feel this way and I will prove it," without thinking he gently placed a hand on the back of her head and brought her face close to his. He closed his eyes and gently kissed her passionately on the lips. She closed her eyes as well and accepted the kiss.

When he broke the kiss he looked down at her and saw that there still wasn't any love in her eyes, "But why did you have so much anger towards me in the first place Yoko? Why did you want to mark me and say I would be yours? Why did you want to hurt me Yoko?" she stood up and he helped her, "Why did you kill all of those humans and demons? Why did you do all of those hurtful things?" Nakada started to back away from he and he reached out to her again to stop her but she dodged the hand, "I…hate…you," and with that she turned around and ran away from him.

Yoko ran after her trying to catch her but she became no more then a speck in the darkness and then the scenery turned into a lush forest and he kept on running. He came to a clearing and stopped when he saw Nakada ahead of him and he ran towards her again but he immediately stopped. There in the center of the clearing surrounded by long grass and many flowers was Nakada in the arms of another man. He held her with such gentleness with his head on hers as she held on to his shirt and she cried into his chest.

Yoko couldn't move or do a thing as he watched the man take one hand from her back and lifted her head up so she would look into his eyes. She smiled and stopped crying when he spoke sweet words to her and then he lowered his head down to hers and kissed her. She smiled into the kiss and kissed him back while circling her arms around his neck.

"Na-t-ash-a," Yoko whispered pressing his hand over his heart that was hurting him so much and the tears that he had been holding back came down. His tail wrapped around his waist and his ears flattened to his head as he kept on watching Nakada kiss and embrace the other man, "Nakada please your hurting me so much please stop."

But she didn't hear him and she continued to kiss the other man. Then he saw the other man un tuck her shirt and move his hands up her shirt starting to unbuckle her bra and all the while she was unbuttoning his shirt and kissing along his neck.

Yoko was kneeling on the ground hugging himself unable to stand up any more. He closed his eyes no longer able to watch and laid on the ground curled up with his tail wrapped around him and his ears still flattened to his head. Tears fell from his closed eyes as his heart felt like it was breaking into two. He felt like there was nothing but darkness around him as he laid on the ground. Then he felt someone hold him close and he heard singing. He slowly opened his eyes and saw that the darkness that had been surrounding him had now disappeared and now he was surrounded by light. He felt like he was laying across someone's lap with his head on that persons shoulder. He looked at the person who was holding him and saw that Nakada was holding him and singing to him with the love back in her eyes. She held him close and sang to him as she rubbed his ear like she always did when he had a nightmare.

He closed his eyes as he wrapped his arms around her waist and held her as close to him as he could, "Please never leave me Nakada and don't hurt me like that again it was just to much. I know I have done horrible things in my life and I know I can't change them but can you still please forgive me?"

He looked at Nakada when she had stopped singing and saw that there was confusion on her face. He began to get worried but she started to caress his cheek and smile at him, "Yes Yoko I can forgive you for all of the things you did and I will never hurt you on purpose with out a reason to do so," Yoko smiled and laid his head on her shoulder again as she wiped away his dry tears and he closed his eyes as she started humming.

End dream

Yoko slowly opened his eyes his face dry from tears and saw that Nakada was cradling his head against her shoulder and was rubbing his ear with her eyes closed as she laid her head on his and was still humming. He smiled and placed his hand on her arm that was placed across his chest. She opened her eyes and saw that he was awake, "Yoko are you all right? You had another nightmare."

He looked at her with worry in his eyes, "You don't hate me?" he saw the surprise in her eyes when he asked her his question.

"Yoko why would I hate you?" she asked as began to caress his cheek and he closed his eyes at her touch and relaxed his head against her shoulder with the smile back on his face, "There are times when I can get angry at you," he looked up at her and the worry returned, "But I would never hate you. Is that what your nightmare was about?"

Yoko sat up and looked at her all over. He began to wish that he wasn't colour blind so he could see what the colour of her clothes were and the colour of her skin and her eyes but Hatred said it was permanent so he would never see colour at all in his life ever again, "Yoko what's wrong?"

He shook his head to get out of his thoughts and looked at Nakada and smiled, "Nothing just another nightmare. When are we going to move again?"

She sighed, "This afternoon just so that we can pack our things from the hotel back into the vehicles and find the darn place. Good news is the place is close to a very well known school the bad news is it is about twelve miles from here so I'm going to tell Bobby that we might have to sing only on the weekends because of school," Nakada got up from the bed and turned to Yoko as he went outside of the room.

He looked at the door after he had closed it and he sighed. I think all of my anger for her is gone for now thank goodness. He went into the hotel to check on the others but he felt different for some reason.

Yoko and Kuronue had gone into an argument about how stupid he was and Yoko began to think he had made the mistake of telling Kuronue his dream, that was why they were arguing. The rest of the team wasn't any where around the camper so they continued to argue and Yoko was losing his patience.

"Listen Kuronue the point is it didn't happen so why are you going all berserk about it?" Yoko asked almost yelling trying to get his anger under control.

"The point Yoko is that it could have happened your anger and hatred is all over the place and you could end up really killing her!"

"Kuronue I have no anger towards her any more! How can I get angry with her if I don't have any anger towards her?" he asked leaning against the wall of the living room arms crossed over his chest, head bowed and eyes closed not showing that they were red. Kuronue hadn't let him tell him the rest of his dream so he just stood there not looking at him.

Kuronue looked at Yoko and saw that he was getting angry, "Yoko, Kelsey can easily get into your mind and she can give you back your anger towards her even more stronger then before. Don't you…I don't even know I should ask that question right now," Kuronue sat in a chair next to a window.

Yoko looked at him his eyes opened and showing that they were red, "You were going to ask if I care about her weren't you?" Kuronue looked at him but didn't answer, "Kuronue I d…"

"Yoko I heard you last night talking to Nakada while she slept. You said that you loved her but you hated her more I can guess you don't even love her anymore!"

Yoko slammed Kuronue to the wall holding his arms and looking at him with his violet eyes meeting his glowing red ones, "I do care about her Kuronue. You didn't let me finish telling you the rest of the dream," He let go of Kuronue's arms and turned around and told him the rest of the dream, "So Kuronue that is it but I felt strange for some reason after I had left the camper and I didn't know what it was until you said that I didn't love her anymore," he turned around and looked at Kuronue, "It hurts me so much to think this but Kuronue I don't love her anymore. That dream took away all of my love for her and now all I can do now is care about her," Yoko turned around and put on his sunglasses to hide his glowing red eyes so he could go out side.

Kuronue was dumb founded as he just stood there standing thinking over what he had just heard. Yoko doesn't love her? This is just great! I over heard Nakada telling Jennah that she loved Yoko. Oh Yoko you are going to hurt Nakada more then you think.

After the argument they went to the new house and Nakada was driving her car so Yoko didn't see her. When they reached the mansion it looked just like the picture in the ad but bigger. The family had already moved out so they never saw the family and in the garage there was room for the cars and the camper believe it or not. But the thing that was in the camper that caught the demons eyes was the motorbikes. Their eyes instantly widen when they saw them and they had big smirks on their faces. When the vehicles were parked everyone went to pick out their rooms. DJ picked a room that had pictures of pirates and lots of toy's and his very own jungle gym! (Be creative here please .) April's room had a fireplace and a huge queen sized bed with curtains all around it. She also had a huge T.V., VCR and a DVD player. She also had her very own bathroom a bookshelf and balcony as well.

Jennah's room was a dark with a kind of purple colour and had glow lamps all over the place and little scented candles as well. Her room had a huge queen sized bed as well with curtains and the whole room was practically a jungle gym fit for a spy (be creative here please as well.)

Nakada's room was all blue and on the ceiling a full moon was painted and tons of stars were around it as well. But in the center of the moon a round sky window was placed. There were also all kinds of plants around the room as well and she also had a balcony that showed the back yard and sense it was in the east it gave her a good view of the setting sun and moon. There was also a T.V., VCR, DVD player, and a computer in her room. In the far corner there was a bathroom and beside the door was a bookshelf full of books. She also had a queen-sized bed with midnight blue covers and on the front of the comforter there was a crescent moon on it. Midnight blue curtains also surrounded her bed and small fireplace at the base of her bed. She also had a little aquarium by the sliding glass door that led to the balcony.

April's room was a golden yellow and I mean her whole room. (Another thing they all have huge a bathroom, a T.V., VCR, DVD players, computers and blank T.V. cassettes, and blank computer discs. But they also had a lot of DVD movies and cassettes and computer games. They all also have bookshelves and queen-sized beds, and walk in closets.) On the ceiling of her room there was a huge blazing sun and on her comforter there was a sun as well. There was also a balcony facing the west to give her a good view of the sun and moon rising.

Sophie's room was all white and had painted stars on the ceiling and a fireplace at the base of her bed. Her bed had white sheets on it and white curtains all around it and her bed was also queen sized. On her comforter there was a star on it shining bright. There were also little places for scented candles and there were also plants all over the room.

Lindsey's room was like Sophie's except it was just white and a candle chandelier was on her ceiling.

Lacey's room was all red and pink with hearts all around the room and a fireplace at the base of her bed. Her bed was a queen-sized bed and had red curtains and a red heart in the middle of the comforter.

Kuronue didn't really needed a room sense he and Jennah were sleeping together but Yoko had a room. It was decorated with foxes on the walls and had plants all over the place. There was also a fireplace in his room and he also had a balcony and his room was next to Nakada's. On his ceiling there was sky window like the one in Nakada's room except bigger. His bed also had curtains only they were red and on his bed there was a fox and a rose.

The living room also had a fireplace and it was huge with a couch that connected at the corners, a bookshelf, a T.V., VCR, and DVD player. There were also some lazy boy chairs, a coffee table near a connected, couch two love seats and some couches as well. There was also two bookshelves and a piano in the living room as well. The swimming pool was out side and had a small waterfall and also some diving boards. The pool was about fourteen meters deep in the deep end but it was HUGE not that big but it was big. There was also a little garden house connected the mansion. The kitchen and dining room was also big and very cool (please think creatively here!) There were other things but I am getting to bored right now.

It was already suppertime and they were going to start school the day after tomorrow. So after every one had settled in and had eaten some take out food sense they where kind of tired from the move they went of to bed after they had eaten.

When Nakada got into bed she felt so relaxed but she knew something was missing. She was missing Yoko but she figured he needed some space after the long trip and being with her every night.

That morning Yoko had scared her so much when he began to move about in the bed and he began to mutter words in his sleep. He wasn't fighting like he usually did and she thought she heard her name a few times. When he had opened his eyes she saw that he was still asleep but he could still see her for some reason. Then he had asked her that question and she was so confused but she had answered him truthfully. When he woke up she had decided not to mention what he had done and he didn't tell her anything.

She snuggled into her bed and went to sleep not knowing she was being watched. Yoko watched Nakada from the darkest corner in her room and when she had fallen asleep he went over to her and sat at the edge of her bed and gently brushed a few stray hairs away from her face. She relaxed into his touch and he smiled. It was then that he noticed that his feelings for her had come back. Is this supposed to mean I can only love her at night or when she falls asleep? Please let it be at night.Yoko sighed and knew that he would have to face the inevitable. He loved her so much that he would just have to keep on praying that she loved him and that he wouldn't act like to much of a jerk when she was awake so she wouldn't love him or hurt his chances of her loving him.

"Yoko?" his ears perked up and he looked towards Nakada's sleeping form.

She was still asleep and he let go of his breath that he had been unnoticeably holding. She had only been talking in her sleep. He looked at her and saw that a tear had fallen from her eyes. He gently wiped it away and whispered in her ear, "It's all right Nakada I wont hurt or leave you on purpose ever. And I'll be damned of I do hurt you or someone else hurts you or tries to take us a part," she seemed to have heard him some how and she smiled. Yoko smiled as well and he stroked her face and hair for a while and then he looked at the clock on her bedside table. It was eleven o'clock already he gave a sigh knowing that he had to leave. He looked at Nakada and leaned in forward closing his eyes and gently kissed her on the lips. The kiss was gentle but it was long and it meant a whole lot to him. He broke the kiss and gently laid his head on hers and sighed, "I love you Nakada even though I may not show it when your awake I do,"

She sighed as she smiled and held on to her blanket as he continued to stroke her hair. Then with one last quick glance back he ran out to the balcony and closed the glass door behind him and jumped onto his balcony and went to bed.