Kingdom Hearts—The Truth Lies Within The Darkness

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I DON'T OWN KINGDOM HEARTS OR ANY OF THE FINAL FANTASIES….THE COMPANY TRIPP, ETNIES, OR THE BAND THE USED OR THE SHOW… VIVA LA BAM…the only thing that I own is my life…um…if I have one…

-Romantically Hopeless LoserX13 -

Chapter 1: My Weird Fucked up Life…

Ever since the day I ran away from home, everything seems a bit…easier. I am very capable for my age ((I'm fourteen))…I know how to get what I want by…either buying it like a "normal" citizen((With the money I stole from my dad…couple of thousands…not much…)), or by stealing it. I don't really steal very often, but if I like it and I don't wanna spend half of my money on stuff like clothes and…stuff then that's when I steal it ((Haven't got caught once..)); I usually pay for the hotels I stay at though. Many people that I have met have all asked me the same question, "Why are you running away?", that's cause I lived with an unsupportive, self-centered father. It's not like I can't take care of myself or anything ((for crissakes…I had two friken jobs on top of school! One weekend job…and one after school job…)) it's just that I had to get away from the drunkard father of mine. I would always try to ask him about my mother, like what happened to her, and everytime…a different story. I think that my dad has had many girlfriends…and they all prolly left him, giving him a different story to tell. From the time I was five until now…there has been at least 19-21 stories, I really don't know which one is mom's story…or if any of those stories are even real.

As you can tell, I never really knew my mom…I can't remember anything before the age of five. All I know is that my mom left my dad when I was six years old, because of his drinking problems and him starting to get very self-centered. I really wish that she would've taken me with her…I really don't care who she would be with as long as the guy is nice…and nothing LIKE dad. I've been supporting myself for nearly six years ((yup…since I was nine…)). Up until I turned nine…my dad never really noticed me anymore…all he cared about was his drinkin' buddies and his whores. I really didn't mind at first cause I got away with everything…bad grades…complaints from neighbors…calls from the school…anything…but I just go tired of it, I realized that living with him is just gonna make my life even worse so now, I'm on my own((I've been on my own for almost 2 months! )). I don't blame mom for leaving dad, everyone has left him…even me…

You're prolly not getting anywhere if you don't know what the hell I look like right? Well, I have straight jet-black hair that goes at least 2 inches past my shoulder blades, I have dark tan skin, dark brown eyes, I'm about 5'5 ((damn Asian shortness)), and I'm skinny…everyone thinks that I'm anorexic…but I just have a fat metabolism…trust me….I'm like the skinniest pig alive .. I wearing a black and red Viva La Bam shirt with a black The Used hooded sweater over it, I wear a spiked wristband on my left wrist and a black half glove on my right hand. I wear sorta baggy black and red Tripp pants with two black suspenders crossing my ass, ((there's laces and zippers on the side of my pants)), I have three studded belts around my waist ((not in loops)) with three black and silver chains hanging from my right side, and last but not least…I'm wearing my favorite black and red Etnies ((Etnies are shoes…just for the losers who don't know skater shoes… -.-;)). By the way, my name is Ayesha…knowing that'll prolly help you out a bit… sarcasm if you didn't catch it…

Not too long ago I arrived at a hotel, obviously using my dad's cash, his credit cards and stuff. I only stayed at that hotel for about a night, until things started to really get odd…

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((woohoo…chapter 1 is over! Yay! ….more typing for me…….weeee…..please read and review! I wanna hear your comments…..I need feedback people! Chapter 2 will be here soon...((still workin on it...x.x;))If you're one of the first people to leave a comment uhhh…..hm……I'll do something for you…..I think…..o.o……wait…….some of you people are extreme pervs….so…..uh…..I'll give you a cheesecake and a spork ((:;doesn't know why she's giving away sporks….:;))

-Romantically Hopeless LoserX13-

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