Introduction
As I lay here almost lifeless knowing my only love is gone I can feel my heart aching and I've already cried myself dry.
I still ask myself "Who took him? Or, did I make him go?" I don't know but, knowing that he is gone is hard enough. I don't
feel like I can make it another day. All I want to do is lay here and leave this world as soon as can be.
Unfortunantley, my sister told me something useful for once. It was "Before you go at least find out why he's gone. And if
he's gone maybe he still wants you but, he may need time alone." I love my sister so much. Especially giving up her time just to
stay home with me, watching me now.
So far she's been saying maybe in a week or two I can go find my husband…Zhou Yu. She says I'm so young but, I
alway say back to her "Don't forget you're only a year older than I." It's already been a whole month without Zhou Yu. I miss
his smile and his warmth. I will go find him. And soon too…