DISCLAIMER: I still don't own anything to do with this fiction but the plot and my OC who will be later named and recognized – if any of you are reading Native America meets China – during this chapter.

Chapter Four: I don't want to loose you.

Kyou turned back to Kagura.

"What?" He asked spitefully at the girl. He didn't want to be here, especially with her, so why would he want to listen to her? He ran a hand through his untamable hair awaiting the answer he was pleading for so they could just go and get over whatever was going to come next. Kagura never replied straight away, Kyou guessed his tone of voice might have upset her a little.

"Well, you see…" Kagura trailed off fighting back the urge of running away and not telling him. She took in a deep breath. "There is something very important I have to tell you." While saying this she realised that she had an audience in the form of Tohru and Yuki. Kyou had then noticed this too as he looked at them. Then he realised that if it was very important then maybe she wouldn't want to tell it in front of the others. He took her hand and started to take her somewhere else.

At this time, Tohru looked at Yuki.

"Where do you think they were going, Yuki-san?" Tohru asked. Yuki shrugged his shoulders in the gesture of saying that he didn't know. Tohru blinked and looked at him again.

"Do you want to go ahead, I'm sure they might be awhile if Kagura-san starts to beat up that stupid cat." Yuki said unaware of anything that the boar might see in the cat. He always thought that she was a little weird when it came to Kyou.

"No, no! I'm sure they'll only be a minute. I'm sure what Kagura wants to tell Kyou will only take that long!" Tohru said shocked, she couldn't leave them without them knowing where they had gone. That wouldn't be right.

Kagura sighed again as she sat down on a small bench that was at the entrance to the festival. She was unsure how to start her telling.

"Kyou… I'm pretty sure that you already know that I love you. The truth is, I'm sure you know more about me than anyone else and that I know more about you than anyone else." Which was true, Kagura thought she knew Kyou like the back of her hand. She also knew while she was deluded by her anger problem, Kyou probably knew about it.

Kyou at that moment wanted to get up and run away. He didn't want to hear this again – but there was a problem, his feet were somehow stuck to the floor without anyway of her getting up. He wanted to say something but the words just wouldn't come out, he didn't know what to say to her.

"Kagura-san, why do you love me? I'm a monster, no one can love me." He spoke softly; Kyou was quite amazed if she had even heard him. There was his reasons for asking this, maybe he could get to understand what it was that no appealed him to her.

"Your different Kyou-kun, I give you that… but it's those difference that no one else in my life has, that makes me love you. Your not like the others." It was slightly confusing but yes this is what she meant. "You may shout and fight and hurt the people around you but Kyou-kun, what you are makes no difference to me, I love you for being you." Kyou looked at Kagura, she was looking back at him with a gentle gaze and smile.

"But the first time you saw my monster form, you ran away – you can never love me that way." Kyou replied when he saw her, yet he wished he didn't have to remind her about that day, if that day hurt him as much as this it had to hurt her too. He didn't show that it hurt him remembering; in fact he held the same calm and serious look he held when he first took her away from Tohru and Yuki. "No one can ever love me that way." Kagura gently placed her hand on his shoulder. She gave a softer and more comforting smile to him as she replied:

"You don't know what you mean to me." These words affected Kyou in some ways more than others but he still didn't know why she would love a monster just to love him.

"Kagura-san, I'm not worth your love. Not with the way I treat you." Kyou replied. The way he treated her was terrible.

"Kyou-kun. You are worth my love. The only way you treat me like you do is also my fault. Kyou-kun, I'm trying to stop being so argumentative and hard to live with. I'm really trying. All I need is you to see who I really am and love me for it." She knew she was taking a skate on thin ice with that one. He had already told her that he could never love her and never would come to love her. But what exactly would be his reply? She didn't know she would just have to wait for the reaction.

Tohru and Yuki were still waiting where they were. Yuki seemed quite infuriated by Tohru's wanting to stay where they were for Kagura and Kyou. All the time they had spend into deciding to finally take that first date and Tohru had to invite Kagura – it wasn't Tohru's fault, it's who she is – but why did Kagura have to invite Kyou. That baka neko out of everyone.

"Yun-chan, I thought you would have been already in there by now." Momiji said, hyper as he jumped around running around Tohru until he grabbed her hand. "Tohru-Chan… will you dance with me when we get in?" At this time the blonde wasn't alone.

"Well back to Momiji-san's first question, why aren't you already in there?" Haru asked.

"We're waiting for Kagura-san and Kyou-kun to come back from where they went of to." Tohru smiled brightly.

It was then that Rin Souma walked over to them.

"Hey, Yun-chan." Rin said not bothering to say anything to Tohru. She didn't have to if she didn't want to – right?

"Hey Rin – where is Devore-Chan?" Momiji asked still holding Tohru's hand but then walked over to Rin. Haru looked at Rin awaiting an answer.

"Who? Oh yeah… I remember now – she said for me to say, sorry but she had to go." Rin said to Haru. Shigure walked from behind Rin and tutted softly.

"You're lying." Shigure chanted as he got to Haru. "She is already in there. Rin took her in – maybe she was hoping to get her lost or something." Shigure joked to Rin who still wore a serious face.

Tohru took it to this that whoever this Devore girl was was Haru's 'friend' and someone Rin doesn't have a strong liking too. Tohru's hand was then again claimed by Yuki who nodded into the direction of the gates leading further into the festival grounds as they walked off leaving a small argument of Rin and Shigure.

"Kagura-Chan, I don't know if I can love you back. Your love is special to me, really it is. More than you'll ever know. But there is a downside to it. The only other person who loved me like you do, was taken away from me." Kyou said as he looked down on the sitting girl who looked like she was going to cry when he said that he couldn't love her back. "I don't want to loose you."