All day
Staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night
Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Me
Talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
I know
I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me
-Matchbox 20
This chapter is dedicated to a friend , a young women by the name of Amanda. I'll be praying. And remember God has not(and never will!)abandoned you. Keep on rocking! Love you, sister!
Early in the morning, Dylan went up and stood on the elegant balcony of her house. She still thought of him. The man with the black hair, and a mysterious fetish for hers, The Thin Man, also known as Anthony, whom she had not seen since the birth of her daughter, Katerina, (also known as Kat) 17 years ago. She missed him and often wondered where he had gone. His blue eyes, the same ones Kat possessed, haunted her in her sleep. Where had he gone! She came close to crying, she had loved him harder and deeper than anyone, and in the end he left her, promising to return and never being seen again, not even on cases. It was betrayal that stung her more deeply than all of them, even Eric Knox. Yet she continued to love him
Dylan had retired from the angels when Kat had turned 4, wanting to be there for her daughter. She now worked as a case consultant for the FBI. The cases she was getting lately where disturbing her. A set of murders, facts the same. An efficient and silent killer, a shot to the head with a luger pistol, they were never seen. She wondered if Anthony had returned. And if he had, did he still love her? And would he want to know their child, the haunting Katerina, if he did?