Memories Forggotten

Chapter5:

Heav'n hath no rage like love to hatred turn'd,
Nor Hell a fury, like a woman scorn'd.

--William Congreve

Have You Ever Felt Hopless

"No no no no it's here. Nobody's here. Stop get out! No! Sto..o.o.p get out of my head!" Serena cried holding her head and shaking uncontrollably. Blue stood in front of her and the girls ran forward to Serena. Mars got to her first and ignoring Blue's protests for her not to grabbed Serena's arm. Serena suddenly moved so that she had Mars's arm instead, twisting it unatrally until it broke at the elbow. Mars let out an aguished scream from the sudden pain of her bones cracking. The scouts went to Mars.

"Serena how could you do this to Mars?" Jupiter asked making fists. Serena just stood there as Jupiter swung at her and hit her in the jaw. She didn't flinch or move the slightest bit as Jupiter pulled her hand back and the scouts held Tuxedo back. Serena's eyes turned red and her hair an icy midnight blue. She grabbed Jupiter's arm's and her body began to turn to ice.She shiveres as Serena threw her down her arms and legs feeling frostbitten.

'Serena kill them. Kill all of them now. Rid yourself of the impurities.' an earily familiar male voice whispered in her mind. The ground began to shake and rumble.

"Can you feel that?" Red asked in a hushed voice as everybody looked at the ground and began to stumble as the ground began to split in places.

"FUCK!" Blue shouted looking in Serena's charcoal eyes. A devilish smirk played across Serena's face.

"Serena, you idiot what the HELL do you think you're doing!" SailorPluto shouted. Serena did not answer instead she gathered a fireball in her right hand and shot it at Pluto who was sent flying back with the force.

'Serena kill him now! Do it you must kill all that are not pure!' the same voice in her head shouted as her gaze settled upon Darien. 'Do it! Prove that you love your own father more than this boy.' She formed a ball of dark energy and was ready to send it flying when an image of her and the man she was supposed to kill flashed in her head. She soon realized it was a memory but she couldn't remember and her mind began to reject what her heart showed her.'Serena kill him now! He is the enemy!'

'Usako look at me.' She heard a commanding yet loving voice but realized the man infront of her wasn't talking. It was a memory of him saying it talking to her. 'Serena you know I love you.' 'Usako will you marry me?' 'Don't cry Serena you know I hate it when you cry. If you stop crying I'll take you shopping.' Serena stood still confusion evident on her face. A pair of arms wrapped around her shoulders possesively and she cringed at the feelling of being owned by the man standing behing her. It made her feel trapped.

"He is our enemy Serenity. He has destroyed our people you must eliminate all of our enemies. Kill him and the traitors!" The ground shook faster and the man pointed to Tuxido mask. "Enemy. Enemy! He is our enemy! He doesn't love you! None of them do. Nobody will ever love you but me!" Serena looked at all of the all of the scouts before her and realized they were being weakend by some invisible source. Then her eyes landed back on Tuxido Mask on the ground gazing intently at her no fear visible in his eyes just love and trust.

Memory Are you guys confused 'cause to tell the truth I am this story wasn't supposed to be this long but by the looks of it it's gonna be really long.back to the story now.

Serena laid on Darien's bed waiting for him to come home from work. He called and said he had to work late again so he had to cancel their date that night. He'd been doing that alot lately but today was their anniversary so she decided to wait for him. Hours had passed and Serena dosed off she woke up when she felt lips kissing her neck and gently nudging her out of her dreams. She opened her eyes to find Darien looking down at her in a dreamy way.

"What are you doing in my bed Serena. Not that I mind it's just won't your parents worry?" He asked before continueing sucking her neck.

"No, Rei told them I was staying over her place since it is our annaversary and I wanted to see you.Well was our annaversary Muffin it's midnight where've you been?"

"I'm sorry Usako I had to work you know that." He said. She only looked down at her hands with a said smile on her face. "Did you eat yet I brought pizza if you want any." She shook her head still looking down at her hands.

"I should go to Rei's I don't want to make her a lier anymore than I already have." She tried getting up but he stopped her.

"I don't want you to leave." He stated as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.

"Muffin......" She began to ask him something but he cut her off with a kiss and she soon found herself laying on her back him settled atop her.

"I love you Usako. You have no idea how much I wish you would never leave. How scared I am that this won't last even though we both want it. I don't wanna lose you ever promiss to always be mine?" He asked fear in his eyes

"Of course I'll alaways be yours. Always, forever and a day." she answered in her mind thinking how short always and forever could be. Then without another word he kissed her and soon after it became more than just kissing as he pushed her shirt off her and continued kissing down her neck. "I will always love you Muffin no matter what." She whispered as she felt his hands slip up her skirt.

End Memory You can guess what happened I'm not spelling it out for you

"Serena kill him now!" The man holding her shouted. "You belong to me remember that you have to do as I say. KILL HIM. HE IS THE ENEMY."

"Leave me alone." Serena commanded silently which made the man smirk.

"If you don't kill him now than not only will he be our enemy but you will be his. Do you honestly believe he'd still tell you he loved you if he knew what you are what you did?" The man asked his blue eyes filled with amusement. "Quit fucking around Serenity and do it before he knows your little secret. Do you think he'll believe you if you said it was an accident or maybe you're hoping he'll forgive you." Serena's eyes brimmed with tears. "I told you I am the only one that truely loves you."

"No! No you don't love me. Just get the fuck away from me you stupid Bastard!" Serena shouted pulling away from the golden blond man. He laughed at her words of defiance. He laughed and she remembered it from when she was a child. His mocking laughter filled with hatred and resentment. She often wondered why he had changed. He once loved her then one day he went mad and made her do things nobody should ever do. He began to favor Alix and Torrie like it was some kinda game to try and make her angry and jealous of her little half sisters. No he didn't love her not anymore not like he used to. Somehow that didn't change the fact that she wanted her father her real father to love her as much as she did him.

"You are just like you bitch of a mother Serenity she always said that. She loved you so much that she would ignore me. It made me jelouse just like it makes you jelouse and suspicious when Darien shows his love for Rini. I loved you once just like he loves her and we both know what I did to you so you become suspicious that Darien would do the same thing. In your mind you say he's a good man and he would never hurt you or Rini like I did but let me remind you Serena I was once a good noble msn I loved your mother and you. Funny how love isn't enough after a while. How you remember what I did and you almost expect and pray that he does the same to Rini. You pray that you're normal and nothings wrong with you. You're consumed with jelousy torwards your own daughter because you know deep down no man has but me will ever truely know you so they can never truely love you. You're right though I don't love you not anymore." He stood directly infront of her and the ground sudenly stopped the scouts who were breathing heavily could finally stop fighting against the invisible force.

"Leave." She commanded darkly her eyes still a charsoal black as she starred into his blue ones. "I am sick and tired of this childish game you're no longer my father. I hate you and all I want to do when I see you is to kill you." He just smiled again then grabbed her by the hair and threw her to the ground. Darien tried to rush to her but was stopped by Blue.

"You fight him and he'll kill you she fights him and she'll be scarred but he'll live. She needs you to take care of her don't get killed just let them fight." He listened planning to kill the man next time they saw eachother and Blue wasn't around.

"Come on Serenity fight back. How do expect to stay sane if you don't fight your fears. You're not a child anymore you should've learned by now to fight back." Her father mocked and Serena stood sending an iceshard at him."Come on Serenity rid yourself of the impurities find the posion and cure it." He said before vanishing and Serena just starred at the spot he had oquipied. Everyone stood still the scouts faces full of anger the Gardiens holding a worried Darien back.

She stood there not really feeling anything. There was nothing in her no wll to go on. She gave up and ran to the only place she could hide from the lies she created.

Blue Moon night club 10:00 P.M.

Serena and Torrie stood on stage Michael and Kevin in the back playing instruments with the rest of the band. Kitty, a tall brunet with shoulder length hair and hazel eyes sat at the drums. Tommy, a boy about 17 and looked oddly like Darien except blond and his eyes were light blue like Serena's was to the left of Torrie holding a guitar. The club was closed today so they were practicing.

Imaginary by Evanescence

Serena:

I linger in the doorway

Of alarm clock screaming

Monsters calling my name

Torrie and Serena:

Let me stay

Torrie:

Where the wind will whisper to me

Where the raindrops

As they'er falling tell a story

Serena:

In my field of paper flowers

And candy clouds of Lullaby

I lie inside myself for hours

And watch my purple sky fly over me

Kitty:

Don't say I'm out of touch

With this rampant chaos-ALLTHREE: Your reality

Serena:I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge

The nightmare I built my own world to escape

Torrie:

In my field of paper flowers

And candy clouds of Lullaby

I lie inside myself for hours

And watch my purple sky fly over me

Serena:

Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming

Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights

Oh how I longfor the deep sleep dreaming

The Goddess of imaginary light

When they heard a person clapping and looking up saw Blue standing infront of eight very pissed looking scouts in there civilian forms and one worried looking Darien. She clapped louder and walked forward a wicked smile on her face as she starred directly at Kevin.

"Well hello Blue and what can we do for you today?" Kevin asked winking at her standing on the edge of the stage.

"Fuck off Kevin we're here for Serena and Torrie."

"Temper. Temper there's no need for your language. Serena and Torrie are both fine as you can see." Kevin jestured to the two girls standing next to him. Serena looked at the ground trying to ignore their eyes.

Sorry it's so short I just get stuck and can't remember what I was getting at but that's chapie 5 hore ya like please review.