A.N.sorry it took so long to write a new story but I had school and my computer decided to be difficult but i wrote up the next chapie just for you guys. Hope you like it please review. By the way this chapter is really confusing and you have to pay close attention to certain parts o know what happened but anyways I do NOT own Sailormoon but I wish I did and if I did it would be on tv and have more than six seasons
"I give up." Serena cried to a tall figure with long golden hair and seagreen eys.
"SSHH princess don't worry it'll be alright we'll make them pay."
Memories Forgotten
chapter 7: Been Here Before
Matt said as Serena lay bleeding in his arms. "My sweet little Rena what have I done? Tell me what the world should be like. What do you want it to be like and I will use the rest of my powers to make the world as close to perfect as it can be for you."
"I...I WANT...I need Darien and my friends and...and...i want my family...Oh god it hurts Matt...what happened why does my whole body feel so numb...I'm getting so sleepy I can't even feel the pain anymore..."Serena was crying but stopped as she felt warm sticky liquid on her hands when she touched her head. "Matt am I bleeding" She asked before everything went black.
Darien's apartment midnight
Thunder roared outside of his bedroom window as he slept peacefully and unaware of the petite blond walking through the front door. She was soaking wet from the rain outside and frightened of the thunder. She couldn't remember how she got out in the rain just that she was near his appartment and needed a safe haven from the thunder.
"Muffin" She tried to wake him as she entered his room. "Darien, are you awake"
"No, and you shouldn't be either.Go home Serena I'll call you in the morning." He said still asleep.
"MUFFIN! ARE YOU INSANE I CAN'T GO HOME NOW IT'S RAINING YOU JERK" she screamed effectively waking him.
"Usako what are you doing here" he blinked in confusion "You're soaked oh baby you shouldn't have left your house when there's a thunderstorm like that outside." He said handing her a towel and one of his old shirts and pushing her torwards the bathroom.
When she came back out he was in bed sleeping.
"Jerk you're taking up the whole bed." she complained but he just continued to lie with his eyes closed "I know you're up. Come on move over." she tried pushing him
"Go to sleep Serena."
"Asswhole move."
"What's with the name calling this is my bed why should I have to move meatball head" he teased looking up at her and noticing her pout.
"Please Muffin I'm tired and I ran all the way here just to see you so you could protect me and now you're being so mean. It's like you don't love me anymore." she protended to cry and he pulled her to the bed.
"Go to sleep Serena." he ordered groggily closing his eyes. She snuggled closer as the thunder grew louder.
"Serena"
"Hm"
"What about thunder is so scary to you and why did you run all the way here in that storm"
"I wanted to be with you and feel safe and I don't know why it scares me. It just does."
Hikawa Shrine 10:00A.M.
"Serena wake up" Rei exclaimed when she noticed Serena had her head on the table and eyes closed. "Doesn't it matter to you that strong nagative energy waves are being detected on Ami's computor.
"Leave me alone Rei. You guys worry to much." Serena mumbled then suddenly remembered something "Oh god what time is it." She jumped up and looked at her watch "Damn it I'm late" She shouted before rushing out of the shrine and down the steps. The girls chased after her.
Park 10:30
"Serena, why are we in the park" Mina asked
"Family thing my mom made me promiss to be here early in the morning." She explained and walked over to a guy the girls didn't recognize. "MATT" she shouted at the light brown haired man who quikly turned around.
"Hey Rena how've you been? I heard you're getting married to a doctor." Matt whispered the last part like it was an imporant secret.
"Oh who told you? It was dad wasn't it. That's why he invited you 'cause he's hoping you'll disapprove." Serena said in annoyance "Well I am getting married and he's is training to be a doctor. He even interns at the hospital now. He's gonna be here too but he said he had something to do first."
"Well I'm pretty sure I'll like him as long as he treats my baby sister right I won't have to kill him." Matt said and walked away to set up more things for the party.
"So Serena is your friend there single" Lita and Mina asked in unison
"Who Matt I dunno probaly."
"Right then he's mine" They said running off after Matt
"How nice of you girls to come. Could you guys help me get the food and where's Lita we need some oe to Barbecue." Ikuko said handing a box to Rei "Oh and Serena your sister's were looking for you and Michael wanted to ask you something."
"Ok mom" Serena said running off to a tall girl with seagreen eyes.
11:17
Dairien arrived at the park with Andrew behind him and Serena flung herself at him as soon as he entered.
"Muffin I missed you! What took you so long"
"I had to get something Andrew was holding for me." he answered as Serena dragged him to a table with a group of people.
"See Matt I told you he was coming. muffin this is Matt my stupid big brother he lives in America somewhere with my sister's and brother-in-law. They all left me here and for ten years never even bothered to wright ,but they still expaected to be invited to our wedding."
"So you didn't tell us on purpose. That hurts Sere it makes me wanna get drunk and forget about the present we got you." Lillie said.
"Present for me ooh goodie where is it"
"Not now Rena we're having a reunion so behave." Matt said pretending to be irritated.
Hours passed and soon people were leaving. The girls helped clean up and somebody annouced that the Blue Moon was open and it was kareoke night.
"Are you sure we're aloud in there they serve liquer don't they" Ami asked worried that somebody would get drunk mainly Serena. 0
"Yeah they do, but then again they are us. We own the club." Kevin said walking into the club passed th bouncers "Come on I made kareoke night just for Serena." The girls watched in wonder and suspicion as Serena's family went in or at least the teenagers in her family did. They noticed Torrie who hadn't said one word to anyone. She was dressed in jeans and a baggy black muscle shirt with fishnet gloves covering her forearms. chains and jewlery hung from her body. She seemed like the type that sat in a corner writting stories who everybody was afraid of except others like her.
"Are you guys coming" Serena spoke and they just followed into the club.
Matt hugged Serena and got on stage.
"Oh isn't it sweet big brother's singing a sog for you." Kevin mocked walking to the bar accross the room
Slipknot: VRMILLION
SHE SEEMS DRERSSED IN ALL THE RINGS... OF PAST FATALITIES+SO FRAGILE, YET SO DEVIOUS-SHE CONTINUES TO SEE+CLIMATIC HANDS THAT PRESS HER TEMPLES AND MY CHEST+ENTER THE NIGHT THAT SHE CAME HOME-FOREVER+OH...+SHE IS EVERYTHING AND MORE,THE SOLEMN HYPNOTIC+MY DAHLIA,BATHED IN POSSESSION-SHE IS HOME TO ME+I GET NERVOUS,PERVERSE, WHEN I SEE HER,IT'S WORSE+BUT THE STRESS IS ASTOUNDING+IT'S NOW OR NEVER, SHE'S COMING HOME-FOREVER+OH...SHE'S THE ONLY ONE THATMAKES ME SAD+HARD TO SAY WHAT CAUGHT MY ATTENTION+FIXED AND CRAZY-APHID ATTRACTION+CARVE MY NAME IN MY FACE- TO RECOGNIZE+SUCH A PHEROMONE CULT TO TERRORIZE+I WON'T LET THIS BUILD UP INSIDE OF ME...I'M A SLAVE AND I AM A MASTER+NO RESTRAINTS AND UNCHECKED COLLECTORS+ I EXIST THROUGH MY NEED-TO SELF OBLIGE+SHE IS SOMETHING IN ME THAT I DESPISE+I WON'T LET THIS BUILD UP INSIDE ME...+SHE ISN'T REAL-I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL
"WOW you're brother is so cool how come you never mentioned him before Sere" Lita asked seemingly infatuated with Matt traded places with Michael who began to sing. (these two songs are actually two for those who don't listen to slipknot but they're cool and i love em anyways im off topic again)
VERMILION PT.2
SHE SEEMED DRESSED IN ALL OF ME+STRECHED ACROSS MY SHAME+ALL THE TORMENT AND THE PAIN+LEAKED THROUGH AND COVERED ME+I'D DO ANYTHING TO HAVE HER TO MYSELF+JUST TO HAVE HER FOR MYSELF+NOW I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO+I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO+WHEN SHE MAKES ME SAD+SHE IS EVERYTHING TO ME+THE UNREQUITED DREAM+A SONG THAT NO ONE SINGS+THE UNATTAINABLE+SHE'S A MYTH THAT I HAVE TO BELIEVE IN+ALL I NEED TO MAKE IT REAL IS ONE MORE REASON+I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO+WHEN SHE MAKES ME SAD+BUT I WON'T LET THIS BUILD UP INSIDE OF MI CATCH IN MY THROAT+CHOKE+TORN INTO PIECES+I WON'T-NO+I DON'T WANT TO BE THIS+BUT I WON'T LET THIS BUILD UP INSIDE OF ME+SHE ISN'T REAL+I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL
"Serena how come we've never heard of you having sisters and a brother" Ami asked in a worried voice Serena just starred on at the stage a blank expression on her face.
"Serena are you ok" Darien asked lightly shaking her shoulder
"Not real. Gone. Alone. Dark. Help." Serena's frantic voice was heard around the room
"Serena wake up." Torrie spoke as she shook Serena but she didn't respond instead she collasped to the floor. "Matt! Michael! She needs help"
Serena's mind
She stood in a wedding dress next to Matt. They had just been married when the scouts arrived. It was too late and she couldn't bare to look at them.
"She's mine now so get lost" Matt shouted and shot a black ball of energy at Tuxido Mask."
"HUH! Don't Matt stop it." Serena cried "You've won already don't hurt him please."
"Shut up Serenity! Let Matt fight his battles." Her father ordered a wicked sinful smile plastered on his face.
"No! You promissed you wouldn't hurt them father. You promissed me theyed be safe and happy."
"And you believed me Serenity? Ha I killed your mother. I killed Lillie and Alix and just now you watched me gut Torrie alive. Do you honestly believe that I care what you want" tears stung her eyes
"I love you Daddy." she whispered a single tear slipping down her cheek. Matt looke at her in wonder "And I love Matt, but not as much as I love Darien. I think that's why you hate him so much because I love him. You took everything that made me happy away from me. You turned everyone against me but not him you couldn't make him hurt me. No matter how hard you tried he still loves me. I love you Daddy I honestly do.So much that it hurts when you force me into doing things so you can have power but then again you're not my real father are you? Matt i love you so much deer brother so let's end this just to make father happy."
She drew a large heavy sword infront of her.
"I'm to tired to care anymore I just wanna prove a point to father. You're not the same as I remember you Matty but soon everything will be back the way it should be and you'll remembe who you are. Something happened but she couldn't remember what the next thing she could remember was falling to the ground bleeding. "Welcome to the future to the trgedy of reality. I gave up it's my fault."
"Rena" Matt aked confused as he saw his baby sister fall to the ground.
In a flash of light her scenery chaged. She was at a funeral. Darien stood over the casket holding a bundle in his arms.
reality
"Hope is dead So is 'she' This is only existence Failed, Blank, and Empty existence This darkness making me weak Yet feeling me with a sense of safty Is it there? Is this real? You don't know what it's like How it feels to be all alone in this darkness Burning from a hollow place inside. Hope is dead So is she This is only existence Did it get easier? Did you get what you wanted from me? Does life ever come together? Did you give up? Is it easier now? Every little word lingers in the darkness Every single promiss slips into death. Hope is dead So is she This is just my existence I failed my mind is blank My soul used up Was it my fualt? Was it even real? Didn't you notice that I wasn't there? You don't know what it's like I can't feel it anymore Did you forget? Did I believe it? Did all the things I promissed come to you? You are my regret You make me feel insignificant I feel like nothing at all And you twist the knife in my aching heart to let it bleed Someday this will all fall apart Hope is DEAD So is she This isn't even existence And the dreams you had for me Made me feel insignificant You make me nothing Will life get easier? Will this all change? Let me throw away the pain I'm feeling And if you capture me If the darkness finds me If it fills my veins I'll surrender to it To satisfy this lonelyness It's best left behind What is this strange desire to die? Always calling to me It's never satisfied So let it consume me Hope is dead So am I I am alone I am silent in surrender This is only existence Failed, Dark, Empty and used up existence. I give up." Serena cried as they shook her. Her voice sounded as if she was more than one person.
"Serena come on open your eyes." Torrie pleaded she stured and her eyes flung open.
"What happened"
"You tell us." Lillie said kneeling next to her.
"I don't know." she sat up but regretted it as she clutched her head in pain. "Ow what happened to my head"
"You fell to the floor and hi your head. God Serena you're such a ditz." Rei said in annoyance
"I think it'd be best if we all went home." Michael suggested
"But I don't wanna go home it's so boring there." Alix complained Serena gazed intently at Alix and Torrie finding something was off.
"Serena are you sure you're ok" Torrie asked when she noticed Serena's gaze on Alix and her
"Yeah i'm fine just tired is all. I think home is a good idea we can always come here tomorrow, Alix." Serena answered and Alix looked away from her.
Tsukino residents 2:20 A.M.
"Ken she's just a child she didn't know what she was doing." Ikuko pleaded with her husband
"She isn't a child anymore she's 14 just like Torrie so don't tell me she doesn't know when Torrie knows better she should too" Kenji screamed "Alix knows it was wrong and she knew it while she was doing it"
Serena sat on the stairs listening with Torrie and Alix. Alix looked scared and she clung to Torrie as they began to yell louder.
"Alix you should know better than to steal things now Kenji's drunk and he's gonna make Ikuko mad." Serena whispered to the shaking girl.
"I just...I was hungry and she wouldn't let me eat. It was only an apple."Alix explained a little to loudly and Ikuko walked over.
"I wouldn't let you eat? Just an apple? Here I am deffending you and you have the nerves to blame me for your thievery" Ikuko screamed at Alix and was about to slap her when a hand caught her wrist. She turned to Kenji and they began to argue again. The three girls ran to their rooms and tried to muffle the sounds but they could here Ikuko crying and Kenji breaking his bottle. Serena ran downstairs and saw her mother with a gun pointed at her dad.
"Moma don't" she shouted and tried to grab the gun from Ikuko's hands. Ikuko slapped her and pointed the gun back at Kenji.
"I am a good mother and if you ever threaten to take them away again I will kill you! Now get out you bastard" She shouted and Kenji walked out after looking at Serena as if he were trying to say he was sorry. Ikuko turned to Serena and smacked her harder than before "Clean up this mess idiot"
Hikawa shrine two days later 12:10
"Has anybody seen Serena" Darien asked walking into the room the girls were in. They all shook their heads no.
"She said she had a lunch date with we figured it was with you." Lita said
"We were suposed to meet for lunch but she call and cancelled. She said she had to do something with you guys." Darien replied.
Wait so nobody's seen her today how about yesterday she come than either.
That's it for now ha ha