Disclaimer: Once again, I do not own Harry Potter or the characters (except my original characters).

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Many thanks to: Anna for beta-ing for me!

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Blue Flowers of Celestial Years

Chapter 20: "The Source of Love"

April was half way through, and the weekend had finally come to the over exhausted seventh years.

Most of the time, Ginny stayed in the Hospital Wing with Madam Pomfrey for on-the-job training. Madam Pomfrey was very proud of Ginny's memory for potions and spells, also the fact that she is thinking of being a Healer.

Of course, Ginny did not do any serious work; she observed the Healer and worked on things of minor importance.

Such as making sure that any injured students were comfortable, making sure they ate, and listen to their complaints, though not too patiently, mind you.

Ginny did listen patiently to the students who were not at fault for their injuries, but she wanted to smack the students who dared to complain about injuries when it was their fault they got them in the first place.

One example was when a second year Hufflepuff boy was having potions with the Ravenclaws; he ended up mixing the wrong ingredients together, which caused a blast in the dungeons.

Thankfully, no one was seriously hurt, but it did fill many beds in the Hospital Wing with injured students. As horrible as Professor Snape seemed to be, he unselfishly took the brunt of the blast while trying to protect the students behind him, yelling at them to run out of the room.

Snape kept saying his injuries were not serious, but both Ginny and Madam Pomfrey forced him to stay in the Hospital Wing; Madam Pomfrey even threatened to tie the Professor to the bed if he did not stay there.

Ginny found that amusing but she stifled the laugh within herself.

While in the Hospital Wing, some students tried to make Ginny's job as easy as possible, but other students cried out in "pain" in order to demand her immediate attention; especially the boys.

The Hufflepuff boy that caused the explosion was not any different.

He constantly complained about his wounds and how they ached; he even went as far as asking Ginny for a back rub, adding a puppy look to it.

Ginny instantly had a mental image of throttling the second year; but she sucked it in, and explained that although a back rub was not part of her job, she could sooth his burns with a soothing aloe ointment.

The Hufflepuff boy had burns on his arms, neck, and chest; so Ginny unwrapped all the bandages, and gently rubbed the aloe on the boy's arms, neck, and chest while other boys glared jealously.

After Ginny finished, she started to rewrap the burns. Then the stupid boy dared to say, "I also have burns on my thighs."

Ginny scowled as her Weasley temper flared to life once again; and left the boy with wrappings that were too tight.

He, of course, complained about that, and Madam Pomfrey made Ginny rewrap them the right way.

After the second years recovered, a rumor began that a hot Healer-in-training was working with Madam Pomfrey in the Hospital Wing.

The rumor spread like a wildfire among the first to the fifth year boys. After that, droves of boys came to the Hospital Wing with "injuries" in order to be healed by Ginny; some were just non noticeable scratches, and others were purposely inflicted by themselves, or by their friends.

Remus even caught a couple of fifth year boys passing notes to each other, making plans to injure themselves that afternoon in order to go to see the Hospital Wing "babe."

They were shocked by how many points (jealous and protective) Remus took from their House.

Yet the Hogwarts' boys continued to faking injuries just to be "treated" by Ginny.

On the weekend, in the middle of April, Ginny went to Remus' room after Madam Pomfrey gave her the day off. In fact Pomfrey was fed up with boys faking injuries.

"Remus?" Ginny called into the dim classroom after she closed the door and locked it.

"Lumos." Remus muttered, and the room lit up so that Ginny could see.

"Why do you insist on doing your work in the dark?" Ginny asked, seeing Remus writing at his desk. "You could ruin your eyes that way."

"Actually, I can see perfectly in even the most dimly lit rooms." Remus countered, chuckling, as he scribbled something down.

"What's that you're working on?" Ginny asked, walking across the classroom to his desk.

"Well, I'm opening a new account at Gringotts, and transferring my parents' inheritance into that vault."

Ginny blinked at Remus.

"Why do you need a blank birth certificate?"

Remus' eyes slowly traveled from Ginny to down to the certificate on his desk.

"Well... um... that is..." Remus tried desperately to find a reason.

"What is going on, Remus?" Ginny demanded.

Remus looked at Ginny nervously, like a boy caught with his hand in the cookie jar; she still did not know, so he better break the news to her.

"Well, you're not going to believe this, but... you're just a little... pregnant."

Ginny's face went slack as her numb brain tried to process the news that Remus shoved out at her.

"Pregnant?" Ginny whispered. "I'm pregnant?"

"Uh, yes." Remus answered nervously.

Ginny lost her footing and she fell forward, landing in Remus' lap. He held her to him as she stared, slack jawed at him.

"Wait, how do you know?!" she demanded.

"Werewolf senses."

Ginny gave her mate a weird look.

"Well... it's strange," she started. "that the father would find out before the mother. Usually it's the other way around."

"Usually... in normal occurrences."

Ginny shook her head.

"I know I said that I wanted to have your children, but... but..."

"You just weren't expecting it to be so soon?" Remus offered, and Ginny nodded.

"Well, not much we could do about that now." she sighed.

"All we have to do now is sign our names on the birth certificate, put it in the vault I'm opening, and wait until the baby is born."

Ginny nodded, and Remus signed his full name on the "father" line, and Ginny signed her full name on the "mother" line.

"Why're we doing this now?" Ginny asked, looking at her name.

"Just in case something happens to either one of us."

"Do you think something is going to happen to you?" Ginny asked, looking at Remus fearfully.

Remus gave her a simple shrug.

"I have no idea; in fact, the future is so dangerous and unpredictable that it is better to be safe and take extra precautions."

Ginny nodded, and looked back at her signature.

I'm going to be a mother. Mother... mother...

"AGH!!! MY MOTHER IS GOING TO KILL ME!!!" Ginny said, now starting to freak out, and causing Remus to jump. "YOU'LL LOOSE YOUR JOB, I'LL BE LOCKED UP IN MY ROOM FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE--"

"Ginny, calm down."

"Remus..." Ginny started holding him in her arms. "Promise me that you'll not tell anyone that I'm pregnant, especially my mother! Please!"

"You're family is going to find out later on, though."

"I know that; it's just... please... at least until I graduate, okay?"

"You'll be six months by then." Remus warned.

"I know, and I'll use a spell to make my clothes cover it up--"

"You have to see a Healer, Ginny."

Ginny closed her eyes and sighed.

"I know, and I'll floo on weekends, using your fireplace, okay?"

Remus nodded.

"But," Ginny continued. "please, not a word until I graduate. Please?"

Remus nodded again, much to Ginny's relief. She was not ashamed of Remus, but she knew that "pregnancy" and "school girl" did not go together; especially considering that she got pregnant by her teacher.

"So, I heard you're quite the popular Healer-in-training." Remus chuckled as Ginny blushed.

"I can't believe those boys!"

"Well, you are beautiful, so I don't really blame them."

Ginny rolled her eyes as she looked away, blushing.

"I can tell already that you're going to a popular Healer." Remus continued to tease.

"ARGH! I can't wait until I grow old and fat so then all the attention would stop!"

Remus gently caught Ginny's chin, using his finger and thumb.

"That won't keep me away." he whispered, tracing her face with his finger.

"Remus..."

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

The next morning, Sunday, Ginny got up and ran to the loo, once again sick. After flushing her mouth out with water, she wondered when the bloody hell the sickness would end.

Coming out of the loo, she saw Remus still sleeping peacefully. Smiling, she looked at the mirror that was on the wall, next to the bathroom.

Ginny looked over her body, she placed her hands on her stomach in wonder, although there was not any physical evidence as of late.

"Do you like what you see?"

Ginny yelped, jumped, and turned around angrily at Remus.

"You bloody git!!!!!" she yelled, trying to cover up her body.

"Yes, I am." Remus laughingly agreed, sitting up and running his hand through his hair.

Ginny pursed her lips and sat down next to Remus.

"By the way, Remus," Ginny started. "I was wondering... if you have your parents' inheritance, then why are you giving it to our child?"

"I've never wanted to accept help, financially anyway. So I've never used my inheritance; I thought I could give it to our child since it's just going to sit in my vault and collect dust."

"But what if he or she is just as proud as you, and as stubborn as me?" Ginny asked with a big grin.

"Then... we're going to have trouble with him or her when he or she is older."

Ginny sighed, placing a hand on her abdomen again.

"Remus, remember that conversation we had about werewolves?"

Remus nodded.

"Is our child going to be a werewolf?"

Remus tilted his head to the side slightly, studying Ginny; she was not disgusted with the possibility. In fact, she was more curious than anything.

"It's a possibility, but might not be." he answered.

Ginny nodded, deep in thought.

"What am I going to do without you, Remus?" she asked, suddenly afraid. "How am I to raise a child without you?"

"Ginny, you are a wonderful woman; proud and strong. You'll manage no matter what."

Ginny blinked at Remus.

"But," Remus continued. "I will be there for you and our child."

Slowly, Ginny smiled and nodded once. Not knowing what else to do, Remus started tickling her; her laughter made the room brighter, and more beautiful.

"Remus..." Ginny laughed.

Remus stopped tickling Ginny, and her laughter slowly subsided as she regained her breath. They looked at each other, not saying anything for a while.

"Remus, what're you thinking?"

Remus gave her a small smile.

"Just silly thoughts, really." he answered. "What're you thinking?"

Ginny did not answer right away; instead, she moved to sit next to him, and she held him as if he would leave any second.

"If it is possible," Ginny started, still holding Remus close to her. "I would like to stay with you... forever."

Remus did not reply; he just wrapped his arms around her, closed his eyes, and rested his head against her head.

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Two weekends later, Ginny flooed to appointment with a Healer at St. Mungo's Wizard Hospital. She wore her muggle clothes; a blue shirt with a "Lovable" logo on the front, and black jeans.

She sat on the examining table, waiting for the Healer rather impatiently. Remus can only pretend to wonder about her absence for so long before others would start to wonder where she is; even though there are more than a hundred places to be at Hogwarts.

Finally, the Healer came in, carrying a chart.

"Okay, Mrs. Lupin," she said. "You're here to check on your baby?"

"Yes, ma'am." Ginny answered, knowing why the Healer called her "Mrs. Lupin"; she signed her name as that.

The Healer looked at Ginny hard, studying her up and down.

"How old are you?" the Healer asked.

"It's rude to ask such a question when I don't even know your name." Ginny responded.

"Oh, I'm sorry. I am Madam Granger."

"Who?" Ginny asked, panicking now.

She looked Madam Granger over; the Healer was tall in height with black hair and brown eyes. The Healer did not look anything like Hermione, but why did she have her last name?!

"Do you know a Hermione Granger?" Ginny asked, trying to swallow though her throat was dry.

"No, I'm sorry; that name is not familiar to me."

Ginny sighed in relief while Madam Granger looked at her strangely.

"So, how old are you?" she pressed.

"Twenty... and married." Ginny only half lied.

Madam Granger nodded, and checked Ginny to make sure her child was alright in every way.

"Well, good news, Mrs. Lupin," Madam Granger stated, writing on her chart. "Your child is the healthiest I have ever seen in my career. I'm guessing he or she will be about ten or more pounds."

"What?!" Ginny demanded. "How am I going to live through that?!"

"Oh, don't worry. Healers are very equipped with delivering a baby of such size. You'll have no trouble at all."

If you're wrong, I'm going to kill you!

"Are you a Healer that delivers babies?" Ginny asked.

"Yes, in fact, I'll be the one in charge of your delivery. Is there any trouble with that?"

Ginny shook her head, thinking of a few more questions.

"Morning sickness has been awful for me." Ginny explained. "When will it start to go away?"

"Well, you're over the first trimester, so it should start to fade away. Any other questions?"

"No, thank you."

"Have a good day!"

Ginny nodded the same to Madam Granger, and headed out the door into the hallways. As she was walking towards the floo chimney, she saw four familiar redheads. Upon further inspection, she realized in horror that her mum, dad, Bill and Charlie were headed straight for her!

Ginny's heart leaped to her throat, and she quickly jumped in the ward closest to her. She looked at the occupant on the nearest bed; just her luck, Mad-eye Moody.

The old warrior was resting on his hospital bed, baring several cuts and scratches, and the socket with his magical eye was wrapped up in bandages. Moody started to stir, waking up from his sleep.

Groaning, Ginny scurried to the next bed, yanking the curtains around her. Right when she lay down in the empty bed, her parents and two brothers came into the room.

"Alright, Moody?" Ginny heard her father ask.

"Did you just come in here?" Moody asked, sitting up from the sound of it.

There was a confusing silence, and Molly answered, "No, we just came in here."

"Well, must've been a Healer checking on the 'run away' loony next to me."

Ginny's heart started pounding in fear again as she got under the covers and covered her head, red hair included.

"So, how is everything?" Moody asked, coughing.

"Not so good..." Bill answered. "The closer Harry gets to graduating from Auror school this year, the more You-Know-Who is getting restless."

"He knows Harry is in continuation school," Charlie said. "And it's obvious he's scared."

"We needed extra help, which is why Charlie is here." Bill explained, patting his brother on the back; Ginny heard.

"At least we have the dragons on our side." Charlie mumbled, not wanting to bring them from Romania. "Although, more than half of them have disappeared."

Moody snorted.

"Imperius Curse, no doubt." he sighed.

"Did you ever find your eye?" Molly asked.

"Yea, a fellow ally of mine found it; in desperate need of repair, though. How close are we to out and out war?"

There was an uncomfortable silence that followed.

"Close..." Arthur answered. "Too close."

"There will probably be a war out breaking within the next 6 months." Bill explained.

"Either way, we'll see it before this year ends."

Ginny's breathing started to rise and fall rapidly. There is going to be a war this year?! She swallowed, closing her eyes, and Remus came into her mind, as well as the rest of her family fighting this war.

"Well, we have to be going." Molly said to everyone. "Please get better, Moody; we need you this one last time. This one last war."

Moody did not verbally answer, so Ginny assumed he nodded. After the door closed, Ginny waited a few more minutes until she heard Moody's soft breathing of sleep.

She slowly got up, throwing the covers off herself, her hearing straining so she could hear Moody's breathing; though Ginny could now hear her heart pounding like she was running for her life.

She took in a quiet, deep breath and slowly stood up off the creaking bed. Moody gave a snort, and Ginny stopped, posed like a statue reaching for the curtains. Suddenly, the door opened again, and a Healer came into the room.

"Mr. Moody," she said, putting on some kind of rubber gloves. "It's time for your medication."

Moody groaned and Ginny saw him move on his stomach through the blurry curtains.

"Why can't this medicine be taken through potions?" Moody complained.

"Well, you did say you don't like potions because we could be poisoning you. So this is the last resort we have." the Healer said, taking out some kind of syringe with a long, long needle.

She moved Moody's hospital gown and rubbed some antibacterial on his skin. Where was she going to stick the needle?

"Sweety, your arse is mine!" the Healer laughed and stuck the needle there.

Ginny felt her left eye twitch at the thought of anyone touching Moody's butt, even if to give medicine! It was just plain disgusting!

"There you go." the Healer said as Moody rolled back on his back. "Sweet dreams!"

The door closed again, and Ginny waited some more before continuing her mission to get out in one piece.

She tip-toed, watching Moody to make sure he did not wake up. Unfortunately, Ginny was not watching where she was walking, and she walked straight into a table that had an empty tray on it.

The table and the tray fell with a loud crash. Ginny looked in horror as Moody woke up, his only eye resting on her. She was doomed... doomed... doomed!

"Miss Weasley?" he asked, looking at her like she was moving all over the room.

Ginny shook her head to answer negatively, even though she knew it would not do her any good.

"A redheaded goddess coming down in Muggle clothes to watch over me?" Moody asked, trying his eye another way.

Ginny nodded, still frozen where she knocked over the tray; hands in front of her, trying to reach for the door handle.

"Oh, well," Moody continued. "Please tell the head god that he has messed up my life, so he can make it up to me by sending me a girl to get me laid."

"Huh?" Ginny asked, not believing what Moody, the Moody had just said.

"You heard me; I don't like repeating myself." Moody snapped.

Well, at least that part of him is normal!

Ginny nodded, agreeing to his wish. Satisfied, Moody fell back asleep while mumbling something about beautiful naked girls.

Was Moody having a reaction to his "medicine?!"

Not wanting to find out, Ginny tore out of the room before anything else happened, got to the floo network, and flooed back to Hogwarts.

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"YOU BLOODY WANKER!!!!" was the first thing Ginny said to Remus when she first saw him waiting for her by the fireplace.

Remus jumped and watched, wide-eyed, as Ginny exploded in a temper filled with hormones.

"YOU HAD TO MAKE ME SEE A BLOODY HEALER, DIDN'T YOU?!" Ginny ranted, pacing the office. "BETTER YET, YOU HAD TO KNOCK ME UP, DIDN'T YOU?! JUST COULDN'T GET ENOUGH BUGGERING SO YOU DID IT TO ME AGAIN AND MORE SO!!!!"

At this point, Remus' mouth dropped, utterly speechless.

"AND DID YOU KNOW THAT MOODY ASKED ME TO TELL THE GOD IN CHARGE TO SEND HIM A GIRL TO BUGGER HIM RIGHT AFTER HE GOT A SHOT IN THE ARSE?!"

Remus blinked, not knowing how to answer. Well, what else would a guy do after their girl just suddenly yelled at them like a Howler?

"DO YOU NEVER THINK ABOUT WHAT I WANT?! DO YOU EVEN THINK HOW HORRIBLE IT IS TO BE PREGNANT?! TO BE LEANING OVER THE LOO THROWING UP YOUR STOMACH EVERY MORNING AND EVENING?!"

Remus shook his head to answer her.

"OF COURSE YOU WOULDN'T!!! YOU'RE A BLOOD GUY!!!"

Ginny sniffed, tears flowing down her face, and she quickly wiped them away. Remus could hear her hiccupping, trying to hide the sobs that made her body shake. His mouth opened and closed, not knowing what to say; what DO you say to a pregnant woman to make them feel better?

"I'm sorry," Ginny apologized. "I think I'm going crazy."

Remus, still keeping a safe distance in case Ginny went off again, shook his head.

"No, you're not going crazy." Remus reassured her. "You're just going through an enormous change... and it's bloody scary!"

Ginny sniffed again, running into Remus' arms, crying.

"I'm sorry..."

Remus hesitated to hold her because he did not know if Ginny was going to turn on him again.

"Uh, Gin-Gin, what happened at the hospital?"

Ginny hysterically explained what happened about seeing her parents, brother, hiding in Moody's room, everything.

"Oh... no wonder you came in here all stressed out and yelling."

Ginny took a step back, frowning up at him. Remus knew that look; he knew what was going to happen.

Bloody hell... both Remus and Romulus thought in unison.

"I WAS NOT YELLING! IF I WAS ANGRY, FRUSTRATED, OR STRESSED, I'D BE YELLING!!!"

And Ginny made a quick, dramatic exit out of Remus' office, leaving him to wonder how he was going to survive five more months.

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The Eve of Doom had finally arrived; N.E.W.Ts. Ginny had been studying vigorously a month before the dreaded month of June.

Just like during OWLs, the Great Hall was emptied of all House's tables, and desks were magiced into the giant room for testing.

Representatives from the Ministry of Magic came to watch over the testing to make sure no cheating ever occurred. Ginny wondered if they were just here to make sure Voldemort does not come to attack during N.E.W.Ts.

Ginny took a deep breath and calmed down; she should be calm because she studied endlessly, and Remus has faith in her.

She rested a hand on her now rounding out stomach, instinctively making sure her baby was alright. Ginny is now six months pregnant and hiding it well.

She will pass these tests! She will pass these tests!

Ginny's eyes widened when she saw the questions on the test; they were asking questions that demanded even the smallest detail! Such as boils, burns, even minor cuts! Ginny honestly did not know anyone that came to a Healer for minor cuts!

Then she remembered the boys that came up to the Hospital Wing with minor cuts.

Ginny sighed, and put down the solution for minor cuts. The next several questions were just as bad.

Ginny sighed, resting her head on her hand. How was she going to survive this?

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

After N.E.W.Ts, Ginny was so exhausted that she collapsed on Remus' couch as soon as she got to his bedroom.

Not bothering to cover herself up with a blanket, Ginny fell fast asleep; too tired to think of anything.

When Ginny awoke, there was a blanket covering her, and food on the table beside her.

The aroma of the food made her stomach growl, and she sat up ready to devour everything.

"Hungry, I see."

Ginny jumped, looking at Remus with cheeks so full of food that they puffed out like a chipmunk. Not being able to answer verbally, she merely nodded.

"How do you think you did on your N.E.W.Ts?"

Ginny glared as Remus merely smiled innocently; she held up one finger to tell him to wait, swallowed, chewed, and swallowed again.

"Don't ask." Ginny mumbled, scarfing down a mouthful of ice cream.

"I'm sure you didn't do that badly." Remus reassured, knowing that his Ginny is a highly intelligent woman.

"I hope so." Ginny said after swallowing the cold, creamy chocolate; she loved how ice cream cooled her throat as it slid down and then cooled her stomach. "Thank you for the food."

"Actually, the house elves brought it in; so you should thank them." Remus chuckled.

"I never see them... except for maybe Dobby, but he became sad when Harry graduated, so he doesn't show himself that much anymore. Dobby even begged Harry to take him for his house in the future, and Harry said he'll think about it."

"I don't think Miss Granger would approve." Remus smiled at that thought.

"I agree." Ginny laughed, and then grew serious. "Remus... will we survive this war?"

"I don't know, Gin-Gin." Remus admitted, shrugging his shoulders.

"But... I want to stay with you forever." Ginny said, her eyes filling up with tears, which she quickly wiped away. "Bloody hormones..."

The mere thought of loosing Remus to the war made her heart almost stop in her chest, and it became very difficult to breathe. It was like she was in a vice, powerless to stop it from tightening around her chest as it squeezed the breath and life out of her.

Loosing Remus would be a nightmare.

"Promise me... that you'll come back to me; please?" Ginny begged.

Remus did not like to make promises that he could not keep; but watching Ginny looking up at him hopefully made his heart ache in pain at the thought of being forced to leave her.

Remus placed his hand over Ginny's hand, and they laced their fingers together as if trying to hold on to something that both could not describe.

Yet all he could do was merely nod, promising to come back to her.

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Graduation month; June. It was finally time for the last Weasley to leave Hogwarts for life on the outside world.

The world outside was scary and unpredictable, but Ginny knew that if Remus was by her side, she could survive all of it. Besides, she would help people live; she passed all her N.E.W.Ts, and she was going to be a Healer.

On the last night that the seventh years had to stay at Hogwarts, Ginny packed everything and made her way down to Remus' classroom. She did not bother to go to the seventh year graduation party because that would make her even more depressed.

When she entered the classroom, the only source of light that could be seen was the fireplace, which Remus was sitting by, staring sadly into the dancing flames. The light eliminated his face as the light bounced around him, making it look like his shadow was alive and moving.

"Remus?" Ginny greeted hesitantly.

Remus looked up and gave Ginny a ghost smile; it was so small that she had to look closer to make sure it was really there.

"Are you... alright?" Ginny asked.

Remus nodded, looking her up and down, his eyes resting on her rounding stomach. Ginny blushed, adjusting her robes to cover herself .

"I know; I'm getting bigger."

Remus stood up, walked over to her, and gently separated her robes so her obviously pregnant stomach could be seen through her muggle dress. He placed a hand on the swelling spot, trying to feel for a kick, but the baby had not kicked yet, despite the fact it is six months.

"Do you think he or she is alright?" Ginny asked worriedly. "I mean, six months, and he or she should be kicking, right?"

"Just give it a little more time. After all, the sixth month just started."

Ginny nodded, wrapping her arms around Remus as comfortably as possible.

"Dance with me, please, Remus?" Ginny requested, and he answered her by slowly starting to dance with her; a lullaby playing in their heads as they moved slowly, reading each others' movements before they moved.

Yasahi te dane
(Your hands feel gentle)
Anata ga itta;
(You said so)
Namida ga deta yo
(Tears come out)
Totemo shizukani.
(Very quietly)

Ginny could not believe how close she and Remus had grown in just two years. She could not believe how she could love one person so much. And that that love had created the new life within her.

Haru no sunahama
(Seashore in spring)
Hiza de nemutta;
(Your head on my knees and you fall asleep)
Anata no kami wo sotto
(Your hair became gentle)
Yubi de suita toki.
(When I combed it with my fingers)

All Ginny knew was that the man in her arms was her love, heart, and her life. She could not imagine life without him, not even for an instant. It was like their souls blended together to become one, and if one part left, then the other part would only be left as half a soul.

Fui ni subete ga wakatta ki ga shita;
(Suddenly, I felt like I understood everything)
Kurushimi tachi ga sora eto kaette yuku no deshita.
(All the pain in the heart goes home to the sky)

For Ginny, Remus was the source of her love; of everything good that would ever happen to her. It would be just Ginny and Remus against the world because of what he is, and how they feel for each other; but, somehow, she liked it like that.

Anato no hoho ni
(On your cheek)
Ochita shizuku wa;
(Are the drops of tears)
Nami shibuki da to itta
(And I told you it's the spray from the sea)
Mekakushi wo shita yo.
(As I put my hand over yours)

Remus was the light at the end of the darkness. If the world became nothing but horror, Ginny only wanted Remus there at the end, smiling gently the way he always did.

Koko ni ite
(Please be here with me)
Koko ni iru yo.
(I am here with you)

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AN: This is not the last chapter, but good news: only a couple more chapters to go! The song I put in this chapter is called Itoshisa no Kate (The Source of Love), and it is sung by Hiroko Kasahara. It is such a beautiful song; it makes me want to cry! (sniff, sniff, tear, tear) Please review!

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Rebelgal4ever: Yes to Ginny and Remus going to have a child together; no to Remus turning Ginny into a werewolf. I don't think Remus would want Ginny, or anyone for that matter, to suffer something that he considers a curse. Yet that would be a good idea for a fan fiction; are you going to write something like that? Thank you for your review!

Dangerous Soul: Moon Child plays a key element later on… oops, I said too much about that. No, Okamiotoko doesn't think that Remus killed his granddaughter because he knows Remus would never do something like that. You're sick? I hope you get better. Thank you for your review!

Tante: Thank you for your comments! Oh, I was looking at your profile and you said you like Douglass Adams' Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy; did you know a movie is being made based on that book? I'm sure you already knew that, though. Thank you for your review!

padfootprongs-live: I love your name! I believe that Sirius is alive, just in an alternate universe, or an alternate dimension. My friend keeps saying I'm in denial; I'm not in denial, damn it! It's the bloody truth! You saved my story on your favorites? Thank you! I love Shakespeare and Browning so much that I just had to put both of them in my small little fic. I know I haven't updated in a little while so please forgive me! Well, now, Ginny knows what is wrong with her. I'll try to update as soon as I can again, but with my moving back to California, its going to be just a little while. Please be patient with me… don't hurt me! Thank you for your review!

brokentoy19: Well… if your lover's past love suddenly gave her life for him, would you fell insignificant as well? I know I would. Thank you for your review!

fille-drole: Yea… poor Moon Child, even though she plays a key role later on… oops, I said too much. Well, Ginny doesn't know because this is Ginny's first child, and I'm sure she can't just walk up to her mother and say, "Mum, I've noticed that I missed my monthly duty for three months. Can you take me to a Healer to confirm my suspicions?" Although Mrs. Weasley's reaction would be rather… hilarious… in my mind. Thank you for your review!