If Only
If only you knew how I really feel about you
If only you were here beside me
If only I could kiss you
If only you would stay with me
I would like to show you how I really feel
Tell you everything I feel for you
I don't want to act mean
I just want to be with you
If only I didn't have this mark
I don't want to make you suffer
If only I could show you what's behind this dark mask
I just want to take off this cover
I know that I'm an outsider
I know that I'm a loner
I probably don't deserve you
But I just want to show you
You know that I'm afraid to show my weaknesses
But nobody's perfect
All I want to do is spend my entire life with you
If only I could...
I know I have a lot of flaws
Showing no feelings is one of them
But now I'm going to do something that defies only my laws
And now I know that all of my laws are meant to be broken
I promise you now that I will show you my feelings
Show you how I truly feel
Please hear my plead
If only...