April 21st 2005: I Will Not Break The Way You Did

It's a miracle! Michael's alive! Not only do Jason and Sam have proof, but Lorenzo and Carly saw him! However, apparently A.J.'s alive too, and he's been turning Michael against Sonny and Carly. And he was the one who hired my mom to kidnap Kristina, Michael, and Morgan. What a monster. How could he do that to his own son? Ric seems to be doing a good job hiding his pain. I saw him in confession yelling at Durant about something. I miss my aunt and Kristina so much. After that I went home. I sat in Kristina's room rocking in her rocking chair, holding Angel Bear close. Alexis must have been in a hurry to leave, if she and Kristina left without Angel Bear. Dillon's been out all day. I wonder if he's heard the news about Michael. Once he knows Michael's alive he can stop blaming himself for his death. I blamed myself too, because Dillon and I, along with Luke, Skye, and Justus, had helped my mother escape from prison. But know I know he's still alive, and I don't blame myself anymore. I just hope Dillon will feel the same.

Tori