Hey you know who it is WHAT WHAT,

Anyways Journal,

Today as I was walkin' up to go eat lunch wit my crew when Lana

jumps out of some closet and leads me into the cafeteria, her hand

on my arm showing me off like some show dog. You know, that wasn't

even the worst part, she lead me to go sit wit HER crew, the

cheerleaders. Journal you know how I roll, I mean I know I'm some

big computer/football genius (and I know that it's kinda H.S. rules

that the cheerleaders date jocks), but sitting with Lana and the

fontana's? To the average guy and when I say average I mean the

middle guys who lust after the popular girls, having a cute girl

like Lana flirting with you would be like scoring a A+. If only I

wasn't a senior. I mean Mia she's cool you know wat I'm sayin'?

She's so over the deep end in the social status (which suites me

just fine cause she acts normal) that she doesn't care that if she

looks bad, or if she auctually can eat with out going to puke it up.

(Girls think guys don't know about this!) But, she's a freshman!

Okay I know I sound really stuck up when I say it like that

FRESHMAN. It's not like though you kno? It's not that she's a

freshman...she has this way of talking to me like a normal girl, not

some horny girl who wants to get on top of me...What's the problem

you may say? Well you know that whole Lana thing? Well, we aren't

going out, but like in the middle of the cafateria she's twirling

her hair, and then suddenly she's putting on Explodin' Cherry lip

gloss and kissing me. I was so taken by surprise, then by the time it registered that LANA was KISSING ME in the cafeteria I pulled her away just in time to see the crushed look on Mia's face. She looked as if she had tears welled up in her eyes that were ready to flow freely any moment. She just stared then left. My heart broke in a million little pieces. Now, from what Lily's told me, Mia thinks that Lana and I are going out. Great bloody hell great! God I'm sorry that I don't know how to say I Love You to her! Grrr...well we'll just have to figure it out...

Michael