Hi, I'm sorry to have to post this, I was going to stop being such a horrible author and post the next chapter thanks to a much needed boost from mjaw who is awesome, But I'm afraid a personal problem has come up, a close friend has passed away from cancer, something I never thought would happen to someone so close to me, especially since I am only 26 and I have received custody of hertwo year old. I will be taking time off work and my husband is doing the same, So I'm genuinely sorry but I'm afraid I'll no longer have the time to work on this fic (not that I did before!) .

My question to you guys is -should I;

A-Leave the story as is and change this AN to say that the story has been abandoned

B-Alter the story so it is a one-shot (I would remove the latest chapters and combine the first few)

C- Delete the story altogether

(new idea!) D- Someone else could finish the story for me, seriously, anyone! If you know somebody or are willing to do it yourself or with someone else, I would love you to do it!

I hate to say it but even though B is probably the best thing I hate to lose my reviews (come on, this was my first story!) But I guess I'll go with what most people say…

Thanks to:

White Avenger- Thankyou so much for reassuring me about my apocalypse, it makes me sad that I have to end this story before it's time, Maybe I'll leave the story and in a few years I'll finish it…All my reviewers would be all grown up and flown away! I'd still like to have closure on it though. Thankyou so much for beautiful positive reviews.

Elizance- Thanks for taking the time to review, it was short (very short!) but you let me know you were reading which was so sweet, thanks eternally!

Sucked- This is the closest thing I've ever gotten to a flame, so thanks I guess, but you did tell me what you thought was wrong, so thanks for caring enough, you aren't a signed in reviewer so I doubt you'll ever read this ;(

BloodNdarkness- You waited a long time but an update never came, it's a tragedy…I'm not being sarcastic, I'm in a terribly emotional mood, my life went from perfect to the furthest thing from it so quickly…Thankyou for reading the story and being a good reviewer

Kargrif- I LOVE Buufyverse and Angelverse together, that's the way it ought to be! All the characters interact s well together, it was a pleasure to write them…Your fic Once More With Emotion is too cute!

Claire C. Griffon- It is tough isn't it! You are so nice to encourage me and help me out with this, The british slang is a real problem for me

FoxyRoxy 514-Thanks for reviewing, It's nice to know someone is there every step of the way, and you really were.

Amandamanda3- My 50th reviewer, you were a landmark indeed! So nice of you to review

Mjaw- Okay, this is the biggest thankyou of all…You reviewed every chapter (When I come in halfway through a story I'm sorry to say I never do that) You always gave the longest reviews, you snapped me out of it and prepared me to write more. It was such an honour when you reviewed as you are undoubtedly one of my favourite authors ever, possibly my favourite of all time! I will always read and review your stories so this isn't the end, At a time when I am very upset it's nice to have a consistent reviewer.

OVERALL thankyou to EVERYONE who reviewed or read, I am SO sorry I have to do this to this fic.

One last thought- If anyone knows ANYONE who would be willing to finish the story for me pleeeeaaassee let me know I would love to see what someone can do with it… Thanks for the support, the fate of this story is in your hands