Sadanishi Pearl Chapter 2: So Confused, an inuyasha fanfic

A/N I tried to make this into a song fic…… this is my first try..at doing so…. .. I thought…. hey what the hell since this chappy will be a bit slow... so brace yourself.. I am not doing any of the songs fics in any particular style.. so don't get your hopes up it goes along with my mood..

Sesshomaru takes a look at "requited" love...if he knows what love really is...

Inuyasha thinks about fatherhood…… and less about other things...

Kagome thinks about her need to stay in the game……..or maybe out of the game…

Once again I don't own crap….. but ….Sadanishi PearlMmmmmmmkayyyyy!…. Everything else belongs to their respective makers... Nuff said…

Ordinary People: by John Legend (yes fitting for a Demon Lord and Extra-planetary Being right?)
One Thing: by Amerie) (Awe Kagome.. I feel you!)

Next song fics coming:
Black Soul Choir: by 16 Horsepower (umm what's this?)
I Want You: by Erykah Badu (you will see ..snickers!)
She Don't have to Know: by John Legend ( someone is cheating… hummm)
Additive: by Truth Hurts (someone isn't given up on her man to easily...I wondser who?)
One way or Another: by Blondie ( oh someone has issues!)
Don't know what to Tell Ya: by Aaliyah ( someone doesn't like to be trapped..)
Don't mess with my Man: by Lucy Pearl ( Sadanishi has something to say ...)
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Ordinary People:

Verse 1
Girl I'm in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Passed the infatuation phase

Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday

The situation is wearing thin on Sesshomaru's brilliant mind; he readjusts his body, as he lies on Sadanishi and his, opulently decorated white silk linen, flat bed.

The little argument he had with Sadanishi about the limitations of the human psyche (in hearing such complicated news).., was almost never ending. Sadanishi assuming the best in human emotions because of Izayoi, was a crippling factor, he would never let her announce anything again with out proper briefing.

He understood the need to protect what is his, but it seems only half of what is his, as he shares a child with his brother; the thought repulsive, unfathomable, and foreboding. ……" images of what those children might be like in his head, makes him wince inwardly"….

"Fates" be damned ….he was going to find away to kill the lot of those pesky little "Fates". They always liked to visit him frequently while traveling to find Nuraku; stating how much they loved to ruin his life now that his mate could not protect him and Inuyasha for the immunity to the boorish gods whimsical plans. …Sesshomaru needs no protection, the thought childish indeed….

The only other thing he hated more was them asking him questions; in… the…oh… fashionable…Rin-style. They buzzed around him, smelling and messing up his superior hair….and he had finally had it snapping one of their little necks, for touching his Essence Shampoo and Essence Body Wash;…..complements of Kagome to keep Sesshomaru form killing Inuyasha on a daily basis…..

He continues to lie in utter silence, when he smells Sadanishi come to the room; her sent intoxicating if she wasn't with pups he would have his... "You can not refuse the Lord of the Western Lands" speech with her again..

Sessh: "They have all been sent to their respective rooms." he was not asking as a question, just stating a simple fact as his eyes closes in what seems to be rest.

Sadani: "Inuyasha is in the next room, not wanting to be far from his pups. After the knowledge of what may happen to a demon having pups with me…. I don't think him nor will you... let me or the pups out of site.

Sessh: "Precise"; as he opens one eye to see what she is doing, her magnificent glowing body standing sideways in front of a full length mirror. Draped in a long flowing white gown, she watches her round belly, as her pups kick her stomach with force. She winces; while her hands are smoothly rubbing in circles around her belly. …..lost in thought she begins to speak…

Sadani: I am not so sure about this Kagome… She is nothing like Izayoi; she was graceful, not hot tempered and erratic neither with her emotions, nor with Inutaisho. Will she be an appropriate mate for Inuyasha? Will she treat the pups with respect and understand their place…. even above her own... ..Hummm no she is human.

….. Slightly rising an eyebrow to her concern and then resolve, Sesshomaru chooses not respond. Inuyasha choose strange females, however she did bring him that nice shampoo and body wash; he better not make any comments beyond what was necessary.

Bridge
I know I misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both got room left to grow

And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

Repeat Chorus
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

Sessh: "Come" he raises his hand in her direction, if anything he wants to be close to her and feel her skin against his. Love is a strange thing, and though he was not inclined to slobber all over her, like his brother publicly did to Kagome, he knew when and where things were appropriate.

Sadanishi walks slowly over to him; he sits up to help lower her body to the bed, and lays her next to him. She then looks deep into his eyes, her expression just as blank as his stare to her.

Sadani: "It wouldn't be like you to accept an apology Sesshomaru, it is to human. Yet it is all I have to offer you at this time"; he leans his head back slowly on to their pillows, contemplating her efforts. "I know we are thrusting ourselves into a situation again that seems unreachable, though I belong to you, this is much to fast for me. My race does not mate like demons or humans do. We bond over a long period of time, and what I did would not be endured by you… punishable by death …., that's why you searched for me all those years. You thought I rejected you, disobeyed your laws. You were coming to kill me for your mistake"

…….Sesshomaru did not raise his head or look her way…….

Sessh: Yet you still posses me……. Do you think it not undemanding..… this new sequence of things you lay upon me? Am I to forsake my honor or should I destroy what should not prosper? Sesshomaru emotions are stewing deep below the surface…. making a concoction of pain, confusion, love and denial….. nothing was allowed to take over his resolve..

Verse 2
This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
We head back to hell again
We kiss and we make up on the way

Repeat Bridge
I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel just like walking away
But as our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay

Sadani: "Maybe I should have let you kill me, take all that is of my powers, and prosper on this world. Anything would have been better than to make you search for me for so long... I gave you my own special breed of torture ….after I vowed never to hurt you or your kin.

Sadanishi begins to raise form the bed; suddenly one claw hand grips her tight, holds her back. Knowing her powers are severely weak, he isn't going to warrant any late night walks… not on his account.

Sessh: "I should have killed you, but my father … in his own why... said you are not a real demon unless you have something to protect…. fighting for those you love/care for. I know not what these words means, this love, this care…." "I know what honor is and what I will do for those that are under my protection. Those that belong to me……and you …Sadanishi… belong to me…!"

"I don't kill what belongs to me that easily!" then he thought about Jaken and wanted to take his statement back.

Sadani: "Obligation, protection, possessions… so be it! I am in no mood to say what is, and what is not, in your world..."

Sessh: "Am I not enough?" Sesshomaru release her hand and looks at her with impassive eyes. She lays her body to the side of him, her back facing him, placing pillows between her legs.

Sadani: "Yes, now rub my lower back" Sesshomaru questioningly looks at her back; this woman is indeed not her self when she is with pups. Didn't they have servants for this, he was more than happy to get someone to aide her.

………..Sesshomaru rolls up his Kimono sleeve and begins to kneed into her lower back…………………

Somehow the closeness of him touching her once again, makes him move in closer to her, he starts to kiss the back of her neck. She responses and turns around to meet his glossy eyes, they were full of emotions. They both begin to kiss passionately; her round belly pushing off him as they try to get in closer…
... Suddenly six kicks were felt up against Sesshomaru's abdominal muscles, which suddenly widens his closed eyes; he slow stops kissing Sadanishi; the experience alien to him.

Verse 3
Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,
maybe you'll return
Maybe you'll never find
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
You never know baby youuuu and I

Repeat Chorus
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Heyyy)
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

Pulling himself away from her he lays up against his back, keeping his distance. He was a father now, and like it or not he shares this responsibility with Inuyasha… time for love affairs and games were going to have to wait a bit.. and stew much longer….

Sadanishi plainly confused by the sudden move, however too concerned about her well being to get to emotional attached to what he did… while holding herself …

Sadani: "They will be born tomorrow!" she says with a smile..

Sessh: "WHAT!"

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The room was quiet, Inuyasha eye staring up at the ceiling, many emotions showing on his face. What type of father would he be, what would sharing fatherhood with Sesshomaru be like? Would they stop trying to kill each other now that pups were involved?

"Just like Sadanishi to find yet another way to connect us all together." Inuyasha memories of her visiting his dying mother, and playing with him.. and making promises to take him back to her castle to raise him, flooded his mind. He didn't hate her as much as he hated Sesshomaru for abandoning him, however soon found out that Sesshomaru would have raised him like his own if plans didn't get sour. The though confused him, they both hated each other because of events in their life.

Holding grudges forever wasn't a problem… it was admitting that there wasn't a need to hold them.. anymore..

He rolls over to see Kagome closing her eyes on the flat bed next to him ... . "Isn't she happy now that Sadanishi was back, the jewel was collected much faster? Sadanishi explained so many things tonight, that it might be best to live in Kagome's world for awhile after the pups were born, just added protection, since they were in danger; targets to get him and Sesshomaru killed.

Na Na Na Na Na OH!
Na Na Na Na Na OH!
Verse One:
Oh, been trying to let it go
Trying to keep my eyes closed
Trying to keep it just like before
The times we never even thought to speak
Don't wanna tell you what it is
Oh wee.. it felt so serious
Got me thinking just too much
I wanna set it off, but

Chorus:
It's this one thing that's got me trippin
It's this one thing that's got me trippin (you did)
This one thing my soul may be feeling
It's this one thing you did oh oh
It's this one thing that caught me slippin
It's this one thing I want to admit it
This one thing and I was so with it
It's this one thing you did oh oh

Kagome sits, and wondering what she is going to do, "Why is this happening to me, I thought I would be the one…….. Now all Inuyasha is worried about is protecting these unborn pups. She turns over her back facing Inuyasha she couldn't watch her think.

Yea so What! she loved him.. … I mean she didn't need to go around telling him how she felt every minute of the day, and she wasn't about to tell him she was confused about it now..

Passing out is the last thing she wanted to do again tonight, and all her emotions were running rapid with in her chest. I can't believe this, she isn't even his mate, it just isn't right. I… I mean he should be…..with her…. I mean she is the mother of his pups, I just don't see how we could be….

Kagome wanted to walk around the ancient castle; "I really need a bath and good place… to cry… I mean shouldn't I be happy for him…."

Kagome sat up and looks at Inuyasha who is to busy staring at the ceiling to notice her looking at him. She iss beginning to feel pissed; it wasn't his fault, but this changed everything for her.

"Now this Sadanishi has a way for all of us all to go live in my world; so she can raise these pups for the first year in a remote country home (castle) outside the city. So they will be stronger and not endanger us in the Feudal Era; despite the protests from Inuyasha's and Sesshomaru's combined efforts."

"I am trying to let this go, nothing has changed between us, I am being ridiculous" Kagome thought as she pulls her self up from bed.

"Wait how do I feel about being with someone that already has kids? What arrangements will be made..? Sadanishi seems to be well it seems respectful of both Sesshomaru and Inuyasha.. Dose she love them both?

Verse Two:
Hey, we don't know each other well
So what? I keep thinking to myself
Memories just keep ringing bells
ding dong (oh, Oh) ding dong (oh, Oh) ding dong (oh, Oh) ding
Hear voices I don't want to understand
My car keys are jingling in my hand
My heart feels a clicking towards your door
ding dong (oh, Oh) ding dong (oh, Oh) ding dong (oh, Oh) ding

Chorus:
It's this one thing that's got me trippin
It's this one thing that's got me trippin (you did)
This one thing my soul may be feeling
It's this one thing you did oh oh
It's this one thing that's caught me slippin
It's this one thing I want to admit it
This one thing and I was so with it
It's this one thing you did oh oh

She is reminded of her arrival to the era, the way she broke apart the Shikon Jewel; all the fights, hand holding, and stolen moment….moments of love…

Inuya: Where are you going Kagome? he says sullenly is slight distracted interest..

Kagome: "Some where other than here……!" Inuyasha notices the pain in her voice and snaps from his daze..

Inuya: What the hell is wrong with you?" he sits up straight from his laying position as he watches her gather her things. Kagome is rushing putting things in her snack when she notices something shiny next to a note. She was so rushed this morning to getting back to Inuyasha; she didn't know what she packed… She sees a pair of keys with and a note attached…..

Note: ……… Driver Lessons ..start in three days…don't forget!

Kagome: I just need a bath that is all, where is a place to take a bath here..., You've been here allot I assume, you would know?; she says sarcastically as she reads the note….

Inuya: You'll find it on your own; he huffs and turns over to force himself to sleep and not deal with the tension between them anymore… "She should be happy she is going to help raise his pups with him …. all she can think of is taken a hot bath…!"

Kagome picks up her belongs and leaves the room; she wasn't in the mood to deal with him anymore. She needed a break for the craziness.

...……memory flashes…………………………………
Sadanishi: … the jewel shards aren't the most powerful thing in the world anymore; or at least they are one of the most powerful things in the world...

…..at that moment she summons all the shards in a searing light…in front of her, and then gently lands in Kagome hands. Kohaku shows up alive…..is immediately in Sango's arms.. …..

Sadanishi uses the last of her available powers; after all the commotion and many arguments, the purifying of the jewel commences, however… Kagome didn't reappear back home, it was like nothing ever happened….she was still standing there… Inuyasha not in hell.. "Something isn't right!"

Sadanishi: You need to collect a more powerful group of globes... Twelve "Deity Stone" still floating about….she hide on this planet from her home world 70yrs ago.

Kagome thinks; "Apparently the process of cocoon stasis with pups makes you forget allot of things, especially important things., and uses up your god like powers…"

Sadanishi: If anyone gets their hands on them…..They will be able to rule the universe..
!Nuraku! The whole group yells……
………end memory………………………………….

Bridge:
Maybe I just can't believe it
It's this one thing you did oh oh
I'm hoping you can keep a secret
For me, for me, for me
But what you did, yeah

Chorus:
It's this one thing that's got me trippin
It's this one thing that's got me trippin (you did)
This one thing my soul may be feeling
It's this one thing you did oh oh
It's this one thing that's caught me slippin
It's this one thing I want to admit it
This one thing and I was so with it
It's this one thing you did oh oh

Kagome's sense of direction wasn't too bad; she found what she was looking for, a huge indoor bath. The hot bathroom was steaming and smelled so clean. It was just the right place to put her mind to eases..

Kagome strips and walks into the hot bath.. Each ache and mental anguish in her body releases.

"Would I have even met Inuyasha if Sadanishi didn't have to go off to save her home world?" Kagome sank further in the warm steaming water.

She thought after the "Shikon no Tama" was completed things would be different, but not this messed up!

Going home for a few months would help her catch up on her studies… before parading around looking for the "Deity Stones".

Seeing Inuyasha in her world wasn't an issue, It was the rest of them.. they would feel so out of place, it would take months for them to get used to her world.
Oh oh oh
Na Na Na Na Na OH!
Oh
Na Na Na Na Na OH!
Na Na Na Na Na OH!
Na Na Na Na Na OH!
Na Na Na Na Na
Chorus:
It's this one thing that's got me trippin
It's this one thing that's got me trippin (you did)
This one thing my soul may be feeling
It's this one thing you did oh oh
It's this one thing that's caught me slippin
It's this one thing I want to admit it
This one thing and I was so with it
It's this one thing you did oh oh
Oh oh, Oh oh
Na Na Na Na Na OH!
Na Na Na Na Na OH!

But leave it to Sadanishi to have already prepared something in Kagome's time period. A crash course ...Sesshomaru would work and own with Sadanishi a large corporate scientific research facility; that had world governmental contracts.

Inuyasha would be working as a stunt double on movie sets and commercials; if Sadanishi knows him so well… she should be placing him with sensible people.. knowing he doesn't have paiteince. " Maybe crash testing cars..."

Rin, Kohaku and Shippo would be home schooled out in the countryside at the new home; while under some of Jaken's instruction.

Miroku would work at her grandfathers Shrine; hopefully bring more people to the Shrine (… well in his case more unsuspecting females….)

Sango would take up a job as a defense arts teacher with her own studio provide by the science research facility…

….and Kagome would go back to school…and babysitting Inuyasha's and Sesshomaru's pups…

……….Images of chibi-Inuyasha's in all kinds of havoc, arguing with a bunch of chibi-Sesshomaru's; pop in her head………
"I need to do my school work and get some sort of money to pay for driving lessons…

"HELL NO…. this isn't going to work!" I am not going to be babysitting my……….INUYASHA KIDS! She splashes in the water.. in her out burst…

HEY! watch where you are splashing the water… Inuyasha's wench! Jaken screams as he is almost drowned by her huge splash.

Kagome: "SCREAMS!
Jaken... Faints..
...

In the flats down the the hall

Inuyasha. …KAGOME!…
Sesshomaru Eyes red.. This is insufferable
Sango … Wakes up grogie.. 1 2 3.. SIT BOY!... Wait, why didn't I hear that?
Shippo …Wakes up knowing it is all Inuyasha's fault.. "What did he do this time?…

Sadanishi: …Sesshy I want, pickled fruit, sweet cream and chicken wings.. can you get me some please?
Sessh; What kind of nourishment is THAT?
Sadani. !#.!..It's call Pregnant! ...forget it ...I know .. Inuyasha would get it for me..
Sessh; He'd eat the strange concoction before givin it to you!
Sadani: How is a woman supposed to eat anything around here.. damn …
Sessh: ….makes mental note.. "This is UTTERLY insufferable.."

Rin …wakes up groggie..rubbing her eyes.. Are the babies here yet?
Miroku Oh someone is having fun tonight, rolls back over to sleep.. ..mumbbles..snores.. yes bare my child.. mumble..snores..
Kohaku Why do I feel like I am sleeping in Nuraku's castle all over again..
Ah-Un ..sleeping …indeed humans are strange.. snore.. grumble grumple..snore..
Kirara.., ouch…starts to think about maybe not having kittens.. and sighs

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In a castle with poisons misaims
Nauraku, "MY JEWEL SHARD…………. NOOO!

Outside Sadanishi castles
Kagura: 'You still belong to me.. Sesshomaru…it isn't over yet... she will die and so will those pups..!